When someone tells you they love you What does that mean to you ? It means I lose everything I lose my very being I lose everything I'm used to seeing But love you decieve me Tricked me into contentment Believing I was comfortable High Apon my feet shouting with Glee But you decieved me. Now I am alone Not making a move Because it comes with a fee You take it so easily As I crumble With every part of me I'm lost The cost Is too much I let go And forget I breath I thought I was better To know When I was decieved.
I'm running out and drying up you've left me no more tears to cry love
gone is our time my soul a stone stuck beneath waves of emotional toll
so please get out let me dream of something more pleasant
I can't do this forever and sooner or later it's you or me who will be dust
I think this was made before "Laundry", and it's based on the same premise on me being sick of dreaming of my ex and how in the dream I go somewhere, run into her, eventually one of us talks, and we end up being friends again.
However, since I've actually posted "Laundry" I think I only dreamt about her twice since? And that only happened early on after the poem, which is great.
Far into the night I wandered over vast age and distance before time or names through dense shadow thickets across wide black waters to the edge of an infinite sea In my palm, a pebble which I skipped along the surface disturbing the dark glass I heard a thousand voices saw a thousand faces and lived a thousand lives all in a moment I knew yellow I knew cinnamon I know fear and love and I found you and I found many others but you I found again and again over countless lives I found and lost you a thousand times the melody rolling outward forever and on the stone and the sea the world in a song