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Sep 2015 · 1.2k
"Step-dad (So Called) Pt.1"
Arcassin B Sep 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Fixing to be a dead man,
But you're a dead beat,
Thought you'd learned something by now,
But you ain't hearing me,
Can't hide from the truth,
Swear that you could provide,
Thinking your the truth,
But your a lie,
Just a lying ******* in disguise,
Don't hide your head lil' boy,
To the streets you a toy,
To be played with and controlled,
I will always avoid,
Ignorance is in the room,
The devil won't protect you,
But you ain't hearing me,
Keep laughing,
Trying to be the good Samaritan,
Your own family wouldn't want any
Strikes on them,
And I don't blame them,
Hoping the Lord could save them,
You're no man,
Your no provider,
You're a ******* crook mixed with a
Scared little liar,
Boy want nothing to do
With the stupid activities you do,
And all the people that hang around you,
I just keep a hit list or two,
So please don't try me you sorry excuse,
From you claim to be,
Nobody has respect for you.
**** shame !!!
Aug 2015 · 1.6k
"Unknown #11"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
crooks and ******,
Draw the sky red,
Turn to crispy fred,
Say your not real I am instead,
Of the loses and the pain,
If you lose you'll win again,
Ripping flesh,
Can't deal with the strain,
And while I'm drained , hope that you'll maintain,
To be the main leader,
Of this sick and twisted mind game,
That we play constantly everyday,
Thanking for good food we receive,
Praying everyday to gain consciousness,
And while we think that will be answered,
We just sit and wait,
Only to know our lord will never hope to save,
I'm not a rebel against my lord and savior,
I'm just inspiring young kids with the talents that he gave.
Still...
Aug 2015 · 749
"Love Is Old , Love is New"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


The electricity of your smile covered
In Golden seeds,
I'll be sure that everything will be alright,
Wind blowing in grass fields,
5 dollar pizza deals,
We sure had a great night,
But if i sacrifice my heart in your ritual
Of being true to me,
It will be groovy , it'd be out of sight,
Drive me crazy , my skin I'll peel,
Its your heart I wanna steal,
This drawing of you looks pretty right?!!
For all of my soul prospers,
Trying to avoid the coppers,
Wars, dying , people screaming,
In the smoke with all the choppers,
You were right there waiting for me to save you,
The discontinuation will not ever prosper,

All of our memories are out today,
Blasting in the face creativity,
Pretty shallow but I'd say it's actually quite,
The sunset shining in the grass fields,
In my bed , I always liked the way you feel,
Will I go to bed again? I might,
Beautiful blessings in the ways we move
And creep,
For the cause , wouldn't put up a fight,
Kissing your lips , we love to seal,
The padlocks that are made of fine steel,
As long as I see you in sight,
love is old
love is new
love is old
me and you
We're gonna live a happy life,
And If I have to be a heart-strucked immigrant,
I swear I'll put it right.
A movie and band inspired me ❤
Aug 2015 · 3.2k
"Lazy As Hell"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


I should have been drunk today,
I should have got intoxicated
Like a slug today,
But I didn't,
And i know you hate it,
Let's not talk about it,
I should have been at lunch today,
I should have ate alot today,
But I didn't,
And i know you hate it,
Let's not talk about it,
I wanted to see my love today,
But sitting on my *** is aye-okay,
But I didn't,
And i know you hate it,
That I'm so Active.
Whats Next mEP
Aug 2015 · 502
"The Worst 36 Seconds"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Helping hands drifting off onto the skin of father time,
Make him rewind,
Swinish eyes,
Secrets filled with lies,
On the window ceils are steaming pies,
Only If I do right,
And write my wrongs,
Now how does all of that apply?
These seconds felt like hours,
Coming out of the furnace,
Standing on deadly towers,
Society today will not help our founding
Fathers,
Save all your daughters,
Flame.
Whats Next mEP
Aug 2015 · 431
"These Things"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I could be the center of your world,

beauty spreads throughout the camp,

we'll never be good in time,

Explaining my thoughts,
I'm not so good at these things,
I'm not so good,
But it takes time,

we'll never be good in time,

Explaining my thoughts,
I'm not so good at these things,
I'm not so good,
I'm Wasting time.
Whats Next mEP
Aug 2015 · 6.5k
"Wilderness"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Mother nature would be pleased
At the way we cut her trees,

Fascinated with the way
We bring machines to her domain,
That's a shame,
We bring her to shame,
Leaving her in pain,
Why do you do that?

