An army of slashers and taunters
Only two hands to halt in silence

I'm the handprint you find placed on a door window in a horror film
Trying to run away and get out
The lights flicker like my thoughts
Like all the imaginary things I bought
Of scenarios that never happened
Of what should of
And what didn't
I'm not brain dead
But I'm barely undead
I'm a morbid painting with hidden doves
Open the cage, I'll show you
What I really am
Madness tightened with sanity
My thinking process is a silent rocking chair
Spooky like Batman's lair
I never really liked bats
I'm still trying to figure out why Ozzy Osbourne bit into one
That's the king of darkness right there
My favorite card is the king
Because everyone deserves to feel like one
I'm a king plumetting in my own approval ratings
Because she should of been my queen

I'm a man but many people still think my hand has to be held
What a joke that is
An adult is an adult
No matter what
I deserve some respect as one
I can handle my own
Better than you think
How do you know something you've never given the chance to see?
The logic is absent here
But it's still vibrant here
We're repeating old habits
And I'm trying to move forward
Can't do that when nobody let's you
I'm doing my way and that's final
Adjust to it or accept it
Life's been hard, but that's the way it is
I thought you understood that better than me

The happiest place on Earth
Should be you
Period
I mean it
Don't sheepishly laugh
You know it should be true
So stop seeing right through
And be the one that speeds right through

Don't get too confident
Somebody will make you tumble off to the side
It's just how this ride
Of the wave and momentum goes
You have to embrace it
Or it will devastate anything you thought you had
Don't question it
Just imagine yourself as the best you can be at the moment
Ignore the other lights
Just ingest and harvest the energy you have
To illuminate the rest of the space
And become a better version of a flawed creation
Improve your relations
With the neighbors
They might be a good reason your future
Improves
Don't try to disprove
Me
You know if you keep comparing
You will be staring
At only the dirtiest pair of eyes
And the sane humans can only handle the most devious of eyes for only so long.
Add your own theme
But do not fall for the scheme
That tries to entrench itself within everyone.
You might find yourself feeling like a trillion
Or a praised pavilion
But one day you will be intimidated to such a point that you'd question your worth with the very bottom layers of the dirt
My one condensed way of shortening this piece
Don't.

Life is all about mentality and choices.

We can end this terror threat together
First, you got to open the hatch.

A part of the world where there's no dawn
Lies a factory of processed hatred
It stays unaffected
Within its walls
Not one person has able to locate it
Due to the fact it was never supposed to be found
Conspiracy abound
It is not ingested
Leaving the populace congested
With retorts and unpleasant exchanges
Increasing the percentage of the deranges
How are we able to survive in this?
I can't comprehend the stronger minds
How did they pull it off?
I want to know
I aim to shut down the Hatred Factory
It should of never transpired
It lurks for people to hire
And does the exact opposite of aspire
That's why we never get higher
Just lower on the barometer
Wake up
Wake up
Please, for the future
But I guess it will be too late.

Keep your products from the Hatred Factory
I'll stay outside of its influence.

Some people don't always know what they're doing
Including me in the congregation
But some know exactly what they're doing
Down with the tunnel snakes
Looking to shake
The acidic bottle
To see how chaotic the peace becomes
I see you, watching how you swindle the naive
You're brilliant, aren't you?
Brilliantly distorted
Eyes like a Hawk
That rarely gawks
At what is in front of me
I see it everywhere
From the mountains of Nepal to the cold, harsh cities of Delaware
People look forward to impair
The full circles, the healthy plant in the desert
Prospering like it should
Don't make me laugh with your intent
You'll make enough dents
But everything will hold like a steel tent
I can jump over any fence
And penetrate any defense
You're able to implement
Don't lower your guard
Regardless of being a race car driver or a Bard
I know sinister yards
and I'm growing in disguise
You won't see it
Until you find yourself in a completed cat and mouse game
How is your game working out now?

Heap of failures
Resorted into something much too massive to play out
A catch from third base that became an error
Ending a King's reign of terror
Without a trace

If i could be a heartthrob or a heart-breaker
I'd be a heartthrob.
A pretty simple choice
Because i hate breaking a girl's heart
I actually care unlike certain men
But i'm not the only one of my kind
We're amass
You just have to look for us.
Going the extra mile
To pursue us.

