I don’t have the unearthly craving
That’s many souls hold dearly
Maybe I’m in need of saving?
Or maybe it’s there merely

The search for the moon and stars
The wonders in someone’s heart
Not for another because of scars
But for the peacefulness of the true art

The trauma that’s unfolded
The scars at what’s lost
The drama that would’ve been avoided
Left me with a hefty cost

Now I watch the craving take someone else
Good luck with what you’ve been dealt

Silence befalls;filling the space
The hollow shell of my brain
Sinks in the emptiness greiving at this case
Thousands possibilities popping ;concluding this narrow void
Tis' endless thinking makes me paranoid
In neverthness they fall ;leaving me alone
This space leaves me numb this pain makes me groan
I pry alot on what ive lived
But Never does it ever leaves me out of guilt
The shame kills me inside shattering me to peices
Grinding the bones and making me engraved
It ***** my soul, my blood, my woes
Then again Silence creeps in craving my echoes
Those which i cried ,Those which i screamed
When shame creeps in provoking me to dream,
The nightmares that haunt me untill the night befalls,
The cave of regret devours me whole
Mirroring my past ,the betrayals that stole
The peace of My heart ,
The peace of My Mind ,
Dies and Desmise in those pits that hold
The Griefs and Despairs of my wrenched soul
But that is when Fear takes hold
Draining me into the past i told
The Demons of Hate ,The rage they mold
Into something That hits me more
The memories i buried deep in that core
Core of my Heart where the chamber lies
Chamber of my soul where truths dont lie
But madness and agony that opened the door
Door of Silence Whose only key i hold
Which becomes my saviour and my little hope
Which keeps me from sulking the shame that i bore
I see the pain hidden behind the eyes
Those Griefs and Deceptions which hallucinate my perceptions
But somehow i manage climbing uphill
The feiry hill which holds the fairy moonlit orb
The strength ,the resilience will guide me through the door
Guiding this long lost from these paths within the stars
The stars who drew these constellations
Leading me straight to the realm of moon
The moon that shines bright right above the dunes
The dunes of my life ,The dunes of my woones
_tsuki no ume~ to me

Love yes but seems to be selfish
One after another trying to take it
Vile and unworthy are we
In the eyes we soon will see
Nothing compares to love
Great love of caring

Care of just that of someone
And the ache in our chest can be soothed
Really we just need to care
Everyone deserves LOVING CARE

Instead of a frown
Seize the crown
Start with a smile
and watch as it goes for miles

Be the light
On someones darkest night
With all the stars above
Show a little love

Humans are far to great
Not to have mistakes
So accept some correction
Because even the tides need direction

Silence will envelop a heart
So show someone a new start
Help those in need
Because who knows what they've had to bleed

A place a heart will go
is equal to the people they follow

Please don't lie
or you will hold it until you die
so don't burden yourlself with this task
because that is a dangerous cursed mask

For its takes its stance
Ending all hope by a single glance
A tiny dot that expands to be a blackhole
Ready to take control

The greenery around is overgrown
The flicker of a flame
I will watch it burn, alone.
And once it’s is gone I’ll be to blame

This flame brought fire
Where is water?
And I’m lying tired
I lie as it gets hotter

The fire holds my reflection
Am I burning or is my past?
The green had so much affection
And now to the furious flames it was cast

The only thing left is imperfect, hot coals
This only goes on in a loophole

I’m so tired of it all
And all I do is sit will tears
I just want to end it all
I just disappoint my pears

Tired of lies
And tired of this way
Tired of my eyes
And tired of pain

Numb has me in a grip
And it’s not letting go
So I hope to wither away
I wish to die

Why am I stuck here?

I take the crown
After I’ve dug a grave so deep
My hearts been pulled down
And I watch as the darkness begins to seep

Within a dark sky, has shown
And inside I began to die
The wind starts with a saddened blow
The storm is made of lies

The moon is not here
And there’s no light around
There’s no one near
My heart is going to drown

Goodbye
My friend to the very end

love is a memory
and love becomes a enemy
Love has torn at my heart
and no ones here to catch my parts

I love but hate
Love is always late
Love is a flame
And it won't be tamed

Love makes me cry
Love makes me want to die
Love is acid rain
Love is all my pain

Love looks like a clear lake
but is here to make you break
Love has torn and pulled
Love is so cruel

This love wasn't right
and it's left me with no light
It's shattered my eyes
This is my goodbye..