You can't survive in the wilderness alone anyway,
if you want some shelter tonight ,I'd advise you stay,
You can't survive in the wilderness alone anyway,
people don't wanna die alone nowadays,

Sometimes we can't replace
All the things we take away,

Replacing nerves but
Can't take away the pain,
Must be a game ,
To you,
Maybe to gain fame,
Making love ones feel the strain,
Why do you do that?

You can't survive in the wilderness alone anyway,
if you want some shelter tonight ,I'd advise you stay,
You can't survive in the wilderness alone anyway,
people don't wanna die alone nowadays.
what's next mEP
Aug 2015 · 473
"Change It Up"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Cleaning out the gutters of my mind,
Don't wanna be cornered,
I'm just thinking you keep wasting more time,
If anyone is considered,
Judging me if I ever get out line,
But I just rendered,
I am not anyone's guinea pig!
Putting me in positions I can't handle,
You're a mess,
These tests and my background dismantled,
A hell of a quest,
Couple blocks down near Rockwell's,
Your at your best,
Never had secrets I had to tell,
Never had them on my chest,
I am not anyone's guinea pig!
Kept wondering what was next,
Writer's block left me stuck,
Remember when I use to have threats from my ex,
And I just had to give her up,
Hickies all over my neck,
I'm just feeling so corrupt,
And even when your at your best,
And you just wanna change it up,
You're not anyone's guinea pig!
What's Next mEP
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By wolf & Arcassin


AB: ..it was you,
All along,
I differ from others that find the strength to move on
Even spiritually,
hurt me bad,
It almost killed me,
Even in death I would still love you,
There's noone in your frame of mind,
change of heart,
Took me back,
Filled with joy,
Don't know long it will Last,
As long as you last,

WS: it's still only you
have you figured out the rift?
many will come, many may go
but this is and always will be
you and i
me and you
only we own that
back from death you bring me
with a tender kiss
like mouth to mouth regeneration
and soul to soul
like no others
maybe, just maybe
you and me
is all we ever really needed to be
let it last, let it stay
one kiss, i pray....
never go astray.
"Wolves In The Arc " COMING Soon !!!!
Aug 2015 · 902
not a poem #9
Arcassin B Aug 2015


Hey guys , if ANYONE would to collaborate with me just KIK me @ abpoet18
And also if you'd like to JOIN my Group The Prisms kik as well and I'll put you in The Group Chat

if you do not have kik , Then Facebook message me @ Arcassin Burnham


Join me :)
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


I lay medallions on your heart love,
Even in your dreams are the witch club,
Like the craft,
You're the one I can perform on,
No better time than tonight,
Especially when there's nothing wrong,

I,
Can,
Be,
Your savior when your world is gone,
Every useless brick by brick,
We'll rebuild a new love song,

∆I want your magic,
I love you madness like Alice,
The *** is heaven,
Let's get buried in our sins,
Tonight!!!!!!!!!!
Alright!!!!!!!!!!
Just let it happen,
In a nice timely fashion,
We count to seven,
Then the Adventure Begins,
Tonight!!!!!!!!!!
Alright!!!!!!!!!!!∆

I lay medallions on your heart love.

Your savior when your world is gone.
Elements.
Aug 2015 · 837
"Longer Smile"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Look what you've done to me,
I can no longer smile,
I can not feel your touch,
Not even for awhile,
I like the flow of your hair,
Even though that's not my style,
It's you I can not bare,
But I was the golden child,
Golden Child,
The glass falls from the bar right
Behind me,
Devil's nector falls to intimacy,
Shared a cardiac arrest in the backseat,
Stole it from my chest and the next morning
Gave it back to me.
My heart is still here for u
Aug 2015 · 917
"Undo"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


I'd like to be your soldier,
twitching at the feet,
I wanna write you letters,
Then one day we'll meet,
scratch that ! Let's be honest,
I wouldn't hurt a fly,
unless I'm unconscious,
together we will die,

I wanna write so many things about you,
Beauty and all things love, comes up about you,
I could never remove or replace you,
I obssess you,
Baby ill stalk you,
If I could I would make a billboard out of you,
A statue out of you,
Then crash it all down with a tank too,
You give a sweet tooth,
For a preview,
If it's see through,
In a cheap pool,

I'd like to be your soldier,
twitching at the feet,
I wanna write you letters,
Then one day we'll meet,
scratch that ! Let's be honest,
I wouldn't hurt a fly,
unless I'm unconscious,
together we will die,

I'd like to be your soldier,
twitching at the feet,
I wanna write you letters,
Then one day we'll meet,
scratch that ! Let's be honest,
I wouldn't hurt a fly,
unless I'm unconscious,
together we will die.
Featured on my mEP titled "what's next"
Aug 2015 · 184
not a poem #8
Arcassin B Aug 2015
Would Anyone like to collaborate?
Anyone?
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


