It wasn't her fault as far as I know
I made it not alive out her womb
Not the drugs, not her liquor,No
I was just destined for my tomb

It wasn't her choice I took this route
Tell her train of depression not to hoot
It wasn't her making to be that small
She's a special mama, among them all

It couldn't be father's fault, It's fate
Yes, let her not love the man with hate
I know I should have been her first
But she shouldn't think she's cursed

Tell her to give motherhood another try
I know she thinks it was a 9 months' lie
Wipe her tears please, don't let her cry
It wasn't her making for me to die

Steal her sorrow, I'll pay the fine
Do all you can to see she's fine
She can have another to wear
& dine
In all treasures she says were mine

Give my mama joy, God set her free
You know she's barely twenty three
I bleed seeing how bad she's broken
Yes, give her a child, another token

Sad or Happy
Fine or ******
Loved or hated
Lazy or dedicated
Still or dynamic
Warm or poikilothermic
Fresh or stifled air
Nature doesn't care
Stars are going to glow
Your spirits high or low
Rivers will still flow
With winters come snow
And for summer we know
The winds will always blow
Birds will fly and tire
Nothing outshine's desire
But even that everlasting flame
Dies and leaves ash of blame
A new day will come, sun will rise
With expectations we open our eyes
Set new plans, hands on the guns
Aluta continua, be it monks or nuns
The roads of yesterday forgotten
And new ones at present trodden
Some will walk some will drive
Others stuck while some arrive
It's everyday's common tune
Be it January or june
A poet will rhyme,singers'll sing
Provoke a bee, It's gonna sting
Some live to die, some die to live
can't stay forever,some point we'll leave
Such is strife but strife is life
Unless It's the afterlife  
The dusk will come to fight the dawn
Returning to daily *** or daily ****
You play the chess, you move a pawn
Some hearts are mended,others torn
You was a kid, but soon you've grown
With a brother now, soon he's gone
It's the way the clock of nature works
With no insulator to avoid her shocks

I cannot describe that day
When mine was poem of the day
I was thrilled till dusk from dawn
That day a poet was reborn

I don't want an umbrella
I just need someone
To hold my hand and walk
With me through the rain

I need no pain killer
I just want someone
To stay ,one to talk
To till I'm past the pain

I don't want a fairy tale
I just pray for someone
with whom our story'll end well
Someone to make me love again

The red Bird who saw
Snail by the muddy floor
flew at the ****'s crow

I guess that's the final straw
The one last time I see your brow
I guess that is the end for us
The end to this blessing of a curse
I should have seen it from start
One of us would end up getting hurt
I should have seen with my mind
Knowing love is heart,heart is blind
That's what one reaps when one saws
In a wrong field,hard blow to the jaws
Should have just told me you had him
Instead of letting me keep the dream
Should have said It's down the stream
Better than pain,massage and cream
Should have told me to man up & gym
Or walk away 'stead of causing steam
Explain,how you could face me & lie
Rather than watching you cry
You know I cannot stand your tears
I avoided them through the years
It's too late to cry, what's the point of it
He succeeded but you caused the heat
I hope he's better than me in every bit
I'll bury the hatchet, I concede defeat

I concede defeat, I concede defeat
I concede defeat because you
never thought me fit

I concede defeat, go on with your pete
I concede defeat,
**** I concede defeat

You've had my hopes punctured
You've had my jaws fractured
Had my bloating pride raptured
Broken my heart, cupid archered
Don't explain I'm so angered
It's me you had endangered
Dude is a gang member
With bullets in the chamber
Imagine he'd taken that shot
If I had retreated not
You took a chance with what we had
Didn't know forgiving could be hard
Guess all of it is charred
Whatever it was we shared
Cause if you had really cared
Couldn't have had me beat for dead  

So I concede defeat, I concede defeat
I concede defeat
And I hope you find him fit
I concede defeat, I concede defeat
I concede defeat so I guess this is it

All she wanted was someone to love
She had a big heart a good guy would deserve
She needed someone to bathe her in moonlight
She dreamed of warmth in chilly twilight
She prayed for someone to see her beauty
Someone to honestly love her, not out of pity
She wanted strong loving arms to lift her soul
She wanted the beach, a couple's stroll
She wanted to look back at her footsteps in the sand
Wanted someone who makes her heartbeat a band
She prayed for cupid to lift the magic wand
And find her one who'd understand her mind
She dreamed of touring the vast seas and oceans
One to share the warm dawn rays through her bedroom curtains
She wanted her story to flourish like flowers in paradise
She wanted one who'd wipe the tears in her hazel eyes
One who would tell only truth and no lies
She wanted someone to stay by her side until she dies
And since the universe had none, day after day
She wrote a novel and her perfect man was there

