Stab my heart,
Slice me apart,
Tear my lungs from my chest,
Try and Try your best,
But i am just to senseless,
Cause i am couldn't stand being defenseless,
But i put on so many defenses i can't feel love.

Walking down the hall i have to hold my hand down,
To prevent it from punching someone clean across town,
Don't throw the first blow,
Cause i would like to let you know,
I don't just hold a grudge,
If u try to intimidate me i won't budge,
Cause my blood is a flood of wrath,
War and hate is my favorite path,
Me and pain are the best of friends,
Who helps me meet all my ends,
So come and fight me,
But like most you will only see,
It's hard to hide my greatest monster,
I don't care if your an orphan or foster,
My cold heart shed all its tears and now is just stone,
Punch me and i won't even change my tone,
Because i love to taste tears and blood,
I don't care if you are the schools greatest stud,
I'll put you six feet under without a care,
When your blows won't even raise my hair.

I look deeply into her sparkling eyes,
And ponder their resemblance to the starry skies,
I look at her eyes and all the soul within,
I look past all the hurt and sin,
I see a heart of glass that's falling to pieces,
A heart that starting to see life as meaningless,
I only see a girl who needs someone to love her,
I just hope one day ill be able to be that sir.

I fall for pain every day,
Letting it control me and light my way,
As i cut deep in my flesh with a razor edged knife,
Forgetting my family and future wife,
Cause i have realized the meaning of life is to die,
This thought will always come to my memory when i ask why,
If i am living to return to the ground,
My own screams will be the only sound,
That i want to hear as my head spins round and round.

Re-Living the dreaded scars,
While my friends slowly rot behind bars,
My mistakes that i have made,
I asked they be spared but God forbade,
He was carried of to Alcatraz,
While i sit here with scars on my wrist listening to jazz,
The crimes i commit,
The death i emmit,
I am sorry my dear friend for leaving you behind,
Your grave to me will always remind,
That day i looked back and saw nothing but blood,
As it flowed it looked like a flood,
Sorry for what happened but at least one of us are free,
And i promise from now on i'll be the best i can be.

A love without life,
A Dead min with no wife,
A world without a spin,
Not a single soul within,
Despair the loss of all it had,
Being lifeless only seems more bad,
No love without life,
Though no days without strife,
Breath in the air,
Love doesn't only take a pair,
LOVE TAKES LIFE

Three words i need to say,
Three words i wish i could tell you everyday,


I LOVE YOU

A minute seems like nothing when i am with you,
I believe with all my heart you feel the same too,
When i go home that night,
I could face any trouble or fight,
Seeing your smile makes me feel alive,
Being near you causes me to strive,
With your love on my heart all of my days,
I hope my love also effects you in the best of ways.




Dedicated to "The Other Half Of My Heart"

I have a chance to see you again,
i have a chance to see my best friend,
I have a chance to see the girl to whom my heart belongs,
The girl to which my heart sings nothing but the finest songs,
I have a chance to see her beautiful face,
To be within range of her undying kindness and grace,
Love for you is all i need,
You were the greatest of God's creations indeed.

My love is for you always and forever,
Departing from you is a never,
Because if u ever left my mind,
It means i left my mortal body behind,
And even then when i ascend,
Forgetting you isn't even something i could pretend,
Because God is my beginning You are my End,
Second Comes You First Comes Him.

Sweetest dearest one to me,
The one i love to see,
One with a heart of pure gold,
With you i wish to grow old,
One with a heart of the sweetest honey,
One whose words are both kind and funny,
i love to walk by your side,
i hope you know if you need protection i am always here to hide behind,
I need love nothing more than to see your smiles,
It is enough to carry life's burdens for miles,
Thank you dearest love for being there for me,
When no one else could ever be.

Can't contain my love for u,
i miss seeing u every moment of everything i do,
U r the other half of my heart,
U r the brightest part,
Everything u say and do,
Makes me smile as i spend time with u,
Who needs the sun when your are next to me,
You light the way for all to see,
As happy as sunshine,
Always helping others feel more fine,
My heart aches without you,
and i feel like yours does to.

So much fun,
Me and my gun,
Shooting till the sun goes down,
Shooting till none are left in this dear town.

You don't find love at the prom,
That's not where your dad met your mom,
Its where pride and scorn surely adorn,
The tears of the prom queen as she begins to mourn,
The loss of a King corrupt as could be,
He was killed as all could clearly see,
Because he didn't have money for the candy he bought,
For the drugs him and his sister brought,
The prom is not a place to hide,
The girl couldn't stay hidden as she tried and tried,
But you can't hide from the prom my dear sweety,
Heartbreak awaits all those that are needy.

