I'm going to miss you Your singing Your dancing You pretended to be happy To make me happy I'm sorry
I'm going to miss you Your laugh Your way of copying my speech You would come on Wednesdays Even though you were sad I'm sorry
I'm going to miss you Your brownies And cookies Things made in love Trinkets from the store That were just you thinking of me I'll never be able to look at my wallet Or wear my sandals Without missing you I'm sorry
I saw your shadowed twin last night Under the open moon And as I walked I heard your voice So hushed with an echoed tune Your scent dragged along the wind All things I’ve missed the most Your gentlest touch on my sleeping skin My dear, my love, my ghost
The thing that hurt most was no touch, no talk, no intimacy. Or acknowledgement of my pain. That coloured my everything grey, and made my efforts feel futile. Made our life seem fake. Pretend. You settled into a life of grey subsistence. When I wanted all the colours.
Hear the call of a lonely heart that knows that love is blind. Seek for me as I seek for you and perhaps some day we'll find. Every day you are a world away and are hidden from my sight. Yet still my heart does cry to you for some comfort day and night.
A world made much more sad and lonely than it even was before. Lost by distance of uncertain times, greater than some far off shore. The sound of two hearts calling as they share a dreamers beat. Never really knowing, yet but hoping, that they will one day meet.
Tears are words that my heart can not speak The pain felt are the cracks of my heartbreak not seen Years later and everyday they feel fresh to me as a sunrise not shared
2 years and 4 months ago after three years she told me to pick my things up never to be seen again, I loved her girls like I love my own boys 2 each we have. I shared parts of my life none knows about she shared her secrets too. we read, laughed, cried, and grew together I shared some her toughest moments, when her dog died on mothers day. Made special things for Grace so she could be the coolest preteen on Halloween. Then just like that and suddenly its was done.