"Keep On"

Keep on  keep  never stop  breathin
free  no place to flop
Keep breathin   walk walk  step
keep breathin   don't forget

Felt the heartache  keep on breathin
hurts so much  life whats caused it
Breathin breathin   never stop
your not here   if you don't fit

Oh baby   ah oh baby   oh baby
do wah do wah do wah do wah do wah

Under water for five days  breathin
a wonder  i'm amazed   just breathin
Oh Oh baby  breathin   still breathin
till the end of days

       do wah   do wah  do wah

What Day Was This

Burnt the bridges
   can't go back
      on purpose
Just a forward step
   into a fog of life
      on purpose
  
Can't predict the future
   pay your bills on time
      unless life lets you
Go to work yesterday
   just like today again
      if life lets you
  
We stand tall and strong
   till the mindless mallet falls
      as is always
Cry till the tears stop
   the mindless comfort comes
      as is always
  
Time tolls it's bell
   a rhythm in our mind
      what else is there
To look into the past
   just reflections in our mind
      what else is there

Went to the store
   bought this life of small
      imagination
Called out your name
   in my dreams you are gone
      i will miss you

hi bibble do bibble do be
a new manifestation hell know
where is the carriage of children
death to those who do not see

he bibble do bibble where do you be
across the empty you roam
a child is is and you believe
death to those who fear

i see nought i swear nought
don't look say i please
this mind is fuzzy
just give me a beer   please

** bibble do bibble doh dibble be
you shred a care  i shred you back
she gone be she gone be she gone again
death or maybe or maybe wont

is there is not beyond the see
i can't be but here again
again i crawl i lift i work
death do death do you do death soom

ever again i walk
the randomness of mind
and pray for surcease

what is it you want
from me nothing what you want
from yourself question

"Sonnets From a Conversation With a Friend IV"


You merely smiled when I said this till you
Saw my eyes and the gnawing fear in them
And knew that I was serious. Then calm
And slow you reached across the table to
Take my hand in yours and held it just so
Between both your own, and said, This may seem
To simple to be of much use, and no gleam
Of magic light renders it perfect to
Cure in an instant, but just an honest
Caring acceptance, from one, to another
Who is suffering, is a priceless, ancient
Balm.            And so we sat quiet together, for
An hour, hand in hand, in the silence,
Sharing a gift of life, touching each other.

the mold on the bones
of a wolf ****
600 years ago

Take your bucket of compassion
To the ocean        and pour

Where does the poet go for inspiration?
No place is big enough
Little country tea cups
Quarts of ocean
Entire planets in the palm
Not here not here

Where does the heart go for being?
Everywhere is big enough.

there is no answer
now there's no answer future
there is no answer

why is dog the best
friend   we have so much in this
common mind touching

i saw a dragon feeding
upon imaginary folk
it seemed the blood was real

buddha is buddha
soma is soma they twang
vibrate consciousness

On journey to
Discover self
Treasure
There is none

journey wondermind
you be it all the time
till race is run

"The Meaning"



I will not know the meaning
Of the word love
Until I love
I will not know the meaning
Of the word service
Until I serve
I will not know the meaning
Of the word death
Until I die

There are many, many words
I hope I never know

knock and the door
   shall be opened
my knuckles are ******

what is felt but
   not spoken
my knuckles are ******

yes can future see
thousand miles filled much more yet
present mystery

saw evidence of
reality ignored it
poor human mistake

i live in a world
of make believe it is my
life or so it seems

"Sensory Desire"


sensory desire
sensory gratification
sensory imprisonment

i walk an empty
path and think it is true lie
so here i am now

"This"


Drinking coffee at a modern day
Greasy spoon
A Mcpoet of no repute
I write from lack of action
And satisfaction
In a social framework i used to
Blame and criticize in all
Honesty i think differently now
About the interdependent co-arisen
Universe appearing as this
Coiled fathom long body mind
That i hold so dear i lie
To myself to obtain the comforts
Powers and other
Habitual illusions of thought
Which are but minuscule vibrations
In the emptiness of the all in all
That science can not fully comprehend
And guesses upon the question of
What was the shape and form existent
Prior to the theoretical
Big bang

