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"ensues" poems
Silently I cry hoping no one hears Secretly caring for another in love's affairs Experiencing love's worst of weapons Heartbreak ominously beckons Silently tears fall as I lie alone On the bathroom floor unbeknown For there are no more words, no more lies Only a silent tear that never dries Silently I cry with images of his face Dimpled cheeks, his kiss and warm embrace Hopelessness ensues for the way he held me tight Remembering he's with her tonight I lay in bed at night beside the one I'm bound Holding my breath as tears compound Feeling the love I once gave and then knew All the while he's with someone new Silently shedding tears as my life takes its toll Killing my very essence, my mind, body and soul Hearing the words, feeling the crippling pain A lover's secret inevitably ends in vain
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Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 3:23 PM UTC
My Silent Tears
Freed from the blackness that fills my nights Awoken from the nightmares plaguing my mind For a short stretch only to receive a brief taste Holding on for I know she must make haste Like the foggy windows on a summers night So have I felt the warmth of another Never wanting to leave her comfort Never wanting to see the light Like roses at the peak of their bloom Only to enjoy briefly till death ensues Withered away and dying as they are So am I breaking as we have to part Joy is a bitter taste For it never stays to long You hold on until you are unable Until it leaves you withdrawn Am I but just another face Another notch upon your bed Scattered amongst the crowd Overlooked and overdrawn For if I know what is true But I wish it were a lie To face another second As I feel my dreams die On my own I must go For you’ve taken to much What I wish I would receive I only gave to another
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Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 10:10 AM UTC
Fleeting Light
~ *Rainbows in a sky of blue with clouds of grey beyond, Ripples lapping lilypads, upon a golden pond, Just above me and you Blanketing our passion As our loving ensues The sky watches us on A cool breeze on a summer's day, my love within my arms, Clouds that block the blazing sun, a coyish smile that charms, All these things and more I dream when sleep mine eyes doth close, But most of all, a peace within, and love that always grows.* ~
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Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 8:16 AM UTC
Under a Seeing Sky (Collaboration with Palmer)
Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I feel the scratch of the itchy cotton gown on the narrows of my back as it climbs up and down Displayed I lye on the medical tables hard cold steel It seers into the crevices of my bones I ponder the lone window and wonder if it's real I listen for the bleep and bloop of medical tones Nurses walk by in a mechanical grace poke and **** & tap and touch my face and then proceed to leave without a trace with no hint of knowledge of my medical case Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I'm a big girl, I'm a big girl I begin to chant in a simple rhythm as small as a ball I begin to curl I'm abandoned inside this glassy prism The dead silence creeps inside my brain I want to scream to fill the deadly gap but the cold thick air of silence brings pain I comfort myself and say it will be ok My breathing begins to quicken my eyes dart around the room only comfort is the fear which I am stricken my sight goes bleary as darkness looms Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Tears sting the corner of my eyes I want someone to hold my hand Oh God how I want to cry but the only thing there is the bleeding arm band The test begins with the thickness of barium It slides down my throat and clings to my esophagus It tastes like chalk and pandemonium they want me to suffocate I guess I chug and chug as the pictures are snapped x-ray upon x-ray of my stomach and my back Drink more Drink more They tell me to do Nervously I shake and say, anymore and I will puke on you Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Even more poking and prodding ensues but of my stomach, ribs and ******* I lay rigid as a board from the pain of each touch I grow weary of this tiresome rues The tests are done and the coast is clear I am left alone to dress myself in fear Dismissed and discharged to walk away they file my chart with a robotic smile now for the wait of endless days I'm lost in my mind's land of emotional exile Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Pins & Needles Pins & Needles I wait for the results Is it stomach cancer, an ulcer or both?? In the dark I am kept like followers in cults.
