im a solo writer now saddened,

and sorta shyly feeling..

my mixed emotions of sensual,

My spirit is sweet,

& suddenly shaped to stand alone..

no shoulder to lean on I SADLY SHRUG..

I'm sharing Sharday3. like a forgotten sundae melting away..

at her room work space.. on today..

thought id share my writing!

This Poem was given to me by my friend the Author
and poet J Alexander thank you so Much Jay!
Where are u queen?

Somewhere...
seated in-between faded lines of a potent love poem
written in the 60s by hippies named Flower with the
power putting peace in pens teaching Zen to 10 crescent
moons refusing not to glow, only to then grow-up making
a living as a breath-taking metaphor?

Somewhere...
in a private casbah being made to feel like more than
a woman while God summons a handful of her ebony
angels giving each an epiphany of ample high-5's and
performance promotions for a magic potion creation
well done, one eternity at a time?

Somewhere...
still reminiscing about a kiss that could soften stingy steel,
calling no cobs on the cookie unless cats come correct,
not like rookies but like roosters that ****-a-doddle-doo
and make you sit still while layers get peeled till you fulfill
your fantasy feeling the
power of Niagara’s flow?

Somewhere...
letting tomorrow take care of itself as it usual does
while wishing someone-unlike-no-other would take
care of you today, tattooing the inside of your eyelids
with the letters L.O.V.E. with binding blood for you
to gaze at a view of outer-space using commitment
constellations as mental masking tape, sticking by your
side until there is no such a thing as time?

Where did you go?

Somewhere...
sleeping solo, dripping "I'll show him" slob on pride
pillows instead of riding bicycles with no seats -
just the pole, juxtaposed underneath unapologetic
satin sheets swapping gossip on unlimited minutes
about unfinished business to bitter listeners with
limited vision, although behind your back would switch
in an instance, since it's existence - misery always needed company

Somewhere...
thinking about making the 1st move for the 2nd and 3rd time?

Somewhere...
keepin' it 100 with 90% of your single friends?
Where are you my luv?

Somewhere...
becoming conscious, covered deep with earth on a
continent in a South African mine in your prime,
replacing the black blood and applying your tear drops
upon diamonds, making them shine twice as bright
with infinity shelf life?

Somewhere...
practicing saying a surname on for size in front of a
candlelit white picket fenced vanity mirror,
placing pillows near navels underneath your
blouse knowing it fits your style and hoping
that daddy will be speechless proud about his
princess, pride and joy?

Somewhere...
working too **** hard?
Where are you irreplaceable?

Oooooh.....still right here, sippin' Verbal Koffee,
listening to Sade’s I Couldn’t Love You More and down for whatever!!
©2009
jAy aLexander
Fountain Head Publishing

Years back!

Get! Past Face..
Take a time out.
Ta get into meh..
Get inside my head..
Before you get into my heart.
Doing it backwards don't make me not depart.
Know me!                      

How do I really feel
How do I sort this out.
Getting to know you.
Do You really give me that opportunity.

Trynna feel like I am close to you.
Do you make me feel welcomed inside of you.
I'm feeling a come on lets get it let's go.
Sweeping me off my pillow.
When I'm ready to relax and chat.
Telling me it's time to go.
So I hang up and just go.

You haven't spread the right ingredients on the table.
Give me a festive meal I can recieve I'm capable.
I feel I've just been given the page with introductions.
And excerpts from chapter one.

And you say I'm the One.

I'm here with my time willing to give gentle speeches.
But I feel no reaches.
Reach out, reach in, see blindness isn't gonna bring a win.
What do I do for you,,
Do I feel like I've known ya a lifetime.
I'm left feelin rushed and outta time.
Get!
Me to chapter two.
Don't assume I'm who..you want me to be.
History provides deeper clues.
People's heart and minds make life changing adjustments.
I'm spiritual, clever and ready for better assignments.

