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once was enough
to be sure of it -- an insatiable
desire to be teased laid unknown
within me, now ignited and stirring restlessly
and try though I may to deny it, the memory stays
once just isn't enough
to feel pleased -- unshakable
desires growing inside, preventing
my thoughts to see how far I have fallen
so close to losing myself in the wildness of it all
once he was enough
I need more now -- an inescapable
rush I felt from being released of myself,
of my own free will, of feeling like I've succumbed
to him and the heat of his touch on my skin driving me mad
once more is enough
I promise myself -- unbreakable
I believed before he bound me again and
took me in his hands to give me exactly what I craved
he made me his slave and I couldn't complain, I loved the sweet sting of pain he gave
Heels down long pavements
A bystander excuses himself
From my way.
Take a seat and
Leather up legs
Leather up legs.
I'm endlessly amused
Biting my lip,
"Oh, is this your thing?"
Teach me how to Kneel
Teach me discipline
Teach me martyrdom
tell me it means Nothing.
You can't be a martyr
if you only die
you're not a god.
Tell Me I'm not a god
Tell me with your fists
with your spit.
Teach me submission
take my pride in your palm
torture it until I am human.
Teach me guilt
Teach me ownership
of my sins. of myself
hold my chains
I need them like fire
reduce me to embers
when you start to boil
The bubbles are how I know
I've gone too high
I love watching your bubbles trickle in slowly
how quickly they spill over the lip of the kettle
Teach me with boiling water
Teach me with fire
teach me with fear.
I want to beg for it.
Please, make me beg for it.
if you make me beg for it.
I might want it again.
Innocence is no friend of mine,
My thoughts leading me to a darker time.
Dreaming of a pain, the kind worth begging for.
I've surrendered to your lips,
Soft and sweet, your addicting kiss.
Fantasizing, about you pulling on my hips.
Trapped in your tantalizing gaze
Sweet loss of breath, from your hand around my neck.
Lust in my eyes, as you thrust between my thighs.
My legs twitching, gripping you tightly.
Fading away into sweet insanity.
You say you have
Tinglies in there
Oh, you've evicted the butterflies princess
Those are storms coming
This is the eye of it
Wait till your captain steers the ship
Towards that looming dark cloud
You will beg me for butterflies little bug
You would beg for a swarm of bees
for the beating you've earned
then your captain