I said this once
and I'll say it again
we don't need anymore
Pomegranates

Its red body is evil
its sent, tempting
it comes from the devil
which makes it awful

Maybe I'm just ignorant
Maybe it is really good
Perhaps I'll have a taste
and become amazed

I've wasted so much time
hating on something
Not worth the dime
but today I'll change my ways
and have my old self
Become amazed

Pomegranates, you are oh so
Sublime.

It seems life done change after walking on that stage
There were hundreds of eyes on me
I was nervous
Couldn't stop thinking about the things that happened backstage
I've gone through hell to get this far
But I'm ready to play my part here
Here on the world stage.

This is goodbye
I won't say why
Because I don't wanna die

Nothing will ever be the same
Not with what's taking place
But it's something we must embrace
However
Don't obey
And don't be enslaved
Not to those snakes

And one last thing
Don't trust Q
Or do
Because it might just be true

Walking through a fantasy
Some lies
Some truths
Seeing what you wanna see
Only to lose your sanity
Ain't
That
Funny.

Quiet tears and silent prayers spoken in the night
Walking through darkness to reach the light
Then back again and the cycle repeats
It's been like that my entire life
And I'm ok, I'm alright
Doing just fine
Alright?

Woke up at the end of the rainbow
A place filled with those hollow
Surrounded by a million faces
Echoing are bloodied voices
Something is in the distance, it's light
But it won't make a difference

Hands reach out from all sides
They grab a hold of me
The light in the distance fades, gone is the little boy inside
Fractured memories, lost humanity
In my cage where no divinity resides

Broken mirror, now
A sinner.

Got blood on my hands
Sweat blood through the tears
Light and dark clash
This pain is what we share

Dear heavenly father above
I'm sorry for all the things I've done
Though I won't be forgiven
I hope I'll see your kingdom

It's beginning of the end for me
The night to end all nights
Repent, repent
Mind divided
It'll be alright.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions
And the ones you love
Litter the roadside
That may sound sad
But please, do not cry
Just stay positive on the inside and outside
Because in the end
You'll be alright

Who am I kidding
That's just a lie
I don't know if you'll ever be alright
But I hope you won't think about suicide
I've been through that
And won't ever go back
Because it got better
As I got older
Those memories will stick with me wherever I go
In this life and the next
Forever and ever
And that's okay.

One ambition, one direction
A new dawn
While in front of me stands Babylon
There it stands
Ripe with perfection.
The place of sin, filled with corruption
The true place
For salvation.

It's potent, the blood, that sits in my stomach
Darkness enveloped, body numb
This is how it is
When your the coming up
I wish things were different
But it is what it is
When you're just a product

A lot of parties, too many mollies, feeling like a zombie
I've got to get out of this place
But I've danced to their melody, seen the un-seen
and sold my soul
I will never find peace, It will haunt me
Wherever I go

I was passionate, desperate, but paid dearly for it
And all I have to show for it are blood-soaked tears
Nevermind my body
Which is covered in scars

Heart torn out
Soul gone
Look at me now mother, look at me now  father
Did your little boy do you proud?

One, two, three
A one-eyed man
Hangs from a tree
Four, Five, Six
He was silenced  
By his biggest critics
Seven, Eight, Nine
His suicide note
Isn't genuine

10
It will happen again.

You have always been selfless and done good for others
Even when you were the one that needed rescue
You've helped those in pain
Helped those in misery
Tell me
How is that going for you?
You've done so much
Helped so much
And for that
Thank you

Please don't be sad
You're legendary
You've done pure things, great things
So things will come around Eventually
I hope your future is a little less crazy
And a little more heavenly

Thanks again for losing your sanity
Just to make someone else's day happy
You deserve more praise
And maybe a raise too.

Faded memories
And sleepless nights
Look in my eyes
And tell me  
Am I even alive?
Please, do not lie
I've done so much in this life
And I honestly can't tell if I'm alive

There's so much going on inside
A lot of light and dark colliding
I'm backed into a corner
And it's so frustrating

It comes and goes
Then comes back again
I wish I would overdose
So I can finally be a freeman
No more shadows
No more me
What a lovely place
It would be.

