When doors open with no breeze chimes sing with no wind ya blunts keep goin out… and Candle flames sputter You’ll know it’s me Passin through to color your aura blue raise your vibra!ion and leave my scent in your shirt palo santo or eucalyptus In the air… just breathe deeply Baby… exhale slowly Darlin… and feel betta cuz it’s just me Carla-Marie to get on your nerves or make you smile or both as per usual
On terminal illnesses and looking death in the face
i fear no storm of tragedy and loss i have been broken into pieces before i know it'll be bad and excruciating but trust me i know how to fix everything torn after the storm calms down , i'll arrange and stick my pieces back for i exactly know which piece goes where .
I'm with you in spirit Just like I was before. I'm right by your side Even though you can't see me anymore. I'm with you in spirit So you have nothing to fear. You're not in this alone. I'll always be here.
I think Therefore I am I want to be greatest Of all time Actually I'd settle for Being the greatest me I can possibly be So I guess no regrets Pretty much impossible To regress God I only pray For success
For the love of god, write. Write. Write like all hell. Write as if your heart is on Fire, and the only way to quell it is to Shoot The Flames from your fingertips. Your nerve-bitten nails & ****** ripped skin strips, The papercut pains, Have all been for this, You have been trained. No sweeter burn, No better hurt. Write, **** you. Write. Nobody knows your story As perfectly as you.
I told myself I won't lose myself No more I promised To be true to myself Never again will I Betray my beliefs My strengths and fears Is what make Me an original An authentic Mess with a unyielding Spirit Count me out fine But I have enough To believe in you and I Never again Will I let myself go
So you are Death a scavenger of breath a vulture for pleasure Preying on life's treasure Each heart beat you measure... You, have prettified me to my core But no more! Fear will no longer keep score Today I welcome you at my door Come in! Leave your footprints on my floor To remind me never to crawl Join me on this journey drown in my ecstasy ******* sexuality Lose control in my fantasies.... Penetrate deep into my darkness I have nothing to hide Come along and alight upon this ride Just for once jive on this other side Be alive like a bee hive Observe and find your mind Transfixed on love and lust and bodies entwined Listen to my excitement mount as you choke yourself on my account
Oh Death, What a mistake I have made! A coward to my bursting urges to be free Afraid of your ever presence to be ME I've been a prisoner of my own judiciary But now I see like the blind who sees for the first time And I accept your crime I embrace your truth! I invite you to share the joys of my youth And beyond where boundaries no longer bond Live vicariously through me and persist Inhale every moment to fully exist! And when you decide my time is up, feel the emptiness of this bottomless cup The excruciating sadness that fills it up to leave this journey we are on I want you to forever remember that once you lived as a contender Not as a lifeless tree in December But in full bloom Fresh from the womb Life! the greatest gift to be given Ah to give! and NOT to be taken! But alas, even you have no jurisdiction
We fill our brains With thoughts and things Remembering subjects nobody cares about Join hands with the moon And become bestfriends with your doubt Its been said " You cant fly with wings of uncertainty " Then explain my existence Prove my heights I've been flying without wings at all Don't tell me your words hurt less than hitting the ground I've been soaring with no hope , no strive However miraculously I'm still alive
Even my short stories about winter days seem too realistic for anyone and everyone that tends to sugarcoat their definition on what life should be ;-;