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16.4k · Aug 2015
Sayang
Ysa Pa Aug 2015
Habang ang oras ay dumadaan
Ako'y nag-iipon ng tapang sa katawan
Upang mailabas ang nadarama
At sa isang iglap, may himala
Tila naghelera ang mga tala
Na sa aking paghinga
Ang aking bibig ay bumuka
Sa wakas, nasabi ko na
Habang nakatitig sa iyong mga mata
Ang aking matagal na kinimkim
Ang aking kaisa-isang lihim
Ang matagal ko nang nais wikain
Ay narinig mo na mula sa akin
Ngunit bakit ganyan ang reaksyon mo
Natawa ka, na parang ako'y nagbibiro
At narinig ko mula sa iyong mga labi
Mga salitang hindi ko mawari
Para bang nawalan ng pag-asa
Dahil nung sinabi ko na mahal kita
Hinawakan mo ang aking kamay
At ang sagot mo lamang ay
Huli na, dati minahal kita
Pero ngayon, hindi na
Tapos bigla kang ngumiti
Sabi mo'y ako'y nalilito lamang, nagkakamali
Niyakap mo ako at binulungan
Hindi mo ako paaasahin, gaya ng ginawa ko sayo noong nakaraan
7.0k · Jun 2016
Ngayon Pa?
Ysa Pa Jun 2016
Oo ginawa mo na ang lahat
Binigay mo ang higit pa sa nararapat
Bumangon, tumakbo at tumalon ka na
Nagkandasubsob at nagkadapa-dapa ka pa
Tumawid ng bundok at ng mga karagatan
Ikaw ay nalunod at nasaktan
Nagsunog ng kilay, at kinalimutan ang tulog
Hinarap mo lahat at ikaw ay nagpabugbog
Ginawa mo ang lahat ng makakaya mo
Ngunit ikaw ay nabigo
Masakit, oo! Walang duda yan
Lalo na kung nalahat na ang iyong kakayahan
Nakakalugmo at nakakadusa
Nakakaiyak at nakakawalang pag-asa
Parang pinagsukloban ng langit at lupa
Parang pinagkaitan ng lahat ng mga tala
Mahirap! Masakit! Oo alam ko
Pero hindi pa ito ang huli o dulo
Maniwala ka sakin, mahirap pero kakayanin
Masakit pero hindi imposibleng gawin
Kung kelan nakasuka ka na ng dugo
Tangina! Ngayon ka pa ba susuko?
Lets just say that something happened...
5.7k · Jun 2015
Mahal ~
Ysa Pa Jun 2015
Gising na nananaginip
Sari-sari ang naiisip
At biglaang napagtanto
Paano kung hindi nahulog sa iyo
Paano kung Inibig mo rin ako
Paano kung tumagal tayo
Maraming katanungan
Mas maraming maaaring kahantungan
Ngunit hindi na malalaman
Ang mga masasaya sanang kahahatnan
Dahil ang "Tayo" ay pinigilan **** maganap
Pag-irog ng iba ang iyong hinanap
Sa ating paghihiwalay, ako ang mas nasaktan
Ngunit Mahal, ikaw ang higit na nawalan
Maaaring ikaw ay lumigaya
Sa piling ng iba, sa piling niya
At ako ang umibig ng lubos at umasa
Pero darating ang araw Mahal na
Magmamahal na ako ng iba
Higit pa sa pagmamahal ko sayo ang ipadarama
Mapagtatanto mo na lang
Bigla ka na lang manghihinayang
Wala nang magmamahal sayo
Gaya ng pagmamahal ko
Response to a request to write in my native tongue ^-^
4.5k · May 2015
Tadhana ~ Kismet
Ysa Pa May 2015
Mali pala ang nasa isip
Ito pala'y isang panaginip
Buhat mula sa maling akala
Na sakin ika'y tinadhana

My thoughts were not what they seemed
Turns out all this was just a dream
Brought upon by false convictions
That for us a red string was drawn

Ginising mo ako sa katotohanan
Na lahat ng bagay ay may hangganan
Pero kailanman ay hindi ako nagsisisi
Dahil totoo ang ating pagmamahal kahit sandali

You opened my eyes to reality
That things can't last for eternity
I have no regrets what so ever
Because we had a short but real happy ever after

Hindi ko lubos na pinahahalagahan
Ang walang hanggan
Dahil ang importante ay
Ang pagmamahal na buo at tunay

For me, the existence of forever
Doesn't really matter
What's important is
The realness of love amidst the adversities

Wala akong galit na ipadarama
O ganti na sana ikaw ay magdusa
Walang hinanakit na dinadaing
Kundi salamat sa pagmamahal habang ika'y nasa aking piling

For you, I have no rage to release
No vengeance to accomplish
No sorrow to let go
*But  for the love while you were mine, I only have gratitude to bestow
*~So I made this poem using my native language (Tagalog) and the italicized text is the english translation. I just realized that it has been a while since I last wrote a poem in tagalog.
4.3k · Apr 2016
Should
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
The singing of phones cut midway
The conversations that flow exactly after
The unnoticed change from night to day
The difference in context of everything that mattered

Now there was...

