A  smile lights up the night sky
The beauty  that can't  be understood
When you walk time stops
Your light shines during toughest days
A walk but always have hope
A mind set and kindness that never got over looked
Who is she and how could she be?
You take my breath away with the person that is you

My heart is my weakness
Care  and love  tug on my heart strings
I just  want  keep hope
I wish i could find words to say
Let inner self come out
My heart needs the warmth
I walk on this hot stones for you
Give me your hand
I can be doc  to put back  your heart
let  me  be sun   that shines  during the rain.

Days go by forever missed
The tears burn my skin and sadness feels my soul
Since u been gone my heart is not the same
I know u are looking down on me wishing the best
I hope u know how much I loved you
I feel like I am on the outside looking in since u been gone
I walk alone as the tears burn my skin
Love feels my soul with the thought of you
I was star in your sky
You always see the good in me
Even when sun was covered by the dark
I can’t turn back time
But hope you hear me
You will always be apart of my soul.

I am random but heart of gold
Love or hate me kind of person
I walk on glass for people i love
A dream of love in world that  has been so cold
I am misunderstood but to see me is something great
I want grow  and look at world outside of the box
My words are from my heart
I have open soul but my story is still going on
I fall but get back up see another day
I am me in this nutshell

Its  new  year
I look back at past
I am on this road of hope looking for  you change
I  just wanted love and hope
You will never  understand me or see the good in me
I  want more then gifts  just  want you be my mom
be  the sun threw my darkest days
you are so stuck on the past
I have keep walking moving forward
the words  cut my skin and burned hole in my heart
I try so hard  make things better but end up lost at the end

At times i wish  i could be someone else .I need break those chains. I wish you knew how u are. You are so quick  to hurt but forget to heal. So fast  to judge but without any logic. I still give you power to cut me. There are times i just want walk away,turn my back and let the night in. You should be the e sun in my sky but your are so quick tearing me apart ripping my heart from inside out. I wish my words had meaning but there just lost bc you never  knew me.

I wake up on a cold night to find you. The wind blows as my heartbeats is the only sound I hear. Being so close in this world, I forget all the pain. I look at u as u sleep and finding my self lost in your beauty. The warmth of your soul as u lay next to me gives my cold heart hope. The endless night of love takes away the dark gives in the light. Can this be true or is just dream. I can t help but love feeling of being next to you seeing ur smile. My heart was so torn can it be put back together. Is this love so true or is my thoughts so gone this is just my dream.

Your beauty caught my eye
My feeling got caught up
Laughs tears  and moments we shared

You were the star in my sky
I could get so lost in you
Let be the supper glue for your heart

I was just pawn  to your queen
Nothing more   then bottle cap to remove
I let  myself  to see past the stars
But  your beauty  was a cancer to my soul

The memories that bind us
The heart never forgets
A thought of what could of been
We live in past but can't  see today
I battle everyday see the sun
I walk threw the dark to see that road still goes on
I am alone deep in my own thoughts
A complex mask which  no one understands
Today is here and let me break the chains

I just never want  to  let go
A kiss with you
A moment never lost
I forget everything
When  i am  holding you
You are sun in my sky
be my  hand when i fall
Hold my heart
I just want  be with you
I will  never stop loving you

The years go  by but forever missed  
The kinds and loved you showed me
You never asked for anything
Your heart so pure
You ment so much to me
The days were dark but u always brought in the sun
I wish i could turn back time to say i am sorry
My heart still bleeds with the sadness
The ink on my skin flows deep
I will never  forget you bc  you were like mother to me

She doesn't   eat green eggs and ham
So positive but full of light
A smile  and head of her time
Her story is not done or has yet to be  told
The warmth of kindness and understanding is something so great
A duck always seeing the hope but never giving up
A few words but always makes other shines
I wish i could be more like you
A heart of gold and  drive that never ends

My words are lost with no place go
I walk alone on this path alone
You never saw the good in me but   look at the past
Your judgmental ways are so blind by who u are
My heart is broken with no place to  go
The tears burn my soul with hope that u will change
The words u say cut my skin , cover my body with blood.
I look to be better and aim to see the world with an open heart
I don t want look on past but today is now and hope is lost

They say people come and go.
Do they see the pawns they got left behind
My words  are left on  the ground

Life can beat you down to  you are nothing
We have fallen but some can't find a  way to  get back up
My body is cut  from the inside with the  mistakes of  the past

Open your  eyes look deep inside
A story is waiting to be told
Leave the pain behind to move forward
But what will we have to think about
We play this game called cat and mouse

Don t mask yourself with lies and hurtful words. Bring people up rather then down. Look within your self before you judge. The words you say can casue more pain then bullet to the heart. The negative words you say is likes cancer that never goes way.

