when you friendzoned me my heart dropped out of my body.
i just thought about what life was.
my life was changed.
after that day my life changed.
i turned into something that i'll never become.
i started going after girls that i could never get.
now you've moved on.
i still think about you.
that day is just a clear memory in my mind.
i loved you.
now i just love to see your smile now.
i've been friendzoned by so many girls.
you ladies have to remember sooner or later i'm gonna become you need.
someone out in this cruel world is gonna love me for me.
love is such a strong word, but hey all the girls that friendzoned me i had a certain amount of love for you.

the feelings that I have for her are so strong, or is it just lust that's flooding my eyes.
making me tell those her those lies as I right these weak *** lines.
the lust I imagined was beyond imagination. I imagined us just making love non-stop.
I finally woke up and realized it was lust that basically flooded my eyes.

The scent of your coconut oil remains on my chest.
This was the last time we ever made eye contact, loved, smiled and kissed.
You told me goodbye and you were gone in the wind.
I fell in love with you from that one moment.
Who would've known?
That I was just simply attracted to you.
Please never leave me
You give a new meaning to my life.
You take me on a trip.

Your body is my heaven
As I grip on your soft hair
I kiss your soft lips
My kisses gently go down to your neck
Leaving hickies and you start to pant as my hands go down to your sides;
I reach up and loosen your bra
Revealing your breast, I slowly lick your *******;
Flicking my tongue and hearing your pants;
You say, "go lower daddy."
Your wish is my every command
My hand now on your *******
I kiss your stomach
I go lower and I nibble on your lace *******;
I bite my way through those underwear;
I'm greeted with a beautiful rose
Your **** pulsating
I nibble on your ****
Hearing your moans and groans
My hands steadily spread your legs
And my fingers gently enter your wet ******;
It now resembles a water fountain, my face soaked enjoying your every moan;
I looked you in your eyes and asked, "are you ready princess?"
With a smile on her face she said, "yes daddy."
I proceeded to lower my pants
I entered a warm ocean
Slow strokes, every moan and pant
She enjoyed me inside of her
Pure love being made
Not letting go, she looks me in my eyes
She mutters, "I love you"
I knew she was the one

"If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me." Those are the words of my favorite band. Well she left me, she took away the biggest part of me. She has left me cold hearted, depressed and crazy. If you leave me now, what would I do without you. You were my friend, my everything. Gone like the wind. If you leave me now, please baby don't go. It's too late she's long gone and is never returning.

Despite the mistakes I may make, I pray to God that he blesses you everyday.
You may hate me for all the things that I do all I really wanna say is that I love you.
Never really had these feelings before, you think if I had you these feelings would grow more?
I'm writing this poem off the top of my brain I pray that all my losses will become gains.
You'll he the main gain that I have I'll live and cherish.

Life ):

Life

The feelings I had for you, still there drifting through the air;
As the breeze blows through your hair, the smell of your perfume engulfs the air;
The infatuation and lust shortly lived, but who knew you would've give;

Light-skinned queen, a cutie. Easy to talk to and outgoing. She makes me so happy. The only thing is, she has a boyfriend. Jasmine was one of my first loves, she's so amazing. I wish she had my heart, she gives me hope that one day I'd love again. I mean she's amazing. From her amazing attributes straight to her flaws. I tend not to care about flaws, you're the most beautiful girl in the world to me. I love you so much, deep inside I get a warm feeling when thinking about you. You'll be the best thing that ever happened to me. I just hope that one day we'll be together.

As we danced in the moonlight
Our souls together once again
Dancing, feeling ever so amazing
Together in harmony
Your smile warms my heart every time I look at you
These thoughts aren't real though
Just a fiction of my imagination
I sob in my bed wondering where you are in this world
If you're alive or not
If you've moved on yet
I miss you
Please come back baby
Never leave me alone
Let's stay together forever
Please baby, I'm begging you

You fall for these boys who won't be there for you
I was there from day one
You passed me like I'm just trash
**** I'm tired of everything and everyone
Those guys that are flashing are the same ones that are gonna leave when you have a child.
They'll disappear and you wonder to yourself, "where are all the good guys?"
I was always there now I'm gone
I'll find someone that loves me for me
I'll find someone better than you
You're the piece of trash that no one wants
Now I see you looking at me, but i pass you by like you're trash.

