I am strong on my own
I am weak, when it comes to you
The pain you share, to me isn’t fair
I am strong enough not to lose
I am not strong enough to win
An endless struggle of pain brews
Nobody close has any clues
Unavailable to close you out
No matter how hard I close in

I never grew up with a coin in my pocket
I wasn’t born with all my bones in socket
No, not even a full hearted boy
For that I didn’t see much joy
I would cry out in sadness and pray
And to this day, I don’t know what to say

A cool day outside
Where the dark clouds hide
Sitting against a tree sap
With a rabbit in your lap
The meadow is far
From you to a star
As the wind blows
An endless day it shows
Blank thoughts fill your head
The same thoughts you cannot shed
No amount of outer peace
Can make what’s inside finally cease

I will fall due to this law
This mystery called gravity  
Not something I had saw
I am a tale of depravity
Your gravity is so strong
Yet everything I do is wrong

A new season is flowing, and the grass is growing
A new day will rise, and the pain we feel dies
A new trip is upon, and we will leave at dawn

You are light as grass
Yet fall so very fast
The wind will be your guide
There is no need to hide
Show your bright spring green
To all that have seen
Your deathly feelings of fall
Stand up as a tree, tall
Let your leaves show
With the wind blow!

I rest my head
After being fed
I see the moon
Sleep is soon

Why do you frown?
Why not be like a clown?
Turn that frown upside down
There is so much to know
Just go with the flow
There is so much to do
Just smile all the way through
And you'll be happy too

Looking at the lone star
Wondering how far
From me you are

Do heroes follow fools?
Or
Do they make their own rules?
Do heroes sin?
Or always win?
Are heroes brave?
When the day is saved
Who do we have to owe?
When peace is a no-show
Who shows us the light?
When they start to fight.
For everything that is right.
Who turns your life away from a zero?
A hero.

Secrets in my mind
Some you cannot seem to find
Looking for my pain?
For these you cannot obtain

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                                    On this wild ride called life
You can go down low and up tall
                                     Go through a major strife
Or have a day where you have it all
                                         But there will be times
When your ride almost crashes down
                                                  Just remember these rhymes
And remember who holds the crown

When the smoke clears
After all the pain and tears
I see your struggles and fears
But the end is not near
Take your own freedom
And sit on the throne of your kingdom

Ever since you left
I've felt hooked on ****
On the inside I'm dying
For some reason I am still crying
I still miss you sadly to say
I think about you every day
No amount of drugs
Could ever replace your hugs
No amount of alcohol can erase this
No one else has the same kiss
All I have left of you is thoughts
And the memories that put my stomach in knots
Everything reminds me of you
And all the things I wish to undo
You are still here to me
It's like you won't let me be
Even though  your a 1000 miles away
Your still with me in the school day
I still sit and wait
Even though you're full of hate
I still think of you as my mate

Shut your mouth
Take your crap head south
I will not stop now
I will figure this out somehow
This won't be my end I vow
I will push on to be my best
While you'll go south I'll go west
I don't need to walk far on this earth
To find how much I am worth
I am as powerful as I let myself be
So I will give you to the count of three
Head down south while I’ll go west
There is no time to rest
My destiny is in my hands
You will not stop my plans
For you cannot win
And I cannot lose

Back in the day
I think the month was may
Everything was in a hurry
So its very blurry
But, I do sometimes remember
Even back now three years later in September
(laughing) I remember everything
But the memories only add to the sting
The sting of losing you to me
Like flashes, I see
Two young teens
That both had good means
Everything was right it seems
We were making dreams
He healed her heart
She showed him love
Nothing could tare them apart
Like a hand putting on a glove

Come sit in this chair
Tell me how life isn't fair
Now all you do is pray on your knees
As life has hidden you in a forest of trees
You want to burn it all to the ground
Let the hate take over your soul
Because you can't take the sound
Of your life not becoming whole
You take the power
Now that life has left you sour
Look what you have done
You let revenge go on it's run
You let it consume you
Now there is nothing you can do
All because of the pain
And all the lack of fame
You stop to think
everything went by in a blink
You realize your mistake
Now you are awake
Let go
Before you have to owe

Think of it like a bunch of dreams
Where nothing is as it seems
The wind blows on the green grass
And suddenly everything stops going fast
Flowers come and flowers go
But my love never fades though
It is peaceful out, it is perfect
The blue sky looks like you could surf it
Maybe that's where I would rather be
But it's not where I belong you see
My place is here with you
I hope you can see it too
Just as the green grass comforts me
There are days still full of glee

You have come back, why?
Wasn't it enough to see me die?
Wasn't it enough to see me consumed by hate
You led me to this fate
I can only blame the enemy I see in the mirror
You convince me bad thoughts clearer
You made this war
Now it will be you who is tore
But, I feel that I am lost
I have to get myself back at all cost
But I will not **** you
I need you though, you have a role
There's no dark without light
Not like this though, you are out of control
So I have to keep the fight
Me vs. Me