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Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 2:34 PM UTC
Doctors Visit
Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I feel the scratch of the itchy cotton gown on the narrows of my back as it climbs up and down Displayed I lye on the medical tables hard cold steel It seers into the crevices of my bones I ponder the lone window and wonder if it's real I listen for the bleep and bloop of medical tones Nurses walk by in a mechanical grace poke and **** & tap and touch my face and then proceed to leave without a trace with no hint of knowledge of my medical case Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I'm a big girl, I'm a big girl I begin to chant in a simple rhythm as small as a ball I begin to curl I'm abandoned inside this glassy prism The dead silence creeps inside my brain I want to scream to fill the deadly gap but the cold thick air of silence brings pain I comfort myself and say it will be ok My breathing begins to quicken my eyes dart around the room only comfort is the fear which I am stricken my sight goes bleary as darkness looms Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Tears sting the corner of my eyes I want someone to hold my hand Oh God how I want to cry but the only thing there is the bleeding arm band The test begins with the thickness of barium It slides down my throat and clings to my esophagus It tastes like chalk and pandemonium they want me to suffocate I guess I chug and chug as the pictures are snapped x-ray upon x-ray of my stomach and my back Drink more Drink more They tell me to do Nervously I shake and say, anymore and I will puke on you Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Even more poking and prodding ensues but of my stomach, ribs and ******* I lay rigid as a board from the pain of each touch I grow weary of this tiresome rues The tests are done and the coast is clear I am left alone to dress myself in fear Dismissed and discharged to walk away they file my chart with a robotic smile now for the wait of endless days I'm lost in my mind's land of emotional exile Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Pins & Needles Pins & Needles I wait for the results Is it stomach cancer, an ulcer or both?? In the dark I am kept like followers in cults.
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Weave through the roots Mangroves alike. A foxtail, catch it quickly. The birds sing for you help. Grapes fall from their vineyard. You have run too far. Don't give up. A cacophony ensues. The nesting hens are disturbed. The fox is gone and along with his prize.
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 8:52 PM UTC
The fox
Stepping out On stepping stones Cracked and ready to crumble The slightest pressure or lightest weight Bring the depths instantly closer Plummeting to the unknown Facing the unwanted The sunny sky turns tunnel Turns pinhead, turns black Vertigo, no sign to guide Nothing to lean on No way to track the bubbles As the drowning ensues Searing pain, like lightening Blinds or enlightens A flash of what's to come For an instant there is tomorrow In that instant hope renews A hint of up or down A choice of direction A path to glory A way of life And the sun will never be lost again
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May 23, 2010
May 23, 2010 at 7:25 PM UTC
Beautiful and Blinding
You're a volcano in winter Made when the Earth splintered Tectonic plates shifted And you were gifted The frigid air outside is subzero So you become my volcanic hero When you scorch the cold With your warmth so bold I await an eruption But there's a disruption Dormant you remain With suspicion engrained But entering your main vent Was not my main intent Yet now that I'm in your magma chamber I can see your anger You're made of lava and ash So you demand drama and cash And violently explode in a flash You've become my Krakatoa When I wish I didn't know ya Because of your grand magnitude I question my aptitude And insecurity ensues As confidence I lose I realize I've gone too far When I feel your lava discharge That pushes me into your crater The pain I feel couldn't be greater When all I see is an ashen cloud And all I hear is your lashing growl Inside of your volcano There is a tornado As sure as day glow I feel I must lay low And dodge the debris While playing referee As you're dissecting me In your burning sea That swirls in a cyclone maelstrom Hell is where it was mailed from I receive it Reprieveless I begin to drown in fire And wish to retire You think you're neat Yet despite your heat You're a cold blooded lizard But outside there's a blizzard So I get used to your volcano I can't contain my disdain though
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Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
Volcano
Tomato: Big, juicy, red INSANE! Sneaks up upon unsuspecting Unreliable MATH TUTORS! A terrible fight ensues! Tomato or tutor? Tutor or tomato? Tomato knows no math. Tutor has no seeds. A standoff. Tutor and tomato growl menacingly, Circling one another Like two pieces of meat On a microwave turntable. Suddenly, their rhythmic dance of Hate Is broken By the rhythmic sound of incoming Imminent Inescapable Doom. Tutor and tomato are trampled Like a TV dinner On the freeway.
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Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 7:29 PM UTC
Tomato
And suddenly you see it as you hit rock bottom, as you break down into the smallest, sharpest pieces, and your existence screams at an empty room to be saved to stay to live. No echoes in the dark. You see the incredible life that is waiting for you; that was always waiting for you past the veil of your despair your vices your masochistic self centered suicidal disposition. You choose to be greater than your fear, and freedom ensues.
