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6.8k · Mar 2015
Arousal
Monika Mar 2015
Just a kiss
on your lips
is enough to drive me crazy.

I put my fingers
in your hair.

while

Turned around,
my back to your chest,
I feel your lips on my neck.

Oh, baby, I´m so wet

Is it suppose to worry me?

I feel your pride against my ****.

That´s an answer enough.

Well, after all
You´re same as me.
5.2k · Jan 2015
Realization
Monika Jan 2015
Silently sitting in your arms
While your lips caressed my skin,
That´s when I realized.
*I love you
2.6k · Feb 2015
You think it´s easy?
Monika Feb 2015
How?

Tell me
how you want to survive in a world like that
when you´re not even just slightly bad?

You think it´s easy?

You just dream
before you scream.

You cry
before you even try.

Do you remember what you promised?
I thought you were honest.

You accused me of shallowness
but you never thught about my emptiness.

Being ****** isn´t easy
*But it´s better than feeling crazy.
1.8k · Feb 2015
Almost Sleeping
Monika Feb 2015
I feel calm
when I hear
Your heartbeat
under my *ear
1.8k · May 2015
Ty a len ty...
Monika May 2015
Slová,
ktoré sa ti snažím naznačiť
sú kameňmi mojej duše
ak zostanú skryté.

Ráno keď sa prebúdzam,
počujem klopot tvojich topánok
v zákutiach mojej ospalej mysle.

Za hlbokej noci
ma sprevádzaš, bezcieľne  
ruka v ruke brázdime ulice.

Slnko je vysoko.
Rovnako moja zblúdená myšlienka.
Hádaj na čo myslím!

(Si to ty a *** ty.)

Stratený vo vetre,
v prievane mojej mysle.
Prechádzajme sa spolu...
In case some of you are slovaks (which I highly doubt). I wrote this for my loved one...
1.7k · Apr 2015
Always afraid
Monika Apr 2015
When I first saw you*
On that stairs
when I didn´t know a thing ´bout you.
I was afraid to meet you.

When I first met you
You touched my hand, kissed my cheek
and introduced yourself.
I was afraid to trust you.

When I first trusted you
I told you something
I was too afraid to tell anyone else.
I was afraid to kiss you.

When I first kissed you
you were holding me in your arms,
I put my head on your shoulder.
I was afraid to love you.

But now that I love you
*I´m afraid to lose you...
1.7k · Nov 2015
Rozorvané objatia
Monika Nov 2015
(Na)vždy si tu stál
a jemne sa ma dotýkal.

Vtedy, keď naše prsty zostali zjednotené
v nerozpletenom zovretí...

Na deke pod stromom  
moja nežná dlaň
hladila tvoj obličaj...

Teraz však pri mojom dotyku,
dotyku nezmenenom ba predsa inom,  
odvraciaš tvár.

Strácala by som sa
v myšlienkach na teba...
Keby *** nebol čas, od času svetových odlišností
tak krutý.  

A napokon, keď sa tvoja ruka vytratí
ako posledný vánok zo zeme...
Napokon zostanú *** rozorvané objatia.
I wrote this as a sad option how relationship fades out... Hope some of you like it...
1.6k · Feb 2015
Don´t you see that?
Monika Feb 2015
It´s not lust
that brings me to you.
It´s not desire
or need.
It´s not your looks,
attitude,
eyes or smell.

Hands,
body,
mind or soul.


It´s love.
Simple and pure love.
Don´t you see that?
Monika Mar 2015
In my darkest hour
when my mind played tricks on me.
when the tears soothed my skin.
I just wanted to cuddle up to you,
feel your body close to mine.
Feel your warmth.
But you weren´t there.

I wanted to wake up with you,
next to you.
I wanted to feel your kisses.

All I got was a text telling me
"I love you and last night, I wanted to be with you"

I think you wanted the same thing.

