I'm grateful for my mind But most of the time I wish I could think like everyone else Not having to always feel the need to be more mature or look at the bright side of things Everyone tells me I'm "mature for my age" So I keep exhausting myself Wishing I could cut the rope to the tug of war competition in my head The back and forth of wanting to wallow with the moon but knowing that sunshine will wash away the worry I want to live without being concerned about what my future self will think of me I want to be a selfish ignorant teen But I care too much about how I am perceived to others And I need adult validation to function
when you're gone i can't land alright nothing holding me back gravity pushes me in agreeance good riddance i was never apart of the blueprint there wasn't a plan space out and decide to implode your immaturity exceeds normalcy
What the hell does that mean? When does someone become an adult? When they turn 18? 21? Or does age even matter? Maybe it’s more about what someone does. How much someone accomplishes. What makes someone an adult? Driving? Moving out of your parents house? Getting an education? Losing their virginity? Having a full time job? Making money? Marriage? Children? What if I haven’t accomplished any of these? What does that make me? All I know is that I’m 25 and still feel like a ******* child.