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May 2016 · 411
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Mazen Edlibi May 2016
When you are sharing your plate with yourself.....
When you are alone,  eating no spoon is shared with someone you care about!
When you are waiting for that smile, when you get that bite from her share!
When you loOK and you find the chair next to you..... empty!
Then you realise you miss something!
You ask..... what am missing!
                            A question with no answer on the horizon!
Apr 2016 · 377
Open Garden!
Mazen Edlibi Apr 2016
I still be the fountain of Peace and Trust....
My Garden is open for others... Open without noticing I'm the owner!
I felt their eager, their pain and I took it so deeply inside me and gave them peace in return...
Gave them "Love" out of fable imagination...
I gave with being hurt unintentionally...
I gave with the blessing of a spirit lost in the human world!
I gave piece of me!
Apr 2016 · 452
Last prayers
Mazen Edlibi Apr 2016
Saying my last prayers, obliged to end a chapter in painful epic!
My prayers are blasphemous, painted with wonder!
My prayers are not shared and closed inside me! It would burn those eyes who can't see!
I read them with closed eyes!
Read them with silent heart, unheard beats that won't scare the universe!
"You are a Star"! .... No I'm not!? I'm the Darkest  Sky that hides Stars, Shooting Stars and Rains!
Don't come near me!
I'm carrying packages inside me!
I'm surrounded with unseen halos!