You  stuck  in your  judgmental  ways
So fast reload  the gun of  the past
Looking for ways  to cut me down
Words  cut deeper then  a bullet
Lost in  negative  but never  saw  good
I can't change who u are
But  always come  back with this hope
Looking for  sun but only seeing the darkness
Bullets of the past  hitting me in chest
I wish you knew pain in my heart
Mom you are  just walking  in your own world

The day  stood  still
I can t think about anything but  ur flesh
The blood pours out my mouth
How did  i get like this?
Nothing  else matters  but the taste of you
I  go on to feed  so i can live just another day
I find myself walking miles and miles just for you
My heart used be filled with love,  and care but now with nothing
I am just  walker on this dark road.

I wish you knew how u are deep inside
The way u make me feel
The hangs up and words that were left unsaid
The past that never got forgotten
I live and learn and it  is time for  me to  move forward
The mask i need to wear but never was  a good fit
My heart so broken but need ur loving hands
I care and hope to see the light,t but only to  see the darkness
You will never see the me just image u want to see that never  left
The past was tough but today is now
I  wish i could take back things that were said and done but only the strong can forgive

See the smile on your face as u look at me
The sun over looks my warm heart
My heart beats with the sound of love
I wish I could live in this moment forever
I look at you as I hold your hand
My words are lost BC of your beauty
The night is filled with love as star set
I understand how love fills my soul and warms the heart
The way u look at me and understand my comlex mind
Your kiss your lips your touch is something so great
I can t image my life without u BC my heart wouldn’t be the same
Holding u all night feeling your warm body on mine
I thank god for women like u and see that best things are worth waiting for
You make my heart feel warm and take away the cold
I lay as  your head rest on my chest
I look up and this is just dream with my dream
I am  lost but my hope is still alive will this dream be true.
Kenny Diamond

you left me
My heart never stopped
But my mind playing back
The moments we had
You were my rock
And also my love
I am lost inside without

We care when our mind says not too
I wish i could  not let my feelings  get so deep
When i see  your face
Inside my soul  sends echo to my heart
I can't  help  but love you
You were only one that matter
I wish  i could been your king
But in end  i was just  a pawn in this game of love

I walk thousands  miles the  feeling of  my heart broken apart
The words that were left  that didn't get said
All my thoughts feelings deep inside tearing my soul apart
I wish u knew how u are
The fact i care  is my weakness  that rips  my skin apart
The hope that i have always been lost
I wish you  know how u are
I am alone deep my thoughts  
Should i just give up on how u are
Under the bed is full and now it time for me walk away

I dream of night holding you tight
The idea of two hearts on this cold night
Cuddle up on sofa  with no care in world
The sound of ur voice as night draws on
The taste of ur lips as i forget everything
I am so lost inside  your beauty
Your my sun through  my darkest days
I lay there with your head on  my chest
We are two lost in this  moment  with  just happy ever  after

I can't  be person you see
I am not just another sheep
My flaws cover my face
The past that can;t be un done
Feeling alone inside
As my thoughts tear me apart
The words that stuck my skin
I am broken without no glue
But who would knew
This  was just another mask that need be broken

I been hurt
I been torn
I  see the darkness without the sun
My heart is kind
I hope and love
The ideas of today lost on forgotten  world of the past
I fallen on this path look up for love
My heart will keep going
I can't  give up
I have change myself with a mind so  complex
I need remove cancer out of my life

I feel alone on this island
I feel nothing but pain
The blood flows from my heart
As my thoughts rush out
There is no sound
Only thing i hear is lies you told
But know i am alone on this island
Is this how it feels
I am looking at the world outside from in
People say they care
Where my life boat
I ask why me but in my heart
I am just alone wolf stuck on this island

We are so far apart
I wish i could  turn back time
I see the good threw the bad
I can't live in this past
You are fading away
I wish i could  be hand pick you up
I wish u  saw how things are
You are just lost in your own world
I am  just outsider  looking in

My heart is my weakness
The word love to you was just another word
The light vs darkness
You never saw good
But only looked at the   bad
So fast  to judge me as you put me on the cross
All i need was your love
A kind word into my world
hand bring me up when i fall
So much pain over comes my soul
I want scream inside but you wouldn't understand
I have let go of hope
And knowing you will never be rock in my life.