The silence of phones that used to ring nonstop
The ringing of phones currently unanswered
The mornings when it's impossible to get up
The middays wherein silence is heard
The nights when it's impossible to sleep
The midnights when eyes won't even blink
The day breaks that slowly creep
The dawns that felt like the sun was going to sink
The dusks wherein the rain poured
The fading daylight which was warmly gazed upon
The darkness of a nightfall which enveloped that unspoken word
The gust of air that continues changing from here on
The burning of letters that should have existed
And
The writing of letters that no longer exist
Regret for the words left unsaid and for the empty words said instead. Regret for things that weren't done.
3.5k · Aug 2017
100 Salita Galing Kay Ysa
Ysa Pa Aug 2017
Kung may isang daang tula
Mga tula para kay Stella
Mga tulang sinasaad at nilalathala
Ang puso at mga nadarama
Na nagmula sa isang binata

Isang emosyon, isang daang tula
Para sa kanyang tanging sinisinta
Nais ko ring magsulat, lumikha
Hindi isang daan, kundi isa
Isang may isang daang salita

Mga salitang sana'y sapat na
Hindi ko gustong sumobra pa
Kaya tanging hiling ko talaga
Na kasabay ng mga salita
Maubos na ang aking nadarama

Tinakdang bilang ay nalalapit na
Ngunit bakit iniisip parin kita
Isang daan na, tama na
Pagod na akong mahalin ka
Pagod na ako maging tanga
Oo hype rider na hahaha
3.1k · Aug 2015
Missing Puzzle Piece
Ysa Pa Aug 2015
A puzzle and its tiny pieces
With little details and creases
Fitting perfectly to the right parts
Creating one whole piece of art

Puzzles can be quite a handful
It's fragile yet still  beautiful
It's time consuming and requires attention
From beginning up till completion

Remember that each piece is vital
To lose one is highly crucial
No two pieces are the same
Each has its own part to claim

Emptiness of one piece filled by another
And careless mistakes that can make you start over
Once it's finished it can be put up for display
Or can be rebuilt again on another day

As I was completing my puzzle
I accidentally gave it a hard nuzzle
The pieces went flying all over
All that effort now just a blur

I started to pick up the pieces one by one
Wishing that they're still intact
Realizing that the puzzle is (still) undone
I hope I can get you, my missing piece back
3.1k · Jun 2016
REDEMPTION
Ysa Pa Jun 2016
As the sound of the fireworks
Signaled celebration for the rest
As the night sky lit up with lights
It was the beginning of a test

Fireworks echoed the end
It was similar to the sound
Of breaking and collapsing
Of everything crashing down

The more the twists and turns
The more worth and excitement
The more the trials challenges
The more resistance to torment

As fireworks exploded in the sky
As fire rained downed onto earth
As the end echoed from the flames
A beacon of hope was given birth

A beacon enveloped in flames
Which tried to exterminate
An embodiment of strength
Which can never depreciate

Wrapped in burning flames
Which tried so ever
To turn it to nothing
But it didn't surrender

A Phoenix born from the ashes
A beacon that would not surrender
A Phoenix that lit up in darkness
A Phoenix that only gets stronger

A Phoenix that's brighter
Than anything ever seen
Born from fire that burned it
And stronger than what it's been

When there is nothing more but ash
And when it seems hopeless
Be your own Phoenix
And illuminate in darkness

So that everyone in doubt
And all of the hindrances
Will be in awe and no longer deny
Your immeasurable unwavering resilience

A Phoenix that wouldn't allow
The same flame, to burn it down
A Phoenix that turns fire
Into its glorious gown

A Phoenix that turns the end
Into a magnificent enviable crown
A Phoenix, even in a sea of fire
Wouldn't dare burn or drown

From the fire and ashes, it has risen
Unwavering strength and unyielding flame
Spreading its wings to soar once again
I am still me but no longer the same
I am stronger.
3.0k · May 2015
Great Division
Ysa Pa May 2015
There will always be a great division
In this life full of intersections
The separation of the rich from the poor
The distinction from shoes to coiffure

The discrimination of races
The characteristics of faces
The gender inequalities
The life one lives spiritually

One's position in society
One's awards, medals or trophies
But what truly separates us all?
The crucial thing that determines one's fall?