Here I am with my head held high
Leaving this deserted land
Straight towards those mesmerizing gates
Of wonderland

I don't know how many times I've been through this
These traumatic events are intense
And the pain from electric shock is immense
But the drugs they give
They are truly pure bliss

I never asked for this
But here I am
Without the help of my friends
And it's just me
Dealing with all of this
It's okay though
I'm too selfless
And I didn't want any of them
Brought into my life's mess

I love them
And I miss them so ******* much.

There goes the sun in the distance
My hope for humanity is long gone
Millions lost
Only silence
Smoke and ash fill my lungs
Couldn't see
Vision struck
And I don't give a ****
It's only me on this road
Feeling hollow
No tomorrow
Only silence echoes.

It feels like an eternity
Keeping my mouth shut
I don't think I can go on like this
Its too difficult
Its too stressful
I don't know what happened
But it's potent
The blood that sits
in my stomach

The secrets I keep
The things I know
Is keeping me hollow
Nevermind the demons
that follow
During the day
During the night
They are always there
And There's no way out

I've done so much good
Done so much bad
But hey
at least I had a good childhood
And  2 loving parents
And few Loving friends
God I miss you all so much
I wish you guys can help me
Escape this nightmare
But it is what it is
And that's how it's going to be
To keep you safe
From those that be.

I Shut my eyes, clench my fists
And try not to cry
The numbing along with silence speaks true
Without you, whatever shall I do?
Should I go on like the dead
Or put on a smile when all I feel is dread
...
Silence, as always - you never reply
Laying on a blood-soaked bed
Why do I even try
I've said goodbye a thousand times
Yet I keep coming back only to put on a mask
Faithless, obsessed, and a complete mess
I've scared death if you couldn't guess
Replacing prayers with blood-soaked tears
A test
For my success.

Wash away my sins, stitch up my wings
Hunt all my demons
I'm tired of their presence

I know I'm a good person
My soul just got poisoned
Dark embraced, mistakes made
The blood on the wall has been written
It's what happens when you're chosen

Going through the motions, running in circles
my home
A coffin
Heaven, a delusion
So many temptations, so many consequences
And so little care given

I'm sorry, I got lost and he found me
Lost my soul, lost my humanity
I'm so, so, sorry.

I remember the time when little Timmy was getting beat up
A group of them kicked and stomped on him till he bled out
It's pretty graphic but his skull was fractured like a broken chestnut
The world is a ****** place, dog eat dog out there and little Timmy
Well he never liked it out here, he always said that this world was corrupt
This world with evil, vile, inhumane people who think they are important

If you ask me, those group of kids are no different than the government
Don't even get me started on the people who are above the government
They are **** of the earth who want nothing more than the universe
Nothing but a bunch of predators who find bliss in watching those suffer
Curators of false truths and disasters, one hand over the eye and another over a dagger soaked in the blood of the innocent
They may be worse than tyrants but they sure as hell are intelligent
I suppose that isn't true.. maybe society is blinded by their brilliance

Society, going from one place to another like hollowed-out drones
Dreams lost into the ether, living in sorrow with both hands on their iPhone
Leaving what could have been to the Unknown, milestones never reached
And nothing remarkable on their gravestone

Don't let that be you, take control of your life and chase your dreams
Become the better you, believe and keep your head held high
Your time is nigh and you will succeed.

Those in the shadows
Are doomed to hollow
Existing with nothing inside
And no tomorrow in sight
Freedom and Money are fallacies
Society too shall follow
Society, blinded by those that be
Mind and spirit closed
Look in the mirror society
You are nothing but a joke

Billions of tragedies always following
Never questioning
Stay in your little safe bubble
While I explore the unforgivable - the terrible
So I can be alongside those knowledgeable
The ones who lurk within...
The shadows.

Cast aside the shining light
I am here to win this fight
Bound by blood, soul shrouded in darkness
I've got the strength
Ready as ever to make amends
For the upcoming success
No more nightmares
No more regrets
Just little o'l me
Preparing for a conquest

It's something I've accepted
Something I've embraced
But I'm truly stranded
Just another youth gone to waste
So little thought given
So many souls caged
And too much blood drained
Tell me
Will we ever be saved?