"Better"

Sometimes I wanna cry,
Your beauty is remarkable,
Do you ever think that I could be a gust of wind,
To be *** high from a huge contact from a friend
I met on the way here from the store,
I'll be your everything and more,
We could make good decisions for the better,
Ashes on the moon from the cigarette I'm not suppose
To smoke, cause me asthma made a truce or whatever,
So I'm very cautious,
Although I'm feeling nauseous,
I'm really into you,
Teenage love don't last as much as we'd like,
We're not kids anymore , from the gates we can
Soar or remain in a comfortable state of life,
Love me unconditionally,
Make love like Ben Thomas and Emily posa,
I can,
Be your everything and more for the better.

_________


"I'm Not Through"


As above and so below the barriers
Of what we stand for,
I'm not through,
Most people wouldn't know what do
With you and your exterior,
I'm not through,
Even the thought of you pesants having more,
I'm not through,
Rots me to the core,
I swear it blends the earth,
I won't be through until he says I'm done,
Run away attention ****** you no place
In my cauldron,
I'm not through,
I wasn't asking , I was telling you,
I'm not through,
But many would ask if they could
See the sun,
I'm not through,
If you think I'm horse playing , I have no
Problem with ever showing you,
I'm not through.

_________

"The Past Gets Harder"


Ripples in the waters of depression,
The fight is being taught to you , I hoped you learned your lesson,
I am not a man nor savior of your blessings,
I am just a kid with abilities that are growing,
Anxiety driven you to madness with family,
Everybody needs a little comfort , even the
Convicts in inner-cities,
The Past gets harder,
Filled with memories,
Y'all got enough of it,
But for starters,
The demons wanna see,
You put the gun to your head,
To end it,
Not A lot of fun,
Having a lot of enemies,
Gotta save my engery,
Have to fight for my future
And my Tendencies,
Artist with an ironfist,
Let me know your secrets,
I won't tell a soul,
I just read between your bones,
If you want some sympathy,
A passion for writing,
I could do exactly what he won't,
So just tell me,
Is it love you feel?
Another Mix !!!!!! No waaaayyy lol
Aug 2015 · 480
"Unknown #10"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Bad memories,
Now crossing paths with enemies,
Reputation been ruined,
Like Where's the friend in me,
Still searching for centuries,
Minus helecarriars,
But I notice the galaxy,
Wasn't meant for me,
And I deserve no love that might be out there for me,
Since the rest has failed so far,
Might as well skip the giving tree,
I remember when that use to be,
My favorite book,
Now I'm reading old time century,
Poetry,
I thought I still had the kid in me,
To strive and maintain,
Keep stress levels from the peak,
Get nervous everywhere I go even at public meetings,
To have to put in my hope that noone saw me,
Hands are shaking,
Heart is racing,
Can't control the feeling,
From the pain the bad memories will keep me healing.
Touch life
Aug 2015 · 578
"~american girl~"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Oh Hey!  American girl,
Did you ever find out what illness that your mom has?
Oh Hey!  American girl,
I was hoping you would feel okay after she passed,
Oh Hey!  American girl,
Did you ever find your father that left when you were bout' 9,
Oh Hey!  American girl,
I bet you might have forgave him, everything will be fine,
Oh Hey!  American girl,
Did your grandma have custody of you when  you had nowhere to go?
Oh Hey!  American girl,
your Friends at school were  worried that you wouldn't even show,
Oh Hey!  American girl,
Was your boyfriend faithful to his words of a promise ring,
Oh Hey!  American girl,
He just can't,he Watches the cheerleaders while he's football practicing,

Life is hard as a teen...

Life is hard as an american.
Teens like her maybe even faced worse...
Aug 2015 · 448
"DaRkIcE is So Beautiful"
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Do you ever look  at yourself in the mirror,
And think , Well ****!!
"I look **** great
And nobody can tell me different"
I'm a kid at a candy store when I
Dream of a face like yours,
May I speak to you?
Do you feel the same?
I'm too in love and you're the one to blame,
Fold up my sleeves,
I feel my heart is ashamed,
Stabbing me deep,
But I feel no pain
In your eyes,
I could make you into dry ice
Burning my soul in two,
I'm in disguise,
May I speak to you?
She's on Hp and I'm way out of her league lol
Arcassin B Aug 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

