I have found God on my knees,
read scriptures along your lifelines.
I sang your praises into my hardwood floor,
memorizing every note as they fell from my lips.
Hold me close and make me believe in a deity I can only see by starlight.
Our bible is not written in ink.
It is a roadmap of purples and blues scattered along my collarbones,
parables of passion bruised into my hips.
I will give you this body
if you will show me divinity until the glints of morning touch this church of hollow promises and hot breath.
I will murmur my sins into your skin
until the morning makes us mortal again.
But for tonight
make me your disciple,
let me drink you in like sweet ambrosia
until I am sure that the stars spell your name.
make me absolute.
Into to my ***
As as I tease
With the AK
Let me grind against your
As I play with
take sips sip sips
tumble down the flowers
bundled in white towels at
my rose hips
from raised graves
push away stones along way
break the consonance
it's harder than we thought
get back to the tower
don't choke on the powder
before I get there
doesn't need any soldiers
off horse, of course
only I reside in these gardens
part my own lawns to my great gates
a dosed beast waits
and I must return
I want to scale your every inch
From head to toe, mouth to chin
Your arms against my heart as they clinch
Sending shivers down under your skin
To grasp your neck & take you whole
Ravish your senses as you endlessly moan
As I explore your body & take my leisurely stroll
I take you down an alley alone
Raw passions threaten to explode
An insatiable feast
You scream out our safe code
As our bodies sin
You finish, before I even begin.
i act like these words you hear
were actually words in my head
they were inarticulate untranslatable thoughts
and feelings, before all that i’ve said
and they weren’t words
and i couldn’t say them
and i talked slowly
and you listened slowly
though you know me
i am just me, I want it badly
take me ,
gently, but not
i want it badly
I want to trace
feel your concaves
where skin hugs the
boarders of your physicality
Collapsing into this warm embrace
I Am here, and nothing else matters
This moment cannot be refabricated
So I cherish
as this texture
engulfes my very being
Sliding through me,
wave after wave
Soft tremors radiating my core
quivering as my valleys
press tightly against your crest
Penetrating deep beneath the surface
my sea has no bottom.
Building creative tension
Gripping the remaining foundation
All boundaries crumble;
Where do you end,
Where do I begin?
Jul 19, 2020
Cockroaches in corners
Clutching, cloaking, choking
Constrained of a
Counterfeit life, I was the perfect
Charlatan of my encompassing separation.
Compelled into Self, oh yet
Cultivating awareness within
Concentrated compression. I,
Capitulation. Cannot withstand these
Currents of clouded
Comfortable in this
Chaos, as I've finally
Concluded: It comprises all of me.
Clear from attached perceptions
Come through me
Crawl into my
Crash unto my shore
Cascading down, down, down
Composing my entirety.
Jul 11, 2020