No answers given
No prayers heard
Watch as our mind gets altered
Watch as we spiral downward
You can't save us
You're outnumbered
And I'm sorry..
I'm so, so, sorry
But this is the way it has to be.

I'm falling and will continue to fall forevermore
So please, hold my hand and take me to wonderland
My soul may be gone but I'll hold on, I'll stay strong
anything for you, whom I adore.

I feel lost in this world with no sense of direction
Where am I to go
When all I am is a mass of imperfection
Never winning, always losing
In this magical world
Filled with corruption

You stand there
And watch me cry out like a symphony
Don't you see, I'm falling
And I want you to help me
Not **** me
I hate this
I don't want to be like this
But there's no bliss in my role

I rolled the dice and sacrificed a lot In order to survive
Now I'm stuck, I just wanna escape
And head into the afterlife
Because I'm tired
I'm so, so tired
I don't think I've ever been this tired
In my ******* life

Hypnotized
Traumatized
What a way
To be alive.

Here I lay
In my bed crying
I'm okay
But not from what I've seen

There are people on the streets
Who never chased their dreams
They could have achieved something great
But it's too late for them
As their body begins to dissipate

There are homeless people with families
Who were dealt a bad hand
Which nobody understands
Not all of them are junkies
They were just dropped in the wrong reality
Wrong body
And it makes me sad

Then there are the children
With abusive parents
Don't even get me started on those strict parents
Who force religion on their children
You're oppressing them
Making them victims
Do you think you're a savior?
You are no better than the snakes
Just appreciate them for who they are
For christ sakes

Then there are the animals
Which needs no explaining
The people who abuse them
Should be shot
Yeah, I'm over exaggerating
But I hate them a lot
Almost as much as snowflakes
it is what it is
But it's something I've embraced.

I wish I could rewind time, wish I was outta my mind
Please
Give me some sunshine, give me a reason to be alive
I'm tired of this life, tired of rhyming
Just want to escape but it's too late, I fell
Now my soul is on the decline

What has become of me?
Not a moment ago I was free
But then they came along and took it all
Now i'm a husk, completely empty
Just **** me already
I don't care, gonna die anyway

Just leave my friends, I love them to death
And I'd do anything to protect them
Please, no, not my friends
Not again

I wish I could rewind time, wish I was outta my mind
My friends are dead
Now there's no reason to be alive
Please, wake me up when i'm in paradise
Maybe then i'll feel alive, smiling while bathing
In that wonderful sunshine.

I have no clue on what to write
I wish I was something bright.

Maybe I'll write about my life's story
or about an imaginary friend named Cory
that seems kinda dumb actually
I'm sure he's a good fit for a story.

Cory, a man with one eye and 33 fingers
who happens to like cheese-burgers
better not laugh at him
you might just end up murdered.

yeah, no, I don't know
it seemed great at first
but what do I know
I'm a highschool dropout who never came first
guess I'll just keep writing and babbling
because that's what this is, pure nonsense
a bunch of words that mean nothing
ok, that was kinda harsh on myself
this really does make me feel something.

there was once a boy named Anthony
and he was the epitome of blasphemy
wow, so edgy, so scary
spaghetti is tasty
I bet you weren't expecting me saying that
spaghetti is pretty great though
not as great as a Kit-Kat.

I'm getting bored now, farewell
see you in hell.

We all die
and when we do
we will open our eyes
and see that everything we knew
was one big lie.

Nowadays you get called a transphobic, sexist ****
For speaking honestly
What am I trying to say?
there are 2 genders, not 52 and just saying you're a thing
Doesn't make you that thing

No, it isn't sexist to hold a door for a women
or to complement one
if you believe that
Then you're just dumb

No, it isn't racist to call someone black
if you believe that
Then your mind is out of whack

No, it isn't fat-shaming when you want someone to get healthy
if you believe that
Then your brain is tiny

No, no joke is offensive in a serious way
because it is a joke
Get over yourself or go away
seriously, go away
this world doesn't need snowflakes
they should be nailed to the cross for christ sakes
see that? that was a joke
I don't want anyone on the cross
even then, someone probably got triggered
oh no, a joke, what?
Is your mind getting tortured?
Pick yourself up and look at yourself
just stop.

