Speaking of broken hearts
and mended fenced in mem'ries
I am painting skies
of tangerine, saffron
& an illuminated lilac hue
against the starkly contrasted crisp cornflower blue, stretching canvas that is
along with all the
other blindingly beautiful colors of a twilight sky
And those dripping cotton candy stratospheric clouds
Ice crystals freezing into supercooled
Streaking the sky in cirrus whispers
..I hear them whisper, "hello"...
through unadulterated sunlight
I am fleeced like a lamb
watching in awe,
then stomping sounds
of coming thunder,
Finding depth and height
out in the stratosphere
Blinded by the
affected by the amount of haze
I'm in a daze
...as I am reaching
High above the fading light
of a brilliant early fall sunset
I take a big breath
of that sumptuous air
and twirl my skirted legs
my painted toes
where I know
I am back
to solid ground
Appreciating the last time
I say sleep well
to you my dear
summertimes sweet mem'ries
and the fun we had this year.
Cherie Nolan © 2016
Wow....idk. Felt inspired.
A leisurely withdrawal to tranquility,
The sun, she descends.
Signifying an end,
Yet also a beginning -
New start, new change, new opportunity.
Gaze upon the sky spread before you like a canvas.
Mother Nature hand-paints tinges of each hue,
Mellow watercolours from periwinkle to scarlet.
Each day an ever-changing embodiment of her aptitude,
A fresh spectacle of allure.
Halflight turns to scenes of soft dusk,
Tiny opals of stars embellish the stratosphere,
The moon now smiles his spectral lustre.
Even a nirvana remains hollow in your absence -
In beauty, I reminisce,
It's lost, without you.
Your not just beautiful.
I see you every time I look up.
The star that shines it's brightest.
Filling my life.
The moon lit like a dream.
And forever I stare.
Listening to the silence.
Awaken by a soft light I know it's you.
I can feel your touch hovering about.
Counting the steps until our arms leave our side.
The possibility of traveling from one sphere to the next.
Our eyes but dots in wait.
The question of rockets and big bangs.
The essence of time interlocked between our fingers.
With no room left to breathe, our rocket becomes continuous.
With you, a compilation of light.
Is there any question to why my arms stretch as far as they do.
I gravitate to you, the most beautiful chaos I've ever seen.
To be the space you fill in infinite devotion.
Your not just beautiful, your astonishingly out of this world.
Our arms no longer by our side. the rocket pierces the stratosphere.
We explode internally
Into the stratosphere,
Ascending out of the abyss
Strapped into wooden chairs,
Death creeps its way into my heart.
Pretending nothing is amiss
As we realize something's there;
Winds blowing us a hearty billow.
The cabin is entered;
Our blood soon chilled.
We could not predict
Such a hearty thrill.
Houston, we have lift-off!
Embedded in my consciousness
Clouds of endless fire and fever
Lick at my salty face like a lazy waterfall
I have been unraveled outside the stratosphere, where
Pieces of starlight consume my decaying skin
Sun and moon crash, collide, eventually crumble, and
Everything I once touched, no longer touches me
Will my body forgive me
For the market I hold in her temple
Sins for a denarius
A farthing for a night under her tapestries
When you could be watching stars
Stars shine the same whether you clutch a ticket or a match
They love to be the last thing burning out at night
I am not close to their light
Burning seems of little consequence to me
Look upon the stars
Find them more patient than I in stamina
I more soluble in my regrets
The sun begins pulling cloud tears back from the earth
Agels whisper the innocence of the world into the atmosphere
The stratosphere knows nothing of our regrets
She does not see fingers crossed behind our backs
Knowing nothing of pennies given for promises
Promises given for free
Plastic coins for a lover
Nothing in my pockets for me
Hold your secrets under my skin
Knowing you let the night carry you away
You can take it back
These are the dreams in the desert
In the sun, under the mountains
Those who journey on foot
Knowing that knocking on doors means being turned away
My desire to cling to you
Is the cold that pushes you away
You are the oranges in the snow
A cold citrus kiss
I know your real name
With no courage to spit it out
These hands are clenched
No room for promises here
Between your fingers and skin
You grip regret so tight
One truth that will not abandon you
Biting not the hand that feeds
When a morsel is a memory
Dreams a feast to you
Regret devours all but bones
Anger has chosen your words for today
She is your strong horse
You will not bare the weight of the reins
A bit does not taste much of metal
When there is blood on your hands
Your prayer today
You have hope tomorrow, to hope for tomorrow
Time is a feather, fool
You give her flight for the price of falling
These coins in my pockets are for you
To make my steps lighter
A copper face is nothing
When you have seen the writing on the walls
e pluribus unum
they call me legion
How many hands will you give me
How many dealt
To count my sins on my fingers
misertus est enim stulti
stultus est misericordia sicut vilis ut eius precibus
When the walls speak will you listen
Translation for italicized sections
1. Out of one, many.
2. They call me legion for we are many. Demon cast out of a man speaking to Jesus. (Mark 5:9)
3. Pity is for fools.
4. A fool's mercy is as cheap as his prayers.
Violet illumination ignites the sky, high to the pinnacles.