Patience in my shoes.
Get, Ta Know, Who walking in these shoes.
Having paid a lotta dues
I'm easy to love..
Easy to Love..Fun to love..Worth it to Love.
...She's a reach deeper above.
What your viewing on her surface.
Its just the face.
SelinSharday Rose.. S.A.M ALL RIGHT RESERVED 2018

Here I share my Mood.
Now enjoy this mood...
This way I'll seize the moment.
With it I'll go on and choose.
As My Mood Blossoms Into a Rose..
I see You have many levels.
Its like viewing into your many windows.
Share this Glance.
Dance with this Chance,
Consider the gift of this chance.
Sparkles in my soul makes glitter in my eyes.
My Hopes they are gems ready to glow float and rise.
It may catch you by surprise, But to me it's no surprise.
The Gifts within my heart such delicacies.
Oh@H.E.RS  fine interwoven textures,
Hard to reach levels, such a place of intricacy.
Yet so many more places of creativity, idealistically.
A adorable, lovable intricacies Internally.
Who Is, S.H.E@Rose. Just a Glance Of_H.E.R.

Phone rings..Guurll.. hey sis!
HRU hello... todays crazy yo.
Girl sit down tell me, yes I know
I know the stress, its crazy today right..
yes, I knowa.. ..
Today just ain't the day..tell me bout it.
Lord let me just Pray,
I can not Adult today..
I'ma be actin like a child
throwin temper tantrums and it wont be mild.
Sis let me say this..
I can hear the stress in your voice,
The mood in your tone.
Like Hey Leave a sistah alone..
Seems like every thing came to drive ya insane.
Gurl I feel ya pain..
Now here's the thang..
You  can chose to vent it.. Come on now vent it..
I 'm hearing you..
..&^%#@%&
Nah your not threw there's some mo inside of you.
&^%$#@%^
Get it all out.
Yah that's right, I heard that, fo real, Oh The nerve, see now,
whattt's , Girl naw,, shut up.. ah hell no.. Say what, Oh no she/he didn't.
Wonder whats that all about,
SHOUT, get it all out. tell em..
Now here' u sum.."What eva's, "this isn't gone worry me's", "I don't have time for it" and  some "I'm done, I'm over its". Put on some  new fits.
Because we  gone drink a glass of.. In my own world Juice, or  sip some tea of Sleepy time I Got You Tea", And or  have some, My life is blessed with Peace Fruit slices...
Add some cheese and crackers of..I'm a Queen and In control snacks.
As we sit back and put our feet up, ready to brush ourselves off of all those wacks.
Ain't got time for that's..
Listening to some rhythmic melodies
Of its all about me's.
As The tunes fill the room. Gone get your rest on, hang up the phone.

selinasharday 6/2020

A Poets Thoughts Poem.
Keep opening doors all by yourself.. leaving me thinking.
How I'm gonna tell you next time.
Maybe I will purposely appear unappealing less smart and give you a sour taste in ya mouth.. Unlike some women from the South.
Maybe you should stop taking chances and making advances.
On things I never asked for. Maybe I can get respected in my own type lane. I like my paced.
Slow going train.
But remember this poets just a entertaining.
Cruising type thing.
I'm not one to tame..
I love being called simply by just my name.
@H.E.R_Poetry s.a.m

He wrote.. Gm gorgeous (smiley face, kissy face)
She wrote.. Gm
He wrote (smiley kissy)

She wrote.. Don't cuz I'm a woman of words.. I'm recalling the saying "I got two F's to give" Could be wrong way to say it but still..
My reply is "U got one word n 1 abbreviation and
@. a smiley maybe two.
I have maybe 1 abbrev GM - minus - that gone leave yah none. 😂
U ain't got Time. Well how can I try sharing mine. End Quotes.. blank notes. 👀👋
He says I barely text..
I say same to him. and why should I..
make time for symbols and abbreviations..
I make none...

