Some times I sit here and wonder if I still exist in their mind.
If I'm really there or not.
Or if I'm just a ghost from a past they long want to forget,
If I'll be remembered when they're ready to see me once more.
A year approaches fast and all I can really do is smile and shrug.
Do I not care anymore?
Do I not love them anymore,
Is it because I've accepted things that have come to fruition from these events?
I want to think on these things but I fear I won't find answers.
Well, the Answers to Questions that I am unaware of still existing.
Then again, do I really want to know,
Do I really want to forget?
Mindless blubbering that comes to me before bed time. Haven't been on here in a while. Built a new PC so haven't had time to log into all of my 'normal' sites. Hope to be somewhat more active again.