Submerged
In a world of music
And images
In her mind
She sleepwalked
Through life
Watering the roses
With her blood
Looking through
The mirrors
The cellar dwellers
Waited for her
To be one of their own…

Dreams float on oceans
The different shades of blue
Of future and past

His blue eyes
Burning embers
As blue ocean
Different shades
Of the sky
His hands
Smoldering my skin
Carving our story
Warm & soft words
His voice like music
Cooed in my ears
Pulling me under
The dark covers
I’m falling hard
For Lucifer’s charms…

I could’ve woken you
In the morning
And kissed you warm
On your lips
I could’ve hold
Your hands in mine
While strolling
In the morning light
I could’ve kissed you
Under the mistletoe
Crooning the carols right
But I didn’t do any
Just because
I was in love with you
But you weren’t
In love with me

Give me one last kiss
On my lifeless and cold lips
Do not mourn my death

I guess
We fell apart
In the most
Usual way
But then why
Does it hurt
When I see you
In the crowd everyday...

Addictively sweet
Soaking wet
Moist tongue
Doused fervor
Brewing storm
At her engorged fruit

Slowly
Very slowly
I rise
Aware
Of my body
Lying still
Inside the box
I move up
Further
For a glimpse
Of the body
So empty inside
Sans me...

The seize
The hold
The grasp
Ain't easy
On my passion
My desire
Of you
Increases...

My body’s a fire
Waiting
To be burned
With your caressing gaze
All teased
Tormented
Nuzzled fantasy
Makes me
A bad girl
Eager to please
Your ***** sensitivity
Tie me
Choke me
Tell me Daddy
How will you
Discipline me today

It’s been a while
That we’d last met
For a coffee
Our fingers met
Like our hearts
Opening to each other
I miss the moments
Soaking
Of poignant silence
I’d drawn words
On your chest
In the shadows
And pried open
My own emotions
I hope
You’re doing well
And the words
Have sprouted flowers
In your scars...

In my dreams
I see him
Red palms
Outstretched
In front of him
Slithery skin
Peeling
From his back
Chained
Hopeless
Floating above
Taking a toll
On me
Like hell hounds
And destroys
My soul
Yet I’m not afraid
Of him
But humanity
That’s worse…

Hidden in a smile
He resides
Inside me
And the way
He makes me feel
I call out, “Lucifer!”
Trying to feel him
His arms
The ornaments
Around my throat
Clasping tighter
Reaching
Into the flames
Burning inside me
Drawing me
Into the cold numbness
He knows
I’ll be home

The woods ring out

For the songs
Echoing around

Of #unabashed song birds
That throat their love
Brooding of vast uncertainty

Remember
How you became
When you wanted
To hurt me
The souvenirs
On my skin
Red, purple
And black
The truth is
I would have
Worn the bruises
As a jewel
Gifted by you
But not anymore
As I pulled out
All the stuffing
From inside of you
Like a rag doll
And rested you
Deep…
Down…

I feel nothing now
My feelings are trapped inside
A machine called heart

It’s encroaching
Stifling my breath
Like cold gates
At the mouth
That vicarious grip
Of distorted desires
Trapped inside
Playing hide & seek
Like a childhood friend
Or am I just having
A fever dream…

Master
Every time
I’m asked
To obey you
I do
‘Cz obedience makes me
Feel more
& more pleasure
In the games
We play
& the blindfold
Sets in me
Nervous expectations
Of the sweet sparks
Sending through my body
When you birch me...
...Your Girl

Your chiseled body
With skin
So delectable
My fangs
At your neck
I taste on you
Sweet serotonin
Setting me high
Catch me
If you can
For I’m falling
In love
With the sweet throbs
Of passionate burst
When your fingers
Draw your desires
On my petals

Dear Darling
What turns me on
Isn’t the thought of you
On that date
That you held me
At my waist
Pulling me to you
What turns me on
Is what your tongue
Can do to the moist heat
Between my legs
And I look forward
To a sensuous serendipity
When it’s least expected of you

Decay marks my soul

Locked in cage
Hung above the waves

Despair coming in wavelets
A yearn that aches
Smitten by rotten stench

I think I was wrong
When I thought
We were in love
As we laughed
Perhaps it was nothing
That my heart
Throbbed in its cage
When you said
I was special
Perhaps the feelings
Making me giddy
Were naught
I hope
You’d notice
When I’m gone
Not definitely
Maybe…

Touch the soul
Cautiously
For the feelings
Are highly flammable...

Dear Old Friend
Will it be enough
If I tell you
That I think of you
When I look at the stars
Hoping to have you
Beside me
Like old times
When we slept under them
Counting our blessings
Wrote our promises
On the moon
And now I miss you
To the moon
And back...