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Jun 16, 2021
Jun 16, 2021 at 9:25 AM UTC
Turning of the Tide
She stands before the class Her voice rings loud and clear Each word beautifully enunciated For all who wish to hear The perennial English teacher She reads with such dramatics and flair Such a pity that its only noticed by students in the first few chairs She's reading out my poem She paints pictures with her words But honestly? Sometimes I find Her explanations quite absurd No, That's not what I meant! Dear teacher, stop twisting my verse! Dear students, please notice the flaws In the story she so carefully rehearsed It's amazing how sometimes she understands The thought and feelings of what I wrote And sometimes she gets it so very wrong That I want to strangle her throat She continues unperturbed By the lack of interest in the room Students only see her smile and energy Not her disappointment and gloom She worked so hard to teach them, A little appreciation would go far! But they just sit and pretend to listen As they wait for the end for the hour Finally, she comes across That fateful line The one that sparks a discussion I watch the class come to life In a tsunami of opinions, She smiles proudly, riding the wave She launches into her explanation And it's the completely wrong one she gave Its one of many misinterpretations Of my carefully crafted work There! That student! She understands what I meant! Now now, don't tell her she's wrong. Don't be a **** A debate ensues and words fly The classroom divides into two. Half are on my side, dear teacher And the other half believe you. Out of the blue, the bell rings For once the students want more time! A pat on the back for the English teacher. This victory is both hers and mine So what if she gets it wrong sometimes? So what what if she's too dramatic? Sometimes she's just unreasonable She's your average literature fanatic She always gets her point across Without having to scream and shout She teaches the students the value of words Isn't that what it's all about?
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Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 10:21 AM UTC
The English Teacher
She stands before the class Her voice rings loud and clear Each word beautifully enunciated For all who wish to hear The perennial English teacher She reads with such dramatics and flair Such a pity that its only noticed by students in the first few chairs She's reading out my poem She paints pictures with her words But honestly? Sometimes I find Her explanations quite absurd No, That's not what I meant! Dear teacher, stop twisting my verse! Dear students, please notice the flaws In the story she so carefully rehearsed It's amazing how sometimes she understands The thought and feelings of what I wrote And sometimes she gets it so very wrong That I want to strangle her throat She continues unperturbed By the lack of interest in the room Students only see her smile and energy Not her disappointment and gloom She worked so hard to teach them, A little appreciation would go far! But they just sit and pretend to listen As they wait for the end for the hour Finally, she comes across That fateful line The one that sparks a discussion I watch the class come to life In a tsunami of opinions, She smiles proudly, riding the wave She launches into her explanation And it's the completely wrong one she gave Its one of many misinterpretations Of my carefully crafted work There! That student! She understands what I meant! Now now, don't tell her she's wrong. Don't be a **** A debate ensues and words fly The classroom divides into two. Half are on my side, dear teacher And the other half believe you. Out of the blue, the bell rings For once the students want more time! A pat on the back for the English teacher. This victory is both hers and mine So what if she gets it wrong sometimes? So what what if she's too dramatic? Sometimes she's just unreasonable She's your average literature fanatic She always gets her point across Without having to scream and shout She teaches the students the value of words Isn't that what it's all about?
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no rules allowed and chaos ensues alcoholics start hitting up the ***** teens start trying on Holocaust shoes men in black suits keep signing off on paper no regard for woman no they just **** her people once in power now cry in the shower but at least they can't feel the fear on the streets today people still fearing to be gay people still fearing to say hey no way tired black suits just sign away
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Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 8:49 PM UTC
no rules allowed
Enigma entity’s ethology entelechy as it relates to clairaudience clairvoyance. Everyone has a personal futurity fatidic or existential metaphysique. What we need is a universally acceptable form of id conclusion. Unfortunately we can’t even agree on the social stigmatisms of ego’s expression. We are relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity that succeed in a hierarchy of functionally integrateable forms. There is no functional deontology, even though its visage would seem to portend cogently fecund probity for all. We are not ethereally sublime, we are corporeally preternatural. Objective is individual; obligation to each other is not a mandate. Though many might find it inherently indispensible to some it impedes success. The depths of debauchery this debacle ensues are almost intrinsically endemic to our race. How am I going to get there becomes more important than ‘what are we fighting for’. So, if there’s no unity of purpose how do we decide who we are fighting for. Will it be good for all or lead to oligarchy and subjugation, the seemingly inescapable byproduct of capitalism, the inherent decadence of socialism. It’s times like this that make me love the constitutional fortitude of Americanism. Theoretically I have an inalienable right, hypothetically this leads to anarchy so I’m not allowed to mess with your rights. This is mandate. The republic for which we stand. Mendacious tales of unity, not merely the obstinate tenacities of I, but also the cogent fecundity in the infamous we-ness of us.
