She wrote about other people, yes,
but she never wrote for anyone else but her.
She felt alone, I must admit,
but I refuse to take responsibility.

She's on her own.

It's worse than I imagined.
Much worse that what I thought of it before.
But you've changed. It's too late.
I've lost everything thing I could ask for.

It has been a year since we both met,
don't you remember?
Your twinkling eyes and lovely voice
is all that made it better.

I've seen you come and gone,
I then lost you to society's poison.
I'm sorry,
but our friendship's cold, hard, and frozen.

It always seems like I ignore you,
It seems like I don't care.
I hate you so much,
but I know I don't at all...

I don't know what's the problem.
You did nothing wrong.
Don't let me believe anything I say.
It's just the voices in my head...

Can't everything just go back to where they belong?
Back to where nothing was ever wrong.
I've cared for too long,
now I can no longer hear your song.

Madaming taon ay nakalipas.
Madaming litrato natakpan.
Bakit hindi mo pa nakakalimutan?

How much I cared.
I've met you only for a short time.
I'm sorry for her behavior, I'm sorry for mine.

And I don't think we'll meet anymore.
You'll move away,
I know that as a fact.
But as long as you're happy.

As long as you're with her.

You're no where in my sights!!
You said you would return,
turns out it's a lie.

You remind me of what happened,
back in those days
where you still cared for us.
Oh what a shame...

Too bad you're so "busy".
Too busy with our enemies!!
You left us too many times....
just so them you could see...

Remember when everything fell apart?
Where we didn't want to feel anything no more?
Well... it's repeating again.
But come on, we know how to handle this.

Same problem. Different person.

You told me I'm ready, but I'm panicking.
You told me it's okay, but I'm not sure.
You told me you're proud, but I don't believe you.
Now it's time to step on stage, forgive me if I don't meet your expectations.
I'm sorry.

I tried learning how to tie a sailor's knot.
A knot that looks simple, and is.
But in my rush to learn it, it slipped my mind.

In my desperate attempts to tie these strings together, I failed.
So I tied a square knot.
I was foolish, really.

I wanted to learn a sailor's knot, a Carrick Bend.
Because it was easier to untie,
compared to a square knot.

And when it was time,
when it was needed to let go, I couldn't.
I fell in with it, fell in with the ship.

If I only I didn't rush,
rush learning it,
maybe I could've gotten out alive.

I don't get why you blame me,
You didn't tell me from the start.
Because of your hesitation,
You let everything fall apart.

I didn't realize how bothersome it was
To my friends I've met through you.
I hate that it's happening again...
I don't know what to do.

I just liked this feeling,
This burning passion inside.
Something I could put to good use.
Something I wouldn't want to die.

But it blinded me,
Blocked out the sounds of the outside world.
I should've paid more attention,
I should have had the past learned.

I'm sorry I let this happen,
I suppose this is how it ends.
No one else would tell me
That history's repeating again.

I've gotta be careful in what I say,
Since you'll be here for just a few days.
I don't know why I care so much.
But like a snowflake, no need to be touched.

As cold, as dark as winter night,
I always lose you from my sight.
This place's confusing me with it's madness.
There is overflowing sadness.

I don't get how I'll survive this,
They're messing with my consciousness.
But I'll do it all for one thing.
Not much more madness can this bring.

The only reason I stay here,
The place where there are only tears,
Is all because of you.
Thank you.

Meaningless lines on my wrist,
I suppose is what you'd think.
Foolish, these markings mean much more than "immaturity",
A lot more, if you cared to listen.
If only you took a step back to look at the bigger picture.
It speaks a lot, doesn't it?
You're just afraid of what you don't understand.

I dared not to repeat history,
To not repeat that life changing mistake, But different actions, same results.

I piece together this puzzle,
Oh so carefully.
From my experience in the past few months,
I've learned the things we did to fail.

But this isn't enough,
Not much information gathered.
And so, here am I walking on a similar path,
It feels like October 14th all over again.

I pick up pen and paper,
thinking of something to write,
Friends? Nah.
Family? Pfft, yeah right....

Well it isn't my fault, now is it?
It wasn't my choice to turn away from this beautiful weather.
Just give up the pen, drop the paper,
I don't think you'll be needing them any longer.

If only I've told you
How **** you are
Then maybe this friendship
Wouldn't have gone this far.

We just grew apart,
Nowhere closer.
Why can't this friendship
Just be over?

