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Àŧùl Mar 2015
A time will come when we will remember this painful time and smile looking at each other's wedding ring.

Then and there we will hold each other's waists while just silently letting our lips do the rest of the talking.

But till then we must persevere and preserve our love in this relationship while we make the best of this new found timing.

Exclusive is your love I now realize and recognize that you are so cute and beautiful that the world admires your sayings.

So just stay calm I will and feel happier with just the love you gift to me all the time in our life so sweetly singing.

I'll let myself feel as free as you and don't love me lesser than you do otherwise this tinnitus I will keep feeling.

To you my lover I promise that you won't ever feel ignored by me and all will fall in place for our Sun to start shining.
Just stay assured it will all be fine.

My HP Poem #814
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Mar 2013
Consider this a caustic remark,

You
behave
as
though
you
won't,
&
You
behave
as
though
you
can't
live,
Without me.

You
Often
Try
To
Soothe
Yourself,
&
You
Usually
Try
To
Calm
Yourself.

But
Actually
You
Need
Me
As
A­n
Escape
From
Your
Apprehensions
About
The
Various
Spiritual
Conc­epts.

So
It's
Just
That
You
Need
Me!
Not knowing that it's me actually who needs you to recognize me
Poem #111
© Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jun 2013
It Was A New Delhi To Bangalore Flight In 1994
I Was Aged Three Years & 7 Months At The Time
We Did Start From Karnal For New Delhi At 1400
Mom Feared It That We Might Miss Our Flight
I Did Not Say Anything As I Knew Not Why So...

Anyways, We Reached IGI Airport In New Delhi
Here We Checked-In At The Domestic Terminus
Remember The Security Folks Tickling My Body
Maa Disappeared Into A Screen - Wooden Frame
I Looked Silently At The Smiling Security Man...

Then We Had To Cross Over In The Boarding Area
I Was Not Allowing My Young Eyes To Rest At All
Closely Following My Mum As Dad Was Not Here
Then Just As We Mounted The Taxiing Bus, I Said Aloud,
"I Am Not Here For The Bus!!!
Where's The Flight?"

Such was my childhood.
Everyone around us started laughing happily on listening to this young & innocent comment and the young - very young me was unable to understand why I was not on the flight right away - young age innocence!

My HP Poem #293
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jun 2017
Many times before I got committed,
Inside my mind I discussed it,
Should I desist from loving her,
Should I take care of myself first,
Indeed she was very much young,
Never I thought she was immature,
Gripped lightly her arms so tender.

Hues of crimson red now exist,
Effort to string them together,
R**oses of the memories of her.
My HP Poem #1584
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Nov 2013
You often claim that you can,
Do anything for us to be one.

Sometimes thinking about it,
I feel having drifted to miles.

I am so often busy thinking,
About you, me & she living...
She is our future daughter.
My HP Poem #466
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jul 2014
Ah…
Even the moon shies away from your charms,
Your face is the most marvellous…

Ah I swear by these eyes full of love…
Ah I swear by these eyes full of love,
What’s a man, even angels will get tempted,
Your face is the most marvellous…
You have fragranced the garden of my life,
Your face is the most marvellous…

If you smile then the spring is here…
If you smile then the spring is here,
Flowers blossomed wherever you let your shadow fall,
Flowers blossomed wherever you let your shadow fall…
You've fragranced the garden of my life,
What’s a man, even angels will get tempted…
Translated roughly from a retro Bollywood song named
"Husn Se Chaand Bhi Sharmaayaa Hai"
Sung By: Mohammad Rafi
(My favourite singer and undoubtedly India's evergreen singer.)
He was born on December 24, 1924 but, unluckily, he passed away on July 31, 1980 at just the age of 55 years; if only I had the opportunity of meeting him and learning the nuances of singing from his live self instead of taking lessons from his best songs.