And I know it´s not the same as you in my bed,
but even that made me happier.
So thank you

*I love you
I fell asleep with tears in my eyes because I wanted him to be next to me all night. And when I woke up, this message almost made me cry again.
1.4k · Oct 2015
Teddy Bear
Monika Oct 2015
Please*              Open and see

                                       Sweet            ­Dreams
                                   No! Don´t worry, gone will
                                 be the ni gh tmare s.. . when you
                                 turn  ar oun d, an oth er dream
                                    will imme dia tely come...
                                       I have an eye on you
                                            all night long.
                                   From my seat, you can´t
                               really hear  me.  I´m sure you  
                         you won´t. But you should seriously
            know that I´m always here. Noth ing will happen
           to you ... I´m yo ur guardian ... bu t not an ordinary
             one. I´m the                                    sweet little...
                 Teddy                                                  **Bear­
Sweet Jesus! You can´t even imagine how much work did this need... I´m tired! But it was worth it :)
1.3k · Oct 2015
Strong but still weak
Monika Oct 2015
I am a strong person
but even the strongest people
need to be told everything will be okay.

Even the strongest people
need to cry...

I cry only in front of you
when I know
you´ll be there, holding my hand
and keeping me close!

My baby,
be here tonight.
People cry, not because they are weak. It is because they´ve been strong for too long.
-Johnny Depp
1.3k · Mar 2015
Sensitivity
Monika Mar 2015
I love the way
you lean closer to me
and whisper



I love you

To my ear.
1.3k · Dec 2014
Stranger
Monika Dec 2014
Hello stranger.

Person I met at the street.
Ages ago it seems to be.
But I feel it in my heart,
That we never change who we are.

It´s not a silky, fluffy road.
Sometimes stormy,
maybe sun.
Today it´s gonna shine.

Because I love you.

And you love me.

We can overcome the fear,
but can´t the love.
When we are together,
everything feels right,
at ease
we live safely
and soundly

at home

with peace...
1.2k · Feb 2015
Hold me close!
Monika Feb 2015
I remember how your head rested on that cushion.

I remember how your breath tickled my ear,
when you kept me near.

I remember how your eyes remained closed
while I was looking at you.

I remember how your arm rested on my stomach
to keep me warm.

I remember how it felt to hold you tight.
To have your arms around my fragile body.

And I remember the way you fit into my bed,
into my life
and very soul.

The moment, when the last bit of your smell
is removed from the pillow you slept on,
is the moment when I feel alone.



And now
that I miss you the most,
you seem to be gone.
It´s really addictive to have the man you love sleeping with you in the same bed.
1.1k · Sep 2015
KISS!
Monika Sep 2015
Make me!

Close my eyes
& hold my breath.

While I kiss you
and you kiss me back...
1.1k · Feb 2017
Not a cheater...
Monika Feb 2017
How stupid can one be...
to fall in love
with best friend´s man?

How stupid can one be...
to fall in love again?

This time with his friend...

How stupid can one be...
to tell everything to another friend?

Rather than do
unforgivable things with them!

Just one kiss
on his lips
would be enough for me
to bury the desire
*deep inside
At least that´s what I keep telling myself...
918 · Sep 2015
Take me (I´m yours)
Monika Sep 2015
Take me!

Body and soul
I´m all yours.

And I´ve always been
even before we knew
the other.

Only you
were not always mine.
Just mine!
Take me!
Monika Mar 2015
People say it´s disgusting

People say it´s gross

They say it´s strange
and not normal.

They look at us in different ways.

But I think it´s okay
to fall in love
with a man that´s much older
when he loves me too.

They don´t know how I feel
when I´m with him.

And they don´t know how I feel
when I´m not.

You don´t know anything
so stop judging me!!
It was not my choice to fall in love with this man. But I still love him. I don´t care what other people think when I´m happy.
888 · Apr 2015
So reckless
Monika Apr 2015
When I first laid my eyes on you,
our eyes didn´t even meet
I felt yours on me the whole time.

The girl you belong to,
she didn´t know a thing.
So reckless...

If I were her I´d have protected you
from other girls
like me

I´m not here to judge or so
but she didn´t deserve you...

You mean a lot,
probably too much to me.
I have you. You´re mine
and mine only...

