The snapshot of our reality was instant was pure it existed before our time before we were ever sure
Magnetic was the bonding snapping together like opposites negative and positive meeting where forces find the neutral you and I were there where brotherhood is beautiful
But my negative was a poison an acid in the well slowly unwinding the potency of the spell
I watched the picture fading like a manuscript lost to time that which was made by God corrupted by insanity's rhyme there was a cyclical note in the air of the night when truths became daggers and lies flickered alight
I was patient I was penitent my prayers were true and real but our friendship was cut down like prey under blades of steel I saw my past catch up like wolves in the dark devouring what we'd created disemboweled by matters of the heart
Who can cure these ailments that live beyond the soul while it watches the tumult below hearts fighting in lieu of the goal I was there on the battlefield I watched the future fade to black all I wanted was the love that could bring my will to fight back
Brother can be lost in the world they can spill the blood they share they can get lost in the moment and spite the fates that brought them there it's hard to create family but so easy to break it because that which truly matters is fragile, vulnerable, naked
We protect our love by how we lead our lives with integrity, compassion, and virtue so that in the moments life gets hard we fall back not on the things that hurt us but on the bonds that gave us life that gave us the will to carry on
I was fine enough on my own and then I met you who animated my heart of stone then turned it blue wondering what I'll do when this thing is through. I'd swim through tides of the apocalypse just to reach your apocryphal hips but my cacophonous wit tells me I should probably quit because you're better than I so I fear you'll sever our tie then I'll pull a lever and die.
I try not to think I try not to sink I try not to blink after the Kool-Aid I drink casts an enchantment of life enhancement I couldn't have planned it so I just say **** it flying to another planet with an atmosphere uncertain I can't see past this dumb curtain made by time my maybe mind makes me whine that it's not fair that your soft hair has me locked there waiting for the final judgment wishing for your sublet guessing I'll be upset at another lonely sunset.
Please don't mind me I've just been alone a long time seeing the signing that for a home there's a long line and I don't have a ticket to get the biscuit I jest I missed it because I blessed a misfit which stole my youth and made me uncouth I couldn't regroup and then I saw you. I feel loneliness so strongly I search for a sense of belonging but might be doing so wrongly when I think that anyone on me will provide an awning for the fear spawning over existential odd me who thinks servile fawning will leave people wanting.
I wish I could pull a ripcord to ignore the dim floor implored by inner discord but I just described you a conundrum it's true you create room for thunder and gloom then sunder it too.
the seas of pain hurt before dawn, before returning itself to the ocean, escaping from the light it turns to blue anemones, to be lost in a wave or waves of the memories, discord turns in stillness, the thought of ourselves hurt long before and still after the first death, men women dressed in the color of the soul breathe under cover(s), the children of our imagination laugh like a bird of freedom dipping its wings into the sun some of the winds of words sleep after the hurricane