Dear Red rose,
Of which no one else knows,
Please don't bloom without me,
Don't leave me behind thee,
For thou hast had such beauty before,
And shared thy beauty with me no more,
I then threw myself into a hole to mourn,
Where you left my soul battered and torn.

Running down m shirt down my sleeves,
the knife slides across my wrists with many more cuts to receive,
i was not okay but i didn't tell,
Because everyone else is well,
Why would you care about a person like me,
when we think so differently,
Slowly trickling down my leg,
Enough to fill a keg,
The one i finished the other night,
To soften the memories of my last fight,
Choking on the blood as it fills my lungs,
knowing now that whats done is done.

Sweetest darkest darkness
Kindest loving shadow less
no light in the way of your weaving control
nothing to get in the way of us all,
Stumbling along where we can't see,
Continuing to blind us till we don't know where we're supposed to be.

Only one king,
to which the minstrels sing,
Only one throne,
To him there is no way to atone,
Only one crown,
I am the master of this town.

She was lonely,
He was Dying,
She was crying,
He didn't stop lying.

Puffing steam is what i do,
an innocent child only 2,
a mind corrupt and full of sin,
only darkness can be find deep within,
Someone created this young child,
While he was being born bodies were being piled,
God cries as it begins to rain,
he wishes we didn't create all this pain,
And through this sorrowful mist,
the greatest creation still defies the greatest Machinist,
This 2 year old child grew up in a world of hate,
broke up with his girlfriend on his first date,
he lived till he was 14 years old,
till he shot himself in the bitter cold.

Every time I see you ,
I am happy I don't have to be you,
I don't know what you are thinking,
I don' t know why you wont let me stop you from sinking,
I don't know whats in your mind,
I don't know if you are ahead of me or to far behind,
If Love is this,
I will not miss,
The target you set,
Because my heart is the bet,
I put down when we first met,
I love you to much to let you down,
Because the day we met in that bright town,
When the stars hit your eyes,
I knew i would start hating goodbyes,
Because you mean the most to me,
And in your arms is the only place i should be.

Silly me trying to live forever,
Silly me thinking we could be together,
Silly me for thinking i was in love,
Silly me thinking we had the right stuff,
Silly me for believing in you,
Silly me thinking life was made for two,
Silly me thinking I had a heart,
Silly me thinking a relationship could start.

This is me,
who i am meant to be,
all alone treated like a worthless tree,
a citizen in this world again shot down,
i am not laying here cause i love the ground.

Is that a future friend i see,
nope i was wrong i just need to get used to being me,
cold and alone and always asking why?,
so much loneliness i just want to die,
i hope me myself and i won't mind,
they were the only friends i could hide behind,
love is just a dream,
its surrounded by its exotic beam,
i am giving up i am finally done,
but only because all i had is finally gone.

I am done being alive,
i have no place here,
no reason to strive,
i am just a bird with a broken wing,
i just got no reason to sing,
so i guess its time to stop,
i guess its time to drop,
as my body slowly hits the floor,
and my mom opens the door,
she probably won't even shed a tear,
my friends wont miss me,
cause i was just as camouflaged as a tree,
a rope round my neck a bucket below my feet,
i eat one last final treat,
a true lass supper to appreciate,
i will hang like my soul has my entire life,
every moment was only strife.

My heart melts like candle wax,
Its sorrow only stax,
My heart was made of solid gold,
But it has began to grow cold,
Everything i have done,
Every heart i wish that i had won,
But all i am is all alone,
My helplessness has only grown.

Pitter patter,
The rain begins to scatter,
IN the fall it cause flooding,
IN the spring it causes budding,
IN my heart it reminds me of tears,
They shed where no one else hears,
Reminds me of days when i was with you,
But no all i ever do is miss you.

Only through fire and ice
Only through bad and nice
Only through cards and dice
Only through things said thrice
A poets way
another day
trying to leave people with more think
leaving no boat to die and sink.

So sweet,
I continue to eat
I get so sugar high
I want to fly
I rise to my feet
dance to the beat
of roses dying
and children crying
Through the tears of the weak i find my meaning
And i just keep singing and i just keep eating

Every time i see your face,
you seem to sap my grace,
i have no love i have no fear,
i have no cares for the screams i hear,
I am trying to fly with broken wings,
While the man without a tongue sings,
we stay even though the fire stings,
no matter how much pain it brings,
Hell is such a wonderful place to be,
And you bring me there every time i see,
Your Face.

