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Ryan Cripps Oct 2016
What comes after death?
I hope it's better than this.
But if my family isn't there,
I'm gonna be ******.

I dislike the life I have,
but I love my family and my friends.
I want to keep the ones I have
even after the end.

Whether its heaven,
another life, or just a black abyss;
I want the people I've come to love,
because I know they'll be missed.
(c) Ryan Kane 2016
Ryan Cripps Oct 2016
Ignoring me is the worst thing you can do.
What's alarming is you know this too.
Yet, you still continue to read my texts and not reply;
Then make up an excuse, like I don't know it's a lie.

I supply your heart with the love you need,
but you keep me waiting on one knee.
Is it because you know i'll always come back?
Maybe I shouldn't have let you in on that fact.

So I'll wait a few weeks for you to reply,
and act like it's okay, even though that's a lie.
When will I ever speak up, and let you know the deal?
Probably never, and that's the problem; I don't think you care how I feel.
(c) Ryan Kane 2016
Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
You feel like home.
In my arms is where I want you to be.
It's cold out there tonight.
So baby, spend the night with me?
Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
This universe is huge!
I mean MASSIVE!
The wonders of this world
are simply fantastic.

But you're the woman I find most attractive.
Since the moment I've met you,
You've held my heart captive.
So please don't stretch it,
it's not made of elastic.
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Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
Maybe It's an off day,
or maybe It's something more?
Maybe I'll go another year
without writing a word more.

I thought I was getting better,
maybe It's just the weather?
Maybe I'll never get it right,
but maybe I'll never pull it together.

Maybe we're on a break,
or maybe we're done forever.
So many questions
and my only response is "whatever".

I just want to be happy.
I just want to think clear.
I'm tired of living by a life or death choice.
I'm tired of living in fear.
2016 is eh.
Ryan Cripps Dec 2018
Your eyes have a deep, calming scene.
Your breath smells of sensational winter green.

Our lips plant a passionate kiss on one another
that will grow a romance like flowers growing in the summer.

Oh what I'd give to feel your touch.
Oh your hand is what I'd clutch.

The passion between us can fill an entire room.
I enjoy from what our friendship bloomed.
(c) Ryan Kane 2018
Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
You turn my heart into a kick and snare drum beat.
You send a eurphoric sensation through my body from my head to my feet.
These butterflies are roaring like a lion in its den.
I believe every promise you make, I count on being with you until the end. So don't let me down, I can't take anymore broken promises.
All I ask from you is I give you love, and you give me honesty.
- Ryan Kane (c) 2016
Ryan Cripps Jan 2017
Don't hide behind the lies
when I know the truth.
If you keep hanging on
I'm gonna have to cut you loose.

I need to be healthy,
I need to fix me
and I cannot do that
when you're lying through your teeth.
(c) Ryan Kane - 2017
First poem of 2017 for me!
I always welcome feedback :)
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Ryan Cripps Mar 2020
You're trekking through muddy waters
feeling those chicago blues;
singing "I can't quit you baby",
as if you believe those words are true.

Take the Summer night in.
She'll be a beautiful stranger soon.
She left you in the dark
but forgot about the moon.
(c) Ryan Kane 2020
Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
I've never been so in love,
and I'm scared as all hell.
The last time this feeling came along
no one was there to catch me when I fell.
-Ryan Kane (c) 2016
Ryan Cripps Mar 2016
She sets my sites on where I want to be;
In her arms, where it feels like home,
and where my heart can be free.

I don't want to be on the other side
looking in.
I want to ditch our separate lives,
and let ours begin.

She is royalty,
precious like a gem on every level.
Her touch so soft,
and her kiss so gentle.

She makes me feel so special.
- Ryan Kane (c) 2016
Ryan Cripps Mar 2016
Today I cried for the first time in years.
Bawled my eyes out until I ran out of tears.
Every thing wrong in my life has finally caught up to me.
I let it all out, but somehow I still don't feel free.

My mind with my heart lay scattered in pieces,
and I'm reluctant to pick them up.
It's not because I wouldn't love to,
but whats the point? Since I've ran out of glue.
- Ryan Kane (c) 2016
Ryan Cripps Jul 2017
You're a breath of fresh air in a claustrophobic room.
You're a beautiful flower just about to bloom.
You're the girl in my dreams, the only one for me.
I can't believe I get to call you mine.
To lose you would be a punishable crime.
(c) Ryan Kane 2017

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Ryan Cripps Mar 2016
Sonder beings pass me by.
A universe lived within each eye.
Chrysalism gives me life,
shut away in my own mind,
a loner is how I self describe.
-Ryan Kane (c) 2016
Ryan Cripps Aug 2016
You broke me down,
but I will rise above.
These days
you need strength to love.