If you want to listen to him singing in English, go to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AA47_TeYrUs
or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLaol19qaig and be amazed how a man from a small village near Amritsar could sing so well.

He was a perfect embodiment of the Indian idol for music.
Àŧùl Oct 2015
Again it comes in my dreams,
Ripened beauty that you are,
Of paradise it is a hint for me,
Up above and beyond the realm,
Still the only reality it is to me,
Afar seem sorrows that faded they are,
L**oving you I feel elated in my dreams.
I imagined a lot, but you can imagine further!

My HP Poem #906
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Feb 2019
I looked into your eyes,
Hoping these to be true,
What I didn't see were lies.

I dreamt about you, please,
Holy Love of mine were you,
Who new loves you better than me?

Innocent they look as pure as ice,
Hopping without any rue,
When did I not see the lies?

I hoped for it to sustain long,
Hell, I didn't know they'd rust,
Where should I sing my swansong?

I trusted your romantic promise,
How you broke my trust,
Why these deceiving eyes?

I now suspect that you lie,
Hey, you can't cheat on me,
Whom new did you learn to love?
My HP Poem #1731
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Dec 2012
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/ I \
/Saw\
/H e r e\
You Composing
\Poems/
\Like/
\It/
\/
/\
/This\
|Was|
|More|
/Of\
/Art\
|Than|
/ Just \
\Poetry/
\Only/
\And/
\I/
Like Your Various Styles
Dedicated to you, Tim sir.
http://hellopoetry.com/-timothy/
Àŧùl Dec 2012
You're Cute

And so the verdict was passed,
She liked just a couple of my poems,
I visited her page and reciprocated,
Just like her cuteness was as well in her poems.


:-)
Dedicated to Amanda Fletcher
http://hellopoetry.com/-amanda-fletcher/
Àŧùl Feb 2015
And my breath becomes so heavy...

Come closer, don't go away
And my breath will become easy...
Thanks for staying, I won't disappoint you ever.

My HP Poem #780
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jul 2022
You're my happiness,
You just don't know it yet, honey.
I'm your life-force,
You just don't know it yet, honey.
You're my happiness,
You just don't know it yet, honey.

You live close to my heart,
You stay with me on my mind,
If you are not here, oh beauty,
What's my biography?
If you are not here, oh beauty,
What's my biography?

You're synced with me,
You just don't know it yet, honey.
You're synced with me,
You just don't know it yet, honey.
You're my happiness,
You just don't know it yet, honey.
I'm your life-force,
You don't know it yet, honey.
Translation of my original song lyrics.
https://youtu.be/RG76uwli4F8
My HP Poem #1954
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Nov 2016
Did not you use to eat my brains out,
Seeking to eat my thoughts and memories,
Did you not use to impose your own?
This is a funny write about the Pika disorder!

HP Poem #1280
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Dec 2024
You've not learnt how,
Just how to apologise,
Instead you're rude,
Words like a scythe,
And you expect immediate forgiveness.
Well, that’s not how it works,
That’s really not how it works.
My HP Poem #2032
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl May 2014
I saw a brinjal...
I saw a brinjal...
I saw it on the roadway...
Yes it caught my eye,
As I walked on by...
There must be a vendor...
With desperation on his face...
Who thought I would buy you...
And he dropped you on the road...

You're nutritional!
You're nutritional!!
You're nutritional!!!
It's true!

There must be a vendor,
With a smile on his face,
When he thought I would buy you,
But it's time to face the truth...
I shall never ingest you...
My funnier version of the James Blunt song called "You're Beautiful"

:-D

My HP Poem #635
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Apr 2013
I love you even this way.
More Full.
More ****.
More Curvy.
You're putting on.
At all the right places.
All I want you to do is to be
Carefree...
And Enjoy..
Smile & Smile.
@Not so little one: ;-)
My HP Poem #167
© Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Mar 2013
You're so magical,
I'm so mesmerized,
I feel we walk there,
Hands in your hands,
Every time we talk here,
All instruments come alive,
I can hear them playing music,
As we sing the same retro numbers,
I feel your voice sweetly close to my ears,
As we are texting and singing the same songs,
Saying the same words of love which we exchange,
You make me feel the Mother & the Father & The Child,
And I find it going away from me - I'm no longer pessimistic,
I find your voice so magical - I'm so mesmerized - I'm optimistic,
In your voice which I find so magical - I'm mesmerized - I'm optimistic,
In your voice I lose myself - drifting away - to the land of peace & stability.