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Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 6:04 PM UTC
Mercenary Mendacity
Enigma entity’s ethology entelechy as it relates to clairaudience clairvoyance. Everyone has a personal futurity fatidic or existential metaphysique. What we need is a universally acceptable form of id conclusion. Unfortunately we can’t even agree on the social stigmatisms of ego’s expression. We are relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity that succeed in a hierarchy of functionally integrateable forms. There is no functional deontology, even though its visage would seem to portend cogently fecund probity for all. We are not ethereally sublime, we are corporeally preternatural. Objective is individual; obligation to each other is not a mandate. Though many might find it inherently indispensible to some it impedes success. The depths of debauchery this debacle ensues are almost intrinsically endemic to our race. How am I going to get there becomes more important than ‘what are we fighting for’. So, if there’s no unity of purpose how do we decide who we are fighting for. Will it be good for all or lead to oligarchy and subjugation, the seemingly inescapable byproduct of capitalism, the inherent decadence of socialism. It’s times like this that make me love the constitutional fortitude of Americanism. Theoretically I have an inalienable right, hypothetically this leads to anarchy so I’m not allowed to mess with your rights. This is mandate. The republic for which we stand. Mendacious tales of unity, not merely the obstinate tenacities of I, but also the cogent fecundity in the infamous we-ness of us.
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emerald, olive, viridian oh how you perplex me forest, jade, chartreuse why do you tease me so cyan, verdigris, moss such excitement arises to be a word to be a meaning is there such a thing, to have a feeling to see a vision, phthalo, pine, teal are you the same mint, myrtle, laurel you make me envious to be blooming, to be healthy to be young, to be clumsy are you callow, how about credulous? but such a conservationist unquestioning, so trustful, tenderfoot and common the tree, the lawn, the willow though ecological and crude a sage in all but name apple, spinach, pea aren't you scrumptious, lime, kelly, bice are you nature, how about luck you're pungently rotten though with such dark beauty and hope, love and lust ensues you're the jolliness of balance and the creative intelligence; of evil, and decay of money and safety, will you resurrect me, are you immortality? such jealousy arises high goals and honor so so allusive healing and vitality you're calming though fast lush spring stability, abundant generosity, vert vegetation; witchcraft an aphrodisiac I hear, are you youth or fading youth? sunrise and life, growth and fertility sacred ideology, eroticized though shameful so romantic and humble I see the third ray or is the the fifth ray, the third eye are you truth, are you vision it's becoming a science, so much compassion the fourth chakra, the heart, the centre of us all a higher consciousness such a harmonious aura a hunter, a nurse, a solider, an outdoorsman villains and superstition misfortune and prosperity with toxicity, sickness and death, recycle and reuse oh so powerful you exude auspiciousness just a holiday mystical fairies and spirits though also devilish, cancer in the stars a renewal of paradise, biliously tranquil are you refreshingly soothing, peacefully restful, a naive novice, very understanding, is there truly a term for you? what do you really convey, countless representations a definition of name, or do you signify the feeling, the specimen the aspect? though some have no locution for you here I am, stepping around the issue you are you, in any word yet with a different meaning
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Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 10:01 PM UTC
To be Ao
emerald, olive, viridian oh how you perplex me forest, jade, chartreuse why do you tease me so cyan, verdigris, moss such excitement arises to be a word to be a meaning is there such a thing, to have a feeling to see a vision, phthalo, pine, teal are you the same mint, myrtle, laurel you make me envious to be blooming, to be healthy to be young, to be clumsy are you callow, how about credulous? but such a conservationist unquestioning, so trustful, tenderfoot and common the tree, the lawn, the willow though ecological and crude a sage in all but name apple, spinach, pea aren't you scrumptious, lime, kelly, bice are you nature, how about luck you're pungently rotten though with such dark beauty and hope, love and lust ensues you're the jolliness of balance and the creative intelligence; of evil, and decay of money and safety, will you resurrect me, are you immortality? such jealousy arises high goals and honor so so allusive healing and vitality you're calming though fast lush spring stability, abundant