It´s a good thing I took you from her.

I´m glad I saved you
and kinda freed you...

**Because I love you more
than she ever could...
800 · Apr 2015
Being Poet
Monika Apr 2015
I´m not perfect.
I have my flaws...

Once I even thought
I wasn´t enough...

I´m just being myself.
The self you love me for
sometimes selfish
always caring
but still me.

My poems reflect what I feel.

And they will remind me
of those happy and sad moments

*forever
788 · Jul 2015
Heated void
Monika Jul 2015
My hot body
is cooled down
by summer rain.

My aching soul
is saved by tone.

Just your voice
can do wonders
at my ´home´.  

But what if I´m cold?

Would you kiss me
to make me warm?
I certainly would!
765 · Mar 2015
When souls connect
Monika Mar 2015
For your kiss,*
For your love,
And for that night.

I´d like to meet you
again
in the other life.
725 · Apr 2015
Simply not enough
Monika Apr 2015
It started with a fear.
then came peace.

I felt happy
and loved.

You told me you trusted me,
that you missed me like crazy when we were not together.
You told me you loved me

And I believed you.

Now I know the truth...

I still love you, miss you, want you
But I can´t have you.
Because I wasn´t enough for you.

And that´s what hurts the most...
I will always remember you and the way I loved you...  You will stay in my heart forever ...
676 · Jun 2015
Regret
Monika Jun 2015
Well
sometimes
I regret doing irrelevant things
when I could have been doing something else.

Maybe it wasn´t meant to be,
but I should have spent those times with you.

Maybe we were supposed to be together.
There,
at that exact moment.

But we weren´t...
I regret spending any moment without you...
675 · Jul 2015
They warned me to...
Monika Jul 2015
To not fall in love!

But baby,
it´s like heaven
after the dark.

Hell with devil
hide right there...
There in shadows
but I´m still one step ahead!
665 · May 2015
It´s not just the same...
Monika May 2015
It´s not only ***
when you want to touch them
even after the act.

It´s not just ***
when you kiss them
and hold them
anywhere
(and everywhere)

It´s not only ***
when you want to wake up
next to them.

You don´t even realize it
but deep down you know
*it´s making love.
661 · Feb 2017
Nightmare
Monika Feb 2017
Your skin is so white
perfect
(as a freshly fallen snow)

I love the smell of you
I love touching you
I love you
and I want to marry you...

So will you please marry me now?

And I jumped in the middle of night
from my bed
because that man
*was not the one sleeping to my left....
642 · Jun 2015
Communication
Monika Jun 2015
My heart breaks a little
when you mention my future boy

Every time I get a feeling
you don´t want to be mine anymore...

And then you soothe my aching soul
by telling something like

I don´t know why I keep telling that
when I wanna be only yours...

                                  ... Forever...
634 · Feb 2015
My Sunshine
Monika Feb 2015
Your reflection in a mirror.

Standing close to me,
your fingers carefully touching my naked shoulder.
I feel you behind me.
And I smile.

Your name flashing on my screen.

When you write me a simple note.
It´s starts with HI, but ends with darling.
I feel your love.
And I smile.

Your face in a picture frame.*

Image of those happy moments
when you were watching me with that expression.
I felt your eyes bore into my soul
And I couldn´t help but smile.  

When you are close to me
I smile everytime.
Do you know why I call you
my SUNSHINE?
623 · Feb 2015
Never lose that
Monika Feb 2015
Darkness.
And the shadows everywhere.

Loneliness.
Standing in the crowded place.

Happiness.
Feeling like you need somebody.

You´re never alone.
You can´t be happy
without one happy soul.
And that said soul
will always
show you

THE LIGHT

THE RIGHT

AND THE SMILE

*Never forget that.
And never lose that.
579 · Jun 2015
Abstainer
Monika Jun 2015
Drinking the blood coloured wine
I drop every time
to the dreamless night
where I don´t have to worry and whine
where my secrets come out
and nobody´ s horrified

I wanna live there forever
but I´m an abstainer...
Alcohol is my drug, muse, inspiration, love...
565 · Oct 2015
Personal!
Monika Oct 2015
After almost a year
people still think it´s gross
and disgusting.