I'll secure my home - then come after 7 more years have passed by to your place,
I'll tell your dad - "Sir, I have a decent background and a lonely life..."
He might ask - "So what - would you be a bit more clear?"
I'd look at you for courage - you would only pass me a small smile...
I'll muster all the courage to say - "Do you really mind if your daughter was my wife?"
I am not a future-teller, but I'm sure that this will happen and I won't wander any further in my life
(: This Poem Is Dedicated To My Love, Who Introduced Me To Hello Poetry :)
My search for love ended here at you - your innocent-undefined feelings
© Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Apr 2015
You have imprinted all your memories here,
And now you do not have to at all fear.

You just tell me what and I will not just hear,
With all my soul I will always strive to listen.

You look beautiful in the night lamp dear,
For all the beads of your sweat will glisten.

You look gorgeous with those pearls there,
From your forehead they all are descended.

You appear youthful with those curls here,
Around your ears they all are so nicely coiled.

You appear deadly with those curvy eyes,
Lucky me I'll cherish their charms for lifelong.

You look fabulous with your lips quivering,
Even in my dreams I have not been luckier.
My HP Poem #835
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Mar 2014
Who holds me safe as I fall,
Who hugs me when I need,
Who harnesses to me tight.

All time of day as I breathe,
All this inhaling & exhaling,
All that I believe is yourself.

In the dark of a gloomy sky,
In my braver heart & lungs,
In all situations I recall you.
Wrote this one for my loving father,
He will never know how lucky I feel.

Oh, and Kripi you are almost like him in your basic caring & loving nature, thanks to you, gone are the gloomy days for the betterment & the best of my life.

My HP Poem #560
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Mar 2013
My Mother Tells Me To Cut Calorie-Intake
If I Ever Want To Shed Some Extra Fat,
But I'm Merely 66.8 KG By Weight!

How Can I Make My Conservative Family
Especially My Overpossessive Mommy,
That I Can't Cut Any Of My Calorie!!

Because Oh My Beautiful Cute Little Darling,
You Must Be Well-Aware Of The Fact That
You're The Sugar In My Cup Of Life!!!

I'm 5'10" Tall Which Is Good For India & So I'm Adequate Weight,
There's No Way To Even Seriously Thinking Of Cutting Calories,
But Still, Still I've Been Going To The Gym All These Days!!!!

Anyways, I Can Just Try To Exercise More & More,
As I Keep A Loose Check On What I Eat Daily,
To Ultimately Get A Decent Shaped Body!!!!!

Perhaps That Should Help Me Stay Fit,
Mom Should Be Satisfied & Happy,
From What I Make My Body!!!!!!

My Favorite Taste Is Sweet,
My Favorite Flavor Is You And So,
You're The Sugar In My Cup Of Life!!!!!!!
© Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Apr 2016
Trust me when I say that I would give them both to you,
So what if you would break them both kiddo.
Because that is what you did because you knew that only,
No problem with that either because I let you go.
Friends & family all so long ago warned me about this fate,
So you need not worry as I was ready to see you go.
I take all the blame because I was the one searching for a mate.
My HP Poem #1057
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Apr 2024
Once again while on the path of words you tread,
The 'Angel?' Saga
I hope you find it convenient to read.

I seek your opinion to develop myself
Please cooperate
Just as you have read the 7 poems, them you re-read.

