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563 · Aug 2018
growth
Idiosyncrasy Aug 2018
I've gone six days without crying
But I'm crying now
Even though I've told myself not to
Because these tears
Aren't the rain to end the drought
But maybe they are
Maybe they're to tell my skin
That can I grow flowers in me
Like I did with you
Only, this time, without.
26-07-18
562 · Jan 2016
Love's Eyes
Idiosyncrasy Jan 2016
Love isn't blind
Love is seeing.

You told me
I wouldn't mind
The flaws of the person
I'd be loving.

That was the time
For you I began falling
For love isn't blind
Love is seeing.
To love is to accept one's deep and whole soul.
559 · Apr 2017
Doors
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
Lately,
it's been so easy
opening doors
and walking away.
No, it's never easy. Letting go hopefully for a second chance.
11/30
550 · Jan 2016
Coming Home
Idiosyncrasy Jan 2016
Was it you or was it I
Who took the first turn
And said goodbye?

It doesn't matter now
I moved on or haven't
I don't know how.

Then just when I was about to take
The next steps away from you
You came for me.

I have traveled far
But there was nowhere to go
I didn't say no.

*Loving you then
Is like taking a ride back home
After a long time being lost.
Finally I found the words again.
For the one who after all these times still keeps me on the path.
533 · Jul 2015
Mode
Idiosyncrasy Jul 2015
If my heart's the data,
Then you're the mode,
The one that occupies it most.
533 · Apr 2017
Regret
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
It's scary that one day,
*We might regret all of this.
We won't. This won't end.
8/30
532 · Jun 2018
gestures
Idiosyncrasy Jun 2018
When the storyteller of Don Quixote told me that love needs no excessive gestures
I felt it was true
And when you saw those words written on my journal
The same time we found the courage to hold on again
You said it isn't about needing though
It's about wanting
And that was what I've been trying to tell you this whole time
I didn't want you because I need you
I needed you because I want you
I love you
But it was only this time that I realize how true those words were to me
We never needed big surprises in public places
And thousands of pictures and social media posts
Although I would have loved that
Love found no need for labels
To know I have you and you have me, always
I don't think there's anything that could ever encompass what we had
Is there a label that could say we found what love really is with what there was
Love didn't need a hell of a roller coaster ride relationship to prove its worth because
You were right
When you feel it, it'll stay there
You just believe it
Not the kind of belief where you believe in something to make it true
But the kind where you believe because it is true
Love needs no excessive gestures
It only needed you and I
It only needed us, in our little bubble, soft glances, warm smiles, right by each other's side, with certainty and calmness we've never found before
Love needs no excessive gestures
But we had always made it so much more.
531 · Jan 2016
Travel
Idiosyncrasy Jan 2016
I have traveled far and
I have traveled with you
But I never knew
We are each other's home
Where I'll make it
Where I'm going is you.
Answer to my poem "Places".
529 · Jul 2015
Morning Dew
Idiosyncrasy Jul 2015
Just like a blade of grass in summer
Waiting for the morning dew,
I wait for every 6 a.m.
To catch a feel of you.
515 · Jun 2017
death
Idiosyncrasy Jun 2017
I have died
      a hundred times from loving you
And each death
      gave me the chance to live and love you
All over again.
I strive for that chance.
514 · Apr 2017
fingertips
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
When what you want
Touches the ends of your fingers
Hold my hand
So you can grab it
*If it's still not enough
Hold my other hand too
You are enough.
10. How together?
21/30
513 · May 2017
chapters
Idiosyncrasy May 2017
On the last page
They read the last line
The last word
Together
Goodbye
So it ends
But the next chapter
Is just a page away
But sometimes
It's just better
To not know
What yet awaits.
Goodbye.
511 · Sep 2016
guess who
Idiosyncrasy Sep 2016
Your hands
Over my eyes
I feel
Your breath
Kissing the back
of my head.

Your hands
Over my eyes
They're cold
But please
Do not let go.

Your hands
Over my eyes
I see nothing
But you fill it
With colors,dyes.

Your hands
Over my eyes
I don't mind
Because now
There's only
...
**You and I.
Stay close please/m/.
509 · Feb 2018
Counting
Idiosyncrasy Feb 2018
We've been
counting days
and moments
I've been
counting ways
to remember
But somehow
I know
there is no way
I will
forget.
A response to "Eighth".
502 · Apr 2017
Empty
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
She reaches for the bottle of ale
           ...empty
Just like her heart
         For she has poured out her love
    To someone who wouldn't catch it.
He didn't have to love her in return. He just had to take the love she was offering. Just that.
-awkward-
24/30
499 · Aug 2017
metaphors
Idiosyncrasy Aug 2017
Now there is only
one thing left to say
I love you
Always
That is not a metaphor.
We writers have a way of expressing our love in ways that sometimes people do not understand. We try to cover our love with sweet words like everyone's favorite chocolate or sparkles brighter than the diamonds on fingers. Then, there is pain too. Sometimes our words are sadder than we are. Sometimes they cannot even contain the intensity of what we feel. In the end, what we really want to offer is our love.

