How do i spend my nights..
I do not sleep
I do not write
I do not eat.. well.. almost
Lying there on my bed,
Feeling confusion , chasing wishful dreams
Dreams i am missing out on, as i follow another
Wishing to know it all,
Aspiring to lick it all,
Intending to devour it all.
Staying up, trying to beat that constant ticking.
Hours go by in this delusion...
OH! Its 2 A.M
This is how it begins
Staying up trying to hoard it all,
useful, useless alike.
Like a dog on a treat.
Not caring what it eats.
Not caring what it spills
It satiates its hunger.
But mine only perpetuates itself
The more i chew, the more i swallow.
AH! its 3 A.M
Minutes passing by now, feeling this
Thanks to this hand crafted insomnia
I flick through these websites like chapters in a book.
Internet is my haunt
In these wee hours
For i got addicted to it,
Before i could grab a novel.
Fuck! It's 5 again
I steal quick gazes from my screen
Watching the darkness grow dim.
Time to wrap it up,
And rid you of this rant.
Another night well wasted,
I guess, i'll just fap and pant.
Will get ready to commit this mistake again,
For now, I try to cup those dreams back in again.
Dramatic representation how I spend my nights. :P