Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
496 · Aug 2019
sudden
Oskar Erikson Aug 2019
i saw your collarbone like a
drowning man see’s the surface.
i urged to break it.
494 · Oct 2020
midday music
Oskar Erikson Oct 2020
spotify playlists
made for times of sadness,
sometimes bring
sweeter moments,
when listened to
in the sunlight.
492 · Apr 2016
Nausea
Oskar Erikson Apr 2016
I'm sick. Not
physically. close enough though.
because
you're not close enough.
To heal. Me
symptom of love sickness: Poetry
490 · Jan 2019
Almost Reaching.
489 · Jun 2018
Truths at 2am
Oskar Erikson Jun 2018
"i fell in love with the
person i deluded you into."
484 · Oct 2016
Detachment
Oskar Erikson Oct 2016
We have Homes: Security
We have Graveyards: Grief
We have Old folks homes: Maturity
And Prisons: Thief.

Humans are cozy creatures,
Like things neat and tidy
Building, buildings to compartmentalise our society.
And then we wonder why we're so detached.
483 · Mar 2017
Never invited elsewhere.
Oskar Erikson Mar 2017
I build homes in my heart;
with bedrooms, bathrooms. With kitchens and attics.
Winding staircases- gardens.
They beat in time with my blood
and with each pump, become a little larger.

I am the only resident.

The Agrophobic Architect; never invited elsewhere.
never to know another's heart-home.
never invited in.

So i built homes in my heart
and slowly
the foundations decided to b/r\e/a\k
apart.
483 · Oct 2016
Bled Inopportune.
Oskar Erikson Oct 2016
i picked apart
the scab upon my heart
as i thought the hole was healed
with new pretty pink flesh sealed
over
hidden.

I TORE TOO SOON
and bled inopportune.
**I was not ready to be wounded again
481 · Apr 2016
Never again
Oskar Erikson Apr 2016
It was simple at first,
No harm intended.
Who'd of known you were a curse.
I'd of died for and defended.
These shorter one's are so hard, how do you guys do them?!
479 · Apr 2016
Yes?
Oskar Erikson Apr 2016
What do you mean?
"This is on you"-Me?!
Who, rode in gallantly (knight in shining armour my ***)
Swept me away,
then has the *****-
To say

"It didn't mean a thing."
**** this ring
you
and everything love brings.
Sometimes a sweet thing'll turn bitter- but its an acquired taste.
Oskar Erikson Feb 2021
granted, taking this loss
somewhat harder
than expected. couldn't have been the sort of guy who asked for permission
to grieve
it
sort of happens.

i am taking a little breath before the next break so speak now or
forever hold my hand

you were doing so well
so was I
we are falling
without a plan to land
.
Oskar Erikson Dec 2023
fine then.

               i'll forgive a memory and condemn a feeling.
          

                                                               the arteries
bloodless fingers squeezing
               an expression silent.
          
                         press into gumlines - remind enamel
               no recastings will remain
                                                                           at the end of this.
473 · Nov 2016
Mouthwash (15w)
Oskar Erikson Nov 2016
you don't have to bother
apologising, i've spat out worse
discussions
after speaking to myself
471 · Sep 2017
by your love alone
Oskar Erikson Sep 2017
i'd advise you;
not to fall
unless you are able
to pick yourself up.
to not fall in love
unless you are able
to love yourself.
to not write poetry
unless you are able
write without a story.
to not tell others advice
unless you are able
to follow your own.

i cannot advise you.
471 · Aug 2019
Was it fair to let me go?
Oskar Erikson Aug 2019
i should have pleaded for a longer sentence
at least we’d be talking.
Oskar Erikson Apr 2019
loneliness in his fashion
invited anger to stay round
for a brief escapade.

like fast friends
they laid ruin to the pockmarked love scarred battlefield
in a one-sided war.

like fast friends
they lasted like a spring shower that drenches out the sky into colours you could only dream of pronouncing.

i hope they one day become lovers.
469 · Jul 2016
Ophidiophobia
Oskar Erikson Jul 2016
There is a snake.
Its many beautiful scales criss-cross over
my heart. I. I. I.
promised to never tell a soul
and hoped to die.

I'll be swallowed whole.

Boa-constricting inside my head
until the ink coloured poison drip drops till
i'm dead
465 · Aug 2019
brutality
Oskar Erikson Aug 2019
"if i was still dating you, THAT would have been pity.
be grateful i left when i did."
465 · Jan 2017
Synonymous
Oskar Erikson Jan 2017
i tell myself:
                     "To be used; is to be wanted,
                                                                       to be loved."
Only pathetically
can i ever dream
that they be
synonymous.
462 · Sep 2019
Haiku from a Tower-block
Oskar Erikson Sep 2019
the window vibrates

overhead roar, unceasing rain

thunder oppressed sun.
My 500th Poem! Thanks for all your support x
461 · Jul 2016
At long last
Oskar Erikson Jul 2016
FINALLY I SAID GOODBYE.

GOODBYE I SAID, FINALLY.

FINALLY! GOODBYE, SAID I.

I SAID GOODBYE. FINALLY?