The cause of life's great division
Is having sight but no vision
The ability to see real beauty
Makes men truly wealthy

Using time to make great memories
Learning from all the tragedies
Choosing to be happy at all moments
And to live a life full of contentment

There are the ones who have eyes but cannot see
The ones who can visualize the unseen
The ones who look beyond the horizon
The ones who appreciate all four seasons

The ability to see the same color in different hues
Is something that can never be sufficed
There are the ones who know the value
And there are the ones who know the price
2.8k · Dec 2016
Hangover
Ysa Pa Dec 2016
Habang nag-iisa
At walang kamalay-malay
Ako'y nadampot ng mga
Naghahanap ng karamay

Nayaya ng promotor
At hindi na makatatakas
Hinamon ng mga tomador
At nagkasukatan na ng angas

Marami nang bote ang walang laman
Nakabasag na rin ng mga baso
Paubos na ang mga pulutan
Amoy na rin ang halimuyak ng chiko

May di matapos-tapos na asaran
May mga pikon ngunit puno parin ng tawa
May mga tulog na at may nagkukulitan
Mayroon din namang nagkukwento ng paluha

Walang humpay rin ang kantahan
Punong-puno ang lamesa ng kwnetuhan
Rinig hanggang langit ang halakhakan
Tuloy-tuloy lang ang kasiyahan

Masayang salo-salo
Matibay na pagsasamahan
At ang highlight dito
Ay ang hangover kinabukasan

Sana'y king bilis mawala
Gaya ng hangover kinabukasan
Ang aking mga alaala
At ang sakit ng iyong paglisan
Oops! There goes my heart, splattered all over the place again.
2.8k · May 2015
Wings
Ysa Pa May 2015
Heaven's feather
Grant me power
The strength to fly
And not to fall from the sky
The might to soar
The vigor to wander
In awe and in great splendor
Bless my feathers
Grant them power
Aid my wings to spread and roar
These feathers of the night
Open now, and and help end the fright
Lend your knowledge and might
Help spread the light
Wanting the path to be bright
Even though my heaven's feathers are wings of midnight
Sometimes we, wingless beings, just have to soar ^-^
2.7k · May 2015
Estuary
Ysa Pa May 2015
A perfect love would be
An estuary...

People say if its meant to be
Then it will be

People also said that there's fresh and salty
Different waters... Different flows... Different tides

I want a love like an estuary
For you and me
A place where that river can kiss the sea
It doesn't matter whether fresh or salty
Whatever race, religion or country
If its real love, then it's meant to be
Traveling far and wide
In order to unite in one tide
Yes, most definitely!
I desire a love like an estuary.
Well I'm currently studying one of my classes and I find estuaries romantic because no matter how different the river and the sea are, they still unite.
2.0k · May 2016
Red
Ysa Pa May 2016
Red
The color introduced by daylight
The color of our first sight
The color brought by sunrise
The color reflected in your eyes
The color painted by sunset
The color when we first met
The color of fire and blaze
The color of your melting gaze
The color of blood flowing and shed
The color of the words you've said
The color you wore that day
The color of brick walls in the way
The color of your cheeks and lips
The color of and apple that fell to a cliff
The color of soaring balloons
The color of the ****** moon
The color of roses that mesmerize and *****
The color of promises, now making me sick
The color of memories and flashbacks
The color of wanting you back
The color of my anger
The color of our faded fervor
The color of hearts and celebration
The color of separation
The color of warmth and heat
The color of loss and defeat
The color of what has been
The color which I'll never see again
The color introduced by your presence
The color stolen by your absence
Red is the color of the blazing sun
Red isn't the color, now that you're gone
Red is the color of love in our eyes
Red isn't the color when that love faced demise
1.7k · Apr 2016
A Dozen Words
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
I never before flirted so willingly
With flames that burned so icily
My first 12w, forgive me because I can't come up with a title
1.7k · Apr 2016
To Too Two
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
To have met a stranger
To remain strangers
You never said 'I love you'
But you made me feel you loved me too
For a stranger, you were my favorite
You always would be, I thought of it
We're so close yet lightyears apart
Thank you for making me realize I have a heart
Started as one
Back from where it has begun
A stranger who walked a path of two
And a writer who can finally bid adieu
1.5k · May 2015
Stargazer
Ysa Pa May 2015
Dear little stargazer
Please look at me
I'm a star too
Can't you see?