I give Him..
harmonic Sound..
He gives me music with bass.
I gave H.i.M my laughter.
H.e. gives me.. his company..
like a symphony!
He's all I need his sweet company!
He gives me space..
Yet he returns for just a lil more taste.
With H.I.M2.. I fondly can relate..
We are like intellectual bate..
What awaits is the Nutrients thats fills our plate.


by SelinaSharday TM 2018

ENLIGHTENED
I feel empowered..I'm here to love on me..
here to support me.
yes
love on some me..
so
after seeing how others will take me for granted.
take my sweet gentle nature and ignore it.
fail to appreciate it.
Hurt and abuse me
My time I give my attention I give.
Others may play the games of neglect with me.
After I bring the positivity.
My sunshine my smooth uplifting gift.
I've adopted a better spiritual outlook.
Not goin to lay my pearls at their foot.
My love don't belong on the ground.
To be kicked all around.
Nah nah nah no!
I'm going to say the things I've failed to let flow.
I'm going to release my tongue..
Building up my self esteem a useful weapon.
Its about me keeping going, not being injured by the tragic done.
Stop others from trappling my precious rose petals.
I realize the gift in me, some will not get my specials.
I'm seeking to stay focused.
and enlightened, Aware of my spiritual.
As the purest forms of me unfolds.
By selinasharday
S.A.M 2018

It's On Baby
"By the Poet Stevie G"

Now the air is clear

No smog left in my atmosphere

I can get down to my writing

Omit the arguing and fighting

I really miss what I enjoy to do most

That's to write poetry and song

Not to brag or boast

But I'm in my comfort zone with pen in hand

And creativity blooms from my pores and glands

I love to write because passion drives me in that direction

Did you notice I said love

This is not a temporary affection

I'm going to put things into perspective

And prioritize my objectives

To write the words that readers want to read

And at the same time fulfill stevie g's needs

So bare with me while I write away

This is for life it will not end today

As long as I have motion in my hands

I will stimulate the many minds of man

Of the things I have encountered in time

Love, happiness, sadness, joy, hurt and pain

Of all these things stored in my mind

Love reigns above all things

But I'll leave that for the love poems that are to follow

For they are much easier to swallow

Does this poem have a direction

Well, you tell me

I would love to hear your perception

I welcome all feedback so bring the noise

No matter good or bad I will remain poise

I laid off writing for a while to rearrange my situation

But I'm back now so eighty six the vacation

I'm bout to get jiggy wit it

So excuse me if I get a lil ignant

I'm a huge lover of love poetry

But I'm bout to write some **** ya'll don't know of me

So expect some new **** to drop

And when they drop their gonna be blazing hot

So keep your eyes and ears open for the new coming of me

As the saga continues written by Stevie G

Waaater... wataaaa, waterrrr, running..
Falling MY NAME ITS CALLLING.
It represents healing and cleansing..
save(nurture) my nativity.. save my mentality save the soul in me.
My heart strings..
thoughtful gentle things.
My purest form it brings.
I can submerge in it all worldly activities..
hide me.. soak me, soak my actions..
cover reactions..
got some  water.. get ya some..
waterrrrrr, she's a wave of satisfaction. she's a mathematical a mystical rafter.
Shelter to seek after.
Water sets me free... water brushes.. water blows my knowledge.
It sustains my power...
Water is the mother of soul.
water cleanses makes us whole...
Ohhh Ohhh Ohhhh water..
drip drop waters what you got.
good what ya got..
It's everything...
Listen to It's.Water@soundcloud !!@It's.Water by SelinaRos3y

Used To
Used to be glad just to see.
U..
Come through my page when u..  
Get On!
Used @2
get a buzz on you..
Blush its true..
Used to get  Online baby Just 2.. Get a view. Yeah bae its tru.
Hope i'd get a note from u. @oh I used to.
Try to Ignore it when Its quiet cuz of u.
cuz no matter who peeks at my page it aint you.
Oh the thangs u sent a woman thru..
Now I see I'm not friends with you..
Invitation
extended with no conversation.
Hesitation. Escaping, caress this nation...
Flirtation, whats ur hesitation.
Whats that, hey whats that..Figure that..
I used to wait on it from..
Who..
Yeah u..
I Use to.
ShardayRose_Poet