After five good years of drought
It rained kisses and warming hugs
After my heart emaciating from rejection
I have experienced a resurrection
She kissed me wholly and deep
She sowed and had to reap
Could not recall the feminine grip
Even how to undo a lady zip
She kissed my upper and lower lip
Then around my body took a trip
Tore my favorite shirt,no time to unbutton
She ate my skin softly hard as a glutton
Not sure it was her mouth on my ***
Cause I couldn't open my eyes as she did it
She passed her soft fingers on my chest
Luckily I hadn't on my fitting vest
Crawled about my belly like a worm
While my ****** heart beat loud as a drum
She said something I didn't hear
Because passion had blocked my ear
She then undid my belt and my trousers
Quicker than all internet browsers
Then...then put the muzzle in her mouth
Was she aware of the bullet, I doubt
She cleared all the rust through the years
While in pleasure I cried happy tears
She knew how to hold the whistle and blow
Between where she knelt down low
Her palm around me was a soft tight glove
Felt she's the one that I deserved
Like a snake she crawled back up
And astride the volcanic plug sat Asap
Not afraid of the sharp edges causing harm
She kissed me violently and hurt my gum
I just couldn't care less at such a moment
Of a soothing ride, a welcome torment
Soon overtaken by my inner animal
I realized I could not take it anymore
And took charge of the walk to heaven
While the clock alarmed, think eleven
She arched tout like a hunters bow
And her eyes brightly seemed to glow
My journey deep was careful and slow
But the return as swift as Pacman's blow
I loved the way she clawed her nails
Into me, she reopened all my wells
I wanted to take her for a longer ride
But the wave of passion killed me,I died
Even when we were done I remained inside
Watching her skin as pale as transfiguration
Out of the joy we had shared, I'm glad
I received my emotional resurrection

At some point wanted
To raise a white Flag 'cause
She was much haunted

I wanted to write about our happiness
Especially with this night's stillness
Tonight I wanted to write about me and you
The you I loved, the one I first met
The you on our memorable first date
One whose smile condensed me like dew
One who brought the better out of me
And took 30 good minutes just to hug me
The one who smiled, one who was shy
The you who actually taught me how to kiss
"Close your eyes, and hold me like this "
Yes, we passionately osculated for hours
When the entire big world was just ours
The one I locked fingers with and walked
You remember those nights we talked?
No moment has ever matched that so far
Some memories are vivid, some are blur
Thought about that funny day in my room
When you swept me like a new broom
To the bed, did you actually want it
You were an apple I always wanted to eat
But I was too young, thought it would last
Or maybe being the first, wanted it to last
I wanted to write about that **** card
You sent me wishing me luck and success,
It made that year the best I've ever had
I wanted to write about your embrace
Wanted to write about how I dreamed
When your affection filled and brimmed
I was tempted to think we were forever
To flow to happily ever after, like a river
Write about how I missed you during school
When thinking about you restored my cool
Each time I was provoked and frayed
You were a constant each time I prayed
With you in my life, I was a crowned king
"Long distance ",the song I recall you sing
To write about that little I could afford
Remember the gifts, my first, It's a record
I was ashamed when you disappeared
I felt my instincts mock me, I feared
To write about my the favorite picture
I think about that in almost every lecture
Didn't want to buy you the small sweet
My heart is what said I should do it
I was glad when you actually loved them
The deep emotions are hard to explain
Afraid words might make them sound plain
I remember Mil wanted U and I make love
I was so honest with you little loving dove
I wanted us to travel the whole world
I hoped to be with you till grey and bald
Today I just wanted to be simple and true
As I remember the moments with you
The moments I were treasured and hailed
But I was still affected,once again I failed

