A new season is flowing, and the grass is growing
A new day will rise, and the pain we feel dies
A new trip is upon, and we will leave at dawn

I rest my head
After being fed
I see the moon
Sleep is soon

I'm falling apart again...
From the fear that runs in my veins
The fear of the worst
The fear that will make my heart burst
I think things thru 100 times in my head
On how to cure this dread
Try to understand how this fear hurts me
It feels like I'm drowning, I can not breath
It feels like burns to my soul on 3rd degree
Like I'm bout to have a sudden death
All I can do is scream
"Wake me up from this dream!"
A dream where I have so much feelings of sad
But no where to hide and cry, it drives me mad
I cry out for help but no one hears me
I'm bleeding out for help but no one feels me
Nobody really cares, nobody really knows
I don't think you mean to harm me I suppose
But this fear you give me sometimes
Goes on in my head a million times
Twists my thoughts around
It gives me paranoia that brings me down
That this fear cuts me inside
And this fear is losing you

Come with me threw this old abandoned door
I left it open I could have swore
This passage to whats stirs in me
The things that must not be set free
Open this door, this cage for me please
I know you have had all along, the keys
Go inside and take a peak
Of the great evil and pain I cant defeat
The pain that I locked away
Comes to consume me like prey
I lose Myself a little more each time I fight it alone
Go to where I have shown
The beating ****** door
Where my heart lays torn
Go there
Before I tare

Where the cold kills
The north land thats give chills
Where the tearing wind scars the ground
Nothing not even a sound
Theres not a thing alive  
Nothing can survive
A place where the sun doesn't shine
Where death and cold combine
After the thick frost consumes
You will be frozen in time, doomed

Think of it like a bunch of dreams
Where nothing is as it seems
The wind blows on the green grass
And suddenly everything stops going fast
Flowers come and flowers go
But my love never fades though
It is peaceful out, it is perfect
The blue sky looks like you could surf it
Maybe that's where I would rather be
But it's not where I belong you see
My place is here with you
I hope you can see it too
Just as the green grass comforts me
There are days still full of glee

I never grew up with a coin in my pocket
I wasn’t born with all my bones in socket
No, not even a full hearted boy
For that I didn’t see much joy
I would cry out in sadness and pray
And to this day, I don’t know what to say

Do heroes follow fools?
Or
Do they make their own rules?
Do heroes sin?
Or always win?
Are heroes brave?
When the day is saved
Who do we have to owe?
When peace is a no-show
Who shows us the light?
When they start to fight.
For everything that is right.
Who turns your life away from a zero?
A hero.

Back in the day
I think the month was may
Everything was in a hurry
So its very blurry
But, I do sometimes remember
Even back now three years later in September
(laughing) I remember everything
But the memories only add to the sting
The sting of losing you to me
Like flashes, I see
Two young teens
That both had good means
Everything was right it seems
We were making dreams
He healed her heart
She showed him love
Nothing could tare them apart
Like a hand putting on a glove

Looking at the lone star
Wondering how far
From me you are

I am different on the inside
The pain is amplified
Its sad to say this pain is killing me
But its sad to say this pain is keeping me alive
It is my fuel that holds me back
But keeps me on track

I am different on the inside
My heart is tied
Held down by the metal
It keeps my feelings unsettle
To the point I wish I couldn't feel
Im not on the outside steel

My thoughts don't need to recharge
They stay in my data large
I think more like a machine
Caught in a smoke screen
Wasting away  
Into the grey

Shut your mouth
Take your crap head south
I will not stop now
I will figure this out somehow
This won't be my end I vow
I will push on to be my best
While you'll go south I'll go west
I don't need to walk far on this earth
To find how much I am worth
I am as powerful as I let myself be
So I will give you to the count of three
Head down south while I’ll go west
There is no time to rest
My destiny is in my hands
You will not stop my plans
For you cannot win
And I cannot lose

I will fall due to this law
This mystery called gravity  
Not something I had saw
I am a tale of depravity
Your gravity is so strong
Yet everything I do is wrong

Secrets in my mind
Some you cannot seem to find
Looking for my pain?
For these you cannot obtain

Come sit in this chair
Tell me how life isn't fair
Now all you do is pray on your knees
As life has hidden you in a forest of trees
You want to burn it all to the ground
Let the hate take over your soul
Because you can't take the sound
Of your life not becoming whole
You take the power
Now that life has left you sour
Look what you have done
You let revenge go on it's run
You let it consume you
Now there is nothing you can do
All because of the pain
And all the lack of fame
You stop to think
everything went by in a blink
You realize your mistake
Now you are awake
Let go
Before you have to owe

Why do you frown?
Why not be like a clown?
Turn that frown upside down
There is so much to know
Just go with the flow
There is so much to do
Just smile all the way through
And you'll be happy too

You are light as grass
Yet fall so very fast
The wind will be your guide
There is no need to hide
Show your bright spring green
To all that have seen
Your deathly feelings of fall
Stand up as a tree, tall
Let your leaves show
With the wind blow!

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                                    On this wild ride called life
You can go down low and up tall
                                     Go through a major strife
Or have a day where you have it all
                                         But there will be times
When your ride almost crashes down
                                                  Just remember these rhymes
And remember who holds the crown

I am strong on my own
I am weak, when it comes to you
The pain you share, to me isn’t fair
I am strong enough not to lose
I am not strong enough to win
An endless struggle of pain brews
Nobody close has any clues
Unavailable to close you out
No matter how hard I close in

You have come back, why?
Wasn't it enough to see me die?
Wasn't it enough to see me consumed by hate
You led me to this fate
I can only blame the enemy I see in the mirror
You convince me bad thoughts clearer
You made this war
Now it will be you who is tore
But, I feel that I am lost
I have to get myself back at all cost
But I will not **** you
I need you though, you have a role
There's no dark without light
Not like this though, you are out of control
So I have to keep the fight
Me vs. Me