Feelings of confusion, keeps bugging my head
Feelings of unsureness, I'm painting it all red
Feelings of frustration, overcomes me instead
Feelings still wavering, keeps me from falling to bed

I want to let you go. I never wanted to let you go.
I want to make you happy. But I'm broke myself.
You're confused. All I need is time to fix myself.
I said to live your life without me. I never liked the thought.
We parted. I missed you.
You see me smile. I saw myself hurt.
I want you back. I can't stand my selfishness.
I want to talk to you like how we used to be just friends. I kept my distance.
You're happy, moving on. I'm happy for you.
You deserve every happiness this world has. I will always be here, your friend.

No words can explain
This emotion, is this joy or pain?
I'm not happy but not sad either
Maybe just because of the weather?
I might be playing with words
And strumming some piano chords
Or maybe lying to myself
Telling lies until I turn deaf.
Whatever it is, I treasure what is now
I think this is contentment so I'm taking a bow.

I'm doing good
But you ruined my mood
You ask me why,
How can you be so sly?
You make me smile
But I need to lie

Life is short
Don't you think?
That's when you
Look back and sit.

Life is definitely long
Don't you agree?
That's when you
Live the fullest out of it.

Oh lady please.
Making poems 'bout you,
now I've tried,
Sing dedication,
haven't tried.
Being nice af,
that I've tried.
Being kind and sweet,
god, I tried.
You see friends are everything.
I want to be all kinds to you
The same goes for you
No malice shall be involve
No ill-motive lying.
You're my friend
But please stop and listen.

Oh! Smart Bro. How convenient of you
Cool, fast, smooth, everything is in you
So much that even gadgets love you
And the reason for us choosing you.

The reason why my assignments made it through
The reason why I can watch movies and new
The reason for my techie life's blue
Is because of me relying to you.

Too bad, it didn't last a year or two
Being quick and smooth stopped too
Now, I had enough of you
Shall we buy another and discard you?

How lucky.
A friend you're comfortable with
Where talking is not a necessity
But stays by your side and in need
Giving you warmth and security.

How sly.
Enjoying and loving the company
So much, that losing it hurts
Until one confessed, so canny
So unfair, at first it was nerts.

How uneasy.
Like nothing happened, nothing heard
Guilt and depression never left
Selfishness, insensitivity increased a third
But for all's sake, it was all kept.

How selfish
Liked you, missed you. Indeed selfish
Wanted to try and see what will happen
But will it not break us? it just became a wish
Guess, it might be the best then.

How to say goodbye
I say goodbye. Your romances will be missed,
Sweet talks and how we used to be
It will be awkward, we might get ****** but,
We're originally friends, remember?

Its been a week
Have we stop talking?
No, it just became less
I wonder why
We've talked again
Its exaggerating but
I felt relieved
Sighing heavily
It was the greatest sigh ever
We greeted like before
I smiled ear to ear
At that moment,
I wanted to write this feeling
Imaginative and motivated
Alas, I understand now
I did write, did I made sense?
But I'm happy
That's all there is to it.

Its been awhile
We're happy, oh my
I shrug you sigh
You joke I die.
Under the sunlight
I hug you tight
"Oh you got fat.."
I got a knock and a pat.
Together with the league
I laugh and gig.
Our team's back
Feathers are ready to flock.

White fur
pink paws
green eyes
fluffy body
cuddly behavior
sweet little buddy.
Together we sleep
And together we eat,
What a lovely feline.
In cold weather
Our warmth you seek
Your soul we speak,
Its our paradise.
Play nonstop
Can't make you stop
That was your rule,
Its unbreakable.
But you bid farewell
We grieved
And grieved,
Its painful.
Our hearts bleed,
Eyes' weep.
Your sisters' leap,
Where you might have been.
The times we shared,
Days we've counted,
The joy you brought,
Love you've given.
Thank you little angel.
Our furry living ball,
Bestfriend,
Night bed crawler,
Our family.
You will surely be missed.
We love you.

Oh lady, the hardest
To let go shall be my sin
Thy remnant shall be my cage
For this heart of mine
Shall not break
Please talk no more
I shan't love it
For this mind will wither and
Heartless shall be my moniker

I tease you to make things exciting.
I tease you so everything seems more relaxing.
I tease you to make you laugh.
I tease you when life's getting rough.
But sometimes,
I tease you to expose my wickedness.
I tease you to show my sweetness.
I tease you to get your attention.
I tease you to give words to my affection.
If I crossed the lines,
What will happen if I stop teasing you?
Should I just do tricks like peek-a-boo?

Time slows,
             it kills.
        Time fasts,
                   it heals.

You don't know me
I don't know too
Still not a clue.
May we find ourselves
I'm here to find out
My eyes are still blue.