It is just dream
I been waiting for you
My heart misses your warm hands
I just want hold you close and never look back
It’s you and me on this dream
Your laugh and smile warms my soul
You are my dream in this dream
You are only person that warms my soul
I miss you everyday
I just want hold you tight
I want run my hands threw your hair
You are my sweet dream

I wish i  could change the past
i can't tun back time
I wish you took more time see me as a  person
The image you saw so faded but now its lost in ur thoughts
The words bleed threw me cut my heart
I am alone on my island  with no place to go
As my story  un folds
You  are blinded only by what you want to see
i used to  have hope but know  its gone
I always look for the stars but only see the moon
In end mom you will never change bc ur stuck in your own world

I miss the touch
I miss the way i forgot everything when i was with you
The touch of our warm hearts
I dream of this night holding you tight
I walk alone down my knees
will the pain end
Is my heart so far gone
Can my love be fixed
I wake to warmth of the summer night
look at stars for  hope
can my dream be true
can my heart find love
I fight the feeling that i my heart is fade in this world

A walk thousands miles
Just show me love
The day is far
I can see the sun threw my pain
As this story unwinds
My heart will go on
i am torn apart
the idea of what could
The hurt replace the flows threw my blood
i wish you saw good
You  just walk by
I am man alone
The thoughts of the past
The words shot like bullet to the head
I hope looking at the sky
I think to myself and wounded why.

I been hurt
I been torn
I  see the darkness without the sun
My heart is kind
I hope and love
The ideas of today lost on forgotten  world of the past
I fallen on this path look up for love
My heart will keep going
I can't  give up
I have change myself with a mind so  complex
I need remove cancer out of my life

you left me
My heart never stopped
But my mind playing back
The moments we had
You were my rock
And also my love
I am lost inside without

We care when our mind says not too
I wish i could  not let my feelings  get so deep
When i see  your face
Inside my soul  sends echo to my heart
I can't  help  but love you
You were only one that matter
I wish  i could been your king
But in end  i was just  a pawn in this game of love

My mind is blocked
The only thing my body feels  is the sadness
The tears no longer flow
My heart scared and torn
I wish I? could  break this
The sadness is my cancer flowing in body with no care
I wnt scream but no hears me
break free  break free break free
My words  are the pain  that give  this  hope

I can't  be person you see
I am not just another sheep
My flaws cover my face
The past that can;t be un done
Feeling alone inside
As my thoughts tear me apart
The words that stuck my skin
I am broken without no glue
But who would knew
This  was just another mask that need be broken

I held on  
I lost hope
i am on my knees
Picking up my heart
There is  no fix
I am torn
can you fix me?

It is give and take
but  u never understood me
I was just the dirt under your shoes
I stayed  and always saw the good
My mind always  told me walk away
But my heart was too caring
I always  had your back
I  fallen for caring your weight
you could never see past the image u wanted  to see
There was no magic to wipe away your views
You hated who I  was  deep inside
But you never seem  to mind the kindest i should  to you
I felt stuck in this quick sand hoping for change
I am just the dirt under your shoes

I wish  could feel same
When i think of you is it  just a dream
The feeling of two hearts  as one
The pain that i feel when it all comes to an end
I learn from this and look back on my past
Why should i care  when all you is rip my heart apart
Is this just faded image  or i am stuck in this world alone
One min you cared and next  you left like bad magic trick
We love but forget its more then just words
I find my self lost deep in my own thoughts

My heart is my weakness
Care  and love  tug on my heart strings
I just  want  keep hope
I wish i could find words to say
Let inner self come out
My heart needs the warmth
I walk on this hot stones for you
Give me your hand
I can be doc  to put back  your heart
let  me  be sun   that shines  during the rain.

i  never get  why people are so fake   They run  there mouth behind your back but smile to your face. Always  looking for  the weakness.    At times  it so clear just  like stain glass window.  I should just put this mask on but  never was meant to wear.  All   long  you judged me  with  the  negative outlook thinking  you knew me.  So fast show hate  but forgot  the words  you say over take  your  heart like cancer. I never wanted be just another  sheep.  I am just   man that  is misunderstood .

I was nothing more
Just a second class
You never saw the good
But always saw the storm
before the sun
My heart playing on my thoughts
The sadness over taking me
I used have hope
But time goes by
You never understand me
So quick with words
Tore into my flesh
I  always looked for hope
But always found dark
Before the light
I have break away from those chains
Set myself free
My heart screams
So torn and broken
can you fix me?
Or  i am just another broken image in your thoughts

I wish you knew the beauty I see in you
The words  that are left unsaid
A moment lost in a dream
I wish you knew, I wish you knew
I want be the  glue to  put the pieces back together
I wish for endless walks under moon light
You are the sun in my sky
I keep hope
When  I look at my heart  it is lost for words
People come and go I just want hold you close
And  never let go.