I  got keep  hope  alive
Deep my heart  i never stopped loving you
All i wanted  was  to hold  u
Be the reason you smile
I just want be  your shooting star in your sky
i  forget the world when i look at you
The deck is stacked and all i want  was be ur king
In my eyes you  are my perfect ending

They say we can't  help who we love. I ask myself why did  i care?  It hard to see the moon past the sun. I had so much hope in my heart.  My heart never stopped loving you.  I wanted be  the glue to  put your heart back together. My words  were more then words. I was blind my by own thoughts but now i have fallen and see that wound will heal.

it is easy to go in past and pick apart the things that went wrong. Its like playing back movie picking over looking the miss steps. We strive move forward but to keep moving we must learn from the negative to make it positive

I wish knew words say
I can't tun back time
You are sun in my sky
When i think of you my heart skips beat
I just  want be reason u smile
I want be glue put ur heart back into place
I dream of holding you close
Looking at stars and never letting go
I wish u knew how those finger prints never faded
I want break those chains
Be  my sun in my dark sky

By Kenny Diamond

I wish could hear  the word love
If heard it  from u
It would just  be wind blowing in the air
I ask  myself
Why do  i care?
My heart keeps this hope of love and understanding
But my mind is so torn from  the negative out look you have of me
Could I be something great in  your eyes
Or is this just fate
I been stuck on this island  looking in
I am just outsider  who  is just  second class in your life

A summer night holding u tight
The wind blows threw the window
The only sound that could be heard is my heartbeat from warmth of your hands
I forget everything when we are together
The thought of love on cool summer night warms the night air
I look at you deeply as I kiss you forget that I was lost in this world without you
The stars shine as we look above
Nothing else matters but you
Your touch warmth and love take over my cold heart.
I am man stuck in dream of love that touches my soul.
By kenny Diamond

The door slammed
The night was cold
I can't  deal with no logic
They say  the strong can forgive
Then why are so many so weak
My heart is flawed
But yet so kind
Can this  be weakness
To my  wolf who walks alone
A heart that cares
You wanted me to be  the nail
In end you were just  the wind blowing  smoke
On this faded dream.

i thought i could show you the warmth threw the darkness
I wish i could put back together the things you lost
The past is gone and today is now
We are all not the same but take time to see greatness
I am lost and  sick of battles of of last people who did  u wrong
you fallen but still can get back up
I dreamed of nights of hold you tight
I miss the radom texts
The sound of cute laugh that touched my heart
My hope has fallen apart i can't  get over this wall

I wish u knew the darkness that covers you
You seat and judge me as u look above.
I wish you would see the good in me
The words u say goes threw me
The tears burn my soul with hurt that has been untold.
Fight the feeling of hurt as the time winds down
I seat wait for the day  my hands hurt from waiting
You will never change but why do I hope
You are blind by the words  
Only see  what you want to see.
The dark image you see floods your heart with negative  out look that burns your soul.

Don t judge but open your eyes
The negative blinds you
The blood stains your hands and heart with pain you casused.
I wish you knew how blinded you are.
Love warms the heart not hurtful words
The tears burn my skin and I seat in the dark alone
I am cold  
I hope for change likes kid throwing in pennies into the wishing pound.
I can t wait no more
I can’t take the pain
I beg will you ever see beyond the dark image of me
You only see bad but never look at the good.
You see the world in 2d
I can only hope to be to better then you.
The pain is too much it hunts and overcomes me
I grab on for hope but  I see know that I can only change me,

I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people.
John Lennon

You walk by and  smile
As  we pass  by
So fast  judge me  
Cut  me down with just  words
So fast  with lies
You  walk smile
As we  pass by
A sheep  trying  be wolf
Image  is  like clear  class window
I  wish i could say  sorry but that would be lie
You never  took  time to  see me
I am too complex   for you
All i can do was hit with those words  
Let  then over take your heart
But wait you never had one

I wish things were different with me and my mom
I wish  she would understand who i was
The words that she said cut threw my heart
The tears burn my soul
The lack of love and logic
I wish u saw past the other days
And look towards know
I have walk back away from the pain
I feel like all those feeling keeps my heart in cage
The hope thats been torn and lost
I can't help but think u never see good in me
So quick with words lost on ur own thoughts
I give some much power to how u make me feel
I can't  beat my head on this brick wall
I have move forward rise
I am alone in this dark world but i see that i can only change myself.

We all  need that bad guy in our life
The one  who takes the blame
The  one who makes  us  forget that we  were ever  wrong

That person who we  rip apart  with  our  words
BC  we  cant look  with inside our selfs
We  never  see the  good in the person but always  look  at  the  bad
Puting the past mistakes in their face
As  you the  seat at the top while you live your perfect life

We all  need that  bad guy in our life
But we forget  that   where we  be  if  you saw yourself
Tearing down  your self to rebuild
breaking  down those words  
I woke up  it was clear to me
I was never the bad guy you just never saw the true me.