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358 · Jul 30
Try harder
Lee Jul 30
I’m trying
I’m trying
Just so you know
I’m changing
I’m changing
But it’s too slow
I need help
I need help
But now you’re low
You need help
You need help
You say do not go
Lee Jul 20
I cut it because,
I know that I I don’t.
A cold swollen body,
Won’t always float.
Saltwater’s more harsh,
It stings in my throat.
Traversing the seas
In a decommissioned boat

They say when the lungs,
Swallow it in,
You're taken over by calm,
Three scars on your shin.
140 · Jul 19
Blind(s)
Lee Jul 19
She always is sure to close the blinds,
As the view is far too beautiful
for her to sleep with it there.
138 · Jul 23
Moth Week
Lee Jul 23
Skin burns during moth week
If I had dusty little wings
I’d rinse them in the creek
Dry off on a branch
Though I’d be vulnerable until dry
Id do it every single day
Too keep my dust from bugging your eye
98 · Jul 19
Rib
Lee Jul 19
Rib
Take one rib from me
But you would never
Take the one that’s hurting me
Because you want a better one
Not only floating and lost
but painfully
94 · Jul 19
Sleep Paralysis
Lee Jul 19
I can’t move,
I can’t wake up
I’m screaming for you.
Shake me
Slap me (if you can without hate)
Wake me up
But my brain dropped the gate
87 · Jul 21
Bugs in a pill bottle
Lee Jul 21
How can I have loans to pay,
when i can't even find a way,
to keep my guts from spilling out?

How can I save each bug,
So many small holes dug,
Where do I get little gravestones?
Struggling with life but I stop to save each bug
85 · Jul 21
My Best Friend Elliot
Lee Jul 21
Not quiet, Not the norm
Don’t know the type I’m to conform
I’d drink the poison
To keep my voice in
Youd love that oh you would
Just nod and please be good

But if I had no speech
My baby lizard of mine
How’d he ever reach
The knowledge of time

He’s never seen my aunts
Shoo me like a dog
Just keeps eating his plants
As I fill my lungs with fog
Try to turn off my rants
But Instead I fill my skull with smog

“More blueberries” he demands
Never noticing the scars on my hands
I just explain fruits, although I understand
I can’t answer directly, sorry you can.

He doesn’t hold that grudge
Doesn’t press my soul
Just licks a small smudge
And walks away from his bowl

While he basks in the bulb
I traverse to the cold
I bring him some berries
The ones I was told
Inspired by my bearded dragon Elliot who is legit my bestie.
Lee Jul 20
My momma hates fruit
She always said
She’d never take a bite
She’d rather be dead

But since she had medicine
A serotonin pill,
She said she likes the berries
That she always had and will
83 · Jul 19
The Balcony
Lee Jul 19
Tuck it in your waistband
Use her charger
Now the tops full of sand
Clogged, pull harder

Stash is dry
but that’s ok
Grandma will give you one of hers anyway
Hold it under your tongue
Don’t let momma smell your breath
They only approve cause it prevents my death
Lee Jul 21
We become soil and ash
We all do, decompose in the east
If my knees can’t carry me up the hills
If the millipedes can’t have a feast
May
Lee Jul 21
Come here unannounced
Pizza grease trapped in the seat
Say get in you ******* ***
You know I need to eat

Now In the tub I sit
Tears drip down my cheeks
You said If we ever had a kid
You’d only love it conditionally
67 · Jul 19
Noxen
Lee Jul 19
See my knees?
can’t you tell?
There’s not a thing
that when I fell
I should have hit it,
dads loudest yell.
Very personal piece but feel free to interpret however :)
66 · Jul 20
Aunts
Lee Jul 20
Blonde girls crying
Their fourth time in st Pete’s
They had to stop last week
The pastor was dying
Lee Jul 19
How the squirrel drops the nut-hat,
Perfectly where its to be used
For the millipedes to hide in
But I’m just confused

I have no skills other than to annoy
Unless my mouth is to be used
For reasons like his and her joy
But I’m still confused
61 · Jul 21
Outer & Inner
Lee Jul 21
Can't go to heaven
One child is cold
Trigonometry
I'm far too old

