They told the others
To talk to HIM
Tell HIM everything
Each and every single day

They also told em
To ask from HIM
Everything and
Anything

They said that
HE listens
HE knows
HE knew
HE sees
HE saw

The saddest part
Of all was
They said that
HE'S Close
How close
I don't know

Turn to the mirror
Look at yourself
Ask you, yourself
How close you are to

HIM

I hate that you cheated
I hate that you lied
You better stop stalking on me
Before I tear you
Like you tear me

Dance in the rain again
Felt like a kid
Free and fresh
With a smile on my face

   Chances are always there
   Whether you like it or not
   Sooner or later the time will come
   One day you'll have to decide

Maybe you're not even ready
Maybe you're well prepared
Maybe you'll love it
Maybe you'll hate it

After everything
That we've been through

So here we are
You and I

In the same room
On the same bed

Skin to skin
Cuddling each other

This is tiring
This is killing
This is unacceptable
This is slavery

Everything's about him
Everything's what he want
Everything's under his command
Everything's his dream

He's always right
He's this
He's that
It's always what he wants

He never listen
Never
Never did
He's not even deaf

So exhausted
Breaking apart
Into pieces but
He didn't care

He never
Never
Never really care
Nothing but him

Felt like drowning
Dying
But still living
In this hell that he creates

This is not the end
Maybe a start

Keep on breathing
Get out of your blanket

Put on something pretty
Make the world smile again

I miss you
But i can't tell you
Maybe by telling
Will only hurt me

I miss you
But i can't tell you
Maybe by telling
Will only make you hate me

I miss you
But i can't tell you
Maybe by telling
It only means nothing

I'm typing
At the same time crying
Having high hopes for love
For us

It's hurting
Yet I'm still waiting
For you to come back
Give me back my heart that you stolen

None of it was for you
    It's for myself
My own pleasure

    Cherished what I had
But like I said
     None of it was for you

Every puff and each rolls
    They ain't for you
Never was for you

     Dancing in the rain
Synchronized the pain
      It was my choice

It's the first day
Of the Holy Month
Of Ramadan

I am happy
To be here
Among the chosen one

Thank you for this chance
Thank you for this day
Thank you for the food

There will be no words
That could discribe
How much thankful I really am

Happy Ramadan Kareem
To everyone who celebrates
Stay strong, it won't be long

It hurts me so much
That it was so sudden

It hurts me so much
That I needed you so bad

It hurts me so much
To hug myself and say it's okay

It hurts me so much
That I can't forget the sweetness of you

Everything was true
Until that day
It was out of the blue
Didn't know that I'm hurting you

It's okay
That's what I say
Till I fell asleep in tears
Hoping you'll hear it in ears

It's like walking on a straight path
You thought it was easy
Until you feel the need
Of rest and water
Or maybe a company
And maybe a warm body
Just to hug
No, not just a warm body
Only that one warm body
That you miss the most

2020
And this is the reality
None of us had the idea of it

It's either a gift
Or just a gigantic test
Who knows what's behind it

2020
And we're staying in
To help and hope this will stop

Front liners are heros
All the homies are too
Both helping each other to prevent

Praying day and night
For safety and security
For the better and serenity

Oh the almighty
You're listening
I know you do
You know what's in out hearts
I know you do
Please forgive us
Please make it end

Act like you don't care
Act like it's okay
Act like everything's cool
But my darling
No, it's not
It's not like how you think it is
You care
It's not okay
It's not cool

Stop it
Wake up
Makeup
Stand up
Live in reality
Keep on dreaming
Make them come true
Chase them if you have to
Take a short rest cause you needed to

Sit
Take a sip
Take a deep breath
My father always says
Slowly and steady, win the race
Make prayers
Don't lose hope
Stay strong
Till the end of the day

Jika bersendirian itu lebih baik
Biarlah sendiri

Sabarlah sayang
Segalanya sementara

Tidak engkau
Mungkin aku

Siapa dahulu
Tidak aku tahu

Kita pasti akan pergi
Menghadap abadi

Membawa diri hina kepada yang pasti
Yang Maha Mencinta

I've lost my touch
You gave me some of yours
Called it grains of paradise
A reason to smile
For anyone who needs it

Your birth is a gift, kal
You knew that it's true
Today's your big day
When you never even asked for it
None of us ever did

You are you
No matter where you are
Happy birthday dearest friend
I'm thanking Him
For our first hello to everything

Keep on doing
The things you do
The words you used
They spread like germs
While you turn em to gems

Keep on going
Stay at your best
Like you always do
When we're talking
About breaking apart

Happy birthday dearest friend
Glad got to know you
Out of the blue
End of my words
You deserve nothing but the best

May God bless you
Your family
Our friends
You're not a ginie in a bottle
You're just one of a kind

Sincerely, piah of yours
#fiyyargggh

Everything is temporary
You'll get better
Have faith (: