I was just  stone on your path
The words  crushed  by lies  you told
I couldn't  be  your star in your star
You never  saw night past  the day
My heart  was nothing more then  a  cheap toy
A dream of you but all it was just smoke
I was so blind but know  i can see image that is you
I wish deep my heart  i knew the words  to say
I just got  put back together my heart  on this cold day

I just never want  to  let go
A kiss with you
A moment never lost
I forget everything
When  i am  holding you
You are sun in my sky
be my  hand when i fall
Hold my heart
I just want  be with you
I will  never stop loving you

Your  beauty was  more then
Your beauty was never understood
Your beauty was  not just one night stand
Your beauty didn't  tell the  whole story
Your beauty was more   then just  another face
You were more then just beauty

I  love you
I miss  your  voice
Way you laughed  at my jokes
Made me forget  everything
My heart was so full
Your beauty was  another wonder of  the world
I hope  grab this  gold ring
But woke up it was all dream

i am not everyone cup of tea love or hate me in end i am just me. The ones who miss out don't see the greatness which is me. But in end you are just blind by the image you want to see.

You took the time
I wish i could say the words
But my heart can't  lie
So fast  judge me
But never took the time
See the other side
I never was ment to wear those chains
Or  be  another sheep
if could say sorry that would  be lie
I  am not your cup of  tea

Kenny Diamond

You walk by and  smile
As  we pass  by
So fast  judge me  
Cut  me down with just  words
So fast  with lies
You  walk smile
As we  pass by
A sheep  trying  be wolf
Image  is  like clear  class window
I  wish i could say  sorry but that would be lie
You never  took  time to  see me
I am too complex   for you
All i can do was hit with those words  
Let  then over take your heart
But wait you never had one

I wish could hear  the word love
If heard it  from u
It would just  be wind blowing in the air
I ask  myself
Why do  i care?
My heart keeps this hope of love and understanding
But my mind is so torn from  the negative out look you have of me
Could I be something great in  your eyes
Or is this just fate
I been stuck on this island  looking in
I am just outsider  who  is just  second class in your life

i am alone but lost
We came so far
I can't turn back time
The   day is now
I put out my hand
You  are so closed mind
You look at the past as it defines  us
The darkness doesn't  have  to take over
We don't  have  to be lost  in this world
I can't  help but still care
The hope of one day
The hope of knowing you
The darkness will past, but my heart will still not give up
I never stop to care
I just wish you took the time see me

I walk thousands  miles the  feeling of  my heart broken apart
The words that were left  that didn't get said
All my thoughts feelings deep inside tearing my soul apart
I wish u knew how u are
The fact i care  is my weakness  that rips  my skin apart
The hope that i have always been lost
I wish you  know how u are
I am alone deep my thoughts  
Should i just give up on how u are
Under the bed is full and now it time for me walk away

Why do care i ask myself
It must be weakness inside my heart
To care when i should walk away
I always look inside the good
But it is bad that takes over  like cancer
So many words
But to you it was just dirt on you shoes
I thought  it could something great
I wanted be glue to your heart
I was battle  i could never won
In end i was just sucker on  your stick

it is always dark before the sun
My heart never  felt the same
The pain leave mark on my chest
A moment lost but tied together with lies
I can;t turn back time
It was too late fix your broken heart
I was no doc but need a degree put this back together
We don't  think of  things we  lose
We are so stuck not thinking
Only thoughts of needs of what we want
We had something great but now its gone
Just like magic trick in the wind

i wake up
empty in my heart
the tears roll down
i am lost inside my sadness
the thoughts enter my mind
over taking my soul.with negative
i want break free and just scream
no one hears me
i get up wear my mask
but under the mask is the hurt that.lives deep inside
not everything is ment to be pretty
i just need u be light during my darkest days

Kenny diamond

I wish knew words say
I can't tun back time
You are sun in my sky
When i think of you my heart skips beat
I just  want be reason u smile
I want be glue put ur heart back into place
I dream of holding you close
Looking at stars and never letting go
I wish u knew how those finger prints never faded
I want break those chains
Be  my sun in my dark sky

By Kenny Diamond

it warms my heart  that u saw me
My heart and words all wrapped in one
A complex thoughts  but so thankful to those who take look into my mind
The feeling u get when someone else  understands  how you feel
The warmth and feedback of others
I just hope i can get this tree grow and become great
This is me love or hate me
I am lost coconut looking for his tree

The memories that bind us
The heart never forgets
A thought of what could of been
We live in past but can't  see today
I battle everyday see the sun
I walk threw the dark to see that road still goes on
I am alone deep in my own thoughts
A complex mask which  no one understands
Today is here and let me break the chains

I  have so much I want to say
But not sure how to put it into  words
My feelings out on paper
But my mind  is blocked
I write  but then I take  it away
I  judge myself  while  I tear myself apart
I start over  as my thoughts pour out
Still  thinking to myself
I want to touch people with my words
The negative  cuts in deep
The voice telling me  
Not to write and  just give up
who will I be

The feeling of  writing  
Overtakes me  
Being able  to
Give yourself to   the world
let  your words  tell the story
At  times I feel  free
I open myself up
And hope you can see me for being me.

I battle  myself
A war  that never seems be won
I give in to my own thoughts
I am trapped  inside  myself
I was just second class in  your life
You will never  understand me
So stuck in past as load  your gun
Not with bullets  but mistakes i made
The words cut my skin
Blood pours out on to floor
My tears mixed in
I look up for hope
see  only image you wanted to see
I wish i could be more in your life
But  i can't  be sheep if want become the wolf

Don t judge but open your eyes
The negative blinds you
The blood stains your hands and heart with pain you casused.
I wish you knew how blinded you are.
Love warms the heart not hurtful words
The tears burn my skin and I seat in the dark alone
I am cold  
I hope for change likes kid throwing in pennies into the wishing pound.
I can t wait no more
I can’t take the pain
I beg will you ever see beyond the dark image of me
You only see bad but never look at the good.
You see the world in 2d
I can only hope to be to better then you.
The pain is too much it hunts and overcomes me
I grab on for hope but  I see know that I can only change me,

You never see the good
The sadness that covers Ur face burns your soul
The tears roll down my face with words that burned my skin
You will never change and look with inside Ur self with open eyes
I feel I am stuck in your negative which brings me down  and taking my breath away
You will never see real me bc  the mask u wear covers the light
Walking in path of warmth rather then cold
In the end change will never come but hope burns like daylight.

They say we can't  help who we love. I ask myself why did  i care?  It hard to see the moon past the sun. I had so much hope in my heart.  My heart never stopped loving you.  I wanted be  the glue to  put your heart back together. My words  were more then words. I was blind my by own thoughts but now i have fallen and see that wound will heal.

Life and death on this cold world
The idea what  we could of done
The moments that were once were
I wish i could  went back changed my foot steps
the sound of nothing but my heart  beat
I wonder where this life will go
The dark moment that  will leave it finger prints
I wish i knew  is this all what it should be
Life and death that dance under the moon light

In my eyes
I can t be the perfect image you want   to see
I walk alone on path of shattered dreams
My heart will go on
Your warmth wasn’t good enough to feel my soul
Daylight shines over the night sky
Love or hate me you will   never understand me
I am just faded dream, which lost in the world you live in.

Why  give your number?
If  you were just  going  slam door
Time that was wasted

why did  have battle the past?
If  i never hurt you
All i wanted  was be glue to your broken heart

Why did i care?
When i just wanted say goodbye
When you were adding up all  the reason to say goodbye
It wasn't  the mix of words but  i was just too good for you

I been on this frontline
We  miss out on the good
We  can t see  the  night past  the sun
My eyes wide open this was just wrong path

People  will laugh with   you then  stab you in back.  We  think they are  friends but all long they are wishing for  your downfall.  They use  your mistakes as bullets in a gun.  The sound of people talking behind  your back as  they smile to your  face.  It started  with hello but now it is time for  a goodbye.

The day  stood  still
I can t think about anything but  ur flesh
The blood pours out my mouth
How did  i get like this?
Nothing  else matters  but the taste of you
I  go on to feed  so i can live just another day
I find myself walking miles and miles just for you
My heart used be filled with love,  and care but now with nothing
I am just  walker on this dark road.

The  battle  inside but  never forgotten
So many streps to see the light
The pain that over took my body
I felt so alone deep inside
The tears that stained my heart
The drug to **** what was killing me
At times i felt so lost  on this road
The hope that always flew threw my body
The image that no one  wanted to see
In the end i beat cancer.

At times it great being single  and other times i feel like is love really out there, I don't   want be one those people who  gives up and starts putting up great wall. I been on this frontline but i keep taking the hits from last guy or the other person  idea of perfect. I see couple holding hands in my own thoughts i think to myself  where is my queen. I am just joker in this deck of cards? The best feeling is holding someone close letting  everything go.  I am just hopeless  on this road called love................