Lies, Lies
"Listen!" She cries
Don't hang out with Satan

But Satan's a raven
Created by hands. Oh,
My body forever shaken
I captioned this “written during algebra.. got yelled at for not paying attention”
60 · Jul 19
Trade me?
Lee Jul 19
If I could sell a saved soul for a smile,
I’d surely sport the most stylish grin
But I don’t care if I do frown
As long as i get to see them win
59 · Jul 19
Aching Means Taking
Lee Jul 19
I’m Sorry, Sorry,
I know it’s lost the meaning.
I promise I know other words.
Or you could Rip out a rib or two,
Please leave me bleeding.
57 · Jul 21
To be free
Lee Jul 21
Rules can be a taking of love for one,
Ideas created by he on spread
Few have realized it can be such fun
Different is not a word we should dread
For no love is wrong even two the same
Happiness looking disparate on all
There is but only a true way to aim
One is short as the other is some tall
A time be amused with who has to choose
when stood at the turn of a hot and warm
How it is simply unfair just to lose
And to this scheme we are not to conform
Us being here should have meant to be free
Content on this world, we shouldn't have to plea
~
Lee Of 2022
Written in 22, about being gay and exploring that though it felt shameful
56 · Jul 21
Hunters
Lee Jul 21
Don't **** the pheasant
As the cruel core can
keeping dinner all to himself

A hunter, a man, a driven idea
Has not eaten what is in the pan
With no material, a harsh life itself

A fib is spoken aloud from his lips
"I would never shoot that bird"
This bird is my friend, a part of me

Yet her wings make a blur to tasty to look at
without him saying the word
"Shoot" he shouts as I die
Somewhat derived from "Pheasant", by Sylvia Plath. Same symbolism's! © Sep '22, Lee
56 · Jul 20
The Ocean
Lee Jul 20
I don’t know the ocean
And she doesn’t know me
Surely she remembers more
But I’m a mountains and trees girl
Patience is key
Written on the balcony of the condo we rented for the week
56 · Jul 21
Wood Frogs Who Listen
Lee Jul 21
I can only pray to grow hazy
I can only listen
As a Red fox vocalizes my pain
I cannot be sure if the morning dew will glisten
May 27th
One of my fav pieces
54 · Jul 19
Tackle
Lee Jul 19
Treble hook,
Trap my mouth,
Take me out of air.
Discard what you don’t like
There’s truly none to share
Written based on seeing a fisherman catch a trout using a treble hook, which pierced its top and bottom lips, holding the fishes mouth shut and impossible to remove without blood.
52 · Jul 19
How am I not the dog
Lee Jul 19
I prefer to sit in the back
Make my instructions clear
and I’ll get on track
I’m easy to joke with
Please just go on and laugh
Partially joking words
49 · Jul 30
Son
Lee Jul 30
Son
The sound of the birds means that we are safe
From the fears of society we face everyday
Please keep talking to your son
He might be a foot tall and eat bugs for dinner
But please, keep talking to your son
47 · Jul 21
143 song in LA
Lee Jul 21
Without my sidekick
My partner in crime
the chair without the wheels

Time to nap, I will call
Centipede on the wall
No chicken in our meals

I'll write you a letter
The windowsill, your sweater
10 hours of a gray screen

You lay on my chest
Our music, Say Yes
On Wednesday, our movie routine
written in October of 2022 about my love
46 · Jul 21
Please let me
Lee Jul 21
please let me walk in front' the mirror
please let me sit on the counter
please let me take my medication
please let me shower
please let me sleep
please let me call
please don't make me keep
scraping myself on the wall

May I be freed of the penultimate
Written on January 13th
20 · 12h
Relaxing the wings
Lee 12h
You can’t have your cake and eat it
Some things never break up like skulls
Why are animals less than a human isn’t
My small soul feels so dull
16 · Jul 21
The First Garter
Lee Jul 21
Walk home,
Trot home
No moonlight around the sky
Laces come loose
Balance you lose
lean on the rock wall to tie

Hold up the flashlight
Hold up your head
See there’s a snake leaning on your thumb
Shriek, scare the creature
Dads laugh, beware the creature
But now snakes make your heart thrum
Written about the first time I ever met a snake in an unexpected situation, before I befriended them. I was walking back from my aunts camper when I leaned on the wall to tie my shoe, after I felt something I put my small flashlight on it to see a garter snake. The handsome fella was leaning on my thumb, but I was startled, heart POUNDING. Nowadays Herpetology (The study of reptiles and amphibians) is a huge passion of mine - Lee
15 · Jul 21
Breakfast
Lee Jul 21
Thoughts were fast
They're slower now
like shooting a gun
in slow motion

It hits just as hard
maybe twice of that
the true pain comes
with the waiting

oh true, it is simple
they lengthened the bride
A longer train ride,
from me to my soul
I wrote this sometime in highschool, when I was first medicated for ADHD
Lee Jul 20
I know you don’t forget me,
Don’t view my posts nor my moms.
But I did have fun Ashlee,
You helped me grow strong.

Your marriage goes well?
I’d do anything to chat.
Besides picking up my cell,
And calling you back.

Should have went out to lunch,
Two years ago,
But I thought we had much more
Time before you’d go.

Military housing,
Did you get to bring the cat?
Do you remember the kitten?
His small fur pattern hat?

You did my math,
While I did your reading.
Now we need help in those subjects,
Do the soldiers have meetings?