Tell me which part you love the most,
It I shall write
On paper and in a handwriting so beautiful.

I'm addicted to my brainchild poem,
And I remember
What wind - what land - what sea.

14 years after that accident,
I finally succeed
To establish myself as a professional.

Poetry played a crucial part,
In redefining me
And my mental acumen.

So, I want to celebrate my success
By expressing my love for poetry
And the respect for my fellow poets.
Àŧùl Sep 2019
The world doesn't hate me
But
It's too indifferent, you see...

Gusts of hot winds of change
But
They still remain hot and torrid...

It's like I walk alone in a desert
But
Your love is my oasis...
My HP Poem #1767
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Apr 2015
You have imprinted all your memories here,
And now you do not have to at all fear.

You just tell me what and I will not just hear,
With all my soul I will always strive to listen.

You look beautiful in the night lamp dear,
For all the beads of your sweat will glisten.

You look gorgeous with those pearls there,
From your forehead they all are descended.

You appear youthful with those curls there,
Around your ears they all are so nicely coiled.

You appear deadly with those curvy eyes,
Lucky me I'll cherish their charms for lifelong.

You look fabulous with your lips quivering,
Even in my dreams I have not been luckier.
Posted first on https://www.facebook.com/KripiAtul

My HP Poem #838
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Oct 2016
I thank you a lot for being my lovely flame,
For helping me in continuing this game,
This game I refer to is played for life,
Not about playing with emotions,
You did not tell me any lie ever,
Neither did you confess back,
Nor did you reject mine...

I am happy because of your truthful things,
Being truthful you proved your strength,
Truthfully telling you my current state,
Just as you are in my dreams now,
Truly I'll see you filling the gap,
You did not deserve boycott,
Tested the waters I have...
HP Poem #1213
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jan 2017
W** will love you as much as I used to,
As much as me who will pamper you,
And who will need you as much as I do,
Pent are the ways of happiness for me,
And there is need of love for my dear life,
Should you not come back to me smiling?

As much as me nobody needs you in life,
And as much nobody desires you either.

Just come back towards me gyrating,
And take your place back once again,
As if you had never gone away from me,
Of the time I spent alone give me relief.

Kind enough you are, I know that,
Re-entangled is my lonely life now,
Insidious is my life's new nickname,
Prevent my breath from leaving me,
I definitely need you back for me.

*
I miss you.
WAAPAS AA JAAO: The Hindi/Urdu phrase meaning come back.

My HP Poem #1374
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Feb 7
Probably you didn't expect it,
Right when I saw your name,
Alas, I recalled her identity,
Tasked with exploring the possibility,
I lost myself into her calm,
Beautiful like the night,
Hiding her hurt heart,
Atul failed to entice her in his charm.
My HP Poem #2048
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jun 2017
Don't fear,
Oh motherland,
For your sons're here,
Your brave sons in the band.
Let any of the invaders dare over,
Your sons are here on the border,
We will together protect you!
My first poem dedicated to the Indian Army.

My HP Poem #1583
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl May 2016
There are three types of lies,
You're honing each one as time flies,
I have been intimate with each one of yours.

The first is the simplest lie,
You kept repeating it time and again,
I lost count of the times you said, "I love you."

The second is the **** lie,
This one is more complex and deceitful,
Even you lost count of saying, "I love you forever."

And the third one is called the Statistics,
As afterwards, you kept blaming its demise on me,
Many times I heard, "Countless times you forgot about me."

I never intended to blow the whistle on you,
But last night you said it on call that I kept forgetting,
I'd have forgotten my virginity or its loss before my accident,
But one thing I simply could not have ever forgotten,
I had become someone else from your own name.

But I hear a faint melody from a distant place,
Maybe a mermaid sings it softly for me,
Or who knows another barmaid!

Scared to death I am of love,
Neither can I bear another betrayal,
Nor can my heart now be a loveless barren.
7 Paragraphs, 23 lines of a broken dream.