I fail get back up
My heart keeps going in this battle
My heart so broken
Where is the glue to put  it back together
A  mistakes of kindness is my  weakness
I wish i didn't  have to care and walk alone
I have my eyes on you
I wish the battle was over
I just want hold you tight
I just want look deep into eyes
It so hard being in this battle looking for love
i wake  up see the stars as my heart beats for the warmth of another
A battle to find love in lost world that love is forgotten .

I am left with so much pain
The  sadness  takes  over  like cancer that can t  be stopped
I wish  i had words  and power to make  it stop
There no password  or  sun shine
Just  the pain in my heart
As  i watch my life slowly  faded  away

Can you helo me?
Do  you have the key unlock
Or is my mind so far gone

I look as i am down on kness
Grab my chest as this sadness flows  through
I miss  your warm  hands  sound of hope in air

I scream break me free
I want rip my mask apart
Let   my pain be go
The words inside my head
This never  ending  song that needs  to end

Words that cut heart but never heal. The sadness that over comes my soul
Left with only hope
I come back but with same ending
It just the same movie
You never understand me
My pain runs so deep
No love but negative outlook you see
I have break myself free rip apart those chains
Can you hear me or is my words so far gone.
By kenny diamond

You  stuck  in your  judgmental  ways
So fast reload  the gun of  the past
Looking for ways  to cut me down
Words  cut deeper then  a bullet
Lost in  negative  but never  saw  good
I can't change who u are
But  always come  back with this hope
Looking for  sun but only seeing the darkness
Bullets of the past  hitting me in chest
I wish you knew pain in my heart
Mom you are  just walking  in your own world

Why do we get married if all we do  is lie and cheat
Love can't  grow in the dark
Light shines above not smoke and fade dreams
So many words but  truth is all that can be seen
Once love and endless walks
Now it is just cold and hated words
Know  i see that the cheapest ones are always ones you pay the most for

The holidays are hard for me  I think about the times we shared and love u showed me. You never asked for anything but was always there for me. I think of you tears roll down my face . I wish we could spend another holiday together. I will always love you in my heart you were like mother to me. i miss you nana rip

The thoughts of  love in the air

I wait for the day to kiss Ur lips
I wait for the  day to hold you close and  never let goo
I wait and hope for this love to grow
Fill my broken heart with warmth
The idea of hold hands walking with the idea love in the airtouches my soul
The sound of Ur voice turns the darkest days into light
I dream of the day to fill ur heart and see that smile thatturns cold winters into summer nights
Wipe the tears away warm the heart of the loved that waslost
If this love is dream don t wake me up.

They say diamonds are forever
You are just a Ray of sunshine
A understanding mind with a heart of gold
The up and downs but always saw  good rather then  the bad
The words flow from soul as this poem unfolds
I fallen but  you always gave  me ur hand pick me back up
I  am not perfect but you always saw something great
The memories we shared  i will hold close  to my heart
You are a Ray  of sunshine on this road we walk

i am not everyone cup of tea love or hate me in end i am just me. The ones who miss out don't see the greatness which is me. But in end you are just blind by the image you want to see.

A summer night holding u tight
The wind blows threw the window
The only sound that could be heard is my heartbeat from warmth of your hands
I forget everything when we are together
The thought of love on cool summer night warms the night air
I look at you deeply as I kiss you forget that I was lost in this world without you
The stars shine as we look above
Nothing else matters but you
Your touch warmth and love take over my cold heart.
I am man stuck in dream of love that touches my soul.
By kenny Diamond

The world is full of those who don't understand you. At times i full like i have hide who i am. I  don't  want be sheep but always look for change.  Those who care will see the good rather then bad. The ones who  are fake will never see nothing more then what they see with there two eyes.  Love  logic and understanding are keys to life. We spend so much time being negative but  forget to see the light threw darkest days. At times i feel the negative over takes the soul  and keeps eating away.

My words are lost with no place go
I walk alone on this path alone
You never saw the good in me but   look at the past
Your judgmental ways are so blind by who u are
My heart is broken with no place to  go
The tears burn my soul with hope that u will change
The words u say cut my skin , cover my body with blood.
I look to be better and aim to see the world with an open heart
I don t want look on past but today is now and hope is lost

I wish it was different
We grew so far apart
I always put my hand out
But  you are so blinded to see it
I never  stopped loving you
But  the sadness of not knowing  you  rips my soul apart
They have been some up and downs
But  what  is life without the falls
I just wish i could be there  to pick u up
We are half but in my heart you were  a whole
My words seem have no value
But my heart never stopped caring
We can't  change the things that were done or words that were said
But we can move forward on too better road to see the hope