That is why my prayers are not heard!
I'll keep them posted on sphere!
Let them be voiced out but not comprehend!
Let them be free from being part of little talks!
Let them be ****** and blasphemous!
             Let them be just a last prayer
Mar 2016 · 294
The night!
Mazen Edlibi Mar 2016
I'm fallen in love with the darkness of night
Its obscurity, invites me to walk in its silence!
In it, I go wild in being unknown!
In it, I got friends from heaven looking after me!
In it, I ask myself "why I can't sleep in her arms?"
There where night sends its sign, dude wake up "it is the darkness of night, where you are not seen!"
Mar 2016 · 683
"Pain in the Axx!"
Mazen Edlibi Mar 2016
You were not "Pain in the Axx!"
I was myself.....!
I was the person that not always seen!
I was myself....!
I was dancing with the Darkness of the Night!
Feeling the warmth of you when you are near me!
Feeling your hand squeezing hard, and I was smiling!
I was myself...!
Enjoying the company with excuses that makes you laugh loud!
"Seriously"..."Technically" I was Crazy, Little Mazen, Gentle!
I was thinking of those feelings around and inside me!
I felt the night and its corners...
I felt something in your eyes... I felt That Question!
"How on earth, you are not "Pain in Axx"?
                                             Simply.....
I'm not... I want only to live simple life with no complication!
This is me!
For you My Little S.... Night Rider! :)
Mar 2016 · 507
Don't Fall...
Mazen Edlibi Mar 2016
She said...
Don't fall in "Love" with me!
I told her..
What did you see in me? What do you want from me!
She said...
Be with me!!!...
I told her...
Why me! Why now!
She let me listen with her to "All of Me"!
She sent me somewhere full of perfect and imperfections...
And she still asking...
Don't fall... and I'm the Fallen!
She request me no "to fall in love with her"... she was so fierce and courage more than me and what i've said above was to myself and didn't  say anything to her except yes! I wasn't courage as she was!
Feb 2016 · 456
Not anymore!
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
Sorry "Love"....I'm not after you anymore...
I let you took my emotions...
I let you painted by spirit with your feelings...
I gave you the freedom t kiss my spirit with new pulses...
I let you "Love" every corner inside me...
I feel I need to explore other territories than
You..."Love"...
Feb 2016 · 304
Strange!!!
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
I miss the logic in you!
            I miss the craziness in me around you!
I miss.......
The smell in you and from you!
The unsaid words inside your eyes!
The smile of that little child inside you!
Strange....
I'm in my bed lonely with my lonely blanket warming my lost in the silence of the night!
Clearing my packages to fit when light rises in the next day!
When love is not served anymore on the table!
Feb 2016 · 893
We Shouldn't...
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
When the Book ended before the First Chapter is written!
When "Love" not served anymore on the table!
When Words are seen as Sad as Scary!
Then...
We shouldn't go further with our emotions!
That is the...
Deal!
Shortcut to "LoVe" or Way out of "LoVe"
Feb 2016 · 304
Like
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
Love...Like being on diet and can't have a fudge Brownie!
Love....Like having the feeling of being in no where and going out of it to another nowhere...
Love....Like sipping a bit of water after being thirsty for ages, and that bit was not meant to be for you...
Love...Like a forbidden feeling that not allowed to access or come across...
Looking forward her asking about me and what i wrote...
But...!!
Does it lead to anywhere?
Or
It is still a nowhere and i'm still in the middle of mystic fog, and no right for me except clearing my way to find where my feet are leading me to..
it is like a mirage!
When the time about to give up everything a let everything go....
Feb 2016 · 665
Gift!
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
I declared today..that... I will stop...
I will put things on the shelf...
I will dance my Last Dance with my words to you on those papers...
With all my happiness and sadness, I'll stay behind the scene of Love writing its plot without being on the stage....
Without asking fate or destiny to give me the role of lover..the role of Hero!
I give it a try and couldn't tolerate the distance...!
I give it a chance and I felt the time is not with me...is not my alliance..!
I felt I'm the silent and mysterious composer!
I'm sorry...
I loved my moments with you...
I hate my time without you...
But...
It is the time to...
Calm down
&
Carry on...Alone!
or
Deeply alone!
When leaving things behind became the only gift left for me!
Feb 2016 · 2.0k
Flute...
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
When the note is hit...it is a journey to unknown places!
With Each blow...With each movement of fingers on the flute...The Heart strayed emotionless of the surroundings!
Each Inhale and Exhale....the Pain dances with my Heart!
The Dance between Life and Death!
The Dance won't happen without
The Flute~~~~
Feb 2016 · 462
Let...
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
There is Fear to stop one day from writing...
The Fear to let, that thing which keeps me Fighting, go...
The Fear to stop and turn my back to Everything..
To let the bleed fill my space with meaningless stillness...
It became the Battle of "Let"..
The Battle I don't know who are its Players...
I don't know its Rules...
I don't know the meaning...
"To Let....."
Feb 2016 · 402
Demons...
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
In my silence...
Demons of Logic are visiting me...
Haunting my cells with burning questions ...
Asking me to give up on my words about you...
To give up on the hope that still living in me...
To stay away from those burning emotions..
To let them be frozen...
To turn them to be
Demons!
Scary Thoughts...but felt to put them out my system!
Jan 2016 · 509
With Her...
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I promised myself to margin my feelings...