I scream to the heavens above
"I hate love"

I’m not that happy
And love is far from reach
Life has been quite ******
And life has ****** my soul out like a leech

I’m not far behind
And love is there
Life has taken my love and wasn’t kind
And life goes on like it doesn’t care

I’m truly upset
And love is truly a lie
Life has no story that is set
And life goes on with a smile

The love and life wasn’t for me
I didn’t get to blossom as a cherry tree

The soft soothing sound of fire within
The calming of the night and air
The breeze of affection when I see your grin
It’s a beautiful thing, and makes me care

Your voice is that can’t simply be ignored
The truth you speak has impacted me
I truly admire you like an award.
Just your presence is enough to make me glee

The love goes beyond words of heart
To stars that sit among us
This is truly a piece of art
Not even words would discuss

You’ve seen my scars and sin
But your still here
I must thank you for being my lens
You’ve stayed though it all my dear

I am so truly lost in a haze.
I tried with all my heart to love,
But all I’m met with is a lonely gaze.
It just wasn’t enough.

I’m drowning in the waves of a sea.
I’d created this sea of emotions.
Locked away and lost the key.
Now I watch as it consumes me.

Gazing at the moon above,
I see the scars over it.
And start to wonder where I messed up?
Yet, the moon maintained brightly lit.

The garden I called home met a flame,
And now I’ll be to blame.

driving down the road
looking in the rear veiw
preparing for the next esisode
wounding we're it's going to lead to

glace forward to see a sign
and soon it comes to pass
look back to only see the tree line
where was it last

so stopping to back up
soon came a thought
but it was to late
it was in a blind spot

looking back driving straight ahead
after far enought it reads memory lane
and soon leaves a clear head
passing reminders of all the pain

then came the crash
after looking so long back
it all happend in a flash
happend to getting sidetracked

P)erspective is a kind, optimistic one
O)ne that is playful and fun
S)eeks answers in a adventures way
I)n the mind the light outshines the grey
T)ruth seekers in this lying, destructive world
I)ndirectly impacting and affecting another’s world
V)ictims to hate and utter destruction
E)ven moving with a head held high though the corruption

My eyes point above
the sky is filled with love
the star blaze so bright
My gaze held to the sight

Looking at the covered sky
watching stars as they fly
swirling mix of purple and blue
creates a fantastic veiw

Wonder roams in the air
and a halt to the warfare
the heart began to expand
as I reach for this dreamland

Starlight lights the trail
to this fairy tale
This distanced land of art
that's drawn close to my heart.

soon the pastel stained sky went away
clouds turned pink as night becomes day
but I'll never forget the night of stars
looking out at the oceans sand bar

I must fight for my life.
War after war, night after night,
In my mind, I will survive.
Losing is not anywhere in sight
Longing to for the end of this journey
Storm had risen along the horizons end
Unfortunately, there’s not going to be mercy
Rain pelting down and I’m without friends
Versatile to my survival
Issues arise and it’s caprice.
Versus my rivals.
Everyone, everything I face, I will hold my peace.

I gaze at you every night
as you seem to be my light
You shine in the sky
and refelct in my eyes
your the prefect moon
and I hope to be with you soon
Brighter than the stars
reminds me others have scars
Your the wonder of my heart
Your a peice of art
when I die
I hope that I will rise
and be with you
weather your white or blue
I still look above
as you shine your love

In the night sky
Was a moon shining bright
In the night sky
Was all kinds of lights
But This moon was broken
And still floating
My head is full and I’m heartbroken
Im going to give up
But not anymore
This moon filled my cup
Even with my head at war
The broken moon stayed afloat
And so will I keep going
for the moon was a lifeboat
And I’m not stoping because the moon is still glowing

The aroma filled with a thick smoke
The campfire vastly burning the oak
The feeling of the soft breeze
The sound of the shuffling trees
The guitar, wind, and people singing
The two hammocks swinging
The laughing and gleeful smiles
The joyous break from life’s trials
The moon shining in the sky
The moonlight’s glare in my eye
The stars twinkling bright
The wounds healed to a perfect night

The wild fury hidden below
Emanating a wicked black flames glow
But this wraith was bestowed
When the fog lifted in the meadows

This demon had finally hit the light
After hiding so long in the dead of night
Like heat, The truth started to arise
From amoung the murky waters of deceitful lies

The fire only seemed to have grown
And its presence soon became known
The apathetic rage had consumed the mask
In which this unearthly flame was latched

The wicked, evil flame
Wouldn't, or couldn't be tamed
Not even the black hole of he abyss
Could hold a hate like this

This ferocious, deprived monster turned a field of emotion
Into a empty, bottomless ocean
Worst of all no one saw the posined knife
That is plaguing such a once joyful life

The severity in which this will last
Its locked within
The way I feel; wrath
And now let it come out, sin.

I’ve tried of being behind
So I would run
Because I won’t be kind
I’ve gone numb

I’m consumed by the rage
Next I will end you
You better start to pray
Because your going to lose

You challenged me
And though my eyes
You can’t flee
So this is goodbye