I'm okay,
You're okay,
Nobody's okay,
*******

Achieving your dreams,
Isn't an easy task,
Like escaping a labyrinth,
It will take time and all that.

It would seem impossible,
Seeing how long it would take  
Don't underestimate it,
Don't think it'll be a piece of cake.

So just study hard,
Don't give up on it,
This journey isn't over yet,
Not until you say it is.

If people pull you down,
Just rise right back up.
Show them you're not weak,
Declare to them your intent.

Hold on to your conceit,
An idea you could use,
Used to attain your dream,
Which could only done by you.

Laugh at your problems,
It's okay to run away.
It's normal to make mistakes,
There will be another day.

Walking around in circles,
Just calm down and relax,
You'll think so much better,
So just mellow out.

After all the interferences,
All the troubles you have faced,
Even now that it's the end,
You feel kind of dazed.

The star in your hand,
Is the dream you have seized,
The flower crown on your head,
Is the effort you've released.

When I am left alone,
So my friend could be talked to,
It's alright,
I don't, and wont have a place there,
Hearing all that I don't need to know,
Cause I'm so different from her...
No need to say hello.

Time moves too slow,
I don't want it that way,
But all I just wait for,
Is a long rest day.

Something broken, and
Something to break.

I check the dark halls,
There's no one there,
I pull myself together,
These ghosts are giving me a scare.

They heard my footsteps,
They followed behind me,
My heart pumped faster
As I ran quickly.

I hid in a room,
Which I know they wouldn't find,
But I felt a hand on my shoulder,
I was soon out of my mind.

RUN

A drop of light,
Understands the darkness, without light,
How it dwells in everyone,
Nothing's that bright,
We're just little baby birds,
Refusing to take flight,
Into the skies,
Like flying kites.

But this drop of light,
Managed to pull everyone together,
Pathetic,
But clever,
Somehow doing it,
But never,
Did I think that this would happen,
But then there's no such thing as "forever".

Everyone could make you feel special,
To them, you are crucial,
To lose,
Cause you're the one they'd choose.

Don't be a fool,
This isn't some pointless duel,
It shows you how much they love you,
Anything they'd do.

So don't abandon those who care,
But life isn't fair,
Suffocate in all that isn't real,
Cause then soon they would reveal.
That you weren't anything,
The truth will sting,
You'll soon be back with them soon, don't worry,
No one right now is in a hurry.

As long as you stay put,
No one's a crook,
You're love will find you,
You'll just have to wait for a few,

MINUTES.

Monday:
Everyone cried,
So did I,
Nothing to be happy about,
I can't find a reason to smile.

Tuesday:
I couldn't sleep properly,
I nearly skipped eating,
I cried myself to sleep that night,
Can't be properly breathing.

Wednesday:
I thought all the **** would stop,
I underestimated it,
I was pressured more,
As much as last week.

Thursday:
I actually thought it would stop here,
I checked online,
I enjoyed what I was reading,
But immediately declined.

Friday:
Where all the crap built up,
What the hell did I do wrong this time,
Nothing became better,
You're not mad? No need to lie.

Problems build up,
Waiting at the end of the bridge,
But there's a shortcut out of here,
See you at the bottom of the ledge.

At first it started all great,
Everyone was laughing,
Smiling,
But now everything's suddenly dying.

Crying aloud,
for someone to calm it down,
But no one came,
I guess all I could do is drown.

Erasing everything that happened this week,
Nothing great,
All crap,
I can't feel anything but hate.

As time passed by,
Sadness combined with the spite,
Like a dangerous predator,
It pounces at night.

Slowly dying,
Nothing to hold onto,
Just one last chance,
No chance to redo.

A single spot of brightness,
Just give me this chance,
I don't want to cry anymore,
I just don't want to.....

Countless of times,
You tend to ask,
"How much do you like me?",
I'm making sure this is the last.

"Count the stars, would you?",
And so you look up, not down,
"But it's so cloudy",
I say, "And I'm already out of town."

When you fall into an ocean,
And you don't have anything to hold onto,
Wait till you could swim up yourself.