I promised myself not to pay attention to signal my body is sending...
I promised to keep my pen away from here...
But with her...
I felt the blissing of being alive...
But with her...
I felt the beauty of being awkward and unable to express myself..
But with her...
I felt the blessing of her name...
But with her...
I'm in Silence to seize every minute being with her...
with her...
I felt Love..
Jan 2016 · 975
The Fight!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Who is I'm fighting with!
Every morning, I'm asking myself:
why I woke up!
Where I'm heading to!
What I want to do!
Is it a fight? or I'm fed up with those questions!
I fought for many years inside and outside me!
Words are not understood inside me brain!
Words and feelings are expelled from my body!
Ease is not around me!
and it is still a fight!
Jan 2016 · 278
Waiting!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Waiting for them there!
Fear came and shaken hand with me!
Fear came and asked:
Do they still remember who you are?
Do they still remember your face?
Do they still know you?
Do you still their father?
I'm still waiting for an answer from them!
I'm still waiting!
Jan 2016 · 243
What is my say now!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
With silence I became a friend!
Taking a rest out of painful journey!
A friend I can't look at his eyes!
A journey is meant to be taken alone!
A fight tried to kept away!
A tear was frozen in time!
An anger was hold within the chest!
                         After all that
What is my say now!!
Jan 2016 · 401
This is Me....
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
All my writings, words, feelings are processed differently, painfully and genuinely...
This is Me...
Drifting somewhere, talking everyone away from me to nowhere...
This is Me...
Bleeding with no blood in veins...
Draining from Soul into sphere...
Crying for one peaceful sleep...
This is me...
Trying to break law of logic...
Trying to live humanly...
Trying to see what God created inside me...
Trying to breath normally...
This is Me...
The norm of life does not suit me...
The Logic of people can't be understand...
The Existing of me around them pleases me...
This is me...
Trying new Chapter with me lovely Kids..
Jan 2016 · 429
Do you know me!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Don't Judge my silence!
Don't let my closed eyes deceive you!
Don't be arrogant when my head bends down!
All that sign of...
Reflection and not weakness!
I was born in Darkness, but my light from within!
Do you Still...Know me!
I doubt!
Jan 2016 · 406
What do you want to say!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I beg you to stop beating...
I can't understand what do you want to say...
I can't help you, I can't understand your language...
I wish...
I put you in was...
Comfort you..
Take you to peace...
I don't think my world now is your place!
I'm in War!
My Armor still wet of sweat of those years...
My wounds not yet healed...
My body still aching...
I'm sorry...
I don't have place for you in my world!
If you want to stick around, feel free!
But..
I won't...
Understand what you are trying to say!
Jan 2016 · 815
Thanks...
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Thanks to all of you...
Thanks for reading my words with your hearts...
Thanks for opening your soul and embrace me...
Thanks for being genuine humans and looking by your hearts...
                                            I am....
Pleased to come across you, lovely souls...
Pleased to read  your words...
Pleased to witness your emotional process..
                                             I'm....
                                          Thankful....
Thank you all...
Jan 2016 · 1.1k
Seen!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Strange...
when I had fallen in love fiercely...
when I hurt my heart deeply...
when I wrote my words profoundly...
when I stood for my feelings proudly...
I was seen as....
"The Un-Permitted Burden"
I'm happy with such Label....
I'm Happy that I was
Genuine!
I'm insightful...
I'm still Alive...I'm not Sad...
Jan 2016 · 700
Goodbye!...
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
It is the time to say Goodbye…
When I feel there is no meaning for me being around…
Those who I love…
With the one I loved…
With myself that I didn’t find…
Being around seems like being one The…. Last of Mohicans
Although... I truly loved you...
Although... I was genuinely the Little Silly One...
Although...I couldn't hold the Heart of Fearless Ronin...
But...What only left is...
The unsaid Goodbye…
When No Options are left!
When All Choices are leading to one Choice!
When the Heart is not Functioning normally!
When the rhyme of your Music is haste!
Then...
Goodbye!
Apology!
Jan 2016 · 995
How Silly You are!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I liked the word!
I didn't listen to the word itself!
I felt the meaning of it!
It meant for me...
How..
Tender you are?!
I said to someone I'll stop writing! I couldn't but I'll check that later! I still in the beginning of 2016!
Jan 2016 · 295
What is the point!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I really wanted to say "I Miss you"...Badly!
I really wanted to say "I Love you"...Genuinely!
Like a child asking for his Fairy...
                                       What is the point!
A Fairy you see in your dream!
A Dream that even not drawn by You!
                                        What is the point!
                                                    to
   ­                                             Dream
                                                    or
         ­                                        Love
Jan 2016 · 842
My Hand on Your Chest!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
She Said "I'll put my hand on your chest, so your heart slows down and finds peace and silence"...
                                                    H­eart....
When Heart doesn't feel belong to this body, where I would find Peace!
                                                  
