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691 · Jan 2017
Dead and Buried
Hannah Jan 2017
I was 20 years old
when my depression
came back.
It hit me so hard
it knocked me off my feet.
I had 3 years.
3 years of feeling so much,
while sadness lingered
just below the surface.
Waiting,
for the perfect moment
to cut my rope in two.
That rope
was my lifeline.
Now,
the days drag on,
but the nights seem longer.
I gaze out the window,
watching the snow
cover the world outside.
I can't help,
but wonder
if nature is ever
this sad
when all her beauty
is dead
and buried.
684 · Sep 2016
Deja Vu
Hannah Sep 2016
As I gaze up at the sky,
I have a strange sense of deja vu.
I look beyond the moon,
and on my breath,
my soul lifts to stars
light years from here.
To cosmic worlds
of planets and galaxies.
Where blackholes breach
the edge of space and time.
Where asteroids as large as planets
travel through the Milky Way.
Occasionally,
colliding,
leaving clouds of
interstellar dust behind
in their wake.
I breathe in,
then out,
and my soul returns
on an even breath,
leaving me with just
a brief taste
of the world
from which I came.
~ One day I will return home ~
679 · Sep 2016
Your Soul
Hannah Sep 2016
I am so honored
that I am the one
who gets to love
your tattered soul.
678 · Feb 2017
This Love
Hannah Feb 2017
My heart is your heart.
Your heart is my heart.
From adoration,
to a lifelong friendship.
From devotion,
to a tender emotion.
This love
was made for you and me.
As I walked,
this lonely highway.
I saw your face
in the sky above.
I looked beside me,
and saw you standing.
You were smiling,
and all around me,
your voice was calling.
This love
was made for you and me.
I woke up with "This Land is Your Land" stuck in my head. This is what came out when I put words to the tune.
672 · Jan 2017
Ice Queen
Hannah Jan 2017
My heart
is more brutal
than the raging
blizzard outside.
Want it?
Then you must cross
its frozen tundra,
and risk
being turned
to ice.
671 · Mar 2017
Strength
Hannah Mar 2017
Strength is a seed
that resides in the soul.
It is nurtured
by lifetimes of endurance.
~ lifetimes ~
667 · Mar 2017
Sinking
Hannah Mar 2017
I'm sinking slowly,
beneath the waters surface,
but I'm not fighting.
~ I'm slipping under ~
663 · Sep 2016
Celestial Affair
Hannah Sep 2016
The moon.
She beckons the lonely,
and weeps for souls
that can hear her calls.
Her crystal moonlight
pollutes the starry night sky.
She is so beautiful.
It must be torture
for the sun.
To only glimpse her
before he sinks
far below the horizon.
657 · Sep 2016
Destruction
Hannah Sep 2016
We silently watch,
as our planet burns,
and we turn to *ash.
~ There is still time to save her ~
650 · Apr 2017
Crescent Moon
Hannah Apr 2017
and without her ~
you will never be whole.
637 · Feb 2017
Miss A--
Hannah Feb 2017
I'm slipping again,
and I am so tired,
that I can't fight it.
I feel more alone,
than ever before,
but I can't tell you that,
because I'm fighting a war,
that you can't help me win.
I don't have the energy,
to try and fill you in,
on this demon
that has been haunting me,
since I can't remember when.
I know how it hurts you,
to see me give in,
to the restricting of my diet,
just to be thin.
I'm fighting this battle,
deep within my skin,
but it's so hard to understand,
just where to begin.
I take one step forward,
then two back again.
This starving of my body,
it's the worst kind of sin.
This demon latches on,
then twists me to spin,
and it's so hard to see forward,
when you're in a complete tailspin.
I haven't decided if this poem deserves to stay.
xo
636 · Jan 2017
Dreams
Hannah Jan 2017
As I lay me
down to sleep,
I dream of you
in places deep.
I heard your voice
through a hidden door,
but you are worlds beyond
my physical form.
I wonder,
is this just a dream?
Or another world
where I will someday be?
A place where time
does not exist,
a world with
eternal bliss.
618 · Sep 2016
Passion
Hannah Sep 2016
You* are the flame,
that ignites my soul,
and sets my passion *ablaze.
~ W.W.M ~
617 · Oct 2017
He(art)
Hannah Oct 2017
Art
is a way
of survival.