generosity, vert vegetation; witchcraft an aphrodisiac I hear, are you youth or fading youth? sunrise and life, growth and fertility sacred ideology, eroticized though shameful so romantic and humble I see the third ray or is the the fifth ray, the third eye are you truth, are you vision it's becoming a science, so much compassion the fourth chakra, the heart, the centre of us all a higher consciousness such a harmonious aura a hunter, a nurse, a solider, an outdoorsman villains and superstition misfortune and prosperity with toxicity, sickness and death, recycle and reuse oh so powerful you exude auspiciousness just a holiday mystical fairies and spirits though also devilish, cancer in the stars a renewal of paradise, biliously tranquil are you refreshingly soothing, peacefully restful, a naive novice, very understanding, is there truly a term for you? what do you really convey, countless representations a definition of name, or do you signify the feeling, the specimen the aspect? though some have no locution for you here I am, stepping around the issue you are you, in any word yet with a different meaning
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Now i am broken, I can never be fixed. Because my problem's internal, it's not just a glitch. It's making me horrible, it's giving me doubt. And makes me question what I've been talking about. I want you more than I could ever say. But all is lost, every single day. When i can't see you, I lose my way. And i forget to live, love, and play. For nothing is better than loving life with you. So i will wait around, seeing what ensues. I love you for you, and all the things that you do. And i wouldn't change anything,  except what you've been through. You weren't shown gratitude, for love given that's past. So i will be appreciative, so your love for me will last. Because no one understands me better than yourself. You are my one and only, the sweetest little elf.
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Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 3:19 AM UTC
The sweetest Elf
Gather your arms Your strength, your courage The foe before you comes charging through Pray tell, who dares to breach this wall Built with sweat, and tears, determination Shall no one try nor succeed to break Integrity, honor and for all at stake Lessons learned from painful past of enemies who destroy en masse There once was one who gave full trust that those around them were of same heart How quickly vanished the innocence of what we're born, this purity Now stained with blood, with wickedness I take no more and give no less No more, I say..no more I allow I will not break, nor will I bow Stand strong, here comes the hostile band of haters and liars that we must withstand But wait, I see a flag of surrender? Shall he not break me forth asunder? No fool am I, tis only a ruse To trick and betray as the **** ensues You will not win, not over me That point will come when you will see I am stronger than you....because of you My time has come to win this war For that is what life has become A battle for whom the strongest will win Not by brute strength, but by character within
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Nov 15, 2012
Nov 15, 2012 at 1:31 PM UTC
Fortress
"Have you talked to dad, since you've been at school?" "Nope." "Are you coming home for thanksgiving?" "I don't know." Josephina breathes in a crackle over the phone. New York, a cacophony in the background. A background of cold, and people talking while walking while hailing a yellowcab with a left and slow-rolling heads locked onto the phones in their right. These people enter taxis, not knowing if they're ever going to reach home, or the airport, or union square, just going on the promise that they won't become road-kill. I can't feel it in my yellow apartment. If anything, my yellowcab idles. Through the receiver A squad car rings nervously, then after a lungful of garbage-smelling air, it becomes a full blare. A pause of noise always ensues, just for a second, the entire corner becomes a silent silo of human beings. "How's new york?" "you know, dad called me and asked about how to get on a diet, can you believe that?" Yes, I can dad is a fat **** a pink, white belly of a man. And a few sandbags for chins. "That's good." "So I'm not going to see you?" "Probably not." "Well, you should call dad, talk to him, he loves you." Some conversations, acheive nothing. The same tired, dead things get run over. Road-kill. Josephina believes she is the spatula that will bring back pancake squirrels and pancake relationships. As much as you don't know about me and dad's relationship, I can give you a kodak moment. A snapshot, of a hovering man, pointing at his son's neck, searching for the misplaced vertebrae, the lack of fear for the world --"the right kind of fear, the fear a man should have of himself"-- and a son, hunched, small hands in fists, a heavy haul of muscles pulled into a dark brow right over black eyes. This picture will suffice.