Oh little stargazer
What are you looking for
Am I not enough?
Why must you want more?

Poor little stargazer
You seem down
Trust in me
I'll wipe away that frown

Tired little stargazer
I am here for you
And I promise that
I'll never leave too

Sweet little stargazer
Have a little faith
You have amazing talents
That no one can ever take

Listen to me stargazer
Learn to be content
With everything you have
For you they were all sent

My dear stargazer
The only thing I wish you to be
Is you to look at the mirror
And be happy with what you see
1.1k · May 2015
This Way
Ysa Pa May 2015
I have no idea what I'm doing
I'm clueless on what's happening
I only know one thing with certainty
It's that you were supposedly  my infinity

From the moment you walked through that door
I knew that there was so much more
As soon as you said hello
I looked forward to our tomorrow

Months passed, we grew close
We knew each other from our head to our toes
The more time spent with you, the more I fell
I guess I was under your spell

I managed to decode your complicated pieces
And one of the things I realized is
You needed a hand to hold through life's disasters
A best friend and not a lover

You needed a wall, you needed a shoulder
Someone to lean on anytime and whenever
You said I gave you strength and power
And that you see me as a sister

That pained me in more  ways than one could imagine
In reply, I gave you a warm grin
I was your friend, a sister and nothing more
But you are the gallant knight I adore

Accepting that we would never be more than friends
And since I don't want our bond to end
Even if it's hard for me to say...
Dear best friend, we are better of  *this way
Even though I was able to write this... I can't seem to bid farewell to my true emotions for him....
1.1k · Nov 2015
Nostalgia
Ysa Pa Nov 2015
The streets, plain
The scenery, new but unchanged
The city, now black and white
The candle that failed to ignite
The crisp morning air
The usual affairs
The same unheated ground
Then there was a faint sound
The leaves started to sway
There was a presence of warm sun rays
The grass and flowers danced
The prospect, enhanced
All because my ears have found
A vaguely familiar and new sound
An enamoring explosion of melody
An enthralling harmony
A beguiling musicality
An enslaving euphony
A perfect array of notes
Flowing with a hypnotic coat
A piercing tune
Resembling a rune
It's rhythm, throbbing
It's tempo, moving
The sound was too perfect and strong
That it seemed like a torturous song
Nonetheless, it was a beautiful beat
Beautiful enough to move my feet
What I heard was an alluring sound
That eventually made me slide through the ground
I closed my eyes and followed what I heard
Walking, searching, to clarify the blurred
The faint sound, grew louder
Eventually I was overpowered
While seeking for the source of the hymn
I turned into a willing victim
My feet have stopped moving
When I saw a man, the man who was playing
My eyes settled upon his silhouette
Which was in contrast to the sunset
There he was, sitting on a wooden stool
Unknowingly making all the listeners drool
His fingers fluttering atop black and white keys
Creating color through a musical breeze
I saw him, that man
Still playing, talking through his hands
I followed a sound and saw a pianist
And then my heart was kissed
Not because of the music that made my ears fuss
Not because he splashed paint all over the dull canvas
But because of how he looked at the instrument
It's as if, for the piano, his eyes were meant
How he gazed upon it with those eyes
As if the piano was his only prize
How he goggled the piano with those eyes
As if for that instrument he was willing to agonize
As if he can only see the piano
As if there was only him and the piano
It was that look that little girls dream of
It was that look that symbolized love
That look that little girls wished were for them
That look that would give little girls contemn
That look that was only for the piano
That look that was pure as snow
That look was colorful and honestly warm
That look that entrapped a celestial swarm
That look which was gentle and intense
That look which was passionate and immense
That look which was alive, painful and afraid
In that moment, I longed for a shooting star's aid
As if a little girl, I wished for what little girls wish for
I wished for him to look at me like that, nothing more
But none can compare with his instrument
Nor to the reason why he plays it with such  intent
To the new girl he plays for
To the girl he currently adores
I hope his sound reaches you
I hope you listen and give him value
I hope you look at him as he plays for you
Look at him like how he looks at the piano when he thinks of you
Like how the crowd looks at him as he plays like this
Like how the little girls look like when they wish
Like how he used to look at the piano
When he misses and plays for the little girl, not too long ago
Spare me a few minutes and allow me to use black and white words to transport you in a colorful memory
1.1k · Mar 2016
Haven
Ysa Pa Mar 2016
A rose in the snow
A diamond in a plow
A single cloud on a hot day
A lone bud amongst the flowers of May
A sole tree on a cliff
Amidst lines, there is a hieroglyph
A white lily in a field of red tulips
A solar eclipse
A volcano in the ocean
A center of planetary revolution
An aurora atop icy regions
A rainbow above desert nations
A sunset in the sea
A sunrise in the city
A moon in the afternoon sky
A mother's unique lullaby
A bright evening star in a cloudy night
Within darkness, a presence of a candlelight
Still, nothing can compare
To you, none would resemble, none can dare
You are beyond comparison
And I can only provide one reason
I don't shiver or stutter when you're present
Around you, it just feels pleasant
I've never met anyone like you
Nor heard anyone say my name like you do
When the sound of my name slides from those lips
I feel safe
You make me feel safe to be me
You make me feel safe
Ysa Pa Jun 2015
Of all the men in the world
Of all the fish in the sea
Why you with a heart so cold
Be the one I want to see
Been busy lately hahaha but here's a stanza ^-^
Ysa Pa Aug 2015
A perspective clouded
By false belief
Hope that is shrouded
By grief
A haven that is crowded
By the unfeeling
A person that is doubted
By a scar that is healing
A promise for what's ahead
By a man whose words are dead
And a child who has been hurt
But still believes
1.0k · Dec 2016
Normal Monstrosity
Ysa Pa Dec 2016
As I ran out of air
And drowned in a sea
Which I've never known before
Starring in this unimpressive finale
I had this overwhelming
Unquenchable thirst
Desperate for a droplet
Preparing for the worst
Everyone's inability to hear
Matched with my absence
Of words to at least convey
To end this prolonged pretense
So I spoke with an unknown voice
And sang with an unheard tune
As if chanting spells and divinations
I created and casted my own rune
Surrounded by coldly fastidious eyes
I played and danced to a song
Which none has ever encountered
But felt and knew all along
Outside the box.
982 · May 2015
First Time
Ysa Pa May 2015
A little moment of joy
A feeling of bliss
Being absolutely happy
Nothing can ever replace this