Joint..
high intoxicating.
free ..
smooth. rich..
makes me silly. gets me giggly.
dannnng
I crave yah..
Your mental mind addicting..
You be my Joint..
                                          Yesterday..
                                         I tried to make it through the whole day.
                                              I couldn't breath dannng just no way.
Exhale
I wanna like the air you exhale in.
I see you fulfilling my lungs with curiosity.
Mmm.. I wanna inhale you so deeply.
                                                              Air
                                             Should I grasp for you and your not
                                              there.
                                             It's like reaching and there's no air.
                                             Don't be a imaginary glow.
                                            Your the musical thang igniting my flow.
                          High!
           Did I tell you just how high.
           My temps get in your absence.. I am weak.
           And my thoughts oh you they seek.
           You are my indulging high.
                                                                                              Crave!
                                                                                      Future crave.
                                                            All the days.. danng I crave.
                                                                          I bathe in all you be.
                                                       Sheer divinity incense smoked.
                                                        The many ways You fulfill me.
                                                                      I crave all that you be.
Puff Puff.
heated high.. I wanna stroke your ego.
I want to keep you stuffed in the twinkle of my eye.
I want to pucker up lips ready I won't lie.
Idea's live the positive things we will grow.
Every event every season is a reason.
To bath in your good stuff.
Danng baby puff puff.
H.I.M MY JOINT!
by selinasharday S.AM TM 2018

@JUST DO IT

When that man wants you,
Is there for you.
and doing the best that he can.
Tell him.
Just say it.
Tell him.
I love the way
that you eat.
The way you sleep
I love your hands
I love your feet.
I love the way that you love me
I even love your big round belly..
Just say it.
Say I love the sparkle in your eyes
I love that smile how it glows like the sunrise.
Tell him that he's gorgeous.
That he's your rock.
Your stability.
He's such a blessing just to see.
Just say it.
Build him up.
Don't be stingy with the ingredients.
You can add to his cup.
Build him up.
With more than just teaspoons of Grace
Bless him with tablespoons of words.
That can bake his confidence.
To high levels.
Spoiling his ego making him walk with glee and assurances. Wherever he may go.
Make him reminisce and daydream.
On the words that pours out of you like a stream.
Oh just do it.. just say it.
Whatsoever things are good give him a good report
You should be able to find the beauty in his actions like
the ways that he supports you.
Again I say give, love, support.
Just Do It.
BY SelinaSharday S.A.M

Don't steal it.. Take my way to reason write and rhyme..
Don't zap it quickly to copy cat me..
Make me afraid to share myself with liberty..
Let me post freely..
I do want to inspire.. But let me encourage you to thrive higher.
I'm me yes crazy eccentric creator molded differently.
But I'm trusting when I speak my diversity.
I love how your different then me.
Keep showing your soulful delivery.
I burst artistic lyrics.
I drool for knowledge and spiritual growth.
I enjoy posted notes..
Invite me I'll share my quotes.
I am cruising casually
unapologetically.
Biblically loving longevity.
The truth spread widely as matters to address.
Don't copy, paste and fail to credit that's such a mess.
Be gentle with me. In my shared rarely.
As the unheard personality... Browser shy. Don't steal my wings.
As I share my uncovered word bling's.
SelinaSharday Rose..@H.E.R-Poetry 2021

Don't steal it.. Take my way to reason write and rhyme..
Don't zap it quickly to copy cat me..
Make me afraid to share myself with liberty..
let me post freely..
I do want to inspire.. But let me encourage you to thrive higher.
I'm me yes crazy eccentric creator molded differently.
But I'm trusting when I speak my diversity.
I love how your different than me.
Keep showing your soulful delivery.
I burst artistic lyrics.
I drool for knowledge and spiritual growth.
I enjoy posted notes..
Invite me I'll share my quotes.
I am cruising casually.
unapologetically.
Biblically loving longevity.
The truth spread widely as matters to address.
Don't copy, paste and fail to credit that's such a mess.
Be gentle with me. In my shared rarely.
As the unheard personality... Browser shy. Don't steal my poetics of wings.
As I share my uncovered word bling's.
selinasharday rose..@H.E.R-Poetry 2021

No One..
A listed contact..
A XZ.No.One..I deleted its History  all removed and packed.
Just a title locked within my cellphone..
A titled I'm too scared to call on..
The title I wish to hear from at the bottom of my phone.
No One can see the me I hide..
If only I was what One had decide.
Oh the titles I used to give..
To No One.
The No One Used to be the One.
I pushed and I pulled at those swaying leaves.
Loved the way its leaves would blow within my breeze.
No  One.. shook lose from my winds.
And  we both are enduring..
getting over the visions of hoping.
That No One could someday bring.
Us that special SomeOne.
Fears took control..
Where No One is unable to console.
I could car less about no One Gone.
Yet No One is the only One that could bring a smile to my phone.
Slipping in and out of Realities.
Playing with No Ones memories.
It Just No One.
SelinaSharday S.A.M 2018

