when you friendzoned me my heart dropped out of my body.
i just thought about what life was.
my life was changed.
after that day my life changed.
i turned into something that i'll never become.
i started going after girls that i could never get.
now you've moved on.
i still think about you.
that day is just a clear memory in my mind.
i loved you.
now i just love to see your smile now.
i've been friendzoned by so many girls.
you ladies have to remember sooner or later i'm gonna become you need.
someone out in this cruel world is gonna love me for me.
love is such a strong word, but hey all the girls that friendzoned me i had a certain amount of love for you.

Life ):

"If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me." Those are the words of my favorite band. Well she left me, she took away the biggest part of me. She has left me cold hearted, depressed and crazy. If you leave me now, what would I do without you. You were my friend, my everything. Gone like the wind. If you leave me now, please baby don't go. It's too late she's long gone and is never returning.

Its been a while since I've felt love.
Truthfully the love and affection I had for you has faded.
My thoughts are racing. You're the only one I truly wanna be with, but I can't because I'm numb and can't feel anything anymore. Maybe one day we can start over and have the sparks that we once felt in our relationship.

Please allow me to slip into your mind
With concepts that I have created with mine
As I undress your thoughts with my eyes
I know what you want because imagination never lies
The truth is all in your head I know, because so
Am I
It's actually better that way
Wetter that way
Because these creative juices never stop flowing
All the while knowing
What I wanted you gave me a piece of your information
Must be intimidation that has you seemingly nervous must be your first time

Despite the mistakes I may make, I pray to God that he blesses you everyday.
You may hate me for all the things that I do all I really wanna say is that I love you.
Never really had these feelings before, you think if I had you these feelings would grow more?
I'm writing this poem off the top of my brain I pray that all my losses will become gains.
You'll he the main gain that I have I'll live and cherish.

I feel nostalgic when I that name.
It makes me think about the past.
Those words I told you 'I love you".
When you just said "oh".
I just laid in my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking.
Wondering if I should say something.
I then said, "I assume you don't have the same feelings".
You said, "lol, I'm sorry I only see you as a friend".
I contemplated on what I should do.
I sometimes have uncontrollable thoughts of you now.
I often hear you're name in the midst.
In my mind I have a certain part for you.
I have to see you soon again.
Now you're in a relationship with someone.You seem happy at time.
I'm happy for you.
Its great to see that beautiful smile.
Its great to hear you're voice.
I often think that if we could have been something how long would that had last.
I hope to see you when we're finish with school.

I really don't know anymore;
Life changes;
The world changes;
People change;
It's hard out here;
Being lonely;
Having no one to be with;
I truly don't know;
Why am I here?

For the past month, I've partially got know you. Even though its been over the internet. I feel as if you're the one, you're usually the only thing on my mind. Sometimes I dream about meeting you, seeing your beautiful face and amazing smile. Looking at those beautiful lips, and listening to your soft voice. Listening to you laugh at my not so funny jokes would be "lit". Sometimes I wish I could just have a normal conversation with you that'll flow smoothly. I even wonder why you still bother talking to me at times. You're so beautiful and intelligent, any guy would be lucky to have you. I wished I had you. My thoughts for you go deeper than imagined. This really isn't a poem. It's just a bunch of bundled thoughts that I've builded up over the past month and couple of weeks. And my feelings for you are growing. As each day goes on I see you in my future, just you and I having a wonderful and successful life. Some day I'd like to waske up and just say, "thats all me". And just laugh as I look at your beautiful face and just kiss you. One day I hope that I can make you mine. I wanna know you better, explore with you and go on many adventures. My passion for you goes deep. I wanna attend your dance recitals one day haha. This is probably the ******* I've ever written, but i hope its worth it, because you're worth it and I want you.

You're more beautiful than the Mona Lisa
You're my latest and greatest inspiration.
-Teddy Pendergrass

I don't know anymore.

In most of my poems I mention the word happy:
This is something you truly make me feel:
I love you for that:
You're always there for me when I need you:
You're an awesome girl:
Any guy would be lucky to have you:
I just truly want the best for you.

My mood is just changing. I can't even see you as my friend anymore.
Sooner or later you're gonna need me. I see you looking at me at times and you try to look away. I just wish you would tell me. You usually don't even acknowledge me anymore. Whatever I did I am sorry. You always forgive me for everything, but now I think it's changed. I just wish you'd give me a one more chance. We usually talk to each other all the time. You talk to everyone except me. You ignore and it hurts. To be quite frank I try to ignore you, but you just seem to have a hold on me. When I told you I love the first time everything went downhill from then, but truly I hope we can just start over. You will always be in my heart even though we aren't close as we once were.

What is this you speak?
The spread of thighs?
The show of teeth?
Yet and still I do seem meek
I wonder if it's somehow exculpatory
My fears
The sides of my story
The blood, the horror, and in fact the glory
But still I toss that for you
Happiness
I've yet to learn and share
The constant state of being aware
The words lingering in the air
I cannot enjoy only ensnare
This Janus - faced figure of my affections
It's true
What is the real motive and direction?
If only I didn't constantly have to question
But I was still crazy for you

I just wanna see you again;
I just wanna hear you once more;
You left me all alone in this cold world;
I miss you;
I have sleepless nights with you on my mind;
At dreary hours of the morning I would cry realizing that we'll never be together;
That's the worst of all;
Why can't we just be happy together?
Why are you scared?
Don't be scared nor worried;
I'll treasure you because you're just a valuable piece of art that hasn't been collected as yet;
I wanna make you happy;
See your beautiful smile;
See your golden heart;
I wanna know that you're happy;
I wanna go into deep conversations with you at night;
I want us to talk about life;
Maybe just maybe you can have a different perspective;
You gotta realize I love you and I'm not gonna let you go.

The feelings I had for you, still there drifting through the air;
As the breeze blows through your hair, the smell of your perfume engulfs the air;
The infatuation and lust shortly lived, but who knew you would've give;

You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
I don't know you
But you set my heart on fire
So amazing, admiring your beauty

its a new year
i'm tired of all the *******
girls usually don't like me which makes me wonder
they always go for guys that will break in the end
they always  wonder "where are all the good guys?"
you literally come to me and ask me that same question
i've been friendzoned multiple times
i don't care anymore
these females really don't think of the guys they hurt
remember your'e always gonna see that guy you friendzoned
he will move on and you'll be trying to get back into his life
all guys that have been friendzoned find someone prettier or way more better than you will ever be
i'm just tired of the insecure females
who always say, "oh I'm fat"
when literally your a skinny little girl

I want you
I want you to want me too
It hurts to know that I can't have you
All my words are true
You want to feel a sense of happiness
Let me give it to you
I wanna make you my baby
And maybe one day we could make babies;
I love you with every emotion in me
I wanna have you
I wanna get deep inside you
Feel every aspect of your body and soul

Why do these things happen?
I'm sorry for everything.
Why don't we just start over?
Why don't you just listen to me?
Why don't you believe that I'm sorry?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why don't you stop ignoring my phone calls and messages?
Why can't we just be together one day?
Why can't you just listen to me for the last time?
Why can't we just love one another?
Why can't we just be together?
Why don't we start over?
Why are you ready to leave me?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why can't we just............

You're all that I think about;
You're the reason I awake to a new day;
You're the reason I smile;
You bring out my true happiness;
It's just you, it's always been you;
You're the reason I'm still here;
You're not always there, but I feel you with me, imagining your smile;
I just love (You).