I wake up on a cold night to find you. The wind blows as my heartbeats is the only sound I hear. Being so close in this world, I forget all the pain. I look at u as u sleep and finding my self lost in your beauty. The warmth of your soul as u lay next to me gives my cold heart hope. The endless night of love takes away the dark gives in the light. Can this be true or is just dream. I can t help but love feeling of being next to you seeing ur smile. My heart was so torn can it be put back together. Is this love so true or is my thoughts so gone this is just my dream.

i thought i could show you the warmth threw the darkness
I wish i could put back together the things you lost
The past is gone and today is now
We are all not the same but take time to see greatness
I am lost and  sick of battles of of last people who did  u wrong
you fallen but still can get back up
I dreamed of nights of hold you tight
I miss the radom texts
The sound of cute laugh that touched my heart
My hope has fallen apart i can't  get over this wall

i am not everyone cup of tea
love or hate me in end i am just me.
The ones who miss out don't see the greatness which is me
I can t be sheep that u want  to see
I am man just in deep in my thoughts
Looking in world with an different light
I hate the feeling of the mask
There no smoke and stain glass windows
But in end you are just blind by the image you want to see.

I am not bottle cap you can remove
The image  you  see is so fade
I have no time for fake
My  heart is something great
See me and look deep into my soul
I an not perfect but i don't give up
My kindness is my weakness
To understand me is see darkness with the sun
Your lack for understand  and logic will be your down fall
the door that you  slam is now closed   and so is my heart

Your beauty caught my eye
My feeling got caught up
Laughs tears  and moments we shared

You were the star in my sky
I could get so lost in you
Let be the supper glue for your heart

I was just pawn  to your queen
Nothing more   then bottle cap to remove
I let  myself  to see past the stars
But  your beauty  was a cancer to my soul

wish I could be reason u smile
Being the guy fix your broken heart
A warm hand hold during your darkest days
Wipe your tears
make you smile but never to cry
I am left on this battlefield
Only my heart in my hand
Hope is in air
so is my warmth
Cutting up from past
But never gave up on love
I miss the feeling as flows deep inside me
I forgot the world when I
saw you
But then woke up was left with just thought of yo

I dream of night holding you tight
The idea of two hearts on this cold night
Cuddle up on sofa  with no care in world
The sound of ur voice as night draws on
The taste of ur lips as i forget everything
I am so lost inside  your beauty
Your my sun through  my darkest days
I lay there with your head on  my chest
We are two lost in this  moment  with  just happy ever  after

I am complex
A  heart torn apart but not broken
My kindness is my weakness
I always aim for change
I battle so much in my life
The tears burn my skin
I  dream of love in  a cold world
I am love or hate me but to love me is too see my soul
I am judged by many but many don't  see  the image which is me
I not from any other mold
i am coconut looking for  his tree
This is me a  nut shell stuck in this dream which is me

Deep in my thoughts
Alone inside as wind blows
The thought of no one cares
The battle everyday to fix the puzzle
That  is me so miss understood
I wish  you would understand
I wish u could see me for me
The thoughts flow threw my mind
I wonder if  people can see me
So lost inside  on my knees
In the middle of the road
With no place go
All i have are my words
The sadness keeps me wake
But when will this end
i can't give up but i have  to change
In this world we battle and see road is to see hope

There once lived man
He was best at the vibe
The path was always red
So fast to help others
At times he let his anger unleash
So quick with words that cut threw the soul
But heart was so pure and kind
The hands of time undewind
If you cross the man
He will turn into beast
I see the good  threw the darkest  nights
He has fallen but always gets back up
In end he is  vibe  master with complex mind that warms the winter  nights

Days go by forever missed
The tears burn my skin and sadness feels my soul
Since u been gone my heart is not the same
I know u are looking down on me wishing the best
I hope u know how much I loved you
I feel like I am on the outside looking in since u been gone
I walk alone as the tears burn my skin
Love feels my soul with the thought of you
I was star in your sky
You always see the good in me
Even when sun was covered by the dark
I can’t turn back time
But hope you hear me
You will always be apart of my soul.