Lifts you up, lost in the stratosphere without a care.
A full range of colors, reflect on this timepiece never lost.
The compass always guides you there.
It will live forever, if you will it;
If you will let it live,
No spectrum can capture the various impressions
Left to be remembered in full tint saturation.
Listening to "Audio" by Sia, Diplo, and Labrinth
Earth is alive
Universe is alive
The milky way
The time is alive
Space is alive
The clouds are alive
Air is alive
The grass is alive
The plants are alive
The wolf is alive
The alive lion
The deer is alive
The leaf is alive
The clay is alive
The sense alive
The man is alive
The sheep is alive
The time is alive
The dead is alive
The life is alive
The present is alive
Everything is alive
In its own wilderness
The wilderness is alive
Alive you are
Alive I am
Tom did not care
for space no more
that stagnant air
he’d breathed before
though stars still shone
they’d not enthral
if he’d seen one
he’d seen them all
and cooked up tight
in that tin can
a short-term let
this starman bought
‘there’s nothing here’
he would complain
a lad insane
day in, day out
no life on Mars
just float about
with Tesla cars
lost his physique
to muscle waste
the cockpit reeked
and left a taste
it made him mind
the airtight doors
feel less inclined
to eat through straws
the flashing lights
the endless nights
the lack of sleep
and constant state
of undue stress
that added weight
and so the guy
from that space show
who’d been so high
secured his fix
but peaked too soon
who’d reached the moon
he yearned to see
some green outside
to be supplied
he’d leave the sky
for birds to take
in dreams you fly
not while awake
the one-man crew
then called ‘abort’
and stepped out through
the docking port
said ‘Ground Control,
I have to roam
it’s time to stroll
I’m coming home”
then by radar
and naked eye
his falling star
lit up the sky
white light, white heat
his golden years
you’d think complete
but in the fuss
I heard it said
he wasn’t dead
he’d left a note
words large and clear
and what he wrote
said TOM WOZ ‘ERE
a simple plan
that gave him worth
he is the man
who fell to Earth.
It’s about a man in space getting bored. Or it’s about claustrophobia and depression. Or it’s about drug addition. Or it’s a re-telling of Bowie’s Space Oddity. It was all of those things at one point or another.
Much like a sestina repeats it's hook
Our lovers and idols, ever prophetic,
Sew meaning into quivering arcs.
Desaturating the still, all becomes clear
Unscramble the motion in the film
The cover image foregrounds.
Remove the chaos of every day
Plot points pinned to a story-line
We spin ourselves back in time.
As one song may last a lifetime
Churning the same harmony,
Of the few who never leave.
Worry changes no forking paths
So worry not and sonder still
Time clarifies, distilling all.
A viewpoint in the stratosphere
Changes the night sky forever
Yet, the seasons remain the same.
One prolonged glance into the sky
Listening to this primordial beat;
Here, true lovers, idols and myself
Glide through space eternally.
With firm steady hands we grip our bows
Principle fingers clipped the restless arrows
We lift our bows high above our shoulders
We pulled our strings till the appointed time
Unleash them see each eagerly goes.
Elastic bows where the arrows learn to ride
Tough at the core but supple outside
Bending to comply as far as it's stiffness could go
Quickly flex to it's customery shape again
Bow and arrow one unmoving one must stride.
A swoosh and arrows found their freedom
Swiftly carried with our prayers with some
Trepidation by whims of their progress
On target or strayed by rebellious wind
On course with promises or to their doom.
Children grew from our shadows took flight
Taught what little we knew now flew out of sight
Can't replicate us make their own learning curves
Not forbidding their future endeavours
Love and devotion can't hold them come what might.
One by one we launched them into fresh air
Like shooting stars arching through the stratosphere
Some had scored some missed but none came back
To and fro amble down the grassy track
We'll walk to them they're waiting for us there.
As parents we nursed our children from toddlers up to the times they go to school. See that they're taught with a good primary and secondary education. Then came the part to let them go on their own to colleges and universities. And often misses them, we would travel and meet them at their campuses. Ferried them back and forth. Until they finished their studies and graduated.
These are words that pop up on my auto correction keyboard.... then I think
this smart phone really does know me
better than me
A leaf blows catches wind
And frolicks down the streeet
Attach a go pro cam and catch some moments hopefully
Mold it cope with
Molten lava seeps beneath the seats of the deceased
increased tensions building filling streets with the police
riot gear and gas masks
flying beer and possibly
biased fear in the stratosphere
I nearly stear clear of the mere thought of
Baskin in the omnipotence
Set aside our differences
And balance the arithmetic
With a litmus stick
Sign, seal it lick and stick
in love too hard
like from the stratosphere
the air is thin up here
I can breathe but shallow breaths
and she just has to watch her step.
on my way down
count the many ways
she will betray me
when I hit the ground
so instead of falling, I try to fly
but no ones ever taught me
I wonder why
— The End —