I’ll call you again,
Probably text before I do.
I can’t promise you when,
But I want it to be soon.
2 · Jul 19
Puddle
Lee Jul 19
Residue of a storm, left behind and round.
A spa for those who croak.
Nature's water fountain for those too small to ask.
A vacation in rock. Minor invertebrate have a home.
More adding into; a ripple effect.
Bespattered by its surrounding walls, some clear instead.

A new stand laced up, a day to face.
A stride cut off by some plash, the sky!
Dark and your steps now dampened too deep.
Look at it this way, the earth had a laugh.
The best you can do is entertain it.
I actually wrote this piece in middle school, I don't write poems this long unless I force myself to do so, so it's cool to see a peak into what I can do if I focus.
0 · Jul 25
IMAX theatres
Lee Jul 25
I wanna go camping,
I wanna bring my lizard.
I wanna smoke tons of ****,
As my joints swell in a blizzard.
I never want to explain myself,
To anyone ever again.
I want someone to truly need me,
To truly be my friend.
0 · Jul 24
Howard street
Lee Jul 24
I died in my sleep last night,
It happens a lot.
When the lines are blurred, between conscious and not.
I go back to my true home,
The house where I was raised.
I try to call you, but my cell service is dazed.
I’m only 11, I don’t have a phone.
I’ll go next store on the iPod touch.
Or my walkie talkie, but you can’t stray too much.
But then I awake and I’m in my bed,
At least that was consistent.
I wanna stay there forever,
I’m begging you, please, the pain is getting persistent
0 · Jul 22
By the Olive Garden
Lee Jul 22
When Ozzy Osborne died,
The **** store workers didn’t care.
They said, go get your green ******* hippie,
Get out of my hair.
I said isn’t he your savior,
Prince of darkness don’t they say?
He said I told you once already?
Go the hell away
Rest well ozzy 🫶🏻
Lee Jul 21
I asked if you recalled
the time in the snow
to mega bed you hauled
your bag and your speedo
Got there, you sprawled
said your back had a blow
Said the mushrooms you did
made your self-worth glow

You claim you're too busy though
I know you still care
but something warm fills me whole
not happiness, its unfair
How you once trudged through the snow
just to smell my hair
0 · Jul 27
Shoulder massage
Lee Jul 27
I don’t quite know,
where my bones go,
Or how my arm is supposed to bend.
The cold creeks gush,
Stung my fresh cuts,
When we went swimming at world’s end.
0 · Jul 24
The AC unit fan
Lee Jul 24
Every time I remember something I nearly puke.
Maybe it’s just cause I haven’t eaten since two.
It’s two right now, yeah I mean twelve hours few.

I don’t actually remember, I just feel
emotion.  
The kind I get when I wanna sink in the ocean.
Though, I love my momma too much to make a commotion.
Lee Aug 1
My bodies losing the collagen
To keep itself together
And you still want to go camping
And smoke out in this weather

When the sun goes down
And we feel cold
And we need eachother
In a skin to skin hold
Don’t point out my cuts, bruises, and blood
Just kiss my skin and tell me I’m loved.
0 · Aug 1
Revert
Lee Aug 1
If I could make every single word scar
I absolutely would
Nothing is stopping me from doing so
I absolutely could
Well if the noise is overwhelming me
I absolutely should
Guys this poem is definitely not serious it’s just putting my minds intrusive thoughts into words.
0 · Jul 20
Hot gluing the table
Lee Jul 20
Crooked hoof, diagonal jog
We moved the tractors before the goat
when I wished that dam would clog
Pinball machines tip over
but when the point is to lean
Upside down, dripping clean

Put on a bubble and keep yourself alive
Scared it will pop and you’ll die
But yet you slam it,
into rocks,
walls,
stone,
slate,
and brick
The bubble will bend before bursting
Lee Jul 19
They don’t know the numbers,
Loser
*****
Lia
Lazy
Lezzy
Lia
Sorry for the Slurs, but I need to express these things, things that people say to hurt me
0 · Jul 19
Dive Bar, Wood Floor
Lee Jul 19
Hunger pangs, keep scrolling
The acids make me suffer
Whether you enjoy men or women
You need to drink the buffer
Based on something a friend always says
0 · Jul 22
Habits
Lee Jul 22
my nose runs
Not cause I’m sick
It happens everyday
Because I pick

Dig my nails
Deep in my face
Leaving ****** holes
Looking a disgrace

my nose runs
Not cause I’m sick
It happens everyday
Because I light the wick

Pull some smoke
Leaves grown from hell
I’m an adult now
Who will you tell?
0 · Jul 19
Day Trip
Lee Jul 19
How numb
Can your toes be?
That the horseshoe *****
Who don’t even have the means,
Can pinch your skin and make you scream?
Wrote this one after a beach day

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