Sweetness on the inside and outside
Is a rare combination
You can't buy that in Cash
Go ahead, call me a liar.
I know it when i see and feel it.
Astonishingly heartwarming
I don't know about the world's Global Warming
But you triggered mine, but with positive effects.

I can feel
the heavy pressure
none of this is getting any fresher
they've concocted an anaconda plan
that has increased the size of my black caravan
into an elongated limo
with empty seats
and a bunch of flashing lights
from cameras of people
who really could care less
i'm not looking to swindle or impress
i'm just try to address
my clear insecurities and shortcomings
it's not worth singing or humming
is it worth anything at all?
there's always something trying to stall
my improvement
somewhere
there's a more content version of myself
it's mostly likely inhabiting in the Persian
gulf
where the least amount of peace exists
arrows, guns, bullets persist
elbows, arms, knees insist
to be without
what do I have to be upset about?

The sadness is kicking in
I don't want her beautiful soul to feel the tip of the needle
As I delve deeper
I'm a heavy sleeper
On the important
But her happiness
Is also important
I have to drive this out of the tunnel
For us to truly move forward
I do everything for her
I have done everything for her
I don't regret a single **** thing I've done for her.

He never treated you right
He never enjoyed being in your company
He never enjoyed anything you gave to him.
But it was never your fault
You're are a Statue Of Liberty that nobody has seen
Except for me
When you have all of me
You can rest assured
You will be loved like never before
By my actions and even the bees talk
You will see the difference
I know you don't want to be hurt again
And I totally understand that
But once you are with me
You will truly see
What my words hold.

Here's a toast
To those who never asked for it
Because they really need one
And i for one am not letting them out
That would be wrong of me
And wrong for you
You got to think about the things that you do
Even if they appear as minor
They're much larger in the other portraits
This card game shouldn't end in a forfeit
But those few seem to anyways
High stakes, low stakes
Makes no difference to me.

You never see a girl asking a guy to hop in her Porsche
Sounds like hogwash, of course
But let's just pretend to take the course
Would it be weird or the same?
I honestly wonder why only guys are allowed to do most of these things

You've asked for Cloud Nine
But we don't have to deal with trine
We can get to the prime
Sending you to Ten
Even Eleven
When I think of this, it's a duplicate of Heaven
It dates like a Sweven
But time can't eradicate the value
Peaceful as the beaches of Kahaluu
There's no limits on the elation I want to bring to you
Make love on the soft sand
Saying words only the Motherland
Should hear
These aren't formalities, dear
They're semsuality
Coming from the best place of me.

Your Royal highness,
Man, that throne is tall,
I feel so small.

He wanted you to captivate his body
I want you to captivate my mind
There's a contacting difference
I think you'll pick up on it
Hopefully you do
I want you to get my hints when they need to be discovered

New Zealand's National Animal is the Unicorn
My National Animal is the one you like the most.
A party that forgot to hire a host
Trying too hard is what i do most.
It's okay, my veins are still in tact.
As long as you're okay, in matter of fact.

Have you ever seen those cartoons where a bullet goes through a ghost and it's this empty hole inside them?
That's how i feel when i go out without what i love the most for far too long
And i'm sitting here listening to the same old sad song
Have you ever wanted to be the other ghosts?
They're shells but they're not empty.

Happy Holidays

and happy make her holler days

Spreading the holiday cheer

By being naughty this year

That's what Santa feared the most.

The fear of a soldier
Is a Hollow Point
The fear of the government
Is a Hollow Joint .

You can be the Flagship and i can be your home base
We will crush what tries to erase
With silence
I want you to rise up above the defiance
And quell those worst nightmares.

If her dad wants her home by 10
Bring her home at 9:50
Just to be sure
Maybe he'll like you afterwards

Hometown cutie
You've got the best of my attention
Send all those haters to detention
You've got my retention
So i'm going to pay attention
To your needs, wants and desires
If only you listen.

Honey
I'm just a man
Not a God, not a higher power
Honey, I just want you by my side
While I do what makes me happy
Its really not rocket science
I'm struggling to get out of the defiance
But I will improve my relations with my dreams
You made my heart warmer and warmer
So honey, keep that fire going
You walking towards me like that is enough
It's not hard to get my attention
I'm just a man
It speaks for itself
Honey, don't try too hard
Just be you
And I'll surely be going crazy
Knees weak for you
Knuckles bleeding for you
From all the eczema
Honey don't you know?
It was all worth it.