They mock me for being with him.
They think I have him only for ***.

I´ve never in my life heard something so untrue...

Not only he is very gentle and sweet,  
the *** realy is something...
But most of all
I deeply and truly love him.

With all my heart,
all my soul
and all my mind.
I´m disgusted by people who try to judge us and don´t know a **** about us.
562 · May 2015
Kiss me
Monika May 2015
Settle down with me
And I'll be your safety
You'll be my lady

I was made to keep your body warm
But I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms

Oh no
My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed to my neck
I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet
And with this feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love

Yeah I've been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth
I guess that's how I know you
So I hold you close to help you give it up

So kiss me like you wanna be loved.
Ed Sheeran- Kiss me
539 · Apr 2015
Lost proclamations
Monika Apr 2015
Maybe
it´s just
like a lost letter.

You threw the bottle
into the wild river.
They are drowning
in the dark.

Maybe
it´s just
like a lost letter.

My words didn´t reach U
until I was on the sky.
Like and angel
keeping eye on you.

(My lost lover)
Monika May 2017
As it fell out on a long summer's day,
  Two lovers they sat on a hill;
They sat together that long summer's day,
  And could not talk their fill.

"I see no harm by you, Margarèt,
  And you see none by mee;
Before to-morrow at eight o' the clock
  A rich wedding you shall see."

Fair Margaret sat in her bower-windòw,
  Combing her yellow hair;
There she spyed sweet William and his bride,
  As they were a riding near.

Then down she layd her ivory combe,
  And braided her hair in twain:
She went alive out of her bower,
  But ne'er came alive in't again.

When day was gone, and night was come,
  And all men fast asleep,
Then came the spirit of Fair Marg'ret,
  And stood at William's feet.

"Are you awake, sweet William?" shee said,
  "Or, sweet William, are you asleep?
God give you joy of your gay bride-bed,
  And me of my winding sheet."

When day was come, and night was gone,
  And all men wak'd from sleep,
Sweet William to his lady sayd,
  "My dear, I have cause to weep.

"I dreamt a dream, my dear ladyè,
  Such dreames are never good:
I dreamt my bower was full of red 'wine,'
  And my bride-bed full of blood."

"Such dreams, such dreams, my honoured sir,
  They never do prove good;
To dream thy bower was full of red 'wine,'
  And thy bride-bed full of blood."

He called up his merry men all,
  By one, by two, and by three;
Saying, "I'll away to fair Marg'ret's bower,
  By the leave of my ladiè."

And when he came to fair Marg'ret's bower,
  He knocked at the ring;
And who so ready as her seven brethrèn
  To let sweet William in.

Then he turned up the covering-sheet;
  "Pray let me see the dead;
Methinks she looks all pale and wan.
  She hath lost her cherry red.

"I'll do more for thee, Margarèt,
  Than any of thy kin:
For I will kiss thy pale wan lips,
  Though a smile I cannot win."

With that bespake the seven brethrèn,
  Making most piteous mone,
"You may go kiss your jolly brown bride,
  And let our sister alone."

"If I do kiss my jolly brown bride,
  I do but what is right;
I ne'er made a vow to yonder poor corpse,
  By day, nor yet by night.

"Deal on, deal on, my merry men all,
  Deal on your cake and your wine:
For whatever is dealt at her funeral to-day,
  Shall be dealt to-morrow at mine."

Fair Margaret dyed to-day, to-day,
  Sweet William dyed the morrow:
Fair Margaret dyed for pure true love,
  Sweet William dyed for sorrow.

Margaret was buryed in the lower chancèl,
  And William in the higher:
Out of her brest there sprang a rose,
  And out of his a briar.

They grew till they grew unto the church top,
  And then they could grow no higher;
And there they tyed in a true lover's knot,
  Which made all the people admire.