A time of unexplainable emotions
Surpassing all known conditions
This precious feeling
Contentment with the life you're living

Making the hardships seem like nothing
Time gets suspended because of this one thing
It is a dream in reality
A first that can make anyone happy

As exaggerated as this poem is
It contains a hint of truth
This happiness brought to a person, as it seems
Is happiness of a child's first taste of ice cream
I just watched as my baby cousin devoured her first ice cream <3
978 · May 2015
Melancholic Nostalgia
Ysa Pa May 2015
The second you inhaled and walked through the halls
The minute you raised your head
The hour when you smiled and entered my life
The month of getting to know
The quarter of laughter and smiles
The year of fairytale
The lifetime of memories
The times we've shared
The wink of an eye that changed it all
The flash of life that made us realize
The instant we gazed upon each other
The moment we knew
The evanescent that ended it all
The lifetime of "what ifs" and "why's"
The year of pouring rain
The quarter of staring at the ceiling
The month of just trying to breath
The hour when you cried and bid farewell
The minute you bowed your head
The second you exhaled and walked through the halls again
951 · May 2015
Greatest Joy
Ysa Pa May 2015
Life has many things to offer
The mistakes that make us better
The everyday that makes us wiser
The trials that prepare us for the future

The past to dwell on
The present to work on
The memories to treasure
The things that need closure

The grief that makes us stronger
The failure that makes victories sweeter
The dreams yet to come true
And the times I've had with you

The choices that made us to who we are
The reasons why we go so far
The sadness that made us hope
The joys that makes life a kaleidoscope

The joys that make the efforts worth it
The joys we can never omit
The joys that make life worth living
The joys that we dream of feeling

The joys that keep us moving
The joys that we keep on reliving
The joys I've hold on to
The joys I've shared with you

Sadly,
Life is a devious crime
Life didn't give us enough time
You were the greatest joy I ever had
You were the happiness that never was mine
Life gave us time to live under the byline
But life didn't let me call you mine
*I never even got to call you mine...
A happiness that was never mine to keep </3
951 · May 2015
Just a little something
Ysa Pa May 2015
When we first said hello
It was unforgettable
It was awkward
It was real and magical

I looked at you
You stared back
We moved closer
And shakily uttered the first words
The first beguiling words of our relationship
Then we walked away
I looked back and waved
You were already staring