DONE
EVERYTHING
ANYONE
THOUGHT
HELLISHLY

>>>>>SILENCE<<<<<
>>>>>TRACES<<<<<
>>>>>EVERY<<<<<
>>>>>PERSON<<<<


U
HAVE
BEEN
WARNED

All i despise
good in your eyes
silence i find in your house tonight
must i come in and cause a fight
can't stand having my mind fill with things
and all the pain they bring
i fill my my ears with distractions,
to avoid just these fractions
of the thoughts that could fill mind
and **** me from the inside
down with silence forever live anarchy
for chaos is my favorite part of me
~The Greatest Fear Of Every Demon
"Silence"

I am always losing friends,
my love never meets their ends,
i never amount to what they wish,
i never serve them the right dish,
of care and love,
now i am just a dead dove,
i am suffocated in dying peace,
drowning in it as if it were grease,
please don't leave me in this despair,
i will lose my mind but they won't care,
the always leave,
i never receive,
the love i know i deserve,
to think they have enough nerve,
to take my everything,
and not one gift of love they bring,
i am done with friends for life,
they are nothing but sickness and strife.

I am now bathing in sweet sorrow,
if only your happiness i could borrow,
to get out of this for just a day,
for that any amount i would pay,
drowning in my own pain,
got nothing to lose but nothing to gain,
slowly losing my mind,
i feel my senses begin to grind,
i let out one deep sigh,
as i prepare myself to die.

My heart burns for you,
there is nothing else i rather do,
than spend all my time with you,
cause you are the only thing on which i think,
your love is a well from which i drink,
my soul catches fire,
as i notice you have all the qualities i admire,
all i have i come to you to bring,
take my life my love my everything.

I would go anywhere to be with you,
to this i can hold because our love is true,
i live i love and i trust in you,
for you there is nothing i wouldn't do,
the only one who warms my heart,
there is nothing that can tear us apart,
we are so different but we are the same,
we are in love and we are both to blame,
if i had to die it would be in his arms,
out in the country on his sweet green farms,
looking into my love's sparkling eyes,
it is this kind of love money never buys,
i am never far from who you,
cause a picture of our love in my heart i drew.

sometimes we cry,
others they die,
sometimes we feel small,
others sometimes feel tall,
but there are some days we don't know who we are,
and everyone else feels miles apart,
and in between is just broken hearts,
we wish we could say this didn't hold us down,
we wish we didn't want to give up now,
we feel like crying is all we can do,
so we cry from morning till noon,
the bad days we will have are to many to count,
nothing can parallel the sorrow's amount,
left behind by all we knew,
nothing left else left to do,
then move forward blind in the dark,
till we find the next light's spark.

I may be shattered,
My skin so beaten and battered,
my tears burn as they roll down my face,
but still i run this cold race,
cause i am beautifully broken,
nothing more to be spoken,
no matter how cold,
even when i grow old,
none can quench my radiant light,
none can steal my courage and might,
one day i will spread my wings and fly,
and own the entire morning sky,
all will be my friend,
and to my joy there will be no end.

Hello my name is Snow,
we have met as you already know,
i cover your skin and are as soft as a blanket,
when i melt i turn to water and you drink it,
but i have another side,
another set of rules by which i abide,
to be dark and cold,
to **** u faster as you grow old,
my ice like glass split your skin,
let loose all that is within,
my purpose is to spill your blood,
not to cover up all this mud,
i am dark snow,
i reject all that you know,
i cover all i want to ****,
i want to shred your flesh like a drill,
we were never nice,
me and my friend ice.

My soul all covered in ice,
goes no one likes to be nice,
to a person who is different like me,
cause my differences is all they see,
frosting over all my frozen feelings,
making a mess of all of my dealings,
can't do nothin with a heart of ice,
i feel as worthless as a single grain of rice,
as my cold souls starts to cool even more,
keeping all hope on the other side of a snowed in door.

Under my bed
deep in my head
they only seem to want me dead
they want to see my blood run red
nothing to protect me
when i finally see
the only real monster is what i see in the mirror
and there is no way to protect those i hold dear
my soul burns with an angry black flame
it wants to point and blame
but i am done playing that game
those shadows aren't the real thing
cause the only real monster is me
and its never been more clear to see