I can still remember vividly
How you came into my life
Intimidating, mysterious and deep.
Now,
I just want to dive deeper into you.

You're the one I want to stand beside me,
as we view the horizon beyond.
You're the one I want to sit with me,
in the streets,
talking about,
with sense and without.

You're the one I want to be,
my shoulder in my darkest and brightest moments.
You're the one I want to kiss my hand under the stars.
You're the one I wanna argue with, fight with
and cuddle with, in the coldest of nights.

On a garden
I'm a flower,
many of us there,
I saw you stare.

you're roaming around,
not making a sound.
you're still starring,
we're not moving.

as the wind blows,
we're gliding.
somebody's coming,
a bee getting close.

stares at me,
not for long,
and she goes.
then you come more close.

on me you've landed,
you've kiss me.
everybody envy.
i didn't take it for granted.

still i'm not moving,
you've got what you need.
the kissed you've given,
a sign that you're leaving.

my butterfly
didn't even say goodbye.
i'm still on a garden,
alone, with everyone.

To tell you I'm sorry.



I am sorry


                                              *I'm sorry

Here i am, alone
waiting in a river till break dawn.
sitting beside this shore of wonder,
throwing some stones of perfection.

The more i wait here,
the more i feel dark inside.
nothing comes each day
hurts my emotion.
a bottle of wine, my letter collide
trowed on a river
to the ocean by flowing water

Like a kid, believing,
on a abage that has no point of meaning.
I hope someday she could see
my letter in a bottle over that sea.
I am waiting, Im waiting, lonely longing.

One
We began
Two
I miss you
Three
I almost see
Four
It's you I adore
Five
I'm half alive
Six
We begin to fix
Seven
We break-even
Eighth
You said it's never too late
Nine
You said you are mine
Ten
There we are again
Back at one.

Parallel

We collide our pain as shield
We're not in the same field
We know how we been played
Since that day our paths were prayed.

I'm a stranger in this parallel world
Wandering in every path I am told
It wasn't easy to get into you
For we are together but splits in two.

I can go long
I may be wrong
You see?
The path you take isn't for me
Do you like me?
Cause I've been liking you so bad lately.

I just wanna be with you
Even if we come in two
Wherever, whenever
Sadly we cannot hold each other
For all I know it's unfair to tell
That I am only living with you in parallel.

What brings me joy?

You,
of course.
Always you.

I'd rather fall

in Love,

     with your

Scars.

Than fall

    in love

           with your Smile.

Brain says, I don't love you.
Heart says, I do.

What is the sound,
Of your heart when I sing
What is that sound,
To your soul that it bring.

Tell me, tell me.

I am dead away from you
A lost soul torn in two.

Do you know why suicide is feeding death?

When there's nobody to listen to.
When there's no one who listen too.
When there is the one who shuts you up.
When there is the one you expect won't give up.
When there is nobody to talk.
When there are no place to walk.

When all your strength lost.
You come up thinking death is the right cost.
You thought you have debts to pay.
When you feel that with you, nobody wants to stay.
It is when your soul has eaten away.
By someone you love and someone you pray.

Suicide feeds death, because of unbearable silence.

People say,

"Nothing is impossible"

I do nothing everyday.

You treat her like the rest
still you want her to estimate you like the best..
'I Love You' is what you say
but 'I Hate You' is what you show..
Is this your love?
Is this the way you care?
well, it may not seem fair but i don't think the reason is one of the above..
Face the truth..
You are afraid to love..
or
You're a unique specimen who has come from Jupiter and who knows nothing about love.

The words you said to me
couldn't set me free.

I'm not the answer.
I can't even help myself

But what happens if the sky above runs out stars to fall?
How can I still wish to make you want me more?
Do you think only love can save us now?
Only us would be enough.
Only, if there's only love.
Only love can set this parting.
Close enough to make our hearts.
Closed to each other again.
let us dress the way we like.
You know it's getting late.
I wish this could rather be naked.

I want to spend time with you
Make memories with you
Collect photographs of you
Be your strength and weakness

I want to write things about you
For you are not just a paragraph
For you are not just a single book
You are the whole **** library for me.
And let our kids discover how amazing you are

There is no sudden state of reality
It's no perfect with uncertainty
When the stars collide as we
Built a new world in a void of destiny.

See the grasp of gravity
Pulling us down
As we go up in a way called milky
Everything we have is long gone.

Slowly


Slowly

I am drowning,
You are heating me up
Like I am singing
My self to get chopped...

Slowly.

I was savoring solitude
as the moon stared at me,
lingering words I could only
wonder solemnly.

I thought of I don’t miss you,
but my head hums, I do.
The sound echoes back and forth,
distorting my heart’s truth.

Maybe,
this is bliss
or insanity.
I am sane
but crazy,
All because of you.