                                                                                    When we last bid farewell
                                                                                     It was unforgettable
                                                                                     It was awkward
                                                                                     It was real and detrimental

                                                                                     I was looking for you
                                                                                     You gazed at me
                                                                                     We moved closer
                                                                                     And shakily uttered the last words
                                                                                     The last agonizing words of our relationship
                                                                                     I looked back and hoped
                                                                                              
                                                                                                                                 ...But you didn't
916 · May 2015
TO
Ysa Pa May 2015
TO
To fake a smile
To make things seem worth while
To force a laugh
To blend with the riffraff
To act so tough
To bluff
To be carefree
To seem happy
To motivate
To hold on and wait
To fight
To shed some light
To put on a mask
To remove the casque
To keep this act going
To keep on moving
To hold back the tears
To face the fears
To leap
To dive deep
To wander
To let things squander
To get lost
To prevent an emotional exhaust
To put aside the memories that we shared
To add more words
To keep acting like a third


ARE ALL SO EASY

Than...

To accept
And
To forget...

That you and I
USED to be a *we
911 · Jan 2018
This.
Ysa Pa Jan 2018
If I said I love you
Would your games end
Would God be mad
Would we still be "friends"

You told me not to fall
As you led me to an abyss
You told me not to cross the line
As you gave me a kiss

You said you didn't care
As you wiped tears off my face
You said everything bores you
As you made my heart race

You said you didn't know love
As you sang lullabies about it
You said you'd break my heart
As you cradled my every heartbeat

This confusing tug of heart
The high risk of you hurting me
That slight chance that you won't
Made me hope for a "maybe"

This playful, painful thing
Which you handled carelessly
Might not be love for you
But it is for me.
894 · May 2015
This Typical Day
Ysa Pa May 2015
Just woke up
Feeling like crap
The regular routine
The usual scene

Dying of boredom
Feeling lonesome
Waiting for something catastrophic
Wanting to do something idiotic

Desperate for craziness
Hoping for some happiness
But I have no time to throw away
So I have nothing else to say

Having no excess time
To do good or to commit crime
Because everything flies so vast
Everyone else is moving really vast

Only looking forward
Only wanting the reward
What is happening to the earth?
Life is surely getting absurd

We should enjoy the journey
Live a little and be happy
So put a smile to your face
Do not look back to yesterday

Everyday is special
Things just don't happen twice
Don't waste time
Go on and roll the dice

Enjoy every moment
Make it monumental
Ignore the horrid comments
Make the day supernatural

Reach the unfulfilled plans
Grasp the impossible dreams
We can't until we admit
That were too afraid to break this habit

Just to conclude
I have one last thing to say
I have no time to look away
Just way too excited for this typical day
Feedback is highly appreciated and welcome <3
892 · Apr 2016
Storms
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
And as you left that quick
You became my favorite mnemonic
That I am alive and loving
That I'm breathless but still breathing
The way you made me recall
Is both my mountain-top and pitfall
The way I was reminded
Is too hurting, too conceited
But, you are my favorite pain
Reminding me I'm alive through fiery rain
Making me feel by pulling heart strings
Pain reminds of life through stings
Every single detail has your shadow
Reminding me of us, everywhere I go
You made it seem so easy to forget everything
You made it feel like those times meant nothing
That what we had mattered only to me
Now all those we shared resonate with agony
As you abandoned me without hesitation
I arrived with a dreadful realization
You justified why storms are named...
After people, since they can damage just the same
884 · Jun 2015
I hope you never find out
Ysa Pa Jun 2015
I tried to stop  but I couldn't
I know that I shouldn't
But I still do
I love you
865 · Apr 2016
After all this time...
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
Breathing nothing but confusion
Living in an ambiguous situation
Amidst the uncontrolled explosion
Clutched by a whirlwind of commotion
Entrapped by daily damnation
Your voice is still  my only salvation
Even though I try my hardest, why is it still always you?
851 · May 2015
Write
Ysa Pa May 2015
Escape reality
Travel into fantasy
Whether make believe or relive a memory
All events are up to the vision you see
May it be a tragedy
A playful comedy
A heartwarming melancholy
An adventure enveloped with mystery
A cheesy romance
A hero going the distance
A wanderer finding what was lost
An unexpected individual fighting for what's just
A happy ending?
A tragic beginning?
Does it end with someone dying?
It can be about anything
Ink your thoughts and emotions
Turn those feelings into powerful creations
Use what is mightier than the sword
*Turn your heart and soul into words
847 · May 2016
Encrypted
Ysa Pa May 2016
Finding the key
For an abstruse lock
Ominous thoughts
The ticking clock
Reading hieroglyphs
Deciphering riddles
Unraveling codes
Enigmas and puzzles
Extracting secrets
Keeping them secure
Protecting what's hidden
Just to assure
Translating and decoding
Your heart's encryptions
All in an attempt
To make me your decision
840 · Apr 2016
Camouflage
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
Cried myself a river
Drowned in my own tears
Screamed at the top of my lungs
With a voice no one seems to hear