Though...

how much strength
do I have left?
I continue to try,
and do my best.
But I'm not fit
to be apart of the rest.

That's the in crowd
with the long relations,
and the couples based off nothing,
but have a strong foundation.

That's not for me,
based on my past.
Relationships for me
aren't meant to last...
(c) 2016 - Ryan Kane
Ryan Cripps Aug 2016
I'd trade in my acoustic guitar
for you any day.

I'd stop writing poetry
if it would make you stay.

Art is a passion, but you're my whole life.
Without you I'm just a blind man gambling with dice.
(c) 2016 - Ryan Kane
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Have a beautiful day :)
Ryan Cripps Aug 2017
It's ten at night
and my trust has
collapsed like a broken bridge
even though time has barely passed
since you taught me how to live.

In only a quarter of earth's rotation,
you've taken my heart
and wreaked devastation.
You poisoned my imagination
and crushed my inspiration.

I fell for your lies,
your feelings in disguise.
You were so down to earth,
but actually in the sky.

I'm shaking as I write,
I can't even hold my drink.
I'm sorry if this poem makes no sense
I can't even think.
(c) Ryan Kane 2017
Ryan Cripps Aug 2016
I showcase you in my poetry,
I rant about you in my story.
You're the epicenter of my tragedy
because what happened to us is a travesty.

The past should be the past,
and you should be that.
Though, I want you to be my future.
I'm the hero, but without my villain, I'm not super.

You're inspirational
like the beauty of planet earth.
I believe we we're destined to meet
since the day of our birth.

I rant about you,
I write about us.
Our life story will be based on love,
unlike the others based on lust.
(c) Ryan Kane - 2016
Ryan Cripps Sep 2017
She has loveliness like the glistening night sky,
but she'll leave behind a dishonest legacy.
She spreads her "love" to everyone
but for some reason decides to exclude me.

She knows this too but drowns in her denial
and in the midst of her night
she can no longer see.
To her love is overrated, it does not exist
but she still says "I love you" to me.
I tried a hand at blackout poetry, but took a 5 word poem, and made it longer. It's been a while.

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Ryan Cripps Sep 2016
I love watching the stars,
and taking late night drives in the car.
I wanna go dancing at our favorite bar,
and gaze at each other from a far.

Let's send cute texts while sitting close,
and give kisses to each other on the nose.
Go ahead and steal my clothes.
Let's binge watch a ton of shows.

I wanna love you until time runs out,
and wash away all of your doubt.
I'll kiss you quiet if we ever shout.
I wanna know what you're all about.
(c) 2016 Ryan Kane
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Ryan Cripps Jul 2019
What will it take to break from these chains
that I locked myself in and lost the key?
I'm not a magician,
I don't have a trick up my sleeve.
And people pass me by, but don't even blink.
Unless I ask for a shot, then they pass me a drink.
(c) Ryan Kane 2019
Life and Reality are more real than you know.
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Ryan Cripps Jul 2014
The sunset glows a golden hue,
Not a white cloud in the sky.
The rain has just passed us
And the wind is waving goodbye.

The storm is still roaring thunder.
Letting us know of its presence.
Thank you for cooling the earth.
The humidity was quite unpleasant.

I stand outside for a smoke,
Feeling the soft cool breeze,
I close my eyes and relax,
I haven’t been this calm in weeks.

As night dawns upon us,
The sun says goodbye.
But beauty isn't gone,
Here comes the night sky.
Ryan Cripps Dec 2016
I wrote a letter to Santa Clause,
despite my age being twenty-three.
I asked him for a ride
to where ever you are for
Christmas because I need
to see you so desperately.

I have two years of hugs to give
you, I wanna feel your grip,
with that an endless amount of kisses
to descend upon your rosy cheeks,
and colored lips.