This anxiety tries to **** me,
Time and time again,
Makes me fuss over little problems,
It keeps on whispering, "This is the end."

I try to shoo it away,
But it doesn't want to let go,
Now depression comes by,
To sing along with anxiety's deadly song.

It keeps messing with my mind,
And other people tell me to relax,
But depression gets the best of me,
My mind is starting to crack.

I always thought this was a phase,
Everyone would just go though,
But I'm sure this is different,
According to someone I knew.

It tries to drown me,
In my past of regret,
I don't want to give up,
I just don't want to yet.

"Oh no, I needed this!",
"Oh no, I forgot about that...",
Responsibility, it seems,
Is what I tend to lack.

I wasn't always like this,
I used to be very responsible,
I used to like to be a leader,
But my mistakes don't seem flammable.

I don't know the true meaning of depression,
Anxiety is mostly what I have,
But itself is enough,
To make me insane, to make me laugh.

So please leave me alone,
Please leave me to my thoughts,
But I hear my anxiety bellow,
"Just give up, you don't have a chance."

I don't know which to believe,
I just end up crying,
Sometimes I just wonder,
"What would happen if I'd start dying?"

I walk along the shore,
With a jewel locket in my hand,
I saw a shining bottle,
Hidden in the sand.

I drop down on my knees,
I start digging through the the grains,
Inside the bottle, some lyrics,
Of the song of my friend in some other place.

I didn't think I'd ever get it,
My knees feeling numb,
With the freezing cold water,
This day will be blessed and loved.

You always saw the light,
Of every one of my failures,
You always find me in a jungle,
Like one little sailor.

I always laugh at your optimism,
Telling me it's alright,
Do I want to believe?
Do I want to see the light?

From out of nowhere,
You grabbed my hand,
I guess I had no choice,
Pulling me up to stand.

I don't know you,
and you don't know me.

This isn't a game,
and we only know each other by name,
that doesn't give you the right, to tell me what to do with my life.

Leave if you want to,
I don't want to be friends, so enjoy what you have left,
'cause no one will be with you in the end.

I don't want to see you,
but sometimes I don't have a choice,
walking past you time and time again,
I don't even want to rejoice.

You're supposed to be in the past,
Why do we meet again?
It's saddening for me to remember,
all that we did back then.

People are like paper,
They could be decorative,
They can have one layer,
But be highly sensitive.

You could obtain many papers,
But you could lose a few,
You might accidentally ruin them,
And they might change hue.

Someone could steal them,
Then you'd lose some more,
You wouldn't be able to get them back,
And the rest you'd just store.

Fragile as glass,
You were too good to be true,
When I thought out there,
Was someone like you.

As grace as possible,
You move very quickly,
Acting like a real leader,
And the chances of failure are unlikely.

With no physical evidence,
that someone's like you,
But since you're just fiction,
I still believe this truly anew.

Practice makes perfect,
But nobody's perfect,
So why practice?

Leaving your lovely comments,
written in red,
seems so intimidating,
until it is read.

Lying to others,
so we don't get in trouble,
being a bad influence,
but keeps us from being rubble.

Giving your support,
so the teams will have envy,
and working together as a team,
we still winning competitions, greatly.

I know nothing matters,
I know I won't see the light,
I'll just stand up from my seat,
And I'll give up the fight.

They try to bring me back,
Telling me not to give up,
I wonder why they're optimistic,
Their mouth I cannot shut.

I want to slap some sense into them,
We're all gonna die someday,
Why need friends?
They can't be with us anyway.

In the end,
We're all alone,
Without some company,
Everything I'll disown.

The bright smile,
That hides the depression inside

Fragile as glass,
You were too good to be true,
When I thought out there,
Was someone like you.

As grace as possible,
You move very quickly,
Acting like a real leader,
And the chances of failure are unlikely.

With no physical evidence,
that someone's like you,
But since you're just fiction,
I still believe this truly anew.

A lovely maiden,
so elegant and creative,
But with this pure dark soul,
no one will notice.

You know how to act,
Even with this soul of hate,
No one can change this,
They won't be able to compensate.