The dreams couldn't get anymore real,
Like a pealed banana,
Growing from the ground and starting again,
Shining in your eyes,
Pushing in and out of existence,
Not like there isn't any means to exist,
But giving purpose within,
Inspiring any young human substance,
To rejoice the power of creation,
And grasp it with careful strategies,
Reading books of science and anatomy,
And not being hooked on pills , **** and LSD,
Taking a leap of faith,
So that you reply , "dreams couldn't get anymore real",
Not everyone has that feeling,
But they'll grab it one day.
From an LSD video lol
Jul 2015 · 828
"Teen Angels"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

We cross our hearts and hope to die,
We cross our fingers and tell no lies,
No stories,
No wise tales,
We prosper and prevail,
We proceed to serve society,
Abide by our parents,
Obey the school rules,
The way it intended,
Its apparent,
We love fantasies,
And we love dreams,
We adore peaches and cream,
And we like bird and bees,
As long as they buzz,
You can have a husband,
And get married living with his cousin,
You can be a doctor or maybe a lawyer,
You tell a nickel from dime and a quarter,
You can be a rockstar traveling the world,
You can inspire every little boy and girl,
You can make a living,
You can do whatever you wanna do,
As long as you be an angel,
And be you.
We
Jul 2015 · 961
"Unknown #9"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Completely and utterly mystically sane,
I drive through the forces that carry my weight,
Visions through your eyes , but you never mentioned my name,
I'd die a quick and painful death without knowing the strain,
No limations left swear i fill up pain,
Indebted the affection but battled with the thoughts that came,
Popular teens riding in mustangs , while you have to walk in the rain,
Life isn't always good,
When karma is on your *** all the time,
Asking god why have you forsaken me,
Without ever being rude,
But slowly telling it you hate it too,
Retorting and overreacting,
Drinking too much to know your name,
To the heavens your shouting,
But this love I have could not be replace,
For the weirdest reason.
Number 9 is buried for a reason
Jul 2015 · 648
"Changed A lot Since Then"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I,
Use to be what everyone thought was a easy target,
It's so sad that they make fun of the wealth,
Say,
What they want , I just turn the other way and
Never look back,
I don't know what to do with myself,

So get your fingers out my ******* face,
I really hate violence,
But I have to put you back in your place,

I really changed alot for you

I,
I never meant hurt anyone I was living a horrid life,
There never was a plan for me,
Said,
What they said and it defeats the purpose when I didn't
live right,
But there wasn't a purpose for me,

And while I put you back in your place,
Bad luck on my side,
I just wanna get out of this human race,

I really changed alot for you.
Changed Ep ending
Jul 2015 · 465
"The Bible's A Comic Book"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I'm Riding waves to taste life in a catastrophe,
They let you know everytime,
The feeling is beautiful,
It was like fire,
Bursting from automobiles,
We all have our careless thoughts,
Notice how pretty you are,
The ignorance comes with value,
I hope you could reach the bar,
And I hope this doesn't affect having a life,
Making every second count courageously,
Ignorance is also bliss,
Let it come true,
Shadows passing into mine,
What a great escape of being trapped,
I will not quit,
I will not be tamed,
Unless it confiscates on my eternal frame,
You make your stew,
Only you know you,
Somethings in life we overlook,
Ignorance is at an all time high,
So ignorant,
They think the bibles a comic book.
Changed EP
Jul 2015 · 1.7k
"The Right One"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I remember from where I came,
You just had the right idea,
I would see the brighter days,
It takes the right one to tell ya,
I use to be a complete failure,
You were always so popular,
I knew I would always fail ya,
But it takes the right one to tell ya,

I use to have a lot of bullies,
You had friends on the soccer team,
In the crowd , your name I will scream,
It takes the right one to tell ya,
I spotted all the right reactions,
You were never controlled by non,
I knew one day I'd end up seeing ya,
It takes the right one to tell ya,
I will believe
in what I usually see
and that's a future with me
I need you here with me,
It takes the right one to tell ya.
Changed Ep
Jul 2015 · 492
"Worse Than Death"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Starting to accept the deception of life itself,
Too many hands I held , too many cards I dealt,
Scared of the taste of hell,
Or drinking your life away
Killing brain cells,
Eternal sleep is not truely sleep,
Uncover the universe is the secrets they'll never tell,

Starting to accept the deception of life itself,
Too many hands I held , too many cards I dealt,
Scared of the taste of hell,
Or drinking your life away
Killing brain cells,
Eternal sleep is not truely sleep,
Uncover the universe is the secrets they'll never tell.
Changed Ep
Jul 2015 · 760
"It Never Fails"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Different day
Different time,
Recent month,
I don't know,
All is quiet,
Written rhymes
On the road to nowhere,
But now here,
I'm thinking about your wasted youth,
And fractured mind,
Love in disguise for cavities,
Hail the wisdom tooth,
Jesus please!
We come in peace,

