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Jathan Hall Dec 2015
Please allow me to slip into your mind
With concepts that I have created with mine
As I undress your thoughts with my eyes
I know what you want because imagination never lies
The truth is all in your head I know, because so
Am I
It's actually better that way
Wetter that way
Because these creative juices never stop flowing
All the while knowing
What I wanted you gave me a piece of your information
Must be intimidation that has you seemingly nervous must be your first time
Jathan Hall Jan 2018
What is this you speak?
The spread of thighs?
The show of teeth?
Yet and still I do seem meek
I wonder if it's somehow exculpatory
My fears
The sides of my story
The blood, the horror, and in fact the glory
But still I toss that for you
Happiness
I've yet to learn and share
The constant state of being aware
The words lingering in the air
I cannot enjoy only ensnare
This Janus - faced figure of my affections
It's true
What is the real motive and direction?
If only I didn't constantly have to question
But I was still crazy for you
Oct.12.2017
An old draft
Jathan Hall Dec 2014
You fall for these boys who won't be there for you
I was there from day one
You passed me like I'm just trash
**** I'm tired of everything and everyone
Those guys that are flashing are the same ones that are gonna leave when you have a child.
They'll disappear and you wonder to yourself, "where are all the good guys?"
I was always there now I'm gone
I'll find someone that loves me for me
I'll find someone better than you
You're the piece of trash that no one wants
Now I see you looking at me, but i pass you by like you're trash.
Jathan Hall Dec 2014
I have random thoughts
These days I **** around and loose my mind
I think a lot
Where can I go, or who can I turn to?
Life is gone as we all know it
Going crazy
Banging sounds
Crashing from upstairs
Hearing voices and screams
Calling my name I don't know what to do now
Life is done
Jathan Hall Nov 2014
I fell for you
I don't know anymore
You're on my mind 24/7
It's so rare that I have these feelings
It's rare that I love
It's rare that I want to see you all the time
My mood changes once I think of you
You always call me kanye because I have a straight face all the time
I smile when you make silly jokes
But now you're gone
You left me, now we're not even friends
It's done
Jathan Hall Dec 2014
when you friendzoned me my heart dropped out of my body.
i just thought about what life was.
my life was changed.
after that day my life changed.
i turned into something that i'll never become.
i started going after girls that i could never get.
now you've moved on.
i still think about you.
that day is just a clear memory in my mind.
i loved you.
now i just love to see your smile now.
i've been friendzoned by so many girls.
you ladies have to remember sooner or later i'm gonna become you need.
someone out in this cruel world is gonna love me for me.
love is such a strong word, but hey all the girls that friendzoned me i had a certain amount of love for you.
Jathan Hall Sep 2017
Sometimes I really wanna just end it all.
Thinking there's no hope I life
I tend to go after things that aren't good for me.
I put on a facade to hide the pain and torture.
My mind spiraling out of control
Losing all hope, hearing voices
Your voice the loudest of all
Your face is shown in my head
That's when I rage, I rage to the point that I can't speak.
Mute thinking. Mind spiraling.
I return to my normal self
Same facade, same thoughts of ending it all.
Boom, I end it all.
Jathan Hall Mar 2016
Thinkin' bout you is all that I really do, my mind in a spiral.
Twistin' and turnin', every second I'm learning.
As my eyes get red I keep the blunt potent with your love.
Anyway you see me soaking I'm floating in these magical words that my ***** said, keepin life in balance is all the he really did.
Now he's dead, killing himself over the riches and wealth.
I wanna keep this poem on one topic, but my mind is flowing, its goin'.
Like the late Cap $**** said, "Who wouldn't want a girl with elegance, intelligence and a cute way of presentin' it?"
Simple piece I'll come with a deeper poem soon
Jathan Hall Oct 2017
Baby, you don't understand
How much I love you
How much I want to be your only man.
Baby, you don't have to go
Stay a little while longer, I want to talk to you a little more.
I see the tears in your eyes about to fall.
You're wondering if I'm for real
But if you cry, I wonder why
I tell you know lie,  this is how I feel I'm for real.
Baby, you don't have to go, stay a little while longer.