Then came the clerk of the parish,
  As you the truth shall hear,
And by misfortune cut them down,
  Or they had now been there.
This is one of the best poem I´ve ever had the opportunity to read... NOT MINE!
483 · May 2015
My innocent wish
Monika May 2015
When my kisses touch you
in a softer, tender way
When we close our eyes
exactly at the same

time

is passing by...

All I want is a taste
of your lips
on mine

When our bodies collide
and we are no longer denied.

So baby
Give me something I need
And be mine!
477 · Dec 2014
Simple as that
Monika Dec 2014
Everything it takes.
Everything you´re willing to give.
It´s not that much...

After all it´s simple,
simple as that.

Just the slightest touch,
just the lightest brush of lips.
You keep distance,
the distance you cannot overlook,
until you are just not,
not able to function anymore.
You come closer,
so much closer you feel him...

His steady hands on your waist,
his eyes,
those eyes lovingly watching you.  
His heart beats faster .
And suddenly,
you break.

It´s all too much,
you can´t take it.
All you can think of,
all you can dream of.
Him.

You lean closer
until you´re just,
just  a breath away,
until your breaths are mingling,
nicely together
how they are supposed to.
And that´s when it happen.

Your lips lingering over his,
so lightly
it´s easy,
easy to forget they´re there,
but he knows.
And you do too...

Everything it takes.
Everything you´re willing to give.
It´s not that much...

After all it´s simple,
simple as that.
439 · Sep 2015
Tears
Monika Sep 2015
Those are the words that every woman wants to hear without actually knowing it...

You are my
best friend,
Girlfriend
& lover...

Don´t worry
*It´s gonna be like that forever
Don´t you ever doubt it!!
421 · May 2015
Rainy nights
Monika May 2015
When a thunder
makes noise behind the window
And I wake up
from my deep sleep
You are the only thing I want
need
crave
It´s like a desire
but more.
It´s like longing
but more.

So much more ...

(It´s love)
When I need to feel you,
touch you
and even kiss you in the middle of the night.

I just want you to be here
with me
I want to feel your arms
around me.

So please!
(Just touch me.)
Why aren´t you here?
417 · Oct 2015
Reality
Monika Oct 2015
Watery smile of exhaustion,
eighty-nine thousand closed doors
behind a distraction.

´Where are you heading?´

moving on
from endless fascination,
carefully reassuring
your sobbing heart.
I tried something new. I collected words from a book and wrote this one.
412 · Jul 2015
It´s us!
Monika Jul 2015
When the lights
are turned down low
Under the moon of love.

Let´s go for a little walk
Sit here and talk...

Tell me!
You love me,
you crave me
and want me!

Tell me!
´cause I need to hear
exactly that...

Do you feel it?
It´s around us...
In us.

Now we are one
there´s nothing to change...
390 · Dec 2014
You
Monika Dec 2014
You
It´s strange
how I stopped looking at other men when I met
You
374 · Dec 2018
The Devil
Monika Dec 2018
I´m in love...

Attracted to the man,
whose deeds have changed.

Behind the angelic face
rests the cruel truth;

There were signs of warning,
along the way,  
I should have seen them.

Even he himself
tried to protect me from falling.

But I never listened.  
Being blinded by his charms
that remained.

Even the devil was once an angel...

It´s a perfect irony
because he once fell too.

And landed in hell,
instead of heaven.
This might be his second fall.
363 · Sep 2015
together - better
Monika Sep 2015
You are the one
who makes it harder

                 to let go again
                 in the morning...

Just by being here!
332 · Jan 2015
10W
Monika Jan 2015
10W
Feeling your heartbeat under my palm.
Feeling your love.
You.
321 · Jan 2018
Regret
Monika Jan 2018
The words that left my lips,
the ones I never meant,
hurt you in a bitter way.
It´s too late to get away...

Baby, I promise,
I never meant to hurt you.
I never meant to say
the words that left my lips,
on a Christmas day...
The only thing I have left is regret!
309 · Jun 2015
Me & You
Monika Jun 2015
I´m your nothing
while you are my everything
in days like this.

— The End —