My HP Poem #1081
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Nov 2014
I love the winters,
And the snowy hills too.
I love the mountains,
And the chocolaty peaks too.
Let me snap your portrait,
Yes you will pose elegant for me.
And it's your thought on my heart.
My HP Poem #695
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Apr 2021
Bereft of love all my life,
Thought I would not need any.
Still, you entered my life,
And now I need you as my wife.
Proposals, you can get many,
Yet you say you will be my wife.
You scuttled my ship.
My HP Poem #1926
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Nov 2012
I was alone when I was growing up as a kid,
With only you being by my side always,
Even when my parents were away.
I was alone when I grew up a teenager,
You were still there right behind me,
Just like a personal bodyguard.
I am still alone when I am at 21,
Still with me you stand mostly,
Clung to me as my pet.
I will be alone when I get old,
Will only you be by my side,
Even when I finally die?

Because you were, you are & you will be,
As long as the sun shines smartly in the sky,
You'd follow me as a permanent companion.
I won't matter wherever I might be,
You're natural and independent.
It won't matter whoever it might be,
You're real and permanent.
If I deserve your company then let it be,
You're my shadow only.
You always were,
You always are,
You always will be.
My HP Poem #11
© Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl May 2015
The day the Earth stands still,
And my body turns cold.

When the Sun stops rising,
And it has started fading.
My HP Poem #862
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jul 2013
How much I love you
and how much you
mean to me.
Nor shall I ever know exactly how much you love me, perhaps because there're no units to measure the quanta of love but we'll just go on loving each other.

'Never Know' series poem #1/3
^_^ ^_^ ^_^
My HP Poem #365
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Feb 2014
My lonely life was a sandy sunburnt beach,
It had only given me hostile air in the past,
But your presence came to me like zephyr.

Gone are the lonely days & sleepless nights,
Lonely days only distantly & weakly scary,
Could my luck shine any brighter & better?

Tell me, oh destiny, may you not keep quiet,
Tell me about future & tell of days troubled,
Tell me more, but about a future combined!

I choose happiness galore and sweet tears,
Peaceful days like this only calling me soon,
Knock-knock-knocking on our dreams' door.
Zephyr is typically the cool western wind at the beaches which so blows, because of the Earth's rotation.

Poem Z/Z
My HP Poem #532
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jul 2017
The most gorgeous girl in the world,
I* remember *Pragya by her anonym,
Now all I have are her memories,
Yes they are sweet and delicious.

Real life angel she was my friend,
Each day in her company was good,
Memories of us smiling together,
Early riser she so inspired me,
Maybe she does not have time,
Busy she is too much for memories,
Regal used to be her elegant smiles,
Again I hope that I come across her,
No one is immortal but memories are,
Centuries ago maybe I had known her,
Every memory I can recollect sharply.
Pragya also had her surname as Mehra but she's unrelated to anyone here.

I miss her and the days spent with her.

Her sunsign is Sagittarius and she chose Zephyr as a suitable nickname for herself.

My HP Poem #1645
©Atul Kaushal
Zoo
Àŧùl May 2013
Zoo
The pretty Peacocks welcome me,
They have their colorful feathers spread for display,
They shake their bodies & attract me.

I then move towards the next enclosure,
I see an Asiatic Lion sitting gracefully like the King,
I realize that he in deed was the King.

I then see one of them sitting like a human being,
I was greeted by the awesome orangutans next,
I wish to get myself a pet orangutan someday.

Roaming half-way through the Zoo I get tired,
I decide to see the rest of the dream tomorrow.
My HP Poem #209
© Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jun 2017
I* remember the ultimate terror,
Bunch of killer bees attacking me,
Assailed I was by a shifting pack,
Not a single cadet left behind,
Each of them stinging me royally,
Z**apping through to make death metal!
I am planning to get one Ibanez electric guitar.
My HP Poem #1571
©Atul Kaushal

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