It repairs the heart.
**
617 · Mar 2017
Dandelion
Hannah Mar 2017
I wonder
what it is like
to have a soul
that is tied to stone,
that is happy with
the littlest amount
of love shown.
I wonder
are those the souls
that can withstand
the strongest winds
in the worst storms?
I will never know.
I have a soul
that is lighter than dust.
In one gust of wind,
I am gone,
like a dandelion
dances in the wind,
after it is blown away
to make a fragile wish.
~ I wonder ~
616 · Dec 2017
Soulmate
Hannah Dec 2017
I can feel her pulsing
through my veins
she’s a silver sun
without a name
her love is like
a fire untamed
a burning breath
of summer rain
she bound my heart
with a silken chain
and held my soul
as she stole my pain
her loving light
hides no shame
between our gaze
there is no blame.
**
616 · Feb 2017
Wanderlust
Hannah Feb 2017
Wanderlust
consumes her heart.
She longs for lands
she has never walked,
and for people
she has never met.
Her gypsy soul is free,
and so it follows,
the colors of the wind.
•Hannah•
612 · Mar 2017
Gyspy Moon
Hannah Mar 2017
I will love you,
beneath the gypsy moon,
but when the sun rises
I'll be gone.
Leaving you to wonder
why on Earth I chose you.
~ I'll be gone ~
610 · Jan 2017
Flower
Hannah Jan 2017
Stupid girl.
Frail and weak.
How easily
you are swayed
by expectations
held so high
over your
*pretty
little
head.
609 · Mar 2017
Consciousness
Hannah Mar 2017
I have seen beyond
the walls of death,
beyond time
there is a place
of immortal bliss.
I have seen a world
lingering next to our own,
hiding just beneath
our preoccupied senses.
If you lift the veil,
and dive into
your own consciousness,
without fear
of losing yourself,
then you too
will see your own mortality
is a mere illusion
of the vessel
you are caged within.
~ awaken ~
607 · Sep 2016
Affirmation
Hannah Sep 2016
Never apologize for struggling.
There is strength through endurance, and redemption in forgiveness.
607 · Jan 2017
Alice
Hannah Jan 2017
Through the looking glass
she fell,
and fatefully declined.
Into a world
more cold and dark,
than what she left behind.
The rabbit hole
is vast and wide,
not bound
by sense or time.
To find her way,
she must obey
the rules
of this domain.
For if she strays
she'll lose her way,
and find herself astray.
She must be brave
to fight the daze,
and see the light of day.
603 · Feb 2017
Butterfly
Hannah Feb 2017
My great grandmother,
passed away 10 years ago,
but last night,
she stood at my bedside.
She told me the story,
of the beautiful butterfly,
who feared to fly.  
She told me,
this butterfly was beautiful,
much more than the rest.
Her wings shone of gold,
with a deep silver hue.
She was so beautiful,
but she always wept.
She feared,
her wings were broken.
Then came the day,
when she looked
towards the sky,
only to see the
rest of the butterflies
begin to fly.
That's when she realized,
now was her time.
She stretched out her wings,
and leapt off the vine.
She fluttered her wings,
and was lost to the sky.
She had faith in herself,
and her wings
carried her just fine.
I know you're watching over me great grandma. Send me butterflies from the other side.
601 · Jan 2017
Drowning
Hannah Jan 2017
I am drowning
in oceans
of emerald,
and blue.
Your eyes,
an abyss of
no return.
I am sinking,
fearlessly,
into an
endless
ocean
of you.
598 · Jan 2017
Phoenix Rising
Hannah Jan 2017
When the walls
of your world
come crashing down,
there are,
but two options;
cave,
crumple,
and crash,
beneath the weight
of wasted time,
and long lost passions.
Or,
rise,
like the Phoenix,
from the ashes
of your tattered past.
The choice is yours.
Choose Wisley
596 · Apr 2017
The Woods
Hannah Apr 2017
I am walking
an ancient path.
It is worn down,
by thousands of those
who walked before me.
I am honored
to know I'm following
the footsteps
of my ancestors.
I can feel their spirits
walking beside me,
guiding me,
urging me to listen
to the tales of the trees.
They are so very old,
and whisper secrets
to wandering souls.
If you listen closely,
you will hear them speak
in the ruffling leaves.
If you are quiet,
you will hear
them tell their tales
of those who walked
long before you.
596 · Sep 2016
Beautifully Flawed
Hannah Sep 2016
I am not a
perfect being.*
Flaws,
and imperfections
weave the
canvas of
my skin.
The scars that
mark my body,
tell a story of
where I've been,
who I've loved,
and who's loved
me in return.
~ For me ~
593 · Mar 2017
Mystics & Realists
Hannah Mar 2017
I fly to close to the sun,
while he is anchored to the earth.
I have tied my heart to him,
he has tied his heart to mine.
Together we are a single soul,
unified and whole.
I fly towards the flaring sun,
he weighs me back down.
He protects me from burning up,
while I lift him off the ground.
Without him I'd be ash to dust.
Without me he'd always be found.
590 · Mar 2017
Cold
Hannah Mar 2017
This desert
reminds me
of my heart.
It burns
hotter than hell
during the day,
before growing
colder than ice,
beneath
the moonlit night.
~ my heart sins beneath the moon.
583 · Feb 2017
Shadow
Hannah Feb 2017
I'm running from the sun,
but I'm chasing the moon.
580 · Aug 2017
Crypsis
Hannah Aug 2017
I fold my wings at night,
only the dark underside is seen,
and I become invisible
to predators passing around me.
572 · Sep 2016
Elements of You
Hannah Sep 2016
Earth
You have buried my heart,
beneath boulders,
I can never break.