Lost in the cask
Honey dipped
His voice
Whispered
Drawn upon the skin
Ants of ***** yearnings
Zigzag
Like fingerprints
On the stained glass
Clouded with hesitation
I fell hard
For his sinful eyes

Your love
Breathtaking sundown
Sprinkled in hues
Of yellow, orange and mauve
Wonderfully wrapped
In my heart
Singing the song
Of balmy summer

Obsessed
With your memories
In the rain
I walk
My head held high
Tears of the clouds
Blend with mine
Watching from
Stained glass
I see your shape
As you hold her
At her waist
Twirling…

To go back
To his hands
Skimming through
Dust and stars
Her brown skin
Quivering
Hid secrets
Only his touch
Could show light

Trace the curves
Silhouetted hips
Soft swollen *******
Touch me
At my hidden crevices
Dripping nectar
Begging to be explored
By your glazed fingers

She looked at him
In the dimly lit room
Sensations blooming
At her plush lips
Every inch of flesh
Taken impatiently
His playing hands stroke
His intention clear
The moves playing
Of rhythmic ardor
Pulsating
Panting
Fervent
Consuming…

His love is
My deviant poison
Spread across
Ocean of stars
Showering wicked desires
Of disobedient delusions
Dancing under the moon

Surrounded by confetti
Heart shaped
Yet no love found
All there's silence
No words to speak
The soul renders
Foggy mists of memory
Bottled up
In cracks of the room
Like the winding roads
Of time lapsed

There are times
When I was lost
In the void
Barely surviving
That one stranger to happiness
Looking in from outside
Trying to string
Contents of my mangled remains
Combating the urge
To run away
And end this life
There have been nights
I’ve fought with myself
And come out alive...

I’m voracious
For his passion
Seeded in
Too deep into me
My parched lips ache
To surround
His growing urgency
My gaze glides
On peachy contours
Of his chiseled body
That naked shrine

Thankful for his collar
At my collarbone
His body
My Temple
Not my weakness
But strength
Deriving pleasure
When I kneel
Before him
And I stand
At his command

My cravings
Drenched
Seeking deeper taste
Of you
Insatiable desire
At the centre
Of my heart
To write poetry
On your chiseled body
Your moans
Send me on frenzied flow
Sinfully voracious
Visually I feast
Your naked hide
Every curve of your body
Purest form of masterpiece

Summer nights
Zephyr on my face
Stardust sprinkled
Fluorescent illumination
In the shadows
Mystical aroma
Wafting in the air
Memories of you
My carnival days

Cold walls
At my fingertips
Down empty halls
Voices calling out
To quench my cravings
Lucifer lurks
Behind the dark nun
Beckons to me
Allures, enthralls me
His touch
On my skin
Of dark embers
Hot & red
Eager for thrill
I trade my soul
Desirous of
A sinful kiss

Your love
Sparse summer rain
Pouring warm
Cold
Drip drop
On my umbrella
Plop in mud
Splashing
The leaves
The blooms
Vividly colored

I was so lost
When you came along
Bringing a whirlwind
And fixing me
You brought me love
Filling the spaces
Between the cracks
I stood up
Whole...

I want more
Than just to touch you
As you kneel down
Licking my feet
Your wrists fettered
By cold metal
The leash
Adorning your throat
& you look up to me
With begging eyes
Exposed for my needs
I slap you
While you cry for mercy

It's painful
Not being able
To touch him
Bare fingertips
Eager to kiss him
Taking his essence
Tapping impatiently
Bidding time
So addicted to him
My drug
My necessity
My very base of existence...

Those days
When we spoke
Late into the nights
And I could cry
Into the phone
Like on your shoulders
Your voice
Soothing
Carassing
My insecurities
My heart, deeply hurt
I don't know
If that mattered to you
Or you even cared
Yet, I'm thankful

I fell in love
With your memories
Looking for you
Over my coffee
I need you here
At my throbbing lips
Chewed till crimson
Thinking of you

She slept in the day
It was a curse
She dreamt with the lights on
For the night was hers
Dreaming of him
She tosses & turns
Her heart the embers
And her soul that burns
To dream is to cheat
The real world it seems
Because everything that’s good
Happens in dreams
A winding mirage
Of bittersweet taste
Cravings & memories
Some slow, some in haste
The dreams, her dreams
Were never in waste

I try to forget you
Yet your name
Keeps propping up
Like blooming darkness
In my feeble mind
Upon my pillow covers
Under my sheets
Looming to draw me in
Weakened by your absence
I’m convincing myself
You’ll be back
My evening kisses
& morning lust

Your black, charcoal eyes
Enchantingly hypnotic
Like dreamy autumn kiss
On my skin
Ignite my unfaded passion

I walk down alone
Losing my mind
Trying to fight
Voices in my head
My dark wishes
Ring with a dull throb
Weary of struggle
I try to **** ‘em
With kindness
Succumb to desires
To fly off from the tower

I write to you
My dreams
On a parchment
Lavender scented
Pour my soul
Searing with desire
My secrets ooze
With blazing ink
& bold words

Lay beside me
Brush my hair
With your fingers
Hold me
In your arms
I lay my head
On your chest
Marvel in the music
Of your throbs
My hair in your fist
Your lips on mine