                                                     Peace...
When Peace has no meaning, it becomes like a phantom in the desert!
                                                  
                                                     Silence....
When Silence is fed up from this chaos, then Screaming out of anger is the way out!

                          Tell me where do you want to put your Hand!
I have to admit, I'm really angry within myself! Really want to smash something!
Jan 2016 · 409
Everywhere!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Tried to connect with my breath and I found you there!
Tried to close my eyes and meditate and saw your face with that crazy smile!
Holding my billow I remember when we hug each other saying goodbye!
                            I realized......  
                       How fragile I am!
                    I realized she is......my Universe!!!
When I try to put everything behind, it turns that everything return back to me!
Jan 2016 · 545
Euthanize...
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I feel cold in every tiny vein!
In every second, every part of me is deprived from life!
As if the Hope I had with Love being euthanize!
I won't feel the warmth anymore!
                           I won't feel Myself or My Heart anymore!
                                      I've been discharged from....
                                                       Life!
Strange but might turn to reality!
Jan 2016 · 334
Your words!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Your words showered me with Love!
Your words gave me the warmth inside my soul!
With your words I disappear from the Hideous World!
I'm in peace with your words....
                         I'm in love with your words


                                      But.....
                               Not with you!
Jan 2016 · 402
Is It a Crime!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Does love exist!
                                  Is it a fancy....
                   Is it only found in mythology!

                                    With her.....
                                       Love
         Like the kiss between Arwen and Aragon

                                    With her.....
                                       People
         Labeled me the lover.....However I'm in reality
                                    I'm a friend!
                              What is my crime!
Jan 2016 · 470
Outrageous!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Is it a thought, it can be!
Is it a hope, no harm to consider!
Is it around Love, let us find out!
Is it a confusion, slightly!

I know one thing…… A lot of whispers inside every corner in me!

Am I getting angry…. absolutely!
Am I reaching beyond the stretch of my patience…Definitely!
Am I touching the ceiling of losing my faith… Obviously…


I can survive out of pain!
I can move on with the hurt!
I can tolerate wounds outside and inside me!

But
I can’t survive Lost!
I can’t tolerate wasted feelings!
I can’t let my reborn heart down!

I just want….
To shut up all those  voices and talks inside me!
I don’t know who is talking to me…..
Is it myself…
Is it my heart…
Is it my brain…
is it my soul…
is it The God…
Are they the angles…
Are they Heave’s blesses…

I don’t know where they are coming from…
I know they are taking me to places, where I can’t rest…
I don’t know their structure…
I know they go deep in every breath I’m inhaling and not going out…dwelling and going in circle all over me!
I don’t know why they wan to talk to me!
I know there is a message…

What the message is!….
I woke up feeling i’m  becoming a Hell-boy doomed ages ago!
Other days, i feel i’m the Grey Wolf, protecting my territories ..


I don’t want to reach “Beware the levelheaded person if they’re angry.”….
I don’t want to reach the cry that who are in Heaven and Earth can’t understand…

I just want…
Sleep with her…. Not the way you are thinking…
Smell her… Also not the way you are thinking…
Looking to her eyes before i close my eyes and sleep in peace…

that is a dream, a wish, a hope, that won’t come true…
and that what makes it more…..
Outrageous!                                      

I might…
Not open my eyes after that and die in peace…
Leave the world behind me and go far away…
Lose the faith in something called love…

At least…
Finally i slept in peace!
A peace not defined by human and defined only by my…
Heart and Love!
I still have that Anger! The Irony I'm still looking for way out of it!
I'll keep looking, and don't know how long it will take!
Jan 2016 · 1.1k
The Leap!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I might be a stranger and I was called that…
I might be a freak, and I was called that…
I might be abnormal, and I was called that…

All over those years, I was collecting labels to my  collection! and nothing new!

I was searching all those years to relax, for peace and for meaning in every breath I’m taking from this life!