Try to understand what you don't know
Please feel what I do not openly show
831 · Apr 2016
Consoling the Doubtful
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
For all those who have lost their way
Those doubting whether they should stay
Wondering where they belong
Those who can no longer grow strong
Roaming about and waning
Wandering around and unfeeling
Those full of fear and pain
Those whose hearts are full of rain
What should be done first
Is to quench their thirst
The thirst for Christ
And for their hunger to be sufficed
The hunger for faith
They crave for
830 · Apr 2016
Vulpine
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
You trustworthy fox
You sly paradox
Cunning enough to commit thievery
Stealing something that I couldn't even see

I willingly gave it without consent
Through an act that I thought was pretend
You've gotten what was hidden so secure
You've stolen what I consider a great treasure

You've attained what has never been procured
You've taken it, now you're my cynosure
You crafty and honest vulpine
You've easily swiped what was mine

You've gained something which I was unaware of
You've captured my heart and obtained my love
819 · Dec 2016
Morning Light
Ysa Pa Dec 2016
As the world wrapped itself
With this blanket of brightness
The sun outstretched its arms
Illuminating every existence
As the leaves swayed
To the songs of daylight
Grass and petals bathed in dew
The birds hum and took flight
While the rays journeyed onto earth
The skies paint themselves blue
I'm thankful to witness
This daily miracle with you
Being in awe of the world's beauty
You and I, under the same warm light
In a world of mistakes and fear
This definitely had to be right
In a reality of temporal pain
And of seemingly permanent death
Witnessing how the world rises with you
Gave meaning to my every breath
As I watched how the sunrise
Paused time and took your breath away
I finally decided that
This is where I'd love to stay
Sunrises with you, gave meaning to my every breath
Daylight really is a miracle <3
794 · Dec 2016
HIRAETH
Ysa Pa Dec 2016
As my mind got flooded
By the thought of you,
My heart bled through ink.
In an attempt to enclose in words
What my soul is desperately conveying,
Entrapping sentiment in each letter
Words vandalized a blank space.
As the array of words continued flowing
Onto the previously empty canvas,
Reading what was previously written
On a long crumpled and recently dried
White tissue with black ink,
None seem to capture what
Was hidden in the ravines for so long.
All I wanted for you to understand
Is that, this right here,
Is the place where you belong.
763 · Dec 2016
Let me be selfish
Ysa Pa Dec 2016
Allow me to be conceited,
And use this ink for myself.
These words are not for you,
I wrote these for no one else.
For once, I wrote for me.
But I wrote these words,
As I recalled how I was consumed
In your labyrinth of a world.
Enveloped by your deceptive warmth,
And tricked by your hypnotic gazes.
Being fooled by your empty vows,
The  pitiful reality is...
I wrote these words for me,
What I'm saying is true.
Tragically, these words are born,
From thoughts of no one else but you.
Haunted by memories of you
759 · Apr 2016
Dinner for two?
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
I cooked a meal for two
Like how I usually do
I set up the table and chairs
I cleaned up the kitchenwares
I laid the table cloth and plates
Everything exactly like our first date
The forks, spoons and knives are set
But unlike before, there's a bit of regret
The dinner for two is now a meal for one
I just can't get used to you being gone
739 · May 2015
Loudest Silence
Ysa Pa May 2015
The perfect romance
The overwhelming trance
Is such a scary state
For it can be negate

You were my home and my fortress
You were my dragon and I was your warrior princess
You were my thief and I was your jewel
*Back then... * Everything was mutual

Until

The flames stopped glowing
The fires desist from burning
The candle ceased flickering
Our love halt from growing

You lost that look, your warm stare
I no longer felt your loving care
We've grown apart while we were together
So much for that thing called "forever"

I knew that your love was gone
I felt that I was no longer the one
I decided to ask whether our love was fading
Hoping that I was just complicating

My eyes see what is real
My soul knows what you feel
My heart pleads for it to be untrue
My ears beg to hear the words "I love you"

As my lover didn't utter a word
*It was the loudest silence I've ever heard
"Silence is the loudest scream"

A part of me wished that he would lie and stay with me.