Gold glowing rods come out when I sneeze,
I don't even know why you aim so much to please,
Thinking maybe you might have had your motives,
Or the confidence and motivation to pursue me,
It never fails.
Changed Ep
Jul 2015 · 428
"State Your Request"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Glow in your eyes just like Mandy from shameless,
I'd also love it if you're shameless to situations,
Maybe we could make a baby out of clay,
I'd say,
Its kinda lunaticish,
Or we could meet the king,
You could have your way,
Although he's really freakish,
Looking at road signs ,
Don't know which way to go,
Should I run back to you,
But I'd know that its fine,
Its okay to be sort of an attention *****,
But I guess all is lustful love And war.
Changed Ep
Jul 2015 · 624
"In Your Bones"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I fill in the blanks where your feelings
Use to reside,
Stuck in the shadows,
I puke on the passenger side,
I am not a protector or a savior,
I can't provide,
But your brain
And your cells
And your thoughts are along for the ride,

I don't care for your face,
But in your bones,
There is no other place,
Then in my zone.

Our men and our women in the system
Fighting for peace,
Please get your kids in the house
It ain't safe on these streets,
While others are wicked and evil
Just to Gain the greed,
Working themselves to bone
For their kids,
They will feed.

In your bones.
Changed Ep
Jul 2015 · 354
"The Timing"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


honesty is ticking
You want to built trust,
the timings wasting
I want it to be us,
I could make this longer than it has to be
I need to see,
if even one day it'd be us.
Changed Ep
Jul 2015 · 687
"Jaw"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Squint your teeth and hold on,
Hold on,
High tides got the best of me and my
outer states Of consciousness,
Looking forward to a bigger view than
This,
Out of my element,

I broke my jaw,
Trying to get to you,
Tonight,
I don't know much but
I could vouch for you,
Tonight,

Pulling at my existence bringing me
Closer to what I fear the most,
Chain reaction in a frame painted with
Lust and fuses,
Can't express to those,
Loss of potential,
Explaining mentals,
Mapping out the recent choice you chose,
Calling it making a very profitable decision,
Quote on quote,

I broke my jaw,
Trying to get to you,
Tonight,
I don't know much but
I could vouch for you,
Tonight.
I'm back guys lol :)
Jul 2015 · 332
"End Of 17 / Down Below"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Was a snapping turtle now I'm just brick wall,
Earned what i souly deserve , you just ruin it all,
My life's is in ruins,
But getting better with every single strand,
And the effort that you put in,
Say you promise that you'll do it if you really can,
But people break them all the time,
Can believe in that all the time,
Hope I don't have to live with this for time,
If you believe me,
Its Time to stop being 17.
__________
Nowadays its hard to gain success,
Never was the successful type I guess,
But once I knew myself enough to own it,
Ain't no secret to the things that I can do
To cure inside of my stress,
Speaking of stress , I been to hell with a green cap,
While I wobble like a pest,
When I got all big and tough to barely grasp it,
I was sure that my trials and tribulations
Didn't really get the best,
Static t.V's,
And tiny broken cassettes,
Bad financial fees,
And alot of stupid regrets,
Giant sap trees,
And the buzzing of the bees,
I could sure use a glass of ice tea inside my chest,
People you saw,
And all the people you know,
Watch the dogs gnaw,
And lick everyone's toes,
I could have a life better than this,
With dark inside my heart,
And fire down below,

I'm burning alive
I don't know why
With the fire in my heart

let my ignorance die
why don't you die
*die down with the fire in my heart.
18 Part 3 Ending
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Its sad how a young man like me got involved with bad things,
But Engorged with a good heart,
The life he's living came off to a bad start,
Present , past , and future ****** loads,
Didn't get killed or caged yet so at least thats not a go,
Around town by these ******* kids I was a laughing stalk and everything I told my mother,
She believed me not,
Good parenting right,
My step dads cough is more important than her kids and we know he ain't doing right,
So where the **** is my real dad,
If he was in front of my face I swear I'd punch his ***,
Its bad enough I have to lose everything that I had,
So until I'm 18 I'll be thinking of the pathetic times I lived,
When people thought that they could walk over my life,
Thought in a couple of years maybe a kid and a wife,
But god doesn't want me have that,
I'm a mistake in his eyes.
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 284
"Black Mist & Crows"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Devil and God on my shoulders,
Causing so much ruckus,
In giving up,
Man that's the end of my discussion,
Everyone wants to know your flaws,
I wouldn't dream of it,
Adele sings you could have had it all,
But most of us have nothing,
Your a number,
Just like every human being,
It would be a desirable choice to not become a public enemy,
I mean I feel where your coming from,
But at what cost,
Lost the only father figure,
Now your hearts frost,
Like the frozen tundra,
When its said and done,
Make it to a lot commas,
Whenever will the money come,
So when I say I walk through the valley in the the shadow of death,
In my terms , I'm saying what is there to come in my future,
Who's gonna ever have your back when you have nothing left,
Its just all black mist and flying crows hoping your soul won't lecture.
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 555
"Trouble Coping"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Competing with another human being
It's not me,
It's really personal
With all the hearts on my sleeves,
I am not a god or anything
You don't believe,
But I get senses of beauty
When I go to the beach,
(I swear I have trouble Coping)

