Sometimes I feel so crazy now
Especially at night, so very alone
My heart and soul feel so empty
As my thoughts seem to roam

It seems entirely different these days
How my mistakes I seem to repeat
Whenever I lead with my emotions
Not really evaluating what my eyes see

It seems I become more uneasy now
No longer sure if I should take a chance
As it seems each time I lead with my heart
It always ends in another broken romance

So I think I’ll hold still for the present
Placing my faith in God that I will not slip
And the wife I have asked Him for
Will come into my life with a lasting bliss

You were with me in a spiritual time
Before I was born into the flesh
Long before I took my first breath
You were a part of my life then
The best part of my soul and spirit
The deepest part of my...Heart

When I was young
There was always emptiness
That could not be filled within its walls
Because I was gone from your side
And the happiness I once knew

When I became a teenager
I would dream about
The missing essence of love
The missing part of my heart
You alone would abundantly fill
One day with your love

When I became an adult
There was nothing that would make me feel
More exuberant or tantalizing than
The dream vision of you
That let me know my heart would be full
Once again in time

Then we met…
I heard the calling of your voice
As it embraced my name and heart again
Allowing me to know that quiet heavenly hymn
From my past shared with you
Before I was born into this world

Once again, I felt the sincerity and deepened wholeness
Never seen by human eyes before
The best of love only God could create for...
He made us to be two equal sides of...
The same golden coin

Doing so to His delight, so I would answer only to
The call of my soul mate, the only one
When she would say my name
Would make a captive of my heart once…
Again

I loved you before my time
In this world became a reality
Always adoring you
Long before you were born
And had taken your first breath

I loved you before we were separated
By my earthly birth...taken from your presence
Where you were no longer near to me
But a daunting vision which would always stay
Haunting my dreams so many
Sleepless nights

I have loved you now everyday
When my freedom from the trappings
Of this world was found...by your appearance
For, I was already born a twin to your love
Gladly receiving a hearts imprisonment
Once again by Heavenly bars
As our God already predestined it to be
Before the beginning of time

I promise to always love
You, and darling I
Really will…

I promised you many future
Good times together,
That time can  never steal

I promise you a  
Genuine happiness and
A true love to call
Your  very own

I will also give to you
The most prominent place,
In my heart that shall always
Be your loves home.

There is a genuine beauty found
Which is a great part of my day
And what makes it so very special
Is your love sent its smile my way

A genuine beauty is a rare prize
For one alone to solely possess
When endowed with awesome power
To bring alive lasting happiness

Yet I find myself to be the luckiest
When with each new day I am able to see
Another breathtaking beautiful morning
Embraced by your smiles sweet symphony

For what's found very deep in its spirit
Lovingly leaves its radiance upon my face
So if one could really see inside of me
They'll know your smile can never be erased.

A treasure is found in the sunrise
When my eyes open up to you
For the fiery sun in its brilliance
Shall be my golden jewel

And its beauty shall remind me always
Of how rich I am my Sweet Lord
When your love is such a part of me
That so daily I need you more

And even if many know you
I feel no one knows you better than me
What you bring so daily to each of our lives
With your love, your strength and integrity

For even if my flesh was to deny you
My spirit and soul will always be yours
And they shall always possess deep within
The sweet treasure you laid in store

Until the day of my real birth finally comes
When my spirit leaves this body and the battle is won.

As each day in my life passes by
I fall deeper in love with You
As the sun does rise and set
I find it always remains so true

There will never be a day I face
When You are not fully on my mind
For loneliness no longer dwells within
As my soul knows no lonesome times

My eyes shed tears of sweet happiness
Yet, in my heart I shine radiantly
As my smile daily shows it gladness
With words spoken so enchantingly

Of the One whom I love so deeply
With the passing of each new day
As each one brings me a blessing new
My love grows deeper in many ways.

I thought of you when
I was sad today, and you
Made a smile appear

Right on my face you
Have replaced, a lost
Moment’s unhappy tear

And within the thought
Of you came a brightness,
Shining as bright as the  
Newly risen sun.

As I quietly reflected upon
The goodness I received,
Realizing your outpouring
Of grace is never done.

I am not worthy to receive  your perfect love
Yet I have been blessed by your saving grace
As I was disfigured many times by worldly sin
I am thankful for the salvation I now taste

Not a perfect son who should receive favor
When for my many sins I should have died
I am made humble by this love I receive
That make tears fall freely deep inside

I am the example of what your kindness can do
To one who embraces the living word they need
In the past I would never drink of the water
Living in your Spirit which daily sets me free

Yet while still being a sinner, a prodigal son
Who by your grace and mercy was led to the path
I pushed forward, steadily until I came to your door
Finding a pure forgiveness which would always last

And now the only words I can express to You
Speaking from my lips in a very wholesome way
Is to tell you how blessed my world really is
To be counted your loving son each Father's day.

Your smile reaches deep within me
And its radiance touches my soul
Its softness makes the moment tender
When you are filling me with its glow

My heart is made to shine brightly
As the sun above in the sky each day
In my eyes I am seen to smile happily
As your glow takes my breath away

When I feel the emotions you feel so deeply
Many times it brings my tears to softly cry
For never have I found love to be wonderful
Until I felt the warmth of your glow inside

For your smile has the magic to move my heart
With a beautiful passion which never lets me go
And its sweet loveliness makes my mind to sway
As your smile fills me with its lasting glow

I always thought nothing could hurt me
Yet your smile kills me softly each day
It tears my heart apart completely
As my thoughts it just sweeps away

It leaves me like a puppy in the window
like the one waiting to be claimed
Hoping that you will turn and notice me
Maybe even wanting to learn my name

For the feeling that overwhelms me
Is one I have learned to know so well
It's an overwhelming passionate emotion
That causes the breath in my chest to fail

For it’s been that way since I first saw you
How these sweeping feelings came over me
And though our lips had never spoken a word
There was born within a strong need to be

I mean a need to feel the tender warmth
That only exists in your embracing arms
Entangled in silent  moments of bliss
That leave the walls deep in a heart so warm

Yes I thought nothing could ever hurt me
Yet your smile kills me softly each day
It tears my longing heart apart completely
As every thought in my mind it sweeps away.

A red rose is only
a mirror image of
your beauty, which
each day unambiguously
shows its lovely face

Filling the world all
around me, with all of
its grandeur, its majesty
and superb grace

For what is found to be
alive and rare in a special
fashion, only you my love
surely possess

And it will never be
mirrored by any other
living thing, for none
but a rose can compare
to your loveliness.

Ride with me where the stars are
Touch port upon the moon
Stretch out into the Milky Way
And in love please fall very soon

Let’s sprinkle dearest into your eyes
The stars that share our night
As we journey into the darkness
So we may use them as our light

Let’s cast aside our dreams tonight
And give life to the products of our thoughts
Let’s make the time become so right
For these sincere moments we have caught

Let’s feel the love that’s brighter
And much higher than the stars
Let’s ride beams up to the heavens
Up past where the angels are

Let’s ride to where sweet heaven begins
And in love let’s fall very soon
And stretch out into the Milky Way
On our love ride beyond the moon.