I want to ring in the new year
with you in my arms.
It just doesn't feel like the holidays,
when you're so far.
Ryan Kane (c) 2016
Happy Holidays, and Merry Christmas, everyone!
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Ryan Cripps Jun 2014
All I am…
Is less the man
Than I used to be.
I crumble more
Every single day.
I have no idea
How to Stop
The decay.
All I am…
Is a wounded soldier
Left on the battlefield,
Left to die left to be killed.
No man left behind?
Motto for the military
Not the motto for life.
“Given up? Here’s a knife”
“**** yourself, because you’re useless”
“Don’t know how to fix yourself you’re clueless”
Says the man in my head every day.
All I am…
Trying to do
Is find my way back.
But confidence, and energy
Is something I greatly lack.
No map, gps, or phone.
I’m out here all alone.
Who Am I?
I don’t know.
All I am…
Is a lost soul.
Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
Always do one more push-up,
always go one more round.
Never give up.
Don't let this world get you down.

Always do one more crunch,
always go one more mile.
Never give up.
Don't ever lose your smile.
You can do it! I believe in you, whatever it is. Personally, right now it's me trying to get back into being as fit as i was a few years ago. Don't ever give up! - Ryan Kane :)
Ryan Cripps Jun 2015
You were the real "American Dream",
and you supplied our lives with endless delight. You gave us long lasting smiles every time you'd step up to a fight.

In four plus decades, you never quit. With over fifty titles under your name, won all with wit.

Your legacy will forever be imprinted in history. Your name forever in our hearts. You showed wrestling isn't just entertainment but it's also an art.

Virgil "Dusty Rhodes" Runnels Jr,
from the west shores of America to the east shores of Japan, you will always be loved by each one of your fans.

For you were more than a man, and you were more than a dream, you were the real deal, and an inspiration to me.

So I say my goodbyes and show my respect in this short and tacky poem. A new king in the heaven of legends has now taken the throne.
Legendary professional wrestler Dusty Rhodes died today at the age of 69. He was truly a legend and this is my dedicated to him.

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Ryan Cripps Jun 2018
And in the end
she broke my heart.
Both as a lover
and as a best friend.
(c) Ryan Kane 2018
Ryan Cripps Jul 2014
Another win, another celebration.
Fifteen world championships
That’s inspiration.

But are you ready? For the beast?
Because rumors are swirling
That he’s been released.

Four men are the least of your worries,
Because you’re about to be interrupted
On this golden journey.

You've defeated him once before,
But he is no longer weak.
As he is much stronger
Since he defeated the deadman's streak.

Now he’s coming for you,
And your championship.
It’s not so much another run,
But for the pain he loves to inflict.

So forget Mr. Money in the Bank,
And the four other gladiators.  
Enjoy your title run now, Cena.
Because Brock Lesnar is an annihilator
This poem is about professional wrestler John Cena winning his fifteenth world championship (which is pretty much a big deal) and the obstacles he is rumored to be facing after the next pay per view. I am a HUGE pro wrestling fan and I've been writing a lot of pro wrestling poems lately. I actually don't think this one is that bad.
Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
Anyone** can scribble a few shapes
to make a few words.

But

it takes a passionate writer
to change someones world.
A lot of you, by writing poetry, change someones world.
Go you!
Ryan Cripps Jul 2017
Baby, I adore you in a special kind of way;
where I only need to think of you
to know everything will be okay.

   You're my warm winter blanket,
even in the sweltering summer.
I was a blank coloring book before
and now you have filled me with color.

   I don't look at the world
the way I did before I met my girl.
  I've never admired the flowers
or soaked in the love of this world.

    You've made everything brighter,
and I don't know what to say.
       All I know is I just want you,
even on your rainy days.
Hey, everyone! I hope you're enjoying life :)

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Ryan Kane (c) 2017
Ryan Cripps Nov 2018
"Hello?"
cough, cough
There's a whisper in the air...

                     A voice, exhausted,
                     attempts to scream and see
                     if anyone is still there.

             But no one talks back.
And they haven't in quite sometime.
      From now on I won't complain.
        and just reply "Yeah, I'm fine."
(c) 2018 Ryan Kane
Ryan Cripps Sep 2016
A shallow heart
gives her fresh cuts
with puffy red eyes,
and shattered trust.
The protective walls she once built
has just turned to dust.
Love comes wrapped in thorns,
especially when based on lust.
(c) 2016 Ryan Kane
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Ryan Cripps Jul 2017
You shut your eyes on me,
and squeeze out a tear.
Your lips slowly opened
to expose my greatest fear.

You grab my hands,
holding them to your chest;
squeezing them so tight
with a promise that you tried your best.