Angels asking for help
And begin to cry
Society too braindead
So they give no reply
Demons running rampant
Where is God? He is absent
Who can save us? He who gives no judgment
Who?
The replacement

Earth shrouded in darkness
Promises never kept
No solace
In a world so clueless

The world as we know it is burning
But it's not a terrible ending
Because in its ashes
Will come a new beginning
A new world filled with laughter, interesting characters
And bloodsuckers
A world we all deserve

Cheers
To all sinners.

Wide awake, I don't dream
Feels like I'm dying here
I just wanna scream

To the end, I march on
Singing along with the illuminated ones
They drain blood and we move on
Forget about the crying, we're keeping secrets
Just another day surviving in Babylon

We've done it now, we're so utterly ******
Can't stop love
Can't stop those corrupt
Just take a bow, play ignorant
We're already ******
So do what you can, make amends
And get ready for your punishment

The end is nigh
and we're all going to die
Don't even try stopping it
Or you'll surely regret it.

Why do you care about me so **** much?
Why can't you see so clearly?
I'm just a soul who fell from grace
just a stray whos been led away
away to a place with a million empty faces
I don't know who I am anymore
I've learned their ways but keep going back
back to a place without those snakes
to a place where I'm not a disgrace
I can't take this anymore
I should of went through the other door

but its too late. and I'm falling.
a fall that is neverending, a tragedy.
please help me.

Do what thou wilt
A rule we're taught
A rule that carries us
Please, ignore the nosebleed
Just proceed and do not worry
We're among the elite, dead inside
And we'll do anything, anything at all
To feel complete
After all, who cares who we hurt
If it fills our needs

Prayers sent out
Never answered
Where's your savior?
He got sodomized, victimized
Then hung himself
What a surprise

Yahweh hanging from a tree? hurray!
Let's have a grand party and sacrifice the sheep
We'll dance, laugh, sing, and watch as they bleed
The dark is a curse we all have, a curse we all need
So let us rejoice, embrace the sensation
And awaken the beast tonight
That'll surely make our father happy.

There lays a man
In a shallow grave
He's Alone, cold to the bone
And there's nothing remarkable
On his gravestone

The dirt all around him smooth
He wants out
But is unable to move
He tries to speak
He tries to scream
But his body refuses

His mind starts racing
Am I alive?
Did I already die?
Am I here for an eternity?
Will I ever be free?

Memories begin to fade
Bones become colder
Vision darkens
And he begins to sleep

Years later
He awakes and finds himself alone
He's cold to the bone
He wants out
But is unable to move
He tries to speak
He tries to scream
But his body refuses
His mind begins to race
Am I alive?
Did I already die?
Will I ever be free?
Am I here for an eternity?

The cycle repeats
Such is the life
Of humanity.

Dancing and singing, laughing and crying
Its the way it goes
From within the shadows

Sounds of all kinds going way up into the sky
But pay no mind
For the blind and those deprived
Will climb up high where they will thrive
Such is the great plan, the great heist
Curated by the great mastermind
The one who did not fall, but leapt
For showing the truth
To mankind.

Midnight skies above
It's beautiful
It's wonderful
It lets me forget
About yesterdays struggles  

I forget about feeling numb
Forget about my soul being poisoned
Perhaps that isn't true
Perhaps my vision is blinded
By the light
The light those wicked
Or maybe both
I don't know

I wish I was out there in the stars
Exploring many different possibilities
But here I lay on Earth
Stuck with a bunch of zombies
Who never chased their dreams
Their mind brainwashed by screens
Spending all day on their i-phone
Until its too late
When their family gathers around, crying
Right next to their gravestone

Gone are all possibles
As well as dreams
Just like that.
How tragic.

Yeah, this poem is ironic coming from me
But it is what it is
And that's how it's gonna  be

From me to you, the one who sees
In the dark, In the light
And everywhere
In-between.

What am I to do with my life
When all I do is write
if there is no money to be made
Then what is the point?

Those are stupid questions
the point is not to write for money
but to do something you enjoy
key word, Joy

That is something everyone should keep in mind
we all have our doubts about the things we do
But please, keep on with the grind
and don't fall behind
because soon
Soon you'll be idolized.