According to Human’s terms and law….
I fall in love….
I got married….
I had children…
I got divorced…

And I was still searching…..Then….

I found her… and all terms and laws changed!

everything…
Turned upside down…
Chaos became the theme…
Logic became the stranger in my world…



Even when I lose, I win….
I lost my centre… I win my heart!
I lost my sense… I win my meaning!
I lost my logic…. I win the purpose!
I am broken…. But I was reborn…

                            Here I am….
Not Sad….
With my new skin and heart!
Ready for the unexpected failure and win are the same for me! I will learn from each opportunity they will bring to me.
On Alert of that moment to…..
                              Leap!
I'm waiting for that leap! although I'm scared but it is the time to come and get it done!
Jan 2016 · 265
While she is sleeping!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
Sitting next to her, watching falling a sleep...
I didn't look at anything except the loose strand of her hair...
I didn't notice anything except that loose strand of her covering her eye!...
I saw how her eye so tired and wants to rest...
I can't tolerate sitting next to her!
I sat on the sand looking at the sea, in that dark night!
10 minutes....
Me, the sea, the moon, the wind and she still sleeping on that rock!
looking at her again, how she leaning toward her knees and laying her head! and Sleeping like a child!
I kept chatting with the Sea! What else!
What should I do!
I feel the whole world inside me and I can't give her anything except the friendship that I promised her...
She Knows i'm lying! And I know she knows i'm lying!
                              The question that I can't find any answer to it!
I love her.... The Hell Yes I do!
The sound of waves asking me with anger, are you serious!
My answer, is there something else i'm going to lose!
                                      You are Hurt!
I'll be more hurt if I waste this feeling...
                                       You are Lost!
Divine with me...
                                        You will be in silent!
But I'm fully alive...
                                         You will be alone!
But I'm in love...
                                        Why can't you see!

Because she still sleeping...
I saw the child inside her that I'm missing! and all that...
                                       While she is sleeping!
I don't know where those words are coming from!
Jan 2016 · 355
I still love her!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I thought something died!
I thought my heart went in a coma!
I thought my skin are frozen!
I thought my feelings were in control!
                   I don't know what happened...
Should I go for the internal process and disappear?
Should I tell her I fail whenever things are around her?
Should I go literally for a coma in my feelings and emotions and **** the spirit inside me!
                      All that for the sake of the.....
                            Funny love! :)
I confused her! :)
I'm crazy because of her:)
I should thank her:)
Jan 2016 · 385
Lost!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
I'm lost with and without you!
And I'm asking myself..... what about me!
The Hell became my Castle!
Devils are my chatters!
The funny that they will be lost as well...
What is more funniest...
They will still be chatters with me in the...
                                           The wonder! :)
I said I'll post it even it is not completed, but it should go out of my chest and papers! I'm not confused or sad, but happy I can confront my feelings and put them in words to take the unhealthy feelings out of my inner realm!
Jan 2016 · 460
What I feel!
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
This is how I feel the music with gentle melody and sad tone…
It let me go into deep thinking inside my the lost soul and crazy world…
I don’t write my poems so i would be labeled a poet…
I just want to smell the breath I’m taking inside me…
I just want to taste the water that dancing inside me...
I just wanted to retrieve what has been taken from me all those year...
                                       I wanted to...
                                      Love in Peace!
I was looking at her! asking myself why I met her! still there something inside me towards her! something has been lost in the deep hell!
Jan 2016 · 781
Your Hands…
Mazen Edlibi Jan 2016
She told me your hands doesn’t look belong to you!…
I know…
What else does belong to me?
When I said my Heart wants to leave my chest, Nobody believed me…
When I said papers are running from my pen, they thought I’m a poet! They thought it is  figure of speech!
When I said I saw the tree is waving for me asking me to join the forest, they thought I’m emotional…
                                They didn’t….
Felt the Pain…
Felt the Loss…
Felt the anguish…
Felt the Death within me…

