You are too delicate to be loved
Like a flower in the wind
I'm afraid i'll blow all your petals away

You think you are a loser  
I can tell by the way you reflect my lies
Thoughts can be deceptive
But the mirror never lies

I closed my eyes and danced in the darkness
With my imagination as the audience

I left the sun for the moon
And found warmth in the darkness
A laptop screen became the light
From which I use to write
About how I became nocturnal

I lost the key to unbind my soul
And I thought I would never find it
Until one night
At a bridge between life and death
I came to an understanding
The pavement at the bottom of the bridge wasn’t they key
My soul was never bound in the first place

Nothing matters anymore
Who am I kidding
Nothing ever mattered

As white as the snow that is yet to come
And as delicate as a fallen autumn leaf
A Heron patiently waits like a philosopher lost in thought

The only good thing about life is that we get to die at the end of it

Another Lil Peep song to take away the pain
And a downpour of rain to help me feel again
This is all I need to make me think i'm sane

It's 3am again
Loneliness came and went
***** became my friend
And we talked about life and death

The seductiveness of darkness took control
I gave myself in and let it take my soul

I'm like a flare in the dark
Waiting for my light to go out

Living for eternity in heaven would be like living in hell
I would rather rest eternally in the ground

A shard of glass to paint his skin red
A lonely boy waits for his death
Too scared to slit his veins  
He cuts by his elbow and shoulder
Art is created with each scar that he sculpted
He is proud of his creation
Although, he knows he must hide it
They won't understand why he cut in the darkness

Life isn't beautiful
Its insufferable
Tedious and dull
Each moment resembles hell
Through constant anguish and pain
We construct an ideal of what we think is sane
And pretend that everything will be okay

Death is true beauty
Its the ultimate escape
When the final light is turned off
Your mind falls into an abyss
You can sleep eternally
And be forgotten like the rest

If I **** myself
Does it make me a bad person?
Or does it make me a good person for realizing how bad the world is

If there was an off switch to life
Some people wouldn't hesitate to press it

When people tie a noose
We have time to think about the consequences

If every sin was counted
Hell would be overcrowded

Do rhetorical questions serve a purpose?

When a pop star dies people want to know who to blame
When a homeless person dies they are labelled insane

Love is like modern art
They both leave the mind in a state of confusion

If music could numb the mind forever
Popping pills wouldn't seem so clever

So many people focus on finding love
I'm too busy finding myself

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Some people only want to live
When they are about to die

Draw a smile on your face
And don't let the ink wash off in the rain

Some people hang their heads in shame
Others hang their heads with rope

If everyone is trying to be different
Does that mean we are all a cliche?

Life is like walking across a tightrope
It's only a matter of time before you fall

If you could describe me as a mathematical equation
You could call me friend< 1

Sitting on the edge of reality
I sip my cup of tea
And observe humanity

Turn the lights out and I will pretend I am fine
Tell me you hate me and leave me to cry
Make the pain go so I won't go insane
Let me die young so I don't die of old age

Everyday he wandered a fragile path
A path Scarred and neglected
It ended abruptly
This was the type of path he knew best
The end of the path opened to a great escape
With no crossing for miles
The vast road offered an instant death
Cars sped past with no remorse
Everyday he watched but couldn’t pull through
He told himself ‘tomorrow I’ll be released’
If only he knew

Every night he dreamed of death
To live alone would be his only regret
His dreams were vivid and were soon to come
Just not in the way he once thought it would

One day it all changed
The boy found a true love
He smiled and forgot why he hated himself
A new path he followed
With a girl by his side
Finally he felt happy and no longer wanted to die

During the night
He no longer dreamed of death
He dreamed of his future
Too bad life is unfair

The following day offered many opportunities
The boy walked his new path with his utmost dignity
The path wasn’t neglected
It didn’t end abruptly
The path opened to a crossing which was new to his area
Who thought this would be the place where he got run over

An eerie silence fills my hollow room
Closed curtains make darkness last forever
Patches of light offer a sense of hope
However are eventually lost into the nightfall
A sense of melancholy holds me hostage
Wrapped in layers of warmth my insecurities cease to exist
I confide to my internal voice to release me from my angst
Time goes on as I dream in this room
Life will go on without me

Escape into the darkness
The only place where you can hide
Close your eyes tightly and pretend you are fine
Shutdown your brain so you don't agonize

Hide till you no longer feel blue
Hide till you no longer see stars
Hide till the darkness takes over so you can't see your scars

Wait for the light to come back
Regret all your choices
Wait for a life time
Die alone in the darkness

Hang me from your balcony
So you can hear my fantasy
People only want to listen when your wrists are painting poetry
Push me off a cliff so you can make a tragedy
Tragedies make poetry
Poetry is lovely
Tie me to some train tracks
To create a mass catastrophe
Catastrophes make poetry
Poetry is charming

Socializing is like driving
Some go a lifetime without learning how to do it