My lust for quotes has control these days
And the sun still shines in that half cocked way
When someone you adore looks at you
They remember what it was like to simply
Be in the presence of your own reality
Whatever that is that suits you

Where can I play
When masters fall asleep
Can I crawl inside your
Warm dark cave tonight
Right next snuggled
Between two soft rocks

I like when you play
With my hair
Rubbing it back and forth
I feel your hips behind me
Thrusting in motions rhytmic
To my own

Are we the same tonight
Or am I just a plaything

God sent a serpent
I brought a belt
One full of bullets
Aimed at your face

I can demolish the sky
I can twist the bricks
Till my midnight life
Disappears into thin air

Her eyes
Begin to flutter
Sterile lights flash by
Then drift

She sinks into
An open canvas
Where I catch her
In my memory spawn

Such a gentle
Nature I use
To get close
To her

Then I sit
Watch her
Listen to her murmmer

Existing somewhere
Between the papers
Paints and daffodils

Loving every moment
As hand reaches
Out to me

She wants me to
Drift with her
And just to
Exist

Nothing more
Nothing less

I usually get lost
In one particular
Body part of yours

Then my mind explodes
As if in an
Infinite flight

Out to sea
Space and time

Matter not even
When lost inside

Lips, kneecaps, lungs
Or swollen hearts

I touch each part
I let hand rest

Deep inside
I memorize

I smile!

Pure elicit

Language

Metaphoric blocks
To our very exsistance

Monsters
Why are you eating me
What is it in my skin
That's so appealing

Or do you crave
To get in under
Lock and key
So you can
Take over my body

The members
Renounce in peace
The idols are there
Still staring
In silence

Monsters beware
We are now
Violent

Her soul grabbed the moon
As she tucked it inside her heart
She said from this day on
We will never part

That moon has been with her
Since birth
She doesn't remember
It holds no ones name

She called it faith
She said that moon
You refer too is not
The same one I use

Mine is of gravitational flights
High in The air
Of sleeping off daylight
Just to capture The night air

Of addicts pour and
Brokens sad state

I say The moon
Is ours
I just saved your soul

Moon enchant
Me with the flare of desire
Capture my entire
Wrap me loose
Where your arms settle
Hold me close
Without you
I'm a ghost

You wrote my heart
For the first time
With a sweet afterglow
Of moonlight kiss

After sunset
We found each other
And every single night
Thereafter

Now the window doesn't
Seem real
There's a fog
Instead of a thrill

I clean it back off
But I can't see through

Do you still happen
To have my heart
With you

I dont think
We see the dark
Until we see a crack of light

I woke up
Same as always
Too stuck in thinking
The fog was normal
Was supposed to be there

That somehow I Needed
Permission to be just Me
My high impact crazy ***
Overdoing it fast self

Yes I may be too much
And I really have to watch
My limits
But that's not the issue

I trust myself to come down
Off my highs
And all the things
That say I can't fly
Were Never mine

I release the need to please
To act as if I belong
I only belong to me
I am only accountable for me
No one else has a right to
Change me unless I let them
I guess I am owning it
My actions my consequences

Spending time
Erasing plans
Trying to draw
Up new ones
In my head

Time spent
Procrastinating again
When will it
Ever end

Dun-dun-duuuuun %+p

My Forest
RA
       I  N
    S
Slow ly
To sleep

Each count 1234
Just as sweet

Kumbaya circle of friends
Let's pretend to live there again

You never leave
I have you by the ear tip
Waiting
Lingering
Like a child's favorite story
Like its never gonna end

I can feel the feverish rush
Of your spins
And the calculous miracles
That we'd let in

You're never gonna leave me
Because you're forever emblazed
In my head

Because anytime your available
A thought of your body touches
My nerve endings
And I don't know whether
To answer or to dance

Because let's face it
You've got me
With tongues tips
Tasting forever happiness
And multiple desires
Ride off of expectations
Onto a cloud like Nine