I have..
The babyface…
The sad eyes…
The shaken voice…

                                 I don’t have..
The Peace…
The Safe…
The Love…

But…

I promised myself to let everything go…Even my…
Hands!
I was not surprised... I've noticed that long time ago! but the question became unworthy to be asked and I dropped it years behind me..
I was surprised that it was asked by her! Does she care about me,  or she is examining me? who knows?
Dec 2015 · 333
How I feel!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
She said "I have a hard time writing about how I feel"!...
I saw her smile like a crystal dew in misty river!
Like a pat on a shoulder to let you smile from your heart!...
Even her name spreads the peace in the realm of my words...
I don't know her!
I didn't talk to her before!
                    But....
I felt the eagerness in every Word she wrote!
I felt the happiness in her Wow and wonders!
I felt the peace she holds in her soul!
Although I don't know her!
                    But....
She is ......  
                   How I feel!....
Thanks you B.
Dec 2015 · 318
I Saw You!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
Two Hours and I’m trying to put my immense feelings on papers..and i failed…
Looking at the picture that took my breath away….
Reading the spilled words, feelings were stolen from me and i was hypnotised…
Literary paralysed and shaken…
Literary living in the wold of spirituality that i left long time ago…
Literary i’m living in my exile ….
Literary I’m seen…
I saw her Completing her process, and everything in me holding me back from keeping the secret inside me….
Everything in me, get angry of my “Shy” and shut my “Shyness” off and said the truth that I saw her soul!!
The first fear was the tear i was about to see…
The first “Freak out” was the face turing to red!
The pain was to hurt someone i care about?
I saw all those things and i felt the pain inside me!
I’ve heard the voice saying inside me “Why you want to do it?”
                                               Then....
I told her “ I’m sorry” I can’t help it? and i should take it out…
I should tell her........
                                   You have been seen
                                          I Saw you!
Dec 2015 · 392
Sorry....
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
I might be a stranger for you!
I might be a freak for you!
My words are a fountain of mystery!
My feelings are untouched! and they are looking for harbour to rest!
The core burning the soul, and leaving me doomed in nowhere!
I might be angry!
I might be resenting!
I've dismissed everything in my life, but I didn't dismissed you!
You paid your dues because of others, but I paid your!
Are we friends!.... can't see except that we are rivals and about what i'm not sure!  
I don't know what makes you scared of me!
Something died with you, and I won't fall in love with you again!
Did you hear a soul came back to body after death? I didn't!
I look back only to say.....
                                  Sorry
I have a path to take!
Pinky promise under the eyes of heaven made!
Later, I felt my only pinky finger was giving the pledge!
I can't see your there! and so.... I am
                                  Sorry
Dec 2015 · 803
Mazen!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
The whole universe can be embraced gently by my feelings ...
Broken Hearts are revived angelically through my breaths...
With happiness, feelings are fleeing from me through them and dwelling in their souls...
Reading a neglected papers...
Looking at those unknown writings...
Remembering all those moments from old memories...
From the PAST!
The only query raised, was....!!!!
Wasn't I unconsciously preparing myself for such transition!!!
Wasn't I growing older prior to my time to help my heart  to be more stronger!!
I'm unique by my Own!
I'm grounded among people!!!
My prayers are said in whispers.... To place order In chaos...
I'm labeled the Samurai!
I am with a mission of shedding light out of crap!
I'm mazen
Dec 2015 · 287
Little Talks!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
Funny when I have those little talks inside my head!
Funny when my heart is talking to my head!
I can feel the chill in that talk with little pain twisting my heart!
"Can't you feel me!" ....
                     "Fate has another plans!"
"Can't I tell her how and what I Feel!"
                      "Are you crazy?"
"What the harm in doing so?"
                     "Are you welling to have another Slap!"
"It is better than burning inside!"
                     "It is better than being a joke! of something call love!"
" I can't live anymore in my own cell!"
                      "I know you won't tolerate another fall!"
"Why we do exist then?"
                      "To have those Little Talks:)"
"I won't talk to you"
                      "You have no one else dear Heart!"
"I hate you!"