A man with a hood
With promising words
Carried a small sword
Just in case he needed to
But he chose to use the weapon of unity instead
He had the choice, and he chose the right
Decades of dealing with corrupted taint
He brought the buckets of paints
And started slowly coloring
He was imprisoned for his beliefs
But that didn't stop him from being the man he wanted to be
Unlike the rest, his flavored words hold truth
When the world wanted black and white, he mixed the paintbrushes
And did not go down without a fight
He took over every podium
And showed his mixed colors of unity.
Brother to sister, white to black
He took of his hood and said hatred was what he lacked.

I want the Hook to hook up
So people can climb up the mountain
And the boat
But i don't want to Hook onto something
For just that one time
I want it to be something i latch onto and leave an unscathing mark
And hopefully it will be a long spark

On of the things i commonly see that disturbs me massively
Is a man wanting full control over a woman
It upsets me dramatically and i would never desire such a horrid concept
I want my girl to be free, as she bows to no one.

I think you're the closest thing to paradise
I've ever laid eyes on
Where did the cool air go?
It's hot as hell in here
But with you here its very manageable
I can cope with this
Just give me some ice

Hotels were meant
For trouble
Just make it double
Or triple
Well, You get the point

Why Is It Always hot in here?
Oh wait, it's probably just you.
Silly me for that not being my first thought.

The hottest day of the year
Is your birthday
Cause you're the hottest thing since lava

When he tells you you're beautiful
He's a scoundrel, he's lying
But I'm entranced, deep sighing
I hate to be implying
But I will not be lying
There's zero point to any of that
Karma has the eyes of a Cat
Watching over me
If I minded something hovering over me
That's a major red flag
For the white flag camp.

I've learned to realize that i'm a human that deserves what everything else has
And if anyone says the opposite
They're indefinitely inapposite
I play my own notes to this piece
Say hello to my little niece
Following my footsteps
They did what i told them
And they blossomed like flowers with hearts.

It's the normal human traits
That get me going
Most of it isn't ******
It's how the person's demeanor is
To get me to pass the attraction quiz
The way she carries herself, the way she treats people
If you be yourself
You don't have to worry about your body and how hot it is
Your personality is what drives me sky high
I'll want to get intimate solely on that
Not because I like your body
I hardly think about it
But if you bring it up
It would be a nice sight as we're sharing each other
There's no side chicks
There's no affair
Just you and only you
I've already had dreams of marrying the last one I was into
Don't mistaken me
My emotions for you will most likely be heavy
If I've fallen for you already

Some of us are really hungry hungry hippos
But I'm a ***** ***** hippo
Sometimes I'm both

I have no intention of hurting anyone
Or making them feel pain in their beating hearts
But i seem to accidentally tear them apart
God help this poor soul of mine
I'm not trying to buy time
I'm just hoping you'll understand what i'm trying to say
How many times do i have to mess this up?
I'm so sorry i'm this ravaging idiot
I hope you can forgive me, God
I hope i can forgive myself
I hope they can forgive me
I carry toy guns with bullets
Expecting foam bullets
I'm just a man who wants peace and love
I am flawed to the core
I'm not sure if i can take this much more
It's usually another day in the office to feel this way
But i always get one of those rare days
Where everything isn't feeling my way
I'm on my knees, praying for some solace in my adventure.

I could live in hell
And still find a way out

I'd rather keep running this imaginary marathon going
Because the pulse just keeps getting stronger
And i don't get this feeling often
So i'd rather keep up with you until the moments notice
Forget about the tropes that keep us on the rope
I gave the Television all the soap it wanted
Now it's running it's operas
And i'm running the marathon
For something
For something i'm unsure of
For someone?
Whatever it is, it's better than Keeping Up With The Kardashians.
TV rots your brain
I favor going against the grain
No offense guys
But keeping up in Marathons is much healthier
The water companies will thank you
Why should they not?
Thanks for not letting me rot
Whatever it is
Whoever you are
I'd keep up with you.