Lets get to it! About me..
(to the old)Don't hate me...
Don't hate on me or lie about me..
Don't sneak up on me,, or come at me.. in different
profiles....
Don't worry bout what I'm doin...
What my status is....
(2Da new) Don't sweat..
How I look,,my weigh my size..
whether I'm fat or thin..
Good or bad..you may never see more then my profile.
(to the old)I'm not your business..I just wanna forget..
I wasted time feeling down.. feeling blue..
feeling anything I am not due..
(2da new) I'm a healthy size chick, thickalicous..
and beautiful,, not too big, not too small.
(2da old) I know you loved  all of it..
I could care less what you think of me..
(2da new)I'm bold and I'm stunning.. not here to be cunning..
Just to write and share things to ease some moments.
When I have time..
Not tryna run out and meet no one..
To you I'm just a profile.. My life's private. I protect that.
If I like someone.. we will talk for real..
I'm always complimented on having a sweet
****** sensual voice. I appreciate my voice not many get to hear it
I'm careful when I feel I should be.
My pics are real.. google them image search them.
(2da old) Finally don't hate.. You lost a real gud thang..
I kno I got that guddy good, inside in out.
I deserve betta..
(2 all)Some may be afraid to express all this..
If you don't like me just pass on by..I'ma do me..
And always be a Lady
If your lookin for **** pics.., easy loose chicks, skip me..
You will only see simple pics, unless I decide to meet you
in the real..Don't ask for more then whats given..
Selinasharday

Life Is...
by SelinaShardaye
Life is so Poetic,
Rhythmic, growing, with so much
Knowledge.

Just pulsating always waiting.
For us to inhale, exhale, breath it, live it, explore it.

Ride with it, just enjoy it.
Take Stands because of it.

Be strengthened from it, learn more about it.
Baby just welcome it.
Oh just taste of it,
Life!
When things in your life are really funky.
Don’t be afraid to cry because of it.
It’s alright to vent due to it,
Stump, pout, shout but don’t try to take your life because of it.
Just cry your way through it.
Life keep living it, breathing it, struggle to over come.
To enjoy the best of it.
When life is horrific dare to challenge it.
Life we must all live and do our best with it....

I'ma be real.
I'ma  keep misty real..
And allow how I feel to ease my time to chill.
They say misery love company.
I can't find any company for me.
To be chilled in this misery.
Moon light I see you shining..
I see your light.
Your romantic glow Flows to ignite.
Yet I'm sorrowful and gloomy.
And your shining your glow in this night.
I can stay busy achieving..
Fancy technology  and mazes of comforting.
I can temporarily forget my lonely.
Until happiness comes to temporarily tease me.
There's no where to run..
I'm afraid to play with the glow call fun.
Right now I'll keep this reality.
Two steps dancing with.
Patty cake darkness mist.
Till I tire of this...

Evenings a lovable sensitive thang.
Opting to pass usual good morning greetings as some sang.
Skipping morning bits.. rushing into the afternoon.
She welcomed the mid day
Knowing  with it a smile was on the way.
She allowed early evening to greet letting things bloom.
Working away late evenings as sleepy eyes rang.
Conversations a quick cute head nodding overhang.
Good nights are like lullabies of verbal hugs sangs.
Wasted evenings are snatching from beneath feet taken for granted rugs.
All to start another night in shimmering thoughtful plights.
Tugging away ribbons in flights.
Meaningful minds quietly dreamin.
As others may be secretly scheming.
Attentions paid to faded good morning hello's.
With hollow tones from yesterdays grading zero's.
Wash rinse and repeating..
Behaviors seems to be overwhelming.
Creativity craves new feelings.
Rare moments  seems to be fleeting.
Evenings are acceptable, noondays are welcoming,
as are the rushing of mornings.
selinasharday rosePoet s.a.m 2019-5-1