Cause if It's moving on
Go with my blessings
And if It's holding on
Hold on to the lessons
If It's fighting
Fight the devil inside
And if It's taking
Take time to decide
Yesterday I was in a funeral
My hopes just died
I lost my control
And my mind did glide
If It's pushing
Keep pushing further
I ain't gonna bother
After all you told your brother
It's now another  
If It's forgiveness
I forgave you acted reckless
With my feelings
With your heartless dealings
Don't try to mend the promises you fractured
I'm taking on better trends
Of having just friends
I saw broken guns
Of a war lost, a period wasted
I've counted all my losses
For billion emotions I invested
But that's business
The risk is the essence
Sometimes losses, sometimes profits
Yeah love is real
Just because you turned out
different don't make it nonsense
And such is life,
You can't wholly trust people
Yet everyone is people

I don't just want a taste of your lips
I don't only want a one time date
I don't just want a quickie
I don't just want a dance
A single evening stroll
One night stand
I want someone to always hold my hand
A beauty that makes me lose control
I want it for my lifetime, the dance
I know It's kinda hard and tricky
A promise of forever,a debt
I want someone for keeps

Much as the Second hand promised
To see the minute hand in 60 seconds
The minute, the hour hand in 60 minutes
And the hour to see the day in 24 hours
And the day to see the week in 7 days
And the week in four to see the month
The month to see the year in a dozen
Which year swore to the decade in a Ten
And the Decade told Century to wait for a percentile
Much as the dawn promised to come again
And the Tears to camouflage in the rain
Much as the road promised to never end
And waves dared shake our love my friend
Much as watered Roses promised to bloom
And your smile to outshine all the gloom
Much as eternity is never assured
And no broken heart completely cured
Much as weather holds the unreliable tone
And world believes nothing's cast to stone
Much as the roosters promise to always crow
And the king of the jungle to loudest roar
None ordered my heart to make you mine
No day ever promised the moon will shine
But my feelings as tall and strong as the pine
Will never be averted but probably thine

With every attempt
By the cockerel to crow
So did his comb grow

I'm sorry I thought it was a game
I'm sorry I played with your pain
I'm sorry you mistook me for him
I'm sorry I have no chance to explain
It's all I can, not even once I swear on my soul
Could I imagine being mistaken for Paul

When it was you and I it was true
That's why it isn't love without you

I broke up with her
It wasn't easy but I did it
You was the one I loved from the go
It was just hard to tell the difference
And you said nothing about it
She loved me as much as I love you
This I say not to make you guilty
I just want you to see the depth of my sacrifice
She drinks a lot, but you don't-she even smokes
She has no passion for my art and poetry
Yet all you asked for was my next piece
And my next and I gave it to you as you pleased
She might have your eyes but she ain't you Lizz
She might have that graceful walk
Yet you're so special just the way you talk
I broke up with her and I'm sorry it was Easter
I had to do it even if she's your twin sister
I just hope your sympathy for her isn't more than our love
For It's all I'm counting on right now, It's all I have

The once healthy tree
Withered with the scarcity
Time help wasn't free

Wind applied his might
Not only on birds in flight
But on the Ocean too

In truth lies a content soul soaring free
In lies is a heart guilty tethered to tree

It's like we just push on with it further
And we never even bother
Yet all we do is just hurt each other
We say goodbye like we mean it
But turn back in less than a minute
Bring it up and embrace not the thought
Say we should break up and doing it not
It's a winter whose snow feels hot
I like the way we move on,back to this very spot
Back into each others welcoming arms
Feeling the impact of each others breathing lungs
And our hearts beating neath our chests
It's clear we only break up into love
Maybe hurting some more's what we deserve
To realize that it won't work, it scares me to admit
"It's over" but I cannot tell you when we meet
All I say is let's do it again one more time
And all you say is I should write you one more rhyme
The question is when will it be the "lastest" my friend
When we cannot bear to abide to the end