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Nov 23, 2011
Nov 23, 2011 at 4:59 PM UTC
Pancake Squirrels.
"Have you talked to dad, since you've been at school?" "Nope." "Are you coming home for thanksgiving?" "I don't know." Josephina breathes in a crackle over the phone. New York, a cacophony in the background. A background of cold, and people talking while walking while hailing a yellowcab with a left and slow-rolling heads locked onto the phones in their right. These people enter taxis, not knowing if they're ever going to reach home, or the airport, or union square, just going on the promise that they won't become road-kill. I can't feel it in my yellow apartment. If anything, my yellowcab idles. Through the receiver A squad car rings nervously, then after a lungful of garbage-smelling air, it becomes a full blare. A pause of noise always ensues, just for a second, the entire corner becomes a silent silo of human beings. "How's new york?" "you know, dad called me and asked about how to get on a diet, can you believe that?" Yes, I can dad is a fat **** a pink, white belly of a man. And a few sandbags for chins. "That's good." "So I'm not going to see you?" "Probably not." "Well, you should call dad, talk to him, he loves you." Some conversations, acheive nothing. The same tired, dead things get run over. Road-kill. Josephina believes she is the spatula that will bring back pancake squirrels and pancake relationships. As much as you don't know about me and dad's relationship, I can give you a kodak moment. A snapshot, of a hovering man, pointing at his son's neck, searching for the misplaced vertebrae, the lack of fear for the world --"the right kind of fear, the fear a man should have of himself"-- and a son, hunched, small hands in fists, a heavy haul of muscles pulled into a dark brow right over black eyes. This picture will suffice.
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_Under smoldering red desert skies Earthquake-like tremors displace sand And giant gears pulling wide treads give rise To a towering, onyx colored machine of man. A scientific prophecy once foretold That the oceans and trees could be killed And in its toxic love of black gold Humanity granted this prophecy fulfilled. It used to warm our bodies and minds But now, our sun is something to fear Our lives and colossal machines combine And chances of survival remain unclear. For military rule has exploited Our natural will to fight and survive They’ve usurped us and anointed Themselves rulers of the inside. What’s left of our once great society Roams the Earth in onyx colored arcs Scientists try to return Earth’s sobriety As we wage war for oligarchs. Terrorism between 3 arcs ensues As each believes the one to solve The problem of an Earth abused Will become ruler by forceful resolve._
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Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 2:19 PM UTC
Our Grandchildren Are Dying in 2120
"I'm just tired..." Excuse one for the silence that ensues. She listens as he tells her he refuses to hurt her ...even though she aches as the words leave his lips. Triple chocolate chocolate chip frosting is all she wants. "I didn't sleep well..." Excuse two for the agitated responses. Her best friend has distanced herself ...but expects her to just sit by and wait to be wanted again. Triple chocolate chocolate chip frosting gags her. "It was a rough night..." Excuse three for the silent tears that stream down her face. Her father tells her she's a spoiled, stupid ***** ...but acts like he's a genius that's greater than God. Food loses its appeal entirely. "I don't need a mirror to see myself..." Excuse four for her avoidance of reflective surfaces. Her mirror has become her worst enemy ...reflecting her flaws and screaming her issues. She no longer has an appetite. "I'm fine" Excuse five... and six for all the things she does in a day. She's breaking, crying, and dying ...but its been repeated so many times her friends have begun to believe it. Food now makes her want to throw up. "Excuses, Excuses" seven, eight, nine, ten for all the things she needs to deny her mask of a smile makes everyone believe them all ...no one realizing how unhappy she is she eats...but only because she doesn't want them to worry.