Special thankies to a good friend i call Mr. Footlong (Vincent) for making minor revisions <3
734 · May 2015
Inked by the soul
Ysa Pa May 2015
Scribbling the pointed tip of a feather
Across the fleeting pages
As if the hand was under someone else's tether
The ink turning to uncontrollable rages

As if the semblance was trapped in a clink
The great facade turned futile
And with that momentarily blink
The genuine thoughts unshackled through doodles

Unlocking the cages
Honest words overflow
Crowding the pages
Inked by the soul
*~ how poetry allows the overflow of words from one's soul
731 · Apr 2016
And you hated purple
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
I was red, you were blue
You had a different hue
I was me and you were you
Together, we had our own color
Together we were purple
Ysa Pa Apr 2016
Behind feelings gone wrong
Underneath each written song
There's a poet who writes
Lyrics and stanzas each night
With the slightest thought of you
Have you realized you're one of the lucky few?
To have received feelings ought to be conserved
To be written words that you don't even deserve
That our love for you would be preserved
And that for you, a part of our soul has been reserved
707 · Mar 2016
Backdoor
Ysa Pa Mar 2016
I'll be waiting
By the locked keyless backdoor
I'll linger
No matter how many times the moon greets the day
I'll stand by
Or how many times the sun kisses the night
I'll still be here
By the locked keyless backdoor
That you had no idea existed
Always.

Even though there are a million locked keyless backdoors
I'll break them all down
Once I'm tired, and I am
I'll wait.
692 · Jun 2015
Have you?
Ysa Pa Jun 2015
That's it
It's done
It's over
I've buried my memories of you

I've forgotten the way you smile
I failed to recall how you laugh
I ceased to remember how you walk
I omitted the sound of your voice
How you say my name
Your scent whenever I wear your hoodies
How you play with my hand and with my hair
How you greet me good morning at 6:45am
Even though your aren't a morning person
How you never fail to say goodnight
How you tell your stories
How you like your coffee
How you hate to lose but let me win
How the windows of your soul focus on me

Who am I deceiving
I can't forget you
I don't want to but I need to
I haven't forgotten anything but I'm trying

How about you?
Have you forgotten us?
                                             *Or how I said goodbye?
689 · Dec 2016
You've Earned It
Ysa Pa Dec 2016
Smile through the tears
Look pain in the eye
Dance through the fire
Leave them wondering how and why

Aim for the galaxy
Claim the stars
Let the planets watch in awe
Make the sun envy your scars
679 · May 2015
Paper Life
Ysa Pa May 2015
There is an object lying on my desk
Something so simple yet so picturesque
Whose value tends to be forgotten
With a purpose wasted over and over again

With the help of tools, it's radiance flows
With a bit of aid, it will surely glow
Often, the results are better than we know
But if left untouched, it would be hollow

An empty space, a blank canvas
Utilized properly, it would surely surpass
All the expectations and the doubts
Grab it now  and let your identity sprout

May it be an artwork or literary
A musical score or a piece of origami
A sheet of paper, no matter how small
Can make a difference for us all

Something so thin and so plain
Offers numerous experiences we can attain
Take advantage of the entire blank space
Let us put our imaginations in replace
I randomly wrote this while staring at a blank bond paper on my desk ^-^

I was supposed to make a report for some school subject but I ended up realizing the importance of paper and how it's somewhat related to individuals searching for identities...
678 · May 2015
A Hello Once More
Ysa Pa May 2015
A greeting, a hello
From a man I do not know
A smile that was given
Followed by laughter over and over again

Overflowing messages, our life unfolds
Matched with unforgettable late night calls
And our random bondings and strolls
Friendship befalls

From tiny to immerse conversations
Turning into an unexplainable sensation
Creating memories, sharing souls
All the flashbacks are taking its toll

The inseparable bond now turned into dust
What happened to us?
The late night palavers
Are now in reverse

The usual meetings and get-togethers
Our little moments of happy ever after
Are sadly gone and over
All the fond memories, now just a blur

We used to talk when the sun was high and low
Now we can't even say hello
All our happiness turned to woe
I miss you, don't you know?

From hello
To laughter
To friendship
To love
To memories
To flashbacks
To absence
To pain
To strangers...
To hoping for a hello once more

A greeting, a hello
From a man I do not know
A heart that was given
Followed by flashbacks over and over again...
Feedback is highly appreciated ^-^
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