If he only likes you when your clothes are off
You know you have the wrong candidate for your special heart
Keep them on
That's the old trick in the book that's shamingly overused
Shine your humanity onto me
Not your body
That's for later if a connection is ever fully established
It should be the last thing on the bucket list of bonding.

If i just wanted nooki
I'd just go Downtown
Where all the lost girls hook for money
And i think you're capable of more, honey
But i'm not judging you
It's never been about that
But the question pops in my mind, why so low on yourself?
But then i come back to my thoughts
Because i'm getting too distraught
If i just wanted that, why would i even make an effort?
Why would i even bother with you?
Ask yourself that question
And realize the motives i have
I want to make you better
Not maul your soul and make you feel numb
I don't want anyone making you feel dumb
You're truly magnificent, nobody should tell you otherwise
I wish the girls that hook thought that way about themselves
I want to be in your life, i hope you know
Before you run away
Before you tell yourself something you will believe that's not true
I don't want you to break this off and regret it
I'm not like the rest, that notion i detest
I hate wasted words, you should know
So let me set my transparent example
Just like the well known Preamble
I only want to swim in your ocean
No-one else's.

The lazy man's rule in the South
If it's snowing,
I ain't going.

If you're happy
I'm happy
I can't ask for any more
I tend to be the most frugal person in the room
But that's just who I am
I just want you to be happy cause of me
Girl, I know you have been trying to fend off the gargoyles inside your soul
But I'm here to help
Be happy for me
I want to see that smile
It cures my anger and sadness
And it lightens up the most brimming room.

When people ignore me
I think they're making the biggest mistake of their life
Conceited sounding at first
But to quench some thirsts
You have to fill in the gap that most can never fill
I'm one of those for sure
I can count on it
You can count to the numbers given by humanity
But i want to go into infinity
Never ending paths
Never ending chances
Nothing will ever be the same
And i think that's great
You are a meeting and i never want to be late

I hate to be a bother
But you're causing a pother
I'm asking you very politely to make your sounds softer
Cause if you don't, you''l cause another zoster
And i'd prefer comfort in my skin.

Dreaming in my mind
All those flashing lights and me waving my hand
Waking up to stardom with my friends
Who can be called the Justice League of Awesome
I hope DC doesn't get ******
But we don't like to be dismissed
We want to excel in this brutal world
And I'm trying to find a way to succeed and its making my head swirl
"That's never going to happen"
"Impossible"
I could keep thinking of the responses as I laugh
Show and Tell is going to need some million dollar commercials
I don't need to hope
I just will
Plain and simple
Not even the odds are going to stop me
I'm a blockade of optimism
This isn't a euphemism
Even though I enjoy living in those
You better drink before you spit fire out of the hose
Because that's the way it goes
Friend or Foe
Ride or die
No more dreaming and thinking of what it could be and ask why
No more watching paint dry
All the doubt's are going to be the fish that fry
I will
I can tell into the future without being physically able
The Fortune Tellers are going to be out of work
After my first few chapters of this story are told
Behold

It's okay Grandpa, i'm not mad at your dispersement
I know it was a fact of life
Something very hard to get over
But we're human, that's only to be expected
But it felt like a part of my morale's army defected
You left me in emotional stitches
But i know you didn't mean anything by it
I'm just angry i didn't get more time with you before you were gone
That's something i'll always have to live with
And it's unfair, but i'm a strong man
Maybe not as strong as you yet
Maybe never-but i'm going to try like hell
You're everything i want to emulate
But when things crumble, i wish you were here to help
I know an answer will come, but it must be drawn in the cardboard
Or in the sky
Or on something nobody notices
But i just want to know when
After all you've done, you deserve all the free time
I'll just wait patiently for you to answer
The elongated time frame won't worsen my mood
Just you not being here will.

Everyone barrages me with compliments and praise
It seems like I've always had my hand raised
I've doubted myself for far too long
But i think i have good reasons to
Others contradict that theory
But theories can change and be edited
I'm not sure if mine will ever change
Despite the overwhelming abundance of kind words
I still feel like i can only hold two candles instead of twenty
Or ace a test with excessive studying instead of acing it perfectly
Or recite a text after hours of reading
Instead of minutes
Am i genius? Am i smart? Am i something better than average?
The answer to this is pretty transparent
I'm alright. A few bruises and dents, but nothing to be startled over.