To kickstart the day with only the memories of the night in my head
To hold only two corners of the cover and lay the bed
To watch the ***** morning sun mount the sky
To savor the sweet orange rays and sigh
To kiss goodbye knowing it is just the start
To have total peace at heart
To phone her while still at work to find out how she is
To do the job with dedication and ease
To drive quite fast enough at the end of the day
To find her keeping her anger towards my delay
Dammed up and quite unsuccessfully at bay
To peck her forehead and kiss her lips and say
"Hey bush baby, ****** sorry I'm late
And even if I can't fathom how you feel I regret "
To see her eye lids twitch in passion and forgiveness
Juxtaposing her with the twilight uniqueness
To sow the seeds of humor and make her smile
In relief like the king Fishers from Victoria and River Nile
To hold her hand and walk her to our car
Ours because she healed every wound and scar
To take her to the awesome shopping malls
Buy her super Teddys and furry dolls
To then drive her home passing by the outskirts
To look her in the eyes bit by bit, as I slowly drive
To have my heart and mind alive
And a home filled with bloomed flower gardens
To have a shoulder that shares my burdens
To share all chores with her, right from laundry to cooking
To paint the world in letters while she's looking
And her glazing like smile on a laptop and paper
To save her warmth and care less about no hater
To watch the sun get consumed by the ravenous dusk unlike the dawn
To hold hands and watch the Milky way twinkle pawn
To consume every little moment of life and serenity
To have my first born take on my soccer club's name Chelsea
And watch it grow to a simple life by the Nile or by the sea
To bask down the boulevard holding hands toward eternity
To ask for the miracle of lasting forever
From God, to always live two together
To retire after two decades of success
In hardwork and start to tap the soul for access
To inspiration and do the best of the best
Of her paintings and I,my poetry while we rest
To have our little cottage and vegetables cast by the sea
To ride wheels of the rest of our life together, you see
That's what I feel my future lady and I deserve
To watch butterflies, evading fear of death by a warm fire
Telling myths and sweet stories to little ones till one by one we retire
According to me, that's a life lived, that's a dream, that's love

Souls born precious as gold
Undoubtedly trusted
Growing nagging young and rusted
Forgetting they once were old
Think even advise will soon be sold.
We are all somewhat gone
Past virtuous innocence
In the name of renaissance
To being like abandoned carcass
Stuck in the quag of raucous
In the tombs of the dead
Where our conviction's never fed.
Like an extinct bird's inspirational song
Magnanimity hasn't visited for quite so long
We're lured to believe we are different
And that's what makes us the same
In one hell of a game
Yet not all our rules are the same
A Universe of Basilicans
Without a single-hearted preacher
A willing class of sophomores
Sadly in search of a Teacher  
Do we need to embrace even the strange
In the ****** name of change?
Or just follow prints of our forefathers
And soar with the old ostrich feathers?
Ain't no vanquisher without intentions
They say but some intentions are good
I might sound a little shroud or rude
Talk of my thoughts and questions
But from the look of every nation
Reflects a birth in a wrong generation
Remember when the world was "world"
Without boundaries of first or third?
Does thinking about it make you this sad?

I've cried
Till my tears dried
I've tried
I've loved you
Wished you knew
Confessed to you
Rejected by you
Driven mad
I've grown sad
It's been hard
Picking every shard
Wounded
I've been bandaged
Nearly healed
But the scars re-open
I should have forgotten
Yet even my strong shield
Keeps cracking open
I've been to the track
For a fresh start
I've dared to race again
Been soaked in the storm
Trying to wash my pain
I've peeped at my tomorrow
And all I've seen is sorrow
I've tried to find another dawn
To find a good life on my own
I've tried to walk away from that past
To chew bones before my teeth rust
Placed my tongue in love and lust
Twixt those two none I could trust
I've tried to find my feet and move
To shed the heavy mud on my shoes
I've tried to pick and choose
But now I realize you are everything
Without you I'm really nothing
You are the road I want to walk
The voice I want to hear talk
You are my only choice
We were Klark and Loyce
You the reflection to the future
You were my Love tutor
You were my every dream
Pure water stream
So please come back home
Save me this doom dark heavy storm
You have been perfect at being a friend
But I don't believe it was our end
I'm to blame for wrecking our story
Ours was a road shared
I know you're scared
And I'm really sorry
Give me another chance
The final dance

He passed away last night
Old but put up an inspiring fight
He was a good neighbor
As well as a friend
But in the end
He's found his river bend
There are wails (his people are grieving)
Getting straight to my head
Guess it’s true they ain't for the dead
Funerals are for the living
Who build a melancholy cacophony
Thick, catching and as hard as a mahogany
While I ponder whether I'm still death fear free
Since two O three
Like Dad his people did foresee
That he would soon succumb to the leprosy
Goodbye my chap, with peace be gone
You had to die 'cause you were born

If you want the sea
You should follow the Rivers
Want the sky
Sail through the nimbus
It might be raining so hard
But you shouldn't move reverse
If you want to see the Heavens
You got to trust your Jesus

Someone to come home to
Someone to look upto
Someone to share my plight
A second wing for good flight
Someone to steal my fright
One to control my heights

