cocktail of pills flutes of smoke run away baby let's just go on a journey, earning our stripes on a journey, to be us in spite of all of the backlash, never returning to the past the fruitful future is sweeter than the blooming flowers stay with me please, just an hour serotonin pumping, my heart jumping out of my chest, kiss you on your neck run away baby run away again into the green, grounded like trees our roots intertwine, your soul is divine run away baby run away with your every time
If at times we have to swallow the bitter pill of remorse we may at first appear to sound much like that of a horse. And when copious tears flow they tend to purify our being leaving us with an inner peace and clearer sense of seeing. _______
From 'The Quatrains' ongoing writings since the early '90's.
I'm by the window on the 5th floor the view can only be described as average the clouds were in my head before now they glide above the hard stone bridge observed from the window floor alongside a placebo pill and a bevarage.
my shorts stuck to the back of my thighs as I walked up the brick steps. I hear the brakes of the bus sigh as they are released. I grab the rusted door handle and look through the spider-webbed window. I step in and the cold air stings my face and seeks into my nostrils and travels down the back of my throat. I see you passed out face first on the couch. I envy the feeling you have, the sweat being dried against the cool black leather. What relief that must be Like a cold bath after a fever breaks. I know your fever is rising but you won't say it.
but your silence and opened pill bottles tell me everything while you're asleep.
This is my life force my only life force A pill that would make my pain go away A pill that sends me to my own dimension A pill that makes me fly so high that I can feel the stars at the tip of my fingers As I float to deep space I realize there's nothing to breath in and found myself gasping for oxygen that sweet sweet oxygen as I hold on for dear life until I realized that I've been back stabbed by my life force my only life force