My glorious days will always
Be my defeats,
Trying to relive and laugh with pride
No empathy,
You could try to push buttons but
I never will redeem,
To have a better life I swear
Is faded in a dream,
(I swear I have trouble Coping).
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 408
"Still Young Together"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Days ahead,
No.one.knows,
Do they even care,
It.never
Shows,
Forever young,
That's what we.intend,
It's not for us,
You and I ,
We're still young,
We're young together,
You and I,
Let's have fun
making love together,
You and i,
Running away to
Our chill endeavors,
You and i,
breathe the sun,
Yeah we'll live forever,
You and I,
We're still young,
Still young together,


You and I ,
We're still young,
We're young together,
You and I,
Let's have fun
making love together,
You and i,
Running away to
Our chill endeavors,
You and i,
breathe the sun,
Yeah we'll live forever,
You and I,
We're still young,
Still young together.
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 353
"Happy Unoticing"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I'm happy with not dealing with your *******,
I'm happy to know there aren't deals being made,
And without anything made, we wouldn't have anything,
Including ice cubes and lemonade,
But I'm happy to know I don't have to prove anything,
I'm happy that the only I can do is prove myself wrong everytime
it will never change,
To be inmy own comfort zone,
and demanding everyone to leave me alone,
I'm happy I don't have to lay a finger to work,
I'm happy that I know what work even is,
Happy that I could prepare my dreams for the ultimate,
So one day those rich kids that I hate will work for me.
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 379
"Worse Than Last Summer"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

The devil must have propositioned me likes 3 times,
Telling the demons to cut me down,,
From the noose society gave me,
I don't think they were on my side,
But this time,
It will be a good summer,

Telling me I'd never get anything for my birthday,
Giving my hopes up,
Exposing me to shame,
Why mama?,
Why?
You let me down more times than anyone,
Depression runs through our family,
Just can't seem to walk through a decent door of success,
With darker days,
And true colors,
Painted towns and overly rich kids that serve to live for shopping sprees,
******* please!!!
As long as God is on my side,
I'm almost certain,
There will be a good summer.
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 212
"No More Unretaliating"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


So long I've held my tongue,
But in this life I had no choice,
This time I gotta choose what I be,
Just see the lights that I really wanna see,
Took alot **** from alot of people,
But in this life I tolerate non,
Take it as aparting gift to a fist of pain,
That's fancy for making your *** squirm in pain,
Use go to school to a bunch of bullies,
But in this life I might just be coming from every angle,
Had alot anxiety built up
And with a weakness it begin,
Wannabes rose up,
This is a new bible to a worse life,
I wanna stop the pain and suffering,
Can't do it right,
I just need more time,
Not ready for this age,
Or what's in the dead of night.
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 384
"Serious Lover"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

She,
She was only one that knew everything,
She was only one that knew everything
That I was,
She,
She could take the pain away,
She could take the pain away
that was inside of me,
She,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
Without a curse,
I,
I wanna say that I miss her,
I wanna say that I miss her and I miss her dearly,

With a rose and two stones,
From here to Illinois,
Swear I regret the choise,
Of not seeing you when you left,
And it all but me hard,
I miss the sweetness in your voice,
Even sometimes when you were sour,
I'd love the feeling right now to kiss you all over your face,
I can kick out alot of things but its you I can't replace,
I miss you.
18 Part 3
Jul 2015 · 451
"18"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Searching for a better end,
To think I might be flabbergasted from the countless sins,
Nobody's counting , I just need a post to pin,
On the social media about how the struggle's depressin',
Ignorant people nowadays will never learn they're lesson,
Putting people and young teens in the state of depression,
But they could never stop the power in all my progression,
And who knows,
possibilities for more future sessions,
Being 18 is the result of getting bad recession.
18 Part 3
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