Water
You are a tidal wave,
crashing down on me,
drowning me.

Air
You are the breath
that give my lungs life,
and keep my heart beating.

Fire*
You* are the flame,
that scorches,
and consumes my heart.
569 · Sep 2016
Dream
Hannah Sep 2016
I had a dream
that I lost you.
The night was black,
with bluish hues.
I searched,
and searched.
Screamed,
"Where are you"?
But you were gone
without a clue.
So,
I lay my head
on the grass filled dew.
When I looked up,
there were you.
Watching over me,
my ruby moon.
~ My moon. Your light guides me home.
565 · Jan 2017
Cancer
Hannah Jan 2017
We are water.
We are fluid,
and bending.
We move with the ebbing tide,
and embrace the seas of change.
We are ruled,
unknowingly,
by the rhythm
of a crying moon.
We are dependent
on her love
to lead us back
from deeper waters,
to lead us back to shore,
to lead us back to you.
For Cancerian Souls
562 · Nov 2017
Healing
Hannah Nov 2017
With every act of certainty
I reclaim my identity.
I deserve to be here.
My past does not own me.
My mistakes do not define me.  
I am whole in my brokenness
— blossoming slowly
into my new found freedom.
I am finally whole
—battle wounds and all
there is nothing
that can stop me now.
561 · Jul 2017
Sunday
Hannah Jul 2017
Sunday mornings
come and go away.
I see the sadness
written on her face,
when she's lost in sleep
there's a language
that she speaks,
between her lips,
and the tears
staining the sheets.
x
552 · Nov 2017
San Bernardino
Hannah Nov 2017
November 20th,

Drowning in moonlight
beneath the november sky
the stars shine like lanterns
across the desert night.

The tranquil waters
of the Colorado River stop time,
as patiently— I wait for sunrise.

There’s nothing quite like it
over the San Bernardino sky.
**
548 · Jul 2017
Paradox
Hannah Jul 2017
I was born to this world
backwards.
I hold so much love in my heart,
but seldom give it away.
I tuck it beneath my ribcage,
to keep the wolves at bay.