I'm for real
Jathan Hall Jul 2016
Despite the mistakes I may make, I pray to God that he blesses you everyday.
You may hate me for all the things that I do all I really wanna say is that I love you.
Never really had these feelings before, you think if I had you these feelings would grow more?
I'm writing this poem off the top of my brain I pray that all my losses will become gains.
You'll he the main gain that I have I'll live and cherish.
It's been a while
Jathan Hall May 2016
The scent of your coconut oil remains on my chest.
This was the last time we ever made eye contact, loved, smiled and kissed.
You told me goodbye and you were gone in the wind.
I fell in love with you from that one moment.
Who would've known?
That I was just simply attracted to you.
Please never leave me
You give a new meaning to my life.
You take me on a trip.
Jathan Hall Nov 2014
In most of my poems I mention the word happy:
This is something you truly make me feel:
I love you for that:
You're always there for me when I need you:
You're an awesome girl:
Any guy would be lucky to have you:
I just truly want the best for you.
To my amazing friend B.A.D.C
Jathan Hall Mar 2016
You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
I don't know you
But you set my heart on fire
So amazing, admiring your beauty
Jathan Hall Oct 2017
"If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me." Those are the words of my favorite band. Well she left me, she took away the biggest part of me. She has left me cold hearted, depressed and crazy. If you leave me now, what would I do without you. You were my friend, my everything. Gone like the wind. If you leave me now, please baby don't go. It's too late she's long gone and is never returning.
This is a poem about my ex girlfriend. She's the one I wanted to do everything for and with. She's gone now, never to return. I still love her though.
Jathan Hall Dec 2014
my life is dope, I do dope ****
                          -Kanye West
Jathan Hall Nov 2014
You're more beautiful than the Mona Lisa
You're my latest and greatest inspiration.
-Teddy Pendergrass
Jathan Hall Jul 2015
the feelings that I have for her are so strong, or is it just lust that's flooding my eyes.
making me tell those her those lies as I right these weak *** lines.
the lust I imagined was beyond imagination. I imagined us just making love non-stop.
I finally woke up and realized it was lust that basically flooded my eyes.
simple writing (:
better stuff to come.
Jathan Hall Apr 2016
Please allow me to slip into your mind
With concepts that I have created with mine
As I undress your thoughts with my eyes
I know what you want because imagination never lies
The thought of you makes me numb
My mind thinks about our interactions
I remember being deep in you
Feeling a river flow between your legs
Enjoying every second of lust
Throwing myself at you wanting more
My imagination will never lie, nor die
Jathan Hall Jan 2015
its a new year
i'm tired of all the *******
girls usually don't like me which makes me wonder
they always go for guys that will break in the end
they always  wonder "where are all the good guys?"
you literally come to me and ask me that same question
i've been friendzoned multiple times
i don't care anymore
these females really don't think of the guys they hurt
remember your'e always gonna see that guy you friendzoned
he will move on and you'll be trying to get back into his life
all guys that have been friendzoned find someone prettier or way more better than you will ever be
i'm just tired of the insecure females
who always say, "oh I'm fat"
when literally your a skinny little girl
Jathan Hall May 2016
I want you
I want you to want me too
It hurts to know that I can't have you
All my words are true
You want to feel a sense of happiness
Let me give it to you
I wanna make you my baby
And maybe one day we could make babies;
I love you with every emotion in me
I wanna have you
I wanna get deep inside you
Feel every aspect of your body and soul
Old poem 12/3/15
Why
Jathan Hall Jan 2015
Why
Why do these things happen?
I'm sorry for everything.
Why don't we just start over?
Why don't you just listen to me?
Why don't you believe that I'm sorry?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why don't you stop ignoring my phone calls and messages?
Why can't we just be together one day?
Why can't you just listen to me for the last time?
Why can't we just love one another?
Why can't we just be together?
Why don't we start over?
Why are you ready to leave me?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why can't we just............
You
Jathan Hall Jul 2015
You
You're all that I think about;
You're the reason I awake to a new day;
You're the reason I smile;
You bring out my true happiness;
It's just you, it's always been you;
You're the reason I'm still here;
You're not always there, but I feel you with me, imagining your smile;
I just love (You).

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