                      "Welcome on board, I hate a lot of things in my world!"
"Why can't you talk!"
                       " I don't have someone to have those........
                                                Little Talks!"
I hope I'm not crazy!
Dec 2015 · 567
Blesses!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
I used to walk fast to reach the place...
I was not thinking of anything except the place...
I was not in love with Earth!
I was not in love with sky!
I was not in love with myself!
Yesterday, I've tried to walk slowly!
I failed to follow my Legs!
I realised I'm missing everything around me even my breath!
I've realised I've wasted every "Push" from God, from Nature even from my soul....
I've realised how many years of my life passed  not being noticed...
Years being slipped away without enjoying.....
                                            The Blesses...
Dec 2015 · 1.1k
Her Voice...Triggers!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
Like a melody penetrating your soul...
Like a water stream cleaning your burdens...
Purifying your spirit from Rainy days...
Let you cry like a child, longing to sleep peacefully...
Like a flute of its own rhythm...
I didn't tell her that!.....
                                         But....
I kept hearing her voice!...
Trying to heal myself and unable to give her the credit...
                                I might be afraid! Afraid of...
Losing the privilege I gave myself without permission...
Not hearing her voice anymore...
                                         I'm sorry.......
                                It is not the voice only!
It is everything in her, even the face... even eyes have their own touch...
                                      Her Voice was the....
                                             Trigger!
When you write about someone and she doesn't know!
That really has another flavor, which can't be understood in words or even can be defined by human terms!
Dec 2015 · 461
Hope...
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
Every day in the same corner...
Every day in the same coffee shop...
With the same Espresso and bottle of water...
Alone and no one on the other chair!
Headphone embracing my ears with "All along the watchtower" melody!
Violin screaming out for me to show what is hidden inside!
It is not the time! still there time to dwell in silence and listen to you!
When a Ronin rest, he heals the In before the Out!
He Listens to Messages from Heaven!
He Reads what Nature is giving!
Still there enough time to raise!
He still has that..... Hope!
Dec 2015 · 428
Who are you!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
I keep asking myself this question!
Am I living a scam called love!
I Kept asking myself, am I right to have my emotions out of my Chest!
Is it worthy to breath the fresh air out there!
Is it right to tell the girl " I love you!"...
Does she exist for that moment!
I can't see her face there!
She is a fancy that I don't want to get in love with!
She is not the love I'm looking for anymore!
I don't know who is she anymore!
Farewell to her chapter in my book!
Let someone else comes and writes another episode in this strange epic!
Merry Christmas:)
I feel I'm giving up on Love!
Dec 2015 · 444
Stand With Fist!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
Hello…
It is True that my words voice demanding, but when words fails to translate what their inside their soul and veins, then excuses are sought…
If I gave you my blood, you would feel the heat, the burning, the eager that human’s dictionary won’t capture…
The only misfortune was coming in/at wrong time and wrong state!
“Is there something else, you want?”
I looked at her and my heart wants to shout out and loud, saying to her “ Can’t you see!”, “ Can’t you hear!”, Can’t you Feel!”….
I’m creating “Drama” of its own, “Drama” ruined by human and I’m counted on them and I’m not one of them!....
Everything is Burning…
Everything leading to those states that I’m leaving behind…
“I am …..” ….. I know more than that….
I know every minute what comes when you are around me or not…
I feel the world more when I look at your eyes and they are telling me “I fear what you carry for me?”….
Don’t walk away! When my world is burning…
Don’t Walk away! When my Heart is Yearning…
I feel the silence when created by your words, sending me to the island of answers, where no answers left for me to give it back to you….
After knowing you, silence became my enemy after being my close friend…
In him you live…
In him your words move…
In him your eyes… your hair… your white skin are portrait…
Tell me when we draw the line…
You let everything flying around!
You let colors be seen!
You let love has a taste!
Time has meaning!
Heart has a life!
Sky is holding many words!
Shooting stars are dancing!
Moon is shining…
You let me ”Fly”
To somewhere…
To Some Places were not visited…
To some emotions were not felt before…