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May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 3:08 PM UTC
Excuses, Excuses
Monet was painting up my vision while the droves were driven out. We stepped out to the derision of a tenor waterspout. The town outside is dancing in the ruddy neon hues and I’m ****** whilst Amsterdam-ing by the slam-dunk cognac blues. And a cap was shaking coppers in an out cove by the way, where instruments and owners had begun to play. The bar stools are all swaying whilst the festival ensues, and I’m ****** whilst Amsterdam-ing by the slam-dunk cognac blues. With the rhythm of the rimjhim and the stamping our feet we sing our drunken-whim hymn whilst we stagger down the street. And we had sunken five; still sinking Im strung out, slammed, and stinking Four sheets to the wind and freaking about what I had to lose. so that’s when I got to thinking had an inkling to the linking between my errant drinking and the slam-dunk cognac blues…
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Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 6:37 PM UTC
The Slam-Dunk Cognac Blues
In the sole purpose of love. I confused a strawberry for that of a heart. I didn't at all feel ashamed. Sharing a divine pleasure. I allowed myself to confess everything my heart felt with this strawberry. A fruit practical. Knowing all of life's mystery. Plump in the way it stared. An everyday conversation turned into something precious. My hand becoming like a stem. The strawberry now confusing me for one of it's own. Sharing the same subtle silence. Relaxed in the freedom that mistakes can and will occur but something extraordinary can happen. Introducing ourselves to a different us. More tolerable. Enjoying the gift of each others company. Sincere in a moment of sensitivity. Both of our cheeks blushed in red. Sharing a deep thought that traveled it's way into purpose. A seed ripe in the way it gushed into deep infatuation. A mouth in need, the will to quench arising urge. Communication in purest form. The vine that ensues nourishment from soil colored hands. Cleansed in warmth, devoured whole
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Feb 27, 2017
Feb 27, 2017 at 2:49 PM UTC
Strawberry strawberry, Urge Along With Need
The sketch that ensues will soon be transformed over the course of many months into an heirloom. Painstakingly crafted, my intention is that it’s created to remain, now and forever. A classic. For the special woman, who will wear it.
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 8:31 PM UTC
'An heirloom in the making TM'
Umbrage ultraism infrangible extemporaneous incognito edition Penumbral platitude platonic proxy photics rendition Interface fenestration imbroglio pandemonium inducement sedition Wretched infelicitous extant trajectory sordid intuition Scandalous scavenger squalid anomalous punitive condition Panacea chiaroscuro parallax emanate imminent perdition Equilibrist revision exertion suborn temerity imbues Indulgent zealous discrepancy apparentness cogitation accrues Heuristic noumenal psychokinesis extrapolation incursion construes Aura auspicious primitive prism processional reviews Obstinate tenacious preeminent edificatory omnipotence eschews Equivocal gumption ratification constitutional manumission ensues      Delusory apparition extravagance peccavi verity tempestuous Obtrusive obtusely overt indemnities sagaciously obliquitous Ephemeral anxiety antonym existential exigency alacritous Fortuitous emendation phantasm ontological ontogeny acuitous Indemnify veracious infernal infidel impunities iniquitous Meritorious fulham presumptive extrication expiation indigenous
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Jan 13, 2013
Jan 13, 2013 at 9:20 PM UTC
Anonymity emanations
Don't read this in pursuit of love, happiness or inspiration I do write this for your admiration. So I say this once, dont be disgusted nor discouraged by what you see here below Away stricken with anger I go. . . Id like to take a second to say **** you* you and you For its because of three yous that this anger ensues I'd tried to endure it, I tried to be nice I've now heard it not once but 3 x twice If you have something to to say keep inside Otherwise shut the **** up and strap in for a ride I'm not keen nor willing to find another love But hey what the hell we'll give him a shove No other love will ever be better than hers Dont need no more ******* saboteurs I will do as I please, and love who I like Pushy *** know-better-than-yous I thoroughly dislike So I'll say it now and again and again From all that stupid *** ******** I'd ask you to refrain Now thanks for the pathetic waste of time Didn't know taking back someone was such a ******* crime
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Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 7:03 AM UTC
A Poem That's Anything But Sweet