Don't worry
We'll make it
Out alive
Or will we

Drowned in each
Others potions
Until our tongues
Melt together
And we become one

One touch
One word
Away from eternity

Focus on footsteps
(the feeling
          indirect)   head clouds

Focus on loving each other
Focus on helping each other out
Family inside and out

You dont need your old ****
You Are Enough
You Are Strong
You Are Brave
You Are Intelligent
And plenty of love flows
Effortlessly through you
in All Directions
You are Spirit
You are Light

At night
My heart
Sang to you

That even
The moon
Slipped down
A silioquint tear

Holding on to
What ifs

Drawing on
Heart pounding

Maybe now
You'll feel
Me drowning

He cast upon her
A spellbound hell
One that ripped
Her pages in half

He acknowledged
All the pain within her
Then threw them
Out into the night

He broke curfew
with the wind
Subsided his destiny
To sit with her
Waiting for the magic
To Begin

He whistled and she howled
No One ever heard such a sound
As the night lingering

I close both sides
of heaven and hell
noctournal persuasion
held within
dust leaves
walking shadows
casting souls
to find another

Madness magic
Same thing

Her legs went up
Behind her
Her mouth gapping
In delightful excitement

***** you disgust me
I say to her
What round eyes
You have

Now I take a second
Look at the veins
In her neck
Bulging hot red

In an instant
I grab her
Biting till I choke her

She cringes
She screams
She starts tapping
On the bed

Let me in
I whispered deeply
While feeling
The coarsness of her
Warm succulent beauty
Between my nostrils
And lips

She claws at my mouth
Opening her viscious
World to me

That's more like it
I yell in delightful beauty
Uh oh too late shes dead

And I drop her
On the floor
And go hunt
The grounds
For more

Yummmmm

People
Why

Let no man keep away what is rightfully his

I need novacane
I need stimulants
I need someone
To explain
Why you're not
Next to me

I need relief
I need forgivness

I don't have to worry
About life's little wrinkles
Or lack of love

Just trust
Consumes me
And all is forgiven

Ripped
D
O
  W
    N
To rawness
Leaking out of me
Each tear of flesh
Your words bring
Represents us
How could you
Ignite a heart
Then leave

Now I don't know
Where to go
Torn and bruised up
I'll leave too

Oasis
Meet me there
Where angels grin
And demons  do not stare

Oasis
Set aside
The clock inside
Your wicked mind

Lay me down
Between two pillars
Onto ocean seas
Rowing toward
Sunlight tonight

We are all
In shapes of
Musical notes

Each a different pitch,
Played at an
unique level
And tone

Vibrating all together
in the distance
OM

One day she woke up
And he wasn't there.

Love is a four letter word
For your soul
To dive into

Why not beat the armoured trust
And hold onto the empty

Cause love doesn't know
another door
It always wants to fill me
With targeted emotions
I can't trust

But I don't want to rust
I don't wanna run
Never give up the fight
The answer is us

We live in your mind
Not in your heart
So follow the footprints
into the dark

your mouth will fill
With bitter pills
That poison the answer

Your tongue will hide
the greased stained lust
And rot out the center

Let me wash away
all your broken shame
So I can get into
The beauty that
I can't explain
I'm running from fears too

Your mind will not let go
Please Open up
I want you to feel soon

Your arrows fallen
Spilled with gold
What can I hold onto

There's targets on my heart
Need enlightened points
And I'm calling out for
ONLY YOU

Lost words

Pervious notions
pulling eyes down

touching
pressure points
roaming all over

nibbles turn to bites
as red surfaces

lashing whips
burning ambers
into ashes

trying to run
your lips
speak the
unspoken

You ever felt
Your other half
The person so rare
Made only for you

Their energy
The exact compliment
Their words
Already set in stone

Their wheat
Fielded earlier
When you and I
First began

This was many
Many meetings
Before and after

You never forget
Your other half

My Heart prevents me
Wanting anything else

Inner demons
Crawling back up
To ear shots ring

Unbelievable belligerence
Low self esteem

Enough enough
Demeaning screams

Outside
Hitting
In

Please please
Let me peak
Over this hell
(A pact of peace and Concord)