Time to drop the past
No getting near it.
Do me a favour
And just shut it...!

As long as this sun shines,
As long as this heart beats,
I have my goal set,
My back against commitment.

Grasping onto truth,
Believing in what's real,
Travelling along the sidelines,
Finding people who shares the same mind.

With one look he gives me,
Everything falls apart.
Why can't we just rewind this...
All the way back from the start....?

I sit by the ocean,
The swaying, endless water.
It used to be so nice here,
But it don't know why I even bother.

I think to jump into it,
People telling me not to give in.
But to me, my perspective,
This is where it all begins.

I look in your direction,
And I catch you making eye contact.
I immediately turn away,
Embarrassed in thinking 'bout it.

==《 ¿ 》==

At least I let you know.
Now it's time to move on.
If you'll return,
then I know it wasn't in vain.

I'm still here,
waiting for your reply.
It's been months, hasn't it?
This conversation's never gonna die.

Tell me it's alright,
Please don't let go.
You're the only one I talk to,
Now I'm all left alone.
With these thougts I'm with,
Terrifying me, left and right.
I tried calming them, with little words,
But ended up arguing.
I'm not the best at pep talk, sorry...

Take a deep breath and let it go,
It's time to take this show on the road.

By a day of appearance,
We didn't even talk.
A sudden spark of inspiration flowed through me,
And so I've become your idol.
My childishness, I see,
But it's what I want to be.

Don't mess up,

==《☆》==

And when in doubt

==《☆》==

BE EPIC

Burned all the memories,
Left all the ashes.
Foolish of me
To keep looking back again.

Tired of all your answers,
Covered in lies.
Can't you just tell me the truth?
The truth which I've been longing since I've...

Shattered the past,
Left all the pieces.
The mirror reflecting on all I've done
In my life.

Ran away when they chased us.
Escaped when were caught.
And when we'll get cornered,
We'll choose to fight back!

Self-confident, you say, is what I need to be,
But it's what that caused this catastrophe.
Open you're eyes, tell me what you see,
Whoops, you messed up, look what you did to me.

Taught not to mess up.
Therefore from what you have felt,
[We] humbly apologize.

Wake me when the sun shines,
The dark has taken over.
The luminous stars, so little light.
There is no way to stop the night.

==《☆》==

Even if you try,
The meanest demon
Will always take flight.
Casting you off, in a cloudy, starless midnight.

==《☆》==

No way to make a light source.
Darkness engulfing you,
You're losing sight,
Saying goodbye, to the non-existent daylight.

...

Goodbye

My dearest,
My love,
I know you're nothing without me,
And so I've chosen to accept what I have.

==《♡》==

You and you're conditions,
I've learned to accept them too,
Surprises, as well,
I've decided to learn you.

==《♡》==

My dearest,
My love,
Please don't leave me,
I can't cope without feeling what you've showed.

I'll shut my mouth if needed,

==《♡》==

Leave if necessary,

==《♡》==

I just want to make sure everyone's happy,

==《♡》==

Without me or not.

Sometimes I realize,

That one day you'll leave me,

Leaving me cold,

Without your warm hand.

==《 ♡ 》==

Stuck clueless in this complex world,

Not knowing how to respond,

And here I am stuck clueless, once more.

… help me, my mentor…

I forgot the time
I enjoyed talking to you everyday,
I don't understand why I care.

It's Over

If doesn't care about us,
neither will we,
but I can't act like I don't care.

No thanks.
I'll just stay here,
regretting all that I've done.

They care,  only when you're in their borders, for once you get hurt, it will be their own fault.

It's easy to move on from someone you know,
So why can't it be the same with someone you deeply care about?

For thine soul needs none of thy assistance.

Please hurry and speak,
I'm already terrified,
I wont know what I'll do,
I just want to set this aside....

Please don't hurt me...
Ask questions I can answer,
It'll be useless to ask me
Questions where I have no power.

Please don't shout at me,
I'm already tired of crying,
I didn't want to come and talk,
But I'm already trying.

You don't know how much it hurt me,
I suppose you were misled.
I've been waiting all day to tell you,
Only to hear what you misinterpret what I said.

Pathetic, you think you knew what I meant,
You thought you saw through my smile,
What did you think of me?
Some irresponsible Middle school child?

Sorry for bothering you,
I only wasted your time,
I'm not capable of complementing
People who aren't like mine.