Beauty Without Eyes: Favorites

Feb 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Gwen

We used to be best friends.
We used to stay up all night, telling each other it’ll be okay,
Even if we both didn't believe it.
We used to hang out everyday,
anxiety and depression instantly falling away.
We both knew it, but never said it outloud;
We needed each other in order to stay sane.
Yet in the end, you took my sanity.
We used to talk about all our problems and ways we can fix each other,
Even though we knew we couldn't fix ourselves.
We sat leg to leg.
Shoulder to shoulder.
We used to listen to music and fight the urge to scream.
We used to be so close.

God, I really just can't forget you. I hate you.

#alone #lost #be #goodbye #help #to #bestfriends #we #used #oldfriends

Feb 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

used to

Feb 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

17th

used to

it's just one bite
like I used to
it's just one cigarette
like I used to
it's just one cut
like I used to
it's just one jump
like I used to

it's just one cup of coffee
like you used to
it's just one lie
like you used to
it's just one blood drop
like you used to

it's just a conversation
like we used to
it's just a kiss
like we used to
it's just a song
like we used to
it's just a night
*like we used to

#love #ex #past #night #you #me #to #us #we #used

Feb 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Beautiful Distraction

Feb 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Daylight 4U2C

Beautiful Distraction

I just want someone to care.
To notice, when I'm not there.
To stay by my side.
To let me cry.
I don't want to be judged.
I just want to be loved.
I don't care how far,
I don't care if you've receded,
I just want to know
that I am needed.
It's not creepy.
Certainly not.
It's just odd,
to read what's been thought.
I love the imaginary,
who exists.
I love the birds,
and bees.
I love the sky,
and seas.
I'm waiting.
I'm watching.
Watching the world.
Thinking about it,
I've come to notice.
You help me even now.
Because I don't know who you are,
I spend so much time thinking,
wondering,
contemplating elatedly,
to the point I don't even think,
about..
the world anymore.

All I care about it this beautiful,
wondrous,
ponderous,
distraction of mine.
And this image in my mind,
it may not be you,
but I may know some day.
This love is true.
This love is so much.
I don't even know what to do.
This love of mine,
I await.
I will wait.
I'm waiting.
I'm watching.
Watching the world.
The world will pass me by,
and in the end..
I will have you,
and hold your hand.
The collected dust,
will tell a story.

True love does exists. You just have to be patient.

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Feb 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

The way you treat me.

Feb 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Damaged

The way you treat me.

You treat me like I have a disease.
Like Im sick and if you come to close youll catch it,
but its not contagious I wish you could just see.

You see me around everywhere. For Gods sake I live with you.
But you still keep your distance
As if this so called disease is going to leave me and enter you.
You dont know the real me,
You dont know the girl whos lost.
And hurt.
You judge me, but then turn around and say you love me.
I dont understand

How can you say you love me then turn around and abuse me?
Do you think I just let it go because I pretend I dont care.
No I dont, it tears me up inside and bring me right back to where this mess all began.
You pushed me to this.
Your words and actions push me further into this,
and still you act as if Im the one at fault.
Im the one with the disease.
But the only cure,
is your apology.
Which I know will never come.

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

10 Word Poetry I

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Unfortunate Smile

10 Word Poetry I

You are the deepest wound on my scar covered arms.

#love #poem #poetry #sad

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Rain

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Marcus White

Rain

My world is gray
there are clouds
full of pain
as its rain
I wash
the shame
away

#pain #rain

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

I've been listening

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Archita

I've been listening

I've been listening
  Not to the sounds
      To the silence
         Not of the beauty
           Of the sadness
              And I can tell
                      *It screams.

#listen #shhh #sounds

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

Dont move.

Jan 2017 Beauty Without Eyes

punk rock hippy

Dont move.

Don't go chasing the shadows my dear, they'll chase you right back.
They will chase you till you run out of your right mind.
They will chase you until you're insane.

But why run from yourself?
They're chained to your feet, you drag them wherever you go.

Pounds and pounds of absolutely nothing are holding you back.
Nothing can be the thing that kills you.
You're living for the price of two.

Only one thing can stop them from scratching at your ankles and that's the dark.
It doesn't stop them from whispering in your ear.

I dare you not to listen.

Even though you were sleeping they were whispering and I was listening.

Sometimes the don't talk they only breathe, only to let you know that they are there.

So darling don't go chasing the shadows because they will come for you and you can't move you can't run.

One of my first poems again haha
Just trying to post them all so i can start fresh

#sad #scared #dark #run #shadows #anxious #whispering