Eyes wider than Ohio Staring directly into the truth I've spent years in denial about. Psychedelic doubt Ugly within, uglier without. Questioning myself and every decision I've ever made Ego dissolution, consequential confusion Every move has a karmic influence So we spend our days in the sunlight of the spirit Summertime eternal Flowers will die but ever we are in bloom Screaming "doom" & "i love you" From the womb to the tomb.
a poem i wrote after tripping face with my not-blood sister. i love you jandalyn tai
I am white clouds Immobile Blue sky drifting Apart from me cicadas buzz loudly Bare back on hot cedar planks Mindfulness in bloom Ideas like dandelion seeds Arise before floating beyond the roof line I am time— The lawnmover engine turns, reality returns.
We use to talk every night. We’d lay there, looking up at the glowing stars taped onto the ceiling, watching them slowly fade into the dark. Eventually all the light would exit the room, and the only thing we could see were the vivid images we painted with our young rambunctious minds. Muffled laughter did not wake the giants. Wispy alphabet soup poured endlessly into the dark abyss.