i seem to only see three constellations in the night sky these days... the modo - it be the sign of: the age of scorpio, there's but the big & little dipper (respectively) º                º                       º                               º                                                             º                                   º                                                      º do these people really need to be spoon fed? the smaller dipper is akin to the big dipper, hence to write in the other and last constellation (minus that odd rhombus without a name) -   and believe me when i say: orthodox astrology doesn't agree with me:                           º                        º                     º                        º                          º                                        º                          º   i guess i managed to draw the right schematic,    besides the point, there are but three constellations in the night sky around here, and one is a revisionist take on the scorpio... **** you hippies, and your age of aquarius,      this is what a scorpion looks like, and nothing what you've indicated, i'm starting to think that astrologists did poorly in geometry class... but i'll end it on a positive note...       *there is more dignity in being ascribed an epitaph, than being given a "proper" burial...* and by "proper" i mean: the leech family members waiting for inheritance,   the sycophantic actors of attendance - throw me into a mass grave, i don't mind for a "proper" burial...    there is no dignity in whatever burial ensues as many will do... but allow man to transcend the date of birth ** / yy / zz and the date of death zz / yy / ** with an epitaph...         however "wise" the man was in life, his dignity only arrives postmortem, in the form of an epitaph... but one epitaph overshadows a thousand quotable mentions of the man, when alive, but one epitaph of a david, overcomes the oeuvre of maxims of a goliath.      whatever argument for light pollution exists, even when in the scottish highlands i didn't see any more stars...   there are only three constellations in play on the night sky,   and one of them is the genuine scorpio constellation, with the orthodox constellation being bogus, fake, unnecessary... i, i've spotted the constellation of scorpio, and i did so: with my naked eyes!
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Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 8:21 PM UTC
modo tribus constellatio / tempus ex scorpio
i seem to only see three constellations in the night sky these days... the modo - it be the sign of: the age of scorpio, there's but the big & little dipper (respectively) º                º                       º                               º                                                             º                                   º                                                      º do these people really need to be spoon fed? the smaller dipper is akin to the big dipper, hence to write in the other and last constellation (minus that odd rhombus without a name) -   and believe me when i say: orthodox astrology doesn't agree with me:                           º                        º                     º                        º                          º                                        º                          º   i guess i managed to draw the right schematic,    besides the point, there are but three constellations in the night sky around here, and one is a revisionist take on the scorpio... **** you hippies, and your age of aquarius,      this is what a scorpion looks like, and nothing what you've indicated, i'm starting to think that astrologists did poorly in geometry class... but i'll end it on a positive note...       *there is more dignity in being ascribed an epitaph, than being given a "proper" burial...* and by "proper" i mean: the leech family members waiting for inheritance,   the sycophantic actors of attendance - throw me into a mass grave, i don't mind for a "proper" burial...    there is no dignity in whatever burial ensues as many will do... but allow man to transcend the date of birth ** / yy / zz and the date of death zz / yy / ** with an epitaph...         however "wise" the man was in life, his dignity only arrives postmortem, in the form of an epitaph... but one epitaph overshadows a thousand quotable mentions of the man, when alive, but one epitaph of a david, overcomes the oeuvre of maxims of a goliath.      whatever argument for light pollution exists, even when in the scottish highlands i didn't see any more stars...   there are only three constellations in play on the night sky,   and one of them is the genuine scorpio constellation, with the orthodox constellation being bogus, fake, unnecessary... i, i've spotted the constellation of scorpio, and i did so: with my naked eyes!
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The wind diverges the horizon boughs into view finders of royal blue. The flicker of the blue beyond washes to brown sticks fettered with dry leaves. Oh what cadence ensues, From a bent bough and a Sifting wind? If that limb but a will, And that breeze but a pulse, Harmony would hide in the Heartbeat of an eternal summer. Yet eternity suffers sterile sadness, And cadence breeds a timid tempo Of hollow trees against a grey sky. So speak the world in discord, Unveil blue skies from cacophonous trees of green, And push the wind in hurricanes. As wind and bough dance in perfect imbalance, I admire the flicker of their countenance.
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 4:34 PM UTC
An Ode to Uncertainty