I
SAID
GOODBYE
FINALLY
.
.
.
Finally. I said.
Goodbye.
459 · May 2017
scraps
Oskar Erikson May 2017
give me what little
i ask.

i can pick upon the tablecloth
for the dregs:
the words cast off in forgetting glances.
to make a piecemeal love
slightly more whole.

give me what little
you think i deserve.
i can no longer fast on my hope:
so please;

give me what little love
you can spare.
no one thought this was fair
least of all
me.
459 · Sep 2019
bedroom boarding gates
Oskar Erikson Sep 2019
calling a lost lover
to begin to head on over
this bedroom was only a boarding gate
and this bed your layover.
456 · Jun 2019
cradle
Oskar Erikson Jun 2019
i dug my patch of dirt
with my fingers in repentance

this formality before the hurt
this action my penance.

like these roots that roam
far beyond their means

this heart can't be home
to any semblance of honesty it seems.

with the soil                              a cradle
weighing me down
i see a vision of a mottled crown
the coldness seeping in
and for growth to start somewhere within.
455 · May 2019
corrugated iron
Oskar Erikson May 2019
i take shelter in your grooves
growing stronger in the curves
like whetstones smoothing and sharpening me down
to make a fine point

i wanted you to build with me
to push
me
up gently.

see if this rust
can turn into something beautiful
to see if rust
can be turned to gold
455 · Mar 2017
Muted ambiguity
Oskar Erikson Mar 2017
Once, twice, three times too many.
Sounds and shapes controlling the contrary.
Darkness, blackened abyssal, all of the above- Tricks and deception-
the leaving of love.
Lusting after loosing;
To find courage after fear..
Wishing and wanting those who once were dear.
Of course you'll find
your heart in pieces,
Not just one's two's or threes.
You'll find that a soul simply shatters
in a muted ambiguity.
454 · Sep 2016
Mal de Coucou
Oskar Erikson Sep 2016
How ironic to drown

In a sea of voices

Yet hope for

The lifeboat of your laugh.
Find out what the title means.
Oskar Erikson Sep 2024
and at the closing
he promises and promises
the last scene is just
around another corner.

and the pile of clothes in the corner is
just a
pile of clothes
but i know things aren’t right.

that the burning in my mouth
the locking of bones and sinew
once a month between us
isn’t satiating.

the thing inside of me pulsing.

i’m a neck viewer
using his curls as curtains.
compromise
watching things burst from other things.

remember
monsters break apart their hosts in escape.

compulsion
emerges from the core because
of the nature of change.

back in the moment:
the screen darker than dark.
my need, this body horror
spills out of me.
451 · Jun 2016
Universal Light
Oskar Erikson Jun 2016
FAREWELL
MY STAR
BECAUSE
YOU'LL BURN YOUR BRIGHTEST
AFAR

from
me.
my gravity only seeks to dampen you.
Oskar Erikson Jul 2017
i want to add some colour to this overtly sanguine
bloodstream.
450 · Feb 2017
mobile security
Oskar Erikson Feb 2017
you already have the key to my phone, yet you'd deny me the pattern to your *own.
449 · Sep 2018
a response to a non-answer
Oskar Erikson Sep 2018
these words that never found a mark.
said louder,

(i just want to connect)

and then louder.

which fall on non-interested ears.
448 · Nov 2016
Figured Silence.
Oskar Erikson Nov 2016
The words got lost in my throat
when the addition of another soul to replace mine
was first and honestly noticed
and i cant find them anymore
they fluttered upwards and died on the tip of my tongue
wishing somehow i could revive them with brute force but i don't ever think i could even find the strength to combat the conversation again
it hurts it hurts it hurts
my god it hurts
knowing this fleeting moment is in perpetual agony
without rhyme or reason i stick by again and again and again

I Just Wanted To Love You
without anyone listening.
448 · May 2016
Hotel Hell.
Oskar Erikson May 2016
There are 2 exits.
3, if you count a 6 story drop.
She accepts it
i just want to stop.

There's a table, some chairs.
Decorated with some sort of dead or dying flower.
Her tracing fingers, my raising hairs.
Rats run in the shower.

i can't find the carpet
she found the bed
with my fate set
to that room i was led.

the seconds ran miles
my mind went too
she called these acts, trials
to lose your youth.

When it was over
your sweat turning stale
you called me your lover
i called you my jail.
447 · May 2016
As you read this.
Oskar Erikson May 2016
Hello, you.
I won't bid adieu,
till we finish these few
stanza's.

You came looking again.
am I right?
You just can't tame
those feelings, thinking-Poetry
will make'em behave- quite.

Well. We're both at a loss.
My own pen resists writing
icy words. Frost.
Bitten sentences need warm eyes
to thaw out.

Tell you what, lets
work. together.
I'll write something, anything which'll
forever, stay.
You just have to promise to remember it
and not twist it.

I'm not sure if our talk
was lengthy enough or indepth.
You'll just have to accept.
This; Metaphorical-Physical-Emotional-Mental
discussion has ended.

What we may of, or may not of, agreed upon.
Shall come true.
Now
adieu.
Lets talk.
447 · Jun 2017
Salt and Freshwater Fears
Oskar Erikson Jun 2017
Do my oceans,
taste like your tears