You take my breath away
As I  look deep in your eyes
Your broken and torn
Let me be glue put the pieces back together
i want be sun in your sky
Endless walks under the stars
The warmth of your hands
i can't turn back time
I can  hold you close never let go.
the feeling of hope flows threw my words
The idea of me and you  is something that can't  be forgot or explained
The sound of your voice sends echo  to my soul
I dream of this dream with in this  hope one day
be my shooting star in my sky

I hate  it when people say they care
But give up when your life in disperse
I wear a mask but not hidden
My heart is not made of stone
The pain and sadness
Overcomes me like a  black cloud
You look and try seeing  me but Ur blind by
the thoughts that tore you apart
You are so closed mind just another sheep living in this world
Rub the mistakes as my face hits dirt
I just to complex for you understand
The road you walk is not ment for me
I look up see mask is broken
Now i can get back up

Your sun in my sky
When we talk my heart skips beat
I am lost in your beauty
I wish u  knew how much u mean to me
We are  miles apart but i can t stop thinking of u
I dream of night holding you watching  the world pass by
When i look  at you see so much more
Can see be the one?
Is this my thoughts deep in my own mind
I can t help but love you
When i see u hurt i want be ur glue
The words are never enough to say ur my shooting star

A kiss took my breath away
The moment lost forever
I wish i could see the sun threw the rain
A heart pounds to hear your voice
The night with love that over takes my soul
The way she loved me made forget the past
I always aim melt her heart and never let go
I feel stuck in my mind that this will never happen
A kiss that took it all away
her warmth makes me feel lost in the time
I never meet anyone who can  see  me way she does
A kiss that took it all away
I never wanted anything more then her touch
A hope that it will last  and hold it close to my heart
I wake to find this was all dream lost in my feelings of love

I am random but heart of gold
Love or hate me kind of person
I walk on glass for people i love
A dream of love in world that  has been so cold
I am misunderstood but to see me is something great
I want grow  and look at world outside of the box
My words are from my heart
I have open soul but my story is still going on
I fall but get back up see another day
I am me in this nutshell

i need a change
I can't take this anymore
I fallen stuck in sea endless hope
i am too strong too give up
i can't let darkness takes over my heart
I  need get back up see that the road goes on
I want be not just another faded image
my mask so broken
my heart so hope
can i see past this
can i see the sun in the sky

Why  is it so hard finding love
People  give  up  at  the start
Too lazy get know each  other
Put the work  in and  leave the past in the past
The mistake of others put on you
Here are my flaws
I show you who I am
I bring no faded images
You wanted perfect  
but  have flaws
here  is me  
A  man who wears  his heart  for the world  to seee

The world so cold
I feel so lost inside
My heart has no love or warmth
The tears torn my soul apart.
I will never be good enough in the light u see
The negative words over come you
The wind hits my face
I am playing the hand that was dealt
You don t see the dreams just a false image that blocks the sun
I wasn' t never ment shine in your eyes
Look above and take this pain away
I am man an outsider looking in

I used to  have  hope but knows its gone deep into my soul
The day turned to cold
The idea love on this winter night was just an idea
The wind hits my face  but only  thought is u
I wish i knew the warmth of other
A endless walk under stars
The moon shines above
My blood flows threw my skin
Is my idea of love so far gone
Sweet , caring and dream what could of been
Filled the night air
I live alone under stars
A man who  belived  in love on

Where is she  my heart still wonders. I  look at other couples holding hands  and ask where is she. I wake up at night with the thought of warmth of another where is she. Is my heart not good enough or has the idea  is just dream where is she. I wish  we could  be  holding hands walking threw the store with no care in world  where is she. I  thought my self should i keeping  dreaming or walk another part  where is she. Love warmth  care kindness and endless moments but  i think to myself where is she?

The lies leave hole in your soul
The way you look at the world in 2d
Blinds the image you can't  see
all i u care of is green
You are so lost  and can't  come back
I can't  hope but you won't  change
You will never understand me or  see good in me
I can't walk same path
I fall but i get back up
My heart  ready for sun
I leave negative behind
The words flow threw my soul
Which leave this story untold
We live for today but see the path still goes  on

i can t see the sun threw the rain
My heart never feels like it will be the same
The ideas of the past once were just lost in mind
I wish i knew the path i was on
So alone deep in my thoughts to see the road
I hold so much in my head that i am left weak
People come and go but door stays open
At times i want give up walk away
The battle still goes on and change  is  the hope

There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.
Washington Irving

I miss the feeling
The head on my heart as we lay
Is my heart so torn
I feel like my heart needs be reborn
Can you fix me?
I miss the random texts
The kind words that stuck to my soul
A thought of hope, but always crushed with the past
A battle that seems that can't be won
i am just man with few words lost in todays world

I wish I could change
The time will stop
I feel alone left in world no one understands me
I am me  this who I am
My heart bleeds I  keep going
The tears stain my skin
The hope is where the stars  shine
My cloudy day looking for my sun
I feel in moment  my heart becomes more cold
The warmth is of another
A  hand to hold as we walk
I am just complex heart looking for the warmth of another
The brick walls are there for reason

A been to many places
Some have been great
And other have been nothing more then a faded dream
it Starts with  how can i help you and  with an idea of a understanding  of what i want
The thoughts of saving money and finding what i am looking for
So fast not to care and loss focus of the inside
But in todays  world its  lost the warm feeling of service that one can give.
I am just one of many  who has faith in the heart of it all
I can't  image how one loss faith on what really matter which is customer service.