In every mathematical equation, present by any means; A constant yet it constantly changes from chemical reactions showing how compounds dissociate to Hooke's Law of Elasticity, stiffness it describes.
Just like that I know we'll part, our equilibrium shifts to the left; Going back to what we once were, barely acknowledging each other's existence, strangers passing by; hesitant, stiffly saying hello.
Tell me where do I look for the value I lost when K became constant, constantly we changed.
If life were perfect you would be my one. I love your smile, your laugh and I get your silly jokes. I understand that your pain has made you a different person than the one that I first met. Understanding that you have a fear of what could or may not be you shadow your life with the unreal. You allow yourself to become excited with the things that children love. Underneath all of that hurt I see you. Sometimes we have to take hold of where we went wrong. If we keep looking at how I was hurt. Or why did they not love me enough to stay we wallow in self-pity. This can cause anger and division. You might not know or see when you push people away. Then you long for them to be there. It is all too late. Not everyone wants to fix the broken. We are all broken in our own way. If we go fixing things that don’t belong to us, we have then wasted so much time. While we could have been working on ourselves. If I call you…you answer. If I text you even if angry you reply. Even though I purposely ignore your calls. I do so because, when I was right there you did not come for me. There were many questions by others as to why you did not come. I made excuses for your absences even to your friends. As much as I don’t understand you I do. Your fear pushes people away. Yet you constantly appear. I wish that I could allow you in to read my mind. But we all have our fears. I too am afraid of allowing people to get past my comfort zone. So while we constantly adore one another, we will also constantly be alone.