If I were a boy, you'd like me so.
I wouldn't feel sad about the way you let me go...
If I were a boy, you'd hold my hand in public,
you wouldn't worry about what the rest of the world thinks...
If I were a boy, we'd be together right now..
You wouldn't be with him, and my heart wouldn't make a sound...
If only I were a boy...
long hair intertwined
hands holding tight
eyes so bright
bodies slowly glide
turn on the light
please don’t hide
our special night
you by my side
this love feels right
bride and bride
I feel as if i’m cursed
As if it’s a misfortune to love her
In this lifetime at least
How brave we must be to love each other.
We were both north poles
Only meant to connect with south instead of each other
That’s how everything was supposed to be laid out…
But there have to be some similarities
Whether that similarity is music
Friends, family, hobbies, sports...
Would you really rather see two men holding weapons
Do you want to see the slits on wrists
When you tell them who they can’t kiss?
Just so you know
I'm a girl
I love a girl
And I’m okay with that
You should be too.
I'm not expecting this to do very well but...it's a good feeling to write about it..
For you I will pick these flowers
and place their petals on our bed.
Singing birds guide the wind to my skirt
and you pull me close by the waist.
I have these flowers, these birds,
locked up in my heart for you:
I will give you my tender heart,
and legs intertwined at night.
I will sing loudly and tone-deaf to you in the car
and run my nails across your scalp.
I have all this, just this, to give to you.
And is it enough? Can my love
be your guiding light, your gift beneath the tree.
Will you let me hold you, gentle,
and set carnations at your bedside
your ear filled with apologies?
Or if what I can give is not enough,
can I give you, instead, just this:
Can I give you eternity,
and a thousand glittering sunsets.
All so you will know this to be true,
that my love, as imperfect as it is,
is what I want for you.
I have known you three days
and I wish to build you a house.
We are at the foundations now,
our hands pouring cement into the dirt
every time we ask each other
Your favorite song
My favorite movie
Or where we grew up
Did you like where you grew up?
We raise two-by-fours to the sky
Will our children like it,
where they grow up?
I have known you four months
and our house has many windows.
The walls are being insulated
with our parents names
and playground stories
and the first time we kissed each other
We drive to the hardware store
Who will ask first,
going down on one knee?
I have known you two years
and our house is furnished now.
I am building a crib as you read instructions,
your hand on your belly.
I drive a nail into painted wood
How did I get so lucky?
I tried to write about you
To do with you
But it burnt and twisted until I had to force
My heart out of my body.
Sad songs, too much guitar
Honey is it what you deserve?
For me to rip myself up
For you; you won’t watch
You won’t even pass me with a smile.
I wonder if you notice
How much I dare to stare at you?
Maybe I’m waiting for a day
You wear a colour that’s not blue
Or maybe I’m waiting for you to
Stop, see me and your face lights up.
Maybe I’m waiting for nothing
You’ve already bled blue into my heart
And stained it forever
In the brightest way.
I never met a soul like hers.
She made me feel wild and free like the wind..
I felt the heat of the sun and the lush of the grass,
as she placed her hands beneath my skirt....
Her wild eyes could evacuate my soul from my body..
I don't now your name
But let's pretend that that's okay
Your'e the only thought in my brain
Every minute of every day
You an you and you again
I keep seeing you everywhere
Look my way now and then ?
I see you even when you're not there
I don't know if I'm glorifying you
And I honestly don't care
All I wanna do is be alone with you
Touch that pixie cut hair
Sorry but I've got one hell of a
Crush on you
Never felt this kinda
Way oh you
You're making me feel ways
I've never felt before
I'm a little obsessed now days
My grades are flat on the floor
Can't concentrate in class
Can't answer a question
Or respond if someone asks
For a suggestion
I'm way to distracted
Looking for you out the window
Thoughts of you come back
Every second or so
I think I'm in love with you
Don't even know your name
I wanna be beside you
And kiss under the rain
My knees get weak
Whenever you go bye
My heart gets bleak
'Cause you'll never be mine
I'm so dangerously obsessed
Girl you make me so depressed
Are the reason I get up every ******* morning
I love you wanna be with you i want you to break up with your girlfriend youyoyuyouyyouyouyoyuyouyoyuyoyuyuyouyouyouyouyou
When I kiss her I feel like I’m drowning
The breath expelling from my lungs
Head ducking beneath the surface
Hands desperate to cling to something present and real
Her emerald eyes are beacons
Rising above the choppy waters
Signaling me to safety
Guiding my way to the shore
Her gaze tells me I’ll be safe there
Curled up inside the ship wreck of her ribcage
Breathing in her air
The salt stinging my tongue
All I could think about while writing this was Ellie and Dina kissing in the tlou2 trailer, so I guess that was my inspiration (I’m also really proud of this)