How do you make light of bad situation
Evolving sexuality?
Wanna go back to the way it use to be,
I'm not appalled in the slightest,
I thought that we'd elevate the highest,
There's no one else I rather love but you,
You made my life a reality,
My hair was short,
Cut like a man,
And even though I didn't like lesbians,
I didn't fully understand,
But the difference in you,
Made it all worth while,
You never fathemed your face,
But I worshipped your smile,
Kissing you was like heaven,
Something I didn't believe,
Until that night at the lake,
When you came out to me,
Couldn't explain what we had going on,
Somethings wrong,
Putting muscle on my emotions love,
it was strong,
I think of us on a daily basis
Whenever your gone,
I see the room is very spacious,
Whenever I hit the ****,
Going to school with this smile on my face,
You're the epitome for a better human race,
Butterflies
When you asked me to stay,
Have no reasons for a depressing day,
When I see you,
I realize it will be okay,
Thinking this was all just another phase,
But little did we know the worst was coming our way....

Someone knew
About our little affair,
Told the whole school,
I just couldn't bare,
You stayed home
While I went there,
Holding up their camera phones,
Wait hold up!
**** your ignorant childish laughter,
So what !? I kissed a girl,
Shes my everything
And I promise I would give her the world,
And further more,
I walk with a demon by my side baby,
Swear you can't deny baby,
Popular girls are cheap *****
And *****,
Memories are a little slurry,
Feeling like Jeanette McCurdy,
If I don't get out of here,
Gonna act like a different person,
I was never a quiet person,
I just never took no mercy,
I was born with several burdens,
Strong,so that you'll never hurt me,

took me by surprise,
I didn't realize,
I could have went to you,
why did you do it,
why did you do this to me,
they found you hung on a ceiling fan,
I didn't know it affected that bad,
I miss your smile,
everything about you,
love.
Lesbian love is real ..
Jul 2015 · 1.4k
not a poem #7
Arcassin B Jul 2015
Hey guys , as you know (and probably don't) I have Poetry group called the Prisms , where we collaberate and make our own poems,

Two choices :
You can message me here and qualify to join our page on HP where Ill add your name to the bio...
Or you can message on kik messenger @ abpoet18
And I'll add you to the kik group which is of course the Prisms :)

So if you interested , just message me anytime !!! :)
;-) ;-) ;-) happy fourth of July
Jul 2015 · 1.9k
"Unknown #8"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I'm down on shattered dreams,
Please I'll let you by all means,
Repair what is broken please,
Tape and glue for your support,
Lets Build forts,
Protecting your families,
Swear you wouldn't like the journey,
The self love is always key,
Promise that you have to keep,
Break em,
Then your 6 feet deep,
Or 6 ways ******,
Or 6 ways barried,
How was it getting use to eternal sleep.
Happy 4th of July
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Stood in the back where the pues were,
The house was full with open hearts,
To their lord and savior,
Into it completely serving what I know that gave me a purpose,
Too many unanswered questions , but was the purpose a pretty blue-eyed girl leaving me breathless?
Overgrown sight of love started to develop,
But having the eyes for a female would be the first step,
Rolling down the *****,
To sinners lane,
Where everyone knows your name,
I'm sinking,
And as she glances at me,
I just get a sense of attention running down my cheek,
My tears for the beauty she possesses,
Slurring all of my speech,
Did I just fall in love ?
Church girls lack unattractiveness lol
Jul 2015 · 536
ARCASSIN's Harmful Mix Pt 3
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


"Summer Sad face"


I could spend this joyous day with you again,
Then again it's a three day period of what's to end,
Please don't pretend,
That you care about this season,
Enjoying palm trees and your Facebook,
Nike hightops,
But at that time around were crooks,
Stealing your heart,
Telling you to let your guard down,
Captain hook,
Clawing at the emotions,
Definitely a piece of mind they took,
You,
Could,
Have,
All my sadness,
You,
Would,
Be,
My queen of madness,

Just like Alice,
Card games come to life,
Babe I had it,
Driving force in my life.


_________


"Seeing The Glance Of A Girl"


tingly and sharp like thorns and vines,
Beauty needs no word or rhymes,
Character speaks for itself,
It says I'm chilling but I might be doing fine,
Take the soul right out of kids,
Just the devils bids,
On souls,
That could be kept in cold endeavors,
Captured from underneath like fishing poles,
Keep your mouth shut ! She's too clever,
Clever girl,
Pretty girl,
If my reputation wasn't ruined,
I would be your Superman,
Ambitious girl,
Candy girl,
I'd love you all to peices,
Til I can barely stand,

*I really wanna dance with you*

Heart and passion backs up everything,
Even when in chorus class she sings,
1000 angels just scatter,
Showing her devoted blessing,
I feel great affection for those green eyes,
Turns the tide,
Seven seas eliminated,
Chipted plates for frozen foods,
Let me get you motivated.