I need to write something funny
or else I'm going to get murdered
by a really fat bunny
This may seem like a joke
but please, it isn't funny
my life is on the line here
and I'll say anything
to get out of here.

In its cute tiny hands is a knife
and on its thigh is a tattoo
A tattoo of someone's wife
I can't really explain anything more
but she's definitely
A major eyesore
Not as bad as this fat bunny
who belongs in Mordor.

I don't think the fat bunny is laughing
and he's getting ready
to start stabbing
I can't believe
this is
happening.

Oh no, I'm dead
Well this isn't cool
That bunny was a total butthead.

What's behind the door?
You wanna know, are you sure?
A masquerade ball with freaks down the hall
Rooms filled to the brim with sinners, a party
Of animalistic nature
Come now, let us illuminate your mind
You'll become a god, that I'm sure

I know you are confused
but I'll have you know this is your destiny, and please
Pay no mind to what you see
There will be more parties after this
It's alright, it's okay, it'll start feeling like bliss eventually
Now sit quietly and listen to the children hiss
Isn't it bliss?

So come on, dance with us to the tune of a rising Babylon
Do what you want and bathe in the dark
Follow that spark, you won't be stopped
Not by those awed
Nor by the Christian god

A masquerade ball for those who chose one door
The door to make them fall forevermore
No secrets told, an oath they swore
Trading blood for worship
Anything, anything at all
For a little Love.

Climbing up the mountain
To who knows where
It's been tough
But I'm getting there

It's been ages since I last saw hope
I thought the darkness swallowed me whole
But I'm finally there
And I feel like a millionaire
I'm not afraid anymore
Nothing is going to stop me
Not even those who are in control
I'm not going waste my time with that rabbit hole
But you understand what I'm saying
At least I hope so

I'm on top of the world
But I've still got much to learn
Much to see
Guess my next stop
Is the galaxy
Where I'll be filled with light
And everything in-between
Pay no mind
I'm outta my mind
Just like those
Who are hopeful
In their sad, pathetic
Lives

I said I climbed the mountain  
When in reality
I was only halfway there
Not a millionaire
But I'm sure I'll get there.

Are you prepared for the coming war?
Better repent
Cuz they want more
More atrocities, more tragedies
A singular movement
For a one-world government
Don't ask why
Spiritual progress is truly complex
Down is up, up is down
Such are the ways when the sun goes down
Where the moon moves high
Way above the clouds.

On the way to rainbow road
Where does it end, no one knows
A land filled with tragedy and misery
Such is the life of hollowed drones

Joining those wicked
Devils night commenced
Sinners laughing
Praying suppressed
Repent, repent, this is hell
Repent, repent, I'm possessed
Repent, repent, I'm in heaven and this is bliss
Feel the serpents kiss

The moon fades, soul sold away
just another star who's been led astray
Guided by demons
Everything will be okay.

I've got my book and I've got my blade
a drop of blood until a pacts been made
in ten years time the price is paid
my soul in its hands
far far away.

There was this little rat who was fat
Nobody liked him, but I took him in
Gave him a little hat  
And named him Ironclad
"Ironclad the fat rat"

My cat Wiccan didn't like him much
At first, he thought he was lunch
But soon they became friends
True friends till the end
They ate together, bathed together
And killed together
Did pretty much whatever
My two little treasures.

Angels crying
Reality fading
Just little old me
Trying for perfection
It's hard enough as it is
I don't even want to do this anymore
But I have to
So I can impede my possession

A dark connection was made years ago
Its eyes were filled with darkness and corruption
I see that every day in my reflection
Once upon a time, it was bliss
But now
Now I must get out of this mess

I've been doing really good
But they tell me there's no escape
So what is the point
If that part of me cannot be destroyed
My hands are tied and I'm really annoyed
Forget those times where I was overjoyed
Guess I should just deal with it like I always have
God, I'm such a *******
But I'm sure I'll have the last laugh.

It's been a quick minute since I last wrote a poem
I used to write like it was the end of days
but now I can't seem to find the words to say
I don't know why but the words seem to drift away
it is what it is I suppose but hey, at least I'm back
ready as ever to write till the end of days.