I plan to make this the ending of a long poem but I have not written anything more yet so this is all there is for now.
489 · Aug 2015
Name
Idiosyncrasy Aug 2015
When I hear your name
When I read your name
Eventually a smile
Lights up my face.

It makes me sing
It makes my heart ring
And I'll remember you
In the smallest things.
483 · May 2017
no accident
Idiosyncrasy May 2017
You are
the choice I made
I was sure
of the steps I took
It was like
finally standing
at the front door
opening it
there's home
and realizing
that's all
you ever need.
Loving you was not an accident.
May 02.
479 · Oct 2018
6:17
Idiosyncrasy Oct 2018
six seventeen
morning
I've exhausted
all the options
just for this to stay.

split second
high noon
The eyes
are the first
to lose their way.

sorry sighs
dusk
The heart then
loses its place
in the dance.

six seventeen
mourning
How does it feel like
to never give
something a chance?
I hope it's good enough.
474 · May 2017
eyes
Idiosyncrasy May 2017
We were never lost
     in each other's eyes
Because it is in each other
     that we found home.
Happiness can say hello and goodbye to you on the same day.
471 · Aug 2016
Jetlag
Idiosyncrasy Aug 2016
The feeling I had
When I crossed
The time you loved me
To the time you left me.
467 · Jul 2015
Be There
Idiosyncrasy Jul 2015
If I tell you I'll be there,
Will you be there too?

But I don't want to say
For I may not be that important to you.

And I don't want to expect too much,
It would hurt if you won't come.

If I tell you I'll be there,
Will you be there too?

I guess I'd just be wishing fate will bring you there,
Hoping it's not too much to ask.
Maybe I should have told you after all.
460 · Apr 2017
landmark
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
I am lost
and you are
the only landmark
I know.
Take me home.
23/30
459 · Sep 2018
she
Idiosyncrasy Sep 2018
she
Reynaly Shen is
Strong. Sophisticated. Independent. Eccentric.
But always trying to be the person you can count on to love you
Like how she loves the way we create to comprehend the unfathomable and hold together the unbounded
She keeps a lot of words to herself like a shell hiding its pearl but understands someone has to take them anyway
Because she has doubted herself and compared herself to everyone you have loved before
But she is never one to state standards, and values you for who you are
They have told her she is at both ends of the spectrum, trying so hard to be in between
And she has told herself it’s okay, she’s okay
The jinny-joes and coins will one day be enough to travel the entire scale
She will be calling numbers with words and reading between the sounds of hellos
And she’ll be Shen. How she has always been. Shen.
self-poem for Speech class <3
455 · Aug 2015
We Would
Idiosyncrasy Aug 2015
When you left you said
We would still wish on the same star
We would still hear each other's heart beats,
We would see each other when we see the moon,
*You said we would find each other again
And we would dance underneath the starry starry sky,
We would be forever
But we never did.
449 · Apr 2017
fighting for you
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
We were almost there
But I was so stupid to let you go
     I never wanted to
                      But I let it happen so
  Now I know
                     This is what I've been waiting for
       You are the one I've found
              The one worth fighting for
                                            I will fight for you.
Thank you for making me learn how to fight. :)
16/30
448 · Apr 2017
What I Want
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
I never get what I want
so I guess I'll just want
for you to not feel the same
for you to go away
hoping*
just hoping
you'll stay.
Preparing myself when you leave.
3/30
445 · Jul 2015
Flight of Love
Idiosyncrasy Jul 2015
Falling in love
Is like flying,
But time will come
When you'd be falling,
And you're only hope
Is someone who'll catch you.
Falling in love is one of the most wonderful feelings but then the greatest hurt accompanies it.
442 · Sep 2015
King
Idiosyncrasy Sep 2015
He is just another one of the fallen,
For the queen of hearts and all.

He might have everything
If everything is not with her.
440 · Apr 2017
happiness
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
I think there are people
who do not want to be happy
Because they know
happiness might go away
And once it's gone, they know
they might not reach that again
That it will just be a reminder
of what they no longer have
And they'd rather not compare
I think there are people
who do not want to be happy
Yes
*There are people like me.
I'm tired of crying. I'm scared of believing.
25/30
440 · Jul 2015
Places
Idiosyncrasy Jul 2015
I've packed many suitcases,
I'm too far from the start.