You get closer and closer,
After all the things I've done,
When I've already hurt,
You and everyone.

This isn't funny,
Beause I don't get it,
Why do you protect me,
When I've always been zilch?

Don't say that I've been something,
I don't want to believe it's true,
All I wanted to be,
Is to be someone, like all of you.

It's been years,
since I've heard of you,
it brings back bad memories,
of all our happy news.

I don't want to think of you,
I've already moved on,
I have new friends to care about,
to help me forget the memories that are finally gone.

I don't want to see you like this,
I don't want to be the reason you say "No",
I've made you like this,
so just forget me and go.

I'm just a soul that wanders freely,
Unable to connect to the world,
How many times to I have to say it,
Just please listen to my word.

I have told you over and over again that everyone has forgotten,
So why don't you too?
My soul will just be left rotten,
No one even has a clue.

Chin up my friend,
Because I wont be returning soon,
So promise me you'll still keep your joy,
because this isn't the end for you.

No one has to remember anymore,
And no one has to know that this is true.

After all of this,
I want you to promise,
Please don't leave me,
And I want you to be honest.

I caught you many times,
Over and over,
Just don't leave me,
As failure comes closer.

I heard you say "yes",
It echoed in my mind,
As I turn around again,
It looks like you lied.

I've been with you for years till this day.

Now I've forgotten if you're my friend,
I've forgotten if you cared,
because I know I don't and I never will,
and I'm not scared.

I always wondered,
why I walked behind,
ever since we met this new person,
I never walked beside.

Years have passed,
and I'm still here,
when I try to find you,
you'll try to avoid me.

Seeing you with your friends,
just makes me want to cry,
finding no purpose,
I don't want to be mortified.

I keep trying to save me,
Constantly breaking inside,
Trying to forget,
I just can't decide.

You keep appearing,
In this empty mind of mine.
The vast dark void,
That wouldn't be able to shine.

I said I didn't know you,
But in truth I just lied,
So I could save,
This fractured soul I hide.

Smile, smile, smile,
It's all they want you to do,
they don't care what you feel,
they don't care what you'll do.

They just don't want your burdens,
they just dont want to understand,
lucky for me,
their carelessness I withstand.

As we walk along the corridor,
I meet you along the way,
I raise my hand to greet you,
But you don't return the same.

I remember when we used to talk,
you talked like you cared,
But now that I don't meet you,
I feel like I'm just dead.

I fooled you once before,
I know I can't fool you again,
I know you're not stupid,
And you want this to end.

If I do this to you,
I'm just trying to make you smile,
all that I'm trying to do,
is keeping you from life's many lies,

Even though I've tricked you twice,
know this please,
please know I still care,
I'll try to keep you at ease.

I cry aloud,
as these tears fall to the floor,
being able to be heard,
from the other side of the door.

But I stop immediately,
hearing that,
their constantly calling me,
an annoying brat.

But they don't know anything,
but I stop anyway,
standing up once more,
telling myself, "I'm not okay."

I feel this feeling,
that I locked deep inside,
Now that I see,
her loving tender smile.

But this unneeded feeling,
that I refused to show to her,
I have all the power,
and I have taken over.

She says that I'm cute,  
when I smile.
But truly, she doesn't know,
that I'm dying inside.

Don't turn to me,
when you want someone to talk to,
because you never knew me,
and I never knew you.

We don't have anything in common now that years have passed,
I've flown in my life, and so have I crashed.

I don't know much about you anymore, so don't come to me,
remember I'm just a stranger,
and forgetting you was all I need.

This empty soul of mine,
feels nothing but hate,
I see no reason to cry,
for my emotions arrived late.

I never felt anything,
I didn't want to anyway,
because I've seen what they bring,
that they can haunt you for days.

I'm just a soulless spirit,
wandering this world,
with no ability to **** this,
I won't be saying a word.

I always thought we were friends,
just say the word and I'll leave,
don't make me suffer,
in all the lies I believed.

You said we were going to be friends, best friends,
FOREVER.

But after every lie,
it just makes me want to forget,
what we've been through,
all that you've promised me,
everything you've told me.