without conflict i
wish to **** the bear that walk
with us in the dark

Now Is Not A Time Of Wind And Cloud,No
A Forest Fly's Away The Sky Of Place
Landing On A Moon Lit Shore By The Sea
The Turtle World Sails Far Across And Goes
To A conscious realm, of cars and t.v.
something walks

the tower of when

1,000 years ago,is nothing in the
tower of when. standing on
a rock , 2 million years past
the future is present
and the present is last

i saw a child who died last night
and lived a hundred years
the peasant begging on the street is me
i'm rich i give you free
call upon the minutes and die again
the tower of when is why

i am not thinking
clearly no more drinking does
a toll on my mind

i am dog we are
dog living our human lives
and we procreate

my mind enters in
to emptiness and i see
nothing here again

Zed Alph Alpha
Bravo Charlie
Whiskey Whiskey Delta
       (repeat)

can know society
yes you can if you think so
your mind the master

"Sonnets From a Conversation With a Friend XXIII "

You theme you are the only one and crap
A conscious **** excreting mindflex mobile
Bone bag commercially impregnated
With a semblance of life called existence
Firmly pegged in this moments suffering
Or relief of suffering called happiness
By most swimmers in the we turbulent
Through cause and calmed through cause to each their own
Journey a needless needful thing of our
Humanity etcetera moving
So we must go no where or now here to
Be the undiscovered country glowing
Light forms solidifying matter forms
Melting cyclic wonderment of what's this

you do not get better
and stay the same what i do
is different now

go home


saw a moment old again
new again you are my friend
where are the people
where are the people
where are the people
are you one

where are the people
where are the people
the puppets abound
are you one

was afraid just let them in
they hurt someone
a coward i was
are you one

where are they from
in front your face
let them pass
our disgrace

where are the people
where is the one
where are the people
here and now

future is what you make it
are you trying, or just lying
dreamed a dream, long ago
did not live it chance is gone

i'm dying, till i try
i'm dying, till i try
try can be, misery
i'm dying, till i try

go home go home go home go home
go home go home go home

go home

future is people
both scary and so hopeful
do we have a choice

play till it ain't fun
no more and the real is so
constant here again

humans turn heaven
into hell sometimes ,,, process
worthy of a god

"The Empty Universe"


The empty universe gapes
We tremble and rush
To fill the egoless void
Art the glorious wonderful incredible
Creator of mind
Satisfies

i don't have to i
don't want to there is no why
just fill in the blank

lyrics maybe may 17 19

words words words
  heard them all my life

just a refection of my mind
  a mirror of distortion

a life of my creation
  here i am now

walking forward slowly
  into the dark

unknown to those who sleep
  when they lay at night

to change this time i can not
  think of what to do

cause i'm looking outside
  but inner is the true

time to hate is over
  hating for so long

time to create the next life
  master of the song

i bow at the alter in
the church of imperfection
and pray softly here again
in storm of life confusion

i overburden
myself with guilt
consequence unknown

How difficult it is to quit being
God in this dangerous swirling world
Called life which arises from the ego
State with conscious and preconscious thought
Realms that rapidly flow from moment to brief
Moment presenting a false linear
Image of perception perceiver and
Perceived as three distinct intermingling
Entities where in truth only a oneness
Does exist here and now but quit i must
To loose the hold of bone deep taloned fears
Which are a cause and caused resultant in
This present mind of dreamer and the dream

want to lift up world
i falter at each new weight
suffering a must

my days are numbered by battles
and i sleep and dream peacefully
valkyrie my love

there is a mind
called shakespeare

there is a mind
called doughnut

ooooohhh doughnut

consciousness is just
ignorance ninety percent
happily we live

18/9/20

have i said this before
have i dreamed this before
or is it now,,,,,,,, i say
a word or two

call the name of the demon
call the name of the lord
where is the truest meaning
in the beginning was the word

i will live forever
in the spiritual thoughts of many
i will live till i don't remember
the fragrant thoughts of many

peace be unto you my friend
abscense of conflict is peace
external circumstance is not the end
but soft is internal surcease

The thoughts of loved ones float
         across the mind, happily.
Emotions stir, sweet and pure
         and yield a soothing, reverie.

Often may we stop and muse
         of joyful moments, dreamily.
When we but exercise our will
         and make the effort, consciously.

i see a vision
in my eye it means nothing
but just what you think