You became the theme of undrawn future… The theme of the air I’m breathing… The theme of silence I’m dwelling in…

They saw the other person in me….
They saw the life in me…
They saw the smile you put inside me..

But
They didn’t see “You” …. SSSSHHHH…. It is a Secret!
Your “Genuine” was clear like a sun…
Your “Transparent” was like a shining diamond…
Your “Strength” was felt in your punches…
I know you from your eyes when looking at mine…

What isn’t real?

God created me with full of packages built inside me…
God sent that angle to trigger the treasure box inside me…
God’s well! I can’t help in that!

What is real, is the inhale of real life started with you, stepping in my lonely castle!

You are “Naked”!

My Emotions were embedded in a written word that are given to me by heaven…
Mind and body surrendered to Heart declaring Love being given from the Seven Heaven….

“Naked” from Flesh, but covered with emotions, love and authenticity … Protecting me, taking care of me and easing my falling…

“Naked” from selfish, naked from meaningless, naked from hypocrisy, naked from lust and naked from earthly desires/whims…

I only want “Love”!

“I do feel safe with you”! “I always did”
“How do you know that you miss me?”

When sleeping on cold bed, takes your life and spirit…
When warmth is leaving your bed for ages....
When your speech is about one person, who colored your life…
When people start saying to you “ You look different”…
When you become a poet of every minute of your life…

When the whole world pause for your moment, and nothing else matters…
When your Heart keeps recalling one Face… One Cough… One Skin… One Figure… Who is You!!!

I’ve been “Reframed”  in a way old “State” of an unknown world was shaken and led to unvisited world before…

The “Context”  is New!
The “Sensory” were not belong to me…
I’ve been “NLPed”  in a whole person producing a …..
“ Lover”
It is really painful when you fall in love, and there is no one to receive you... So, you don't know where you fall! I'm thankful to that fall, to the strength I gained out of this experience...
Merry Christmans everyone...Thanks for going through my words, which I use to write and throw them but I said let me share them with those who do care about emotions and feelings even they don't k now you!
Thank you!
Dec 2015 · 549
Her Face!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
With her face you go into a journey to wonder land!
With the blink of her eye, you read a story of its own!
Leaving her half face covered with her short hair, takes you to unfolded mystery!
Black eyes, black hair and black eyelashes tell you a story worth to be Listen to!
With her voice you can take the path in peace reading a fairytale never read before!
You read from her smile an invitation to forget the world and listen to the rhythm
She is a story of her own!
Dec 2015 · 380
Ask!
Mazen Edlibi Dec 2015
silence with those who are on roads…
their souls are somewhere lost in places that hard to reach!
My Love… has no faith in those roads declaring Why?
I didn’t ask her for anything, I asked her to be with me…
I didn’t ask her to change, i asked her to be with me…
I didn’t ask her to worship me, i asked her to be with me…
i didn’t ask her to change her beliefs, i asked her to be with me…
i didn’t ask her nothing…
I just asked her not to walk away!
My world is burning, but I want nothing except her smile…
I asked her to be my partner in discovery and not to commit to me!
I asked her to feel safe with me since i was wounded by others for hundred of times and i know the feel…
I asked her to sit with me, as I am a stranger of my own!
I asked her to give me her trust, not to **** her dreams
I asked her to dream with me, not for me…
I asked her to cry with me, not because of me….
I asked her to love with me, not to be obliged to love…
I asked her to be Herself!
To be….!!
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