All I dreamed of was
Harmony and a peaceful fam
I wanted silence and a farm
I meant nobody's daughter harm
I truly treasured her charm

All I wanted was
Someone to make me a home
One I hadn't since I was born
I wanted not the silly fights
The cold lonely twilights

I'm never trusting anyone again
I'm suing my last for causing me pain
I'm having her arrested for theft
She stole my happiness and left
I'm suing for mis-representation
She lied and left me in this situation
I'm gonna show them my heart
Or just the smithereens
To act as evidence for my hurt
And the many shattered dreams
It's vivid I've been trying
Got traces to prove my endless crying
In addition to embezzlement
Syphoned all my feelings and left me in torment
I want compensation for my wasted time
A new heart, breaking mine was a crime
I need fresh faith, I need to believe
She took my breath so how can I live?
Ain't letting her off the hook in one piece
Everyone'll understand my need for justice
I'm suing on behalf of my fallen soul
I'm suing a nocturnal, a heartless owl
I need compensation for the emptiness
She too should feel the weight of her mess
Unless she decides to return here
And help me clean up the fear
I'm having her arrested for being careless
She lost my heart, I'm being heartless

These eyes want to look at your beautiful body again
My strong arms, to hold you tight again
These lips are dry and frozen in untold pain
On a mouth which longs to say "I love you" again
My feet are idle and missing walking side by side with you
There's the coldest winter in my soul 'cause I miss you
My Sunshine
Even my loneliness knows I need your company again
Can't think clearly 'cause of puzzles on my mind
We didn't make the best of us with you
But I ask for another chance to see the world from your view
All I wish is for you to look through me, see my ache and be kind

The innocent chilled beautiful sunshine
Lay lonely abaft the ravenous-globe cavature
Chained in manacles of Dusk

And I don't know whom to blame
The road on which we met
Or is it my eyes I should hate?
My heart that easily scrunched
Or my poor hopes you crushed?
Our hallo or our sad goodbye?
The truths I told or your lie?

You say It's all lame
Yet echoes of the past are always near
Haunting my present, creating fear
The good things gone triggering a tear
Clinging to pillows of memories dear
Dust of regret rising here after
The warm tears in my laughter

Was it a game?
That you had to come around and win
That you had to dump everything in the bin
Without considering where we'd been
That you had to wipe the memories clean
That you swerved after letting me lean?

Arms that rested on her wide hips
I miss her 'grape-ulent'  lips
How onto me she tightly clung
While my harmonic mp3s sung
The walk by nature's green
Moments we dared to dream
She sung alongside Dido
Oh gosh, the "Darling" title
How occupied she kept us
Cut my wings,back down to earth
For all that's happened was worth
I miss placing my arms on her ***
And towing her close to my body
I miss her soft grip on my "daddy "
The look in her eyes when in control
I miss ******* her glorous beach umbrellas
How she ardently put off the lights
I miss the many long and busy nights
Freezing and so I miss her furry furnace
I miss the soft moans of pleasure
She was an undisputed treasure
I long to drink again from her chalice
I miss the tear filled hazels of lust
Thighs like tectonic plates in Earth's crust
I miss being trapped by those stalactites
Her harmless but arousing  love bites
I miss having her thrilling ride
My body would yield and abide
Her little laugh when things got real hot
My rock hard cable in her USB port
I miss the warm cool of her wetness
The milking machine greatness
I miss how whispers talked
Till late after we'd ******
I miss diving alength
I miss losing strength

I hoped even if it wasn't easy catching big dreams
In my palms and not losing them in the streams
I hoped to have a poem with the best line
To be the best rapper and not just mime
I wanted to have the roughest car in this city
Yes, I needed a big monster beauty
I lusted to be upon a podium of fame
I wanted to burn with the brightest of flame
I had a fatal thirst to spread my tentacles
To be the lad who walked out of manacles
I wanted to oil the wheels of prosperity
A legend who preached against any disparity
I wanted to be the real hallmark of charity
The bravest enemy to injustice and barbarity
I wanted to be a beautiful bloom of peace
To let the world be spring of love and bliss
I wanted to succeed in all before I leave
I wanted to exit the world after finding what I believe
I desired to hold hands with my fate
I wanted to achieve whatever I did contemplate
I did everything, whatever was needed
That's how I succeeded