With one last kiss,
you whispered against my breath
"I'll always love you, Ryan"
" But now I must go rest."

The look in your eyes
gave me a lingering chill.
I tried to follow you,
but I could only stand still.

You hopped the railing
off the bridge we stood upon.
Falling into the water; just like that,
you were gone.

I got on my knees
and cried out in pain.
My heart was breaking,
and there was pounding in my brain.

It was then I woke up
out of breath and confused.
Was it really a dream?
or did I actually lose you?
(c) Ryan Kane 2017

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Ryan Cripps Aug 2014
Rain of water
Turns to rain of blood.
A reign of terror,
Falling from above.

A maniacal laughter rings out
Like a sinister clown.
We have porcelain faces
With a painted frown.

Riots erupt,
Fear is obsolete;
We have been here before,
No point in a retreat.

Progress?
None is made.
Stuck in a dark setting,
Ringmaster of a black parade.
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Ryan Cripps Jul 2014
I feel the walls of my mentality breaking down. The defense mechanism has failed. My weakness has been found.

Bombs bombard my frontal lobes. How much time do I have left? That's a question nobody knows.

But the army of stress wages through. Setting fire and killing cells,
torturing them as the army continues to move.

My head throbs with pain, my legs join my arms in what feels like an earthquake; Heart pounds with tremendous force, my body is on a crash course.

The room becomes an amusement park ride. While different moods pass me by. Day after day the symptoms increase. Today may be the day when I accept defeat.

Socializing has become a thing of the past, all I have is panic attacks. Happiness has finally been lost. Without a map, and at what cost?

Control center has been compromised. Here I am, I have met my demise.
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Ryan Cripps Aug 2014
Breaking through the doors
Finding the truth
Once a tight knot
Has now become loose.
Retying the string
Does not make the same knot
I’m breaking through the doors
The lies will never stop.
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Ryan Cripps Sep 2014
Please, break my heart
So I can write a collection of poems.
I need to drown in the feeling
Of being alone.

I want my heart to break
I want my soul to ache.
For the feeling of achievement
I'll put my mentality at stake.

I need to chase the feeling.
I love to breathe that feeling.
Because I'm finally good at something.
And if my heart isn't broken,
Then I'm absolutely nothing.
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Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
My bulletproof heart
cannot be penetrated by your wicked bullets.
But if you insist on firing your gun,
then grip the trigger and pull it.

I dare you.

Because I'll stand here
taking every shot,
and at the end of the day
I'll still love you a lot.

Sadly.
- Ryan Kane
Ryan Cripps May 2019
I've waited for him to sleep
just to have a few minutes alone
so I could hear the softness in your voice
while you whispered over the phone.

I've waited up for you
well into the deepness of the night
so you could cry on my shoulder
when he would cause a fight.

I've waited for the day
he stopped knowing I was your friend.
I so badly wanted to tell him
that I've been in his bed.

I've waited for the day
you and I could stop the secrets.
It was thrilling at first
like winning you was an achievement.

But you're not a prize;
you're human, like him.
So I said goodbye to both of you,
letting everyone win.
(c) Ryan Kane 2019
Ryan Cripps Aug 2016
She has chemical dreams and toxic wishes.
She wastes her breath on silly superstitions...
like it's nobodies business.
She kneels down and prays, but nobody listens.

She has visions that seem to come and go.
She imagines a future that feels so alone.
A time where every body is delved into a selfish abyss.
Where kids are growing up without a hug or a kiss.

Every year the bad days grow longer.
Positivity fades, and the negative thoughts get stronger.
Welcome to a future where all the heroes died.
Now its reflections of villains in these kids eyes.

Change happens when one matures.
Immaturity has become an epidemic, and we can't find a cure.
What ever happened to a soul that's pure?
She's the last of that kind, a species that's become a blur.
(c) Ryan Kane - 2016
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Ryan Cripps Jan 2016
Difficult,
heart breaking
full of sadness
endless glasses of scotch
and other hard liquors.

College makes me too tired
to write a poem.
Why am I going to college, again?
Don't like this ;P
Ryan Cripps Sep 2014
Will you please break me free of these memories?
You were once a friend, but now you're just a bitter enemy.
We're two strangers that know each others secrets.
If you said you still love me, I wouldn't believe it.

And I've been standing in the rain for far too long.
My body has become weak, and my mind less strong.
I’m broken into pieces, from the hammer you grip.
Though I’ll still let the phrase "I miss you" slip through my lips.