I've been in so many places
But never in your heart.
439 · May 2017
what then
Idiosyncrasy May 2017
You are afraid to lose me
But you did not make the choice to have me
You don't want me to go but you don't want me to stay either.(11)
May 10
426 · Sep 2017
sailing away
Idiosyncrasy Sep 2017
She looked at the fading view
          of the shore
               its golden sand
               its line of trees
               and the little movements      
               of the ocean trying to    
               reach it
She smiled and told herself
It is not what she wants anymore
This time it is no longer a lie.
It still is but let us hope for the time when it really is no longer a lie :).
425 · Oct 2015
No
Idiosyncrasy Oct 2015
No
It was hard for you to say no,
I told you you should learn to decline sometimes,
And in the many times you could have said no,
In the very rare moments you did say it,
You said no to me.
424 · May 2017
Fantasy
Idiosyncrasy May 2017
We write poems
About love
Why not fantasy?
I ask
But then I realize
*Love is a fantasy anyway.
Thanks for the prompt.
May 16
424 · Apr 2017
Beside
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
I will wait for the time
that when I look behind me,
you are no longer there
for you are ready to face everything
everything
with me by your side.
This hope is heavier to carry than grief.
13/30
424 · Apr 2017
downfall
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
Oh baby, it was a tragedy
**We were each other's hamartia.
Are we?
18/30
415 · Apr 2018
I
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2018
I
I may not be able to save the world
But I can save a breath to make my heart try harder to give me life
I may not feel beautiful
But I can feel the attraction and repulsion of everything I try to make sense of.


I may not be brave enough to risk it all
But I am in control.
Yes please.
412 · May 2017
broken pieces
Idiosyncrasy May 2017
I don't want you
to have me broken
you deserve
better than that
but I want you
to hold me
because that is like
or even much better
than being whole
again.


*You told me
you don't want me
to have you broken
so let me be
the one who will
hold you close
and so tight
that your broken pieces
will finally be
whole again.
And yes, I do think that sometimes I don't deserve you. And yes, sometimes I do write poems for myself.
408 · Apr 2017
The Long Way Home
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
We walk along each other's beat
As dust crumbles beneath our feet
We share stories infinitely
And I always love to listen eagerly
We sing to random songs
To laugh when the lyrics go wrong
You hold my hand and do not let go
You kissed me and yes I know
**To keep these,
I'll always choose the long way home.
Reached the door. Interactive.
6/30
406 · Oct 2017
Relief
Idiosyncrasy Oct 2017
In almost downfalls,
fled tragedies,
And in tired lifts,
decaying comedies
- a relief.
Happy in sad. Good in bad. UPCAT 2018.
402 · Apr 2017
sun and world
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
"I know just one thing."
"Me too."
"What is it?"
"I know the world revolves around the sun
and I know I'm not the sun."
Last. "At the end  of the day, I hope you're still the sun."
12/30
399 · Feb 2016
As
Idiosyncrasy Feb 2016
As
You say I love you as easy as saying the sky is blue,
But you say I love you not as real as saying the sky is blue.
Please.
398 · Sep 2017
stay
Idiosyncrasy Sep 2017
All my life
I always wanted to leave
You were the only one
Who made me want to stay.
You were enough.
395 · Oct 2015
Wish
Idiosyncrasy Oct 2015
I stayed out late tonight
The stars are out
And the moon is bright.

A shooting star came by
I closed my eyes
And let out a sigh.

There's  a chance to see you
Tomorrow, give me tomorrow
Do you want to see me too?

I wish this wish tonight
My days would again be bright
If tomorrow you'll be in my sight.
391 · Feb 2018
Lullaby
Idiosyncrasy Feb 2018
I want to know
What keeps you up at night
I want to know
What makes you cry
I want to be there
Every time
In sleepless nights
And painful sighs
Tiring tales and lies
In celebrations of life
Laughter and smiles
And all those times you try
I will be
Your lullaby.
A response to the poem "Lull"
387 · Nov 2016
pain
Idiosyncrasy Nov 2016
The pain
Is still too much
To be put
Into words.
Fight
381 · Apr 2017
first person
Idiosyncrasy Apr 2017
Nothing's changed.*

You're still
the first person
I'd like to share
these moments with.
Still hoping. I'll still. As promised since the very start.
14/30
380 · Sep 2016
I Will
Idiosyncrasy Sep 2016
I'll listen
To your never ending questions about life.

I'll not mind
If every conversation ends with the same thought.

I'll be there
When you need me and even if you don't.

I'll say*
You're beautiful even if you don't believe it.

And when people say that you're a lot of bad things,
Then you need someone to remind you of your goodness
And how much you deserve to be loved,
     *I will.
Still/m/. I will rub the temples of your head if you need me to.
378 · Feb 2019
Untitled
Idiosyncrasy Feb 2019
Loving again feels like revising a piece. There's always that inkling feeling that maybe the first one was the right one.
super random
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