Your pale skin akinned to my darkness
We blended like silver moonlight
And drops of sunrays

I'm tired
Of trying to
Fit into a box
Which has no category

To belong
Is where I want
To begin

Isolated
Trauma state identity
Who cares
As long
As your grinning

I can't even
Do that anymore
I feel there's
No one out there
That remembers
My name

When I want
To collide with
My words
And unite

This feeling
Of guilt
Strengthens
My desire

****** up
As it sounds
No one
Does care

So why are they
Still FOLLOWING me
Everywhere

Come take at a look
At my wildness
The colors
Let them
Soothe inside
Your own
Unbridled passions

How to invite;

Take a light
Pen it down
Write a movie
In your mind

Juggle thru the vines
Untangle the myseries
Unfold the petals
To find

Simplicity in words
And nature's sweet tune

Listen to the heart
It calls for you

Open up a prayer
Down beneath the earth
Ask the core
For the answers
You search

Follow up on scars
Heal them if you may
Ask for forgiveness
For them and yourself

Sing sweet harlows
Rapture in the dance
Wind rain fire
All make up your name

Pink
Passion
Pulse

Forgive me for what I'm about
To do
Draw you inside of me
So now you can see
What it's like to let go
Of the World and venture
On the edge where
The girls play and shadows
Come in

Where the dark purple
Skies submit to
A land of candy canes
And butterflies

To write where no one follows
To lead where there is no path
To take hold of the mundane
And make something magical
That's what a poem does to your life

Who is the Voice of
YOU?

Profrality: the act of being profound in reality.
Karmellight ♦I just like the way it looks ♦
Parallel always there
Monster
CRAWLING in now
Jack o lantern
Laughing clown
Whoops too triggered
Back up
To dafodilles
No they're bad too
Go to pink pink horizons
Sleep
Now sleep
I'm the garden
You always weep
Now dream
Of peace
Breathe in fragrance
Of a different bread
One two three
Repeat.

I want to be cresened
By your sunlight lips
Fornicated by your doubts
Insecure and pure
Saturated in hues unknown
Lingering
Over me
Protecting the innocent

Move through me
Like energy against the water
Or light it on fire
Either one
Is suited just for you

You are the tailor
The maker
The storm and the desire

Your lingering over yourself
Protecting the innocent
Don't worry
This place is safe for you

These members are not my own
They seep through the rapids
As I drown

They ask me questions
They tell me what to do
How to feel
And then condrtridict their own

*** am I supposed to do
When I can't get through?

I'm having a minute
Waiting in line
Here in my own
******* life again

What better way
To capture
This moment
Of EXSIST!

Floating
Swimming
In my own mind
Downing my own head

I need to rewind!
I need to recreate
This moment
I say

Repeatedly
Repeatedly
Repeatedly

Already answered
This seldom
Lonesome thought

Lights off
Wake the **** up!
Cameras oN

Answer key: Acceptance and Begin Again...You Got This ;)

I am going on a radical sabbatical
At least for a month
Time to collect
What I have learned
And knowledge to know
Where it is
I want to go

Seldom do I go
Around
Putting words
In order
The way they
Should be

So tell me why
I live by those
Shoulds in
Real life

When words I just
Let them fall
Not giving a
****

Of the order
And then I realize
How *******
Beautiful
They sound
And how it came
Through so *******
Clear

But life
Ha life

I try to control
And do what
The voices
That embedded
From birth
Tell me

Then wonder
Why nothing
I really want
To do ever
Gets done

And why
My face looks
So ******* sad
All the time

Instead of
How I feel
When I read
The words
That I CREATE
Not them
But I

Makes more sense
Now that I'm writing

I am
NOT living
For I

I'm living
For a them

I DONT WANT THAT!!!!!?