I wake each morning
to the promise of a coming day,
and hold my breath,
as the moon slowly fades away.

I am made of
whiskey & cigarettes,
mixed with
moonlight & moonshine.

I can light up the midnight sky,
or burn down the city lights.
❤︎
547 · Mar 2017
Destiny
Hannah Mar 2017
I have moments of clarity
when I'm lost in serenity.
I see that my worth
is lying in front of me.
I'm a galaxy of stars
colliding with divinity.
I am a cosmic universe,
I know my identity.
I must clear my obscenities,
and claim my amenities.
I am a goddess of brevity,
I sing my own melody.
I have an undying empathy,
a well that run endlessly.
I'll show love to my enemies,
and leave a lasting legacy.
I'll claim my own destiny,
and rule my kingdom heavenly.
~ I will.
528 · Jul 2017
Nomads
Hannah Jul 2017
I've never been to the city,
but I've spent a million nights
lost beneath the starlight.
I used to dream of subway stations,
lively streets and crowded bars,
but after wandering through forgotten towns,
and sleeping under starlanced
trees,
I could never live in the city.
I've never felt peace
like I have at the shores
of a perfectly still creek.
I wouldn't find that there,
not between the mugger's,
and people yelling in the streets.
I thought I wanted it,
but after traveling across the country,
I know what makes my soul happy.
I want sunrises after 12 hours of driving,
with no direction,
but towards the setting sun.
I want nothing,
but the security of me and you
moving along with the current
of our nomadic souls.
❤︎
522 · Sep 2016
Heart
Hannah Sep 2016
Gentle hearts are first to break,
but hardened hearts
play the loneliest of tunes.
522 · Aug 2017
Freedom
Hannah Aug 2017
Black birds
sing until dawn,
smoke and cinder
raining down
on everyone,

darkness
shaking like bones,

carry your shame
bound tight inside
an angel's name,

black wings
carry me home,

take me back
where water meets
the winding roads,

red barns
burning to ash,
flames that flicker
far beyond the avenue,

nobody knows
what the new world holds,
but mama says,
love like water,
and wander back home.
522 · Oct 2016
Phases of the Moon
Hannah Oct 2016
When it comes
to loving you,
my heart wades,
and fills,
like the phases of the moon.
518 · Mar 2017
The Wheel
Hannah Mar 2017
love is,
life is,
death is,
and the wheel turns.
~ It's always turning.
509 · Apr 2017
White Roses
Hannah Apr 2017
Do you think
they will lay
white roses
at my feet,
after my heart
ceases to beat?
~ dark thoughts at 2:07am ~
508 · Jul 2017
Indigo
Hannah Jul 2017
I rose to
the setting sun,
dove into
an indigo sea,
and let the ink
wash me clean*.
❤︎
507 · Apr 2017
Catastrophic
Hannah Apr 2017
Your heart beats
between the walls
of your shattering chest.
I swear,
it sounds just like thunder,
and in your eyes,
I see rainstorms,
mixed with
catastrophic hurricanes.
~ catastrophic ~
502 · Feb 2017
Ethereal Dreams
Hannah Feb 2017
I lay awake at night,
and curse at the moon.
I wish I could speak to you,
but you are beyond my sweet tune.
I know when I sleep,
it's the only time I reach you.
You always meet me halfway,
on the dark side of the moon.
I wish I could remember,
what happens when I dream.
I know that I'm with you,
I can feel it when I wake.
It's like you've been holding me,
torn with wanting me to stay,
but you know it's not my time yet,
so you beckon me to wake.
I miss you so much,
at the first light of day,
but I know I'll meet you again,
it's a feeling I can't shake.
~ I'll be there.
499 · Sep 2016
Reminder
Hannah Sep 2016
You are so much more
than the thoughts
that keep you up
in the middle of the night.
Breathe easy,
this will pass.
Just like it always does.
~ thoughts at 2am
499 · Mar 2017
Shooting Star
Hannah Mar 2017
Realize your inner light,
harness its fight,
then burn as bright,
as a shooting star in flight.
~ burn bright ~
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