Baby, you don't understand
How much I love you
How much I want to be your only man.
Baby, you don't have to go
Stay a little while longer, I want to talk to you a little more.
I see the tears in your eyes about to fall.
You're wondering if I'm for real
But if you cry, I wonder why
I tell you know lie,  this is how I feel I'm for real.
Baby, you don't have to go, stay a little while longer.
I'm for real

I have random thoughts
These days I **** around and loose my mind
I think a lot
Where can I go, or who can I turn to?
Life is gone as we all know it
Going crazy
Banging sounds
Crashing from upstairs
Hearing voices and screams
Calling my name I don't know what to do now
Life is done

In most of my poems I mention the word happy:
This is something you truly make me feel:
I love you for that:
You're always there for me when I need you:
You're an awesome girl:
Any guy would be lucky to have you:
I just truly want the best for you.

I feel nostalgic when I that name.
It makes me think about the past.
Those words I told you 'I love you".
When you just said "oh".
I just laid in my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking.
Wondering if I should say something.
I then said, "I assume you don't have the same feelings".
You said, "lol, I'm sorry I only see you as a friend".
I contemplated on what I should do.
I sometimes have uncontrollable thoughts of you now.
I often hear you're name in the midst.
In my mind I have a certain part for you.
I have to see you soon again.
Now you're in a relationship with someone.You seem happy at time.
I'm happy for you.
Its great to see that beautiful smile.
Its great to hear you're voice.
I often think that if we could have been something how long would that had last.
I hope to see you when we're finish with school.

Please allow me to slip into your mind
With concepts that I have created with mine
As I undress your thoughts with my eyes
I know what you want because imagination never lies
The thought of you makes me numb
My mind thinks about our interactions
I remember being deep in you
Feeling a river flow between your legs
Enjoying every second of lust
Throwing myself at you wanting more
My imagination will never lie, nor die

There's a rainbow in the sky for our love
A love between you and I
A love that feels so new
A million stars in the sky
Birds fly, babies cry
Angels sing when you are near
As I gently play in your hair
Holding you in my arms tight never letting go;
I love you honey with all my heart
Together forever and never apart

I really don't know anymore;
Life changes;
The world changes;
People change;
It's hard out here;
Being lonely;
Having no one to be with;
I truly don't know;
Why am I here?

You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
I don't know you
But you set my heart on fire
So amazing, admiring your beauty

its a new year
i'm tired of all the *******
girls usually don't like me which makes me wonder
they always go for guys that will break in the end
they always  wonder "where are all the good guys?"
you literally come to me and ask me that same question
i've been friendzoned multiple times
i don't care anymore
these females really don't think of the guys they hurt
remember your'e always gonna see that guy you friendzoned
he will move on and you'll be trying to get back into his life
all guys that have been friendzoned find someone prettier or way more better than you will ever be
i'm just tired of the insecure females
who always say, "oh I'm fat"
when literally your a skinny little girl

I want you
I want you to want me too
It hurts to know that I can't have you
All my words are true
You want to feel a sense of happiness
Let me give it to you
I wanna make you my baby
And maybe one day we could make babies;
I love you with every emotion in me
I wanna have you
I wanna get deep inside you
Feel every aspect of your body and soul

Why do these things happen?
I'm sorry for everything.
Why don't we just start over?
Why don't you just listen to me?
Why don't you believe that I'm sorry?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why don't you stop ignoring my phone calls and messages?
Why can't we just be together one day?
Why can't you just listen to me for the last time?
Why can't we just love one another?
Why can't we just be together?
Why don't we start over?
Why are you ready to leave me?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why can't we just............

You're all that I think about;
You're the reason I awake to a new day;
You're the reason I smile;
You bring out my true happiness;
It's just you, it's always been you;
You're the reason I'm still here;
You're not always there, but I feel you with me, imagining your smile;
I just love (You).