_________


"~how long~"


...and when they throw hate never turn your (back)
just notice that they'll always hit you (back)
and you might not ever get the chance (back)
but hopefully you figured out that,

...and when they throw hate never turn your (back)
just notice that they'll always hit you (back)
and you might not ever get the chance (back)
but hopefully you figured out that,...…........

Exactly What you call human contact,
Looking for validation,
Or just something ask back,
Preying to target someone,
Further approach to attack,
Scientists can prove this ****,
How long can you extract?

A theory to be LOVED,
A feeling to be ABOVE
A desire to fly like a DOVE

But I don't think they fly,
Oh yeah right ! They cry, duh.


__________



"Circling Through"


Made a u-turn into the pit,
Laid deception on my lap and read it a bedtime story,
Put it to sleep,
And the same with ignorance,
As blissful as that is,
Parting from my slumber only to hear knocking on my door,
Opening it,
And it reality,
Telling me how situations won't be as pleasant,
We all have different lives,
Just learning to circle through the antics of it all,
Taught myself the meaning.
Genius !!!
Jul 2015 · 1.2k
"Violet"
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


I gotta be a man for you,
Eliminate The circumstance for you,
There's no other quick way to prove,
How deeply I'm so in love with you,
We create our own little horror story,
Witches and covens make the best out of a love spell,
I couldn't tell,
You give me no hell,
But you make me tear up when I stare down at you,
Watching the light as it propelled,
Giving pride to others when you react alot,
Serving the audience like giving out crack,
In plastic bags where the dreams grow,
So does the shrums,
I swear your ambition can consume,
Replace my fragments,
Kissing would be hell and heaven,
Screaming back and forth,
Arguments,
We'll never get into one,
I love more than the sun,
If I could blow it for you I would,
Maybe,
Do something your feelings never could,
I miss you violet.
Violet from American horror story ;-)  and also happy birthday to me its still July 1st
Jul 2015 · 1.3k
not a poem #6
Arcassin B Jul 2015
Hey everyone it's My Birthday and I'm 18 !!!!!!!

#wish me a happy birthday ツ
July 1st 97
Jun 2015 · 4.8k
"You Babe (Energy)"
Arcassin B Jun 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

With a dose of energy,
Searching for your sick and twisted ways,
But you have nun,
The sweetest angel I've never known,
Don't become a nun,
So instead I'm searching for the real you babe,
That's what make me so a..ttracted to you babe,
If we ever see the sunlight distracted by the rivers gaze,
With a dose of energy,
I hope your into me,
Beautiful eyes,
I could gaze into them all day,
Swigging my way,
Putting your consequences and concerns all behind,
But instead I'm searching for the real you babe,
That's what make me so a..ttracted to you babe,
I could replace all of the bad memories from your head,
With a dose of energy,
Like solvable patterns,
I got the vaccine,
I'm your doctor,
Injecting you with that....
You know the word.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2015/06/14-you-babe-energy-roses-mep.html
Jun 2015 · 575
"Be Gental Okay"
Arcassin B Jun 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

With the shaking and silence,
Cold swear freezes up,
Like helium in balloons,
Passing through skies when they've been let go,
An author would like that concept,
Tensions are very high in the room of pleasure,
Not a *** to **** in,
But she doesn't care about my wealth or measures,
Get it,
Basic people get a basic foot in their ***,
Kissing of breast and stomachs,
Feelings like breaking glass,
I know she feels the same to say I haven't lost my touch,
But with this extra amount of affection, I would love her so much,
Twice as more as what I do when she gets back,
Rubbing my brow,
Please concieve me a child,
Her elemental style,
Generated transmission,
Love when we go for miles,
She loves my craft,
She says be gental okay child.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2015/06/13-be-gental-okay-roses-mep.html
Jun 2015 · 703
"Open"
Arcassin B Jun 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Let me find your ambitious remorse,
Falling back in the flower bed,
Its comfortable,
Living for the time being,
Ever so everlasting,
Lasting a while til the while is gone,
Its night time,
Time of the night to be a little bit open,
When on the alcohol,
It's tasty,
Talking about how much you love me,
When love doesn't deserve me,
We can't find it here,
Not in this corridor,
Submitting you feelings to me,
But not caring,
I hope you see,
That seeing is believing,
Believe what you see,
And what you see is me,
And my dark fantasies,
Just be a little more open.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2015/06/12-open-roses-mep.html
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