I want the good memories gone
And the bad ones to stay.
So I never come back to you
I wanna remain far away.

Because you're an illusionist,
Who has mastered hypnosis,
You have many tricks up your sleeves
Along with dead roses.
writers block *****, this is the best i could come up with and i wanted to post something.

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Ryan Cripps Feb 2020
It's been quite a while;
about ten years of drear,
but a new decade has arrived;
I'm sorry you were met with such little cheer.
The previous time that has passed
was not too kind.
You'll take some getting used to,
so I hope you don't mind.
(c) Ryan Kane 2020
Ryan Cripps Jul 2014
Hey, Mr. G, remember me? I was the kid in the class with Davey G. And after I moved on to another grade, I continued to visit you so in your memory I wouldn't fade. I just wanted to say, you meant a lot to me, because you were the only teacher that didn't look down on me. You gave me hope, you gave me inspiration. Even though I didn't follow your advice through graduation. But you did a lot for us, and all your other kids. And because you were the cool teacher, the board treated you like spit. But you made school worth going to, you changed all of our lives. We became sort of a family in 5th period, even if all we did was fight. Because of you, I passed and went to the eleventh grade. You did everything you could even though you were underpaid. And let’s not forget what you did for Davey G. He wanted to drop out, I remember those words “Mr. G, you saved me”. Though we didn't exactly follow through, and ended up in bad places, you gave us hope for a minute, you didn't judge our cover, but read through our pages. The day you said they were firing you, I swear I shed a tear. I knew what you were going through, and I felt your fear. I tried everything to save you, but it was too **** late. I remember the goodbye like it was yesterday. I shook your hand the way you taught me to, and we shared a gripping hug. That day was one that surely ******. But not as much as the first day of the next year, when I walked past your class, just to see some teacher yelling at their kids, looking like an ***. But I hope you’re good G, because I think of you a lot. I hope you got a better job, because you deserve another shot. I hope your future students appreciate you as much as I do, and hopefully we cross paths again, because that’d be pretty cool.
a letter to a high school teacher of mine. One of the greatest teachers to ever live.
Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
Goosebumps cover my body,
there's a cold whisper in my ear.
"Run, boy" he tells me,
"Death is here."
Ryan Cripps Aug 2017
You gave my confidence power.
Your beauty is like a sunshower.
You're the definition of empowered.
You're soft and sweet,
You are my delicate flower.
(c) Ryan Kane 2017
Ryan Cripps Jun 2015
Broken into pieces, and smashed all over the floor.
Rest in peace my heart, i wish i could've used you more.
Obviously I've been destroyed before, but you did not care.
You kicked me while i was down, this surely wasn't fair.
The end has come, and yet you show no emotion.
Not that I'm surprised, you never showed much devotion.
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Ryan Cripps Feb 2016
Someday I'll pack my bags
and just disappear.
I'd make sure to leave a note
so my loved ones will not come to tears.

But I won't tell them where I'm going
because I don't want anyone to know.
I need to go some place relaxing,
some place where my anxiety won't show.

I often dream all day, here and there,
about sailing the ocean,
despite my aquatic fear.

Something about the ocean,
and sailing
puts me at ease.
Maybe it's the openness,
I've lived most of my life surrounded by the trees.

Or maybe its the soothing sound of the waves
crashing, and splashing.
I'd take a few beers, a book, and I'd be straight relaxing.

I just want to FINALLY feel free!
I'm done with this crippling depression.
It's kind of funny how I'm supposed be my own person,
yet I'm chained to self oppression.
Ryan Cripps Jul 2014
Down and out
Running into the ground
U are always there for me
Galaxy I'm chilling in
Sadness is a sin when you're druggin
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Ryan Cripps May 2014
May 13, 2014                             8:21 PM

Would you take me back if we had one long talk?
Or would you continue not to listen and carry on your walk?
If we had proper closure, and maybe settled things,
I could prove to you how you were and still are the girl of my dreams.

I did a **** job the first time, but everyone deserves a second try.
Though, if it truly isn’t meant to be, I want a proper goodbye.
Not the **** hug we shared on that warm night last summer,
Don’t get me wrong, I loved it, but it was quite a ******.

I was moving up north the very next day,
Chillin for only 15 minutes was not okay.  
I want to prove to you I’m the proper guy,
Take me back and I promise to never make you cry.
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