cause an effect to occur
there is not other time than now
think and choose and do

there is an empty
space in front of me
I fill it

i was a rant for many times
of life love existence
i felt it all in ignorance

if their is a fiction
of youth the old
know it well

the wing beats
of the butterfly

tell me what to do
i disagree, but cannot sleep

i anger at the signals
all around me all the time
i drift to sleep on *****

called to something
outside myself
it said you are it

no effect without cause
i am it

on the battle field of courage and pain
the young men defend the old politicians
the cost is blood and treachery

i am stepping out
of hatred into compassion
slowly slowly learning is

slow deer walk on snow
brown on white
large and little

i went to war
the valiant the brave
on both sides
and dogs ate the dead

i see you
you are beutiful
throughout time

i saw a pale horse
grazing on the grass
in a field   peacefully

one step calls a mountain
i kiss your lips for free
you kiss me back again
our love is depthless seas

i can not see
what i refuse to look at
the darkness the dark

the dog barked twice
the cat cried to death
i went back to sleep

you are down's syndrome
everyone else is crazy
join the club

the wolf howls
the bear growls
the man silently kills

i sent my mind into the universe
**** it
it came back empty

this time of compassion
my effort so small
ha   one minute step

reality the fictitious
truth moment by moment
evolutionary

pain is real
misery is optional
peace is absence of conflict
life is a pleasant windstorm
for the lucky few

to see enlightenment
in the mirror
no other choice

the simple folk surround me
the terribles astound me
i wonder which i am sometimes
and walk among the free

read death raft
for 10 hours straight
slow reader

the words of the mentor
the words of the king
self created

am i sight
am i consciousness
i see you

i called a dog
Buddha
it bit me
i understand

the pup was mid size
lazy but quick when wanted
played rough but never drew blood
ate her fair share

stayed warm on the rim
protecting her siblings
just the way it was
no problem

grew to love the hunt
the view of the pray
calm powerful quiet
a good meat provider

years of travail thinned
the pack at times
the long summer and
everyone grew fat

fight for food
battles won and lost
rising in order
season is ready

only the strongest allowed
a dame of menace
courage to touch her
her will prevailed

the dog went to war
dragging along a man
century is moot

i know there is an
elephant in the room
i see big grey toenails

woman is creator
man is man
creator needs man

the dog is the dog

the dog is the dog
the man is the man
woman is creator

a dreaming pup
suckling at the teet
courageously whimpering

i saw
the dog
on the road

fifteen fat turkeys
beyond the window
light sprinkle of white

i saw a man waiting for a rat
     to come out it's hole
     so he could eat it

the snow was menacing but i
     did not notice i passed by
     no avalanche ever came

standing naked on a small ledge
     anxious waiting to drop hard
     i masturbated and left

saw a darkness
in your eyes
direct reflection

the mind is terrible
thing to waste
one day at a time

compassion one step
at a time
the answer

oh long ago
the song was sung
and here we are

she walked upon the shore
and spoke a thing of beauty
the wind whispered

i heard a sound so sweet and pure it brought
me to my knees many play as one

and lift the ether from the mass the blessed
has changed my mind forever and i know

nothing i just hear a peace of a mind
in the time of time and the time again

walking the dog down familiar
blurry roads

what do i see but what i want there
to be

created a spaceship that flew me to mars
made a new planet named all the stars

followed good soldier into evil war
stopped all the killing hatred now more

I don't know
  
i eat the food of the soft and hard work
no time is left for a god to appear
cross the river and find a path that's worth
a life of effort all live with the fear

of not existing in the mind of self
and what we call god is a band aid that
is better than nothing as we bleed out
our life upon a tabula raza

which is true yet malleable so now
we walk and talk the walking dead maybe
not a word is true that's thought softly in
a moment of real yell's and we follow

as slaves to the inner tune unheard that
can be peaceful if we try i don't know

not a leader but
sideline observer
happy revelation

large grey rabbit
in calm deep brush
twang of arrow

late december snow
drifted down early november
three weeks of white

my muse is me
what a ******
no place to go
but inward
lucky i am
a chimera

why are there so many lawyers
in hell, the priests
have to have someone to talk to

Oh My God
you hid the truth
in common words

on soft clouds i walk away
so many days we were lovers

feel time pass now with my heartbeat
as we wander far apart

kissed by angels when i'm sleeping
or is your sweet soul touching mine

this vaunted world is just a nonsense
without your memory in my mind

in dark night dear past the moonbeams
i will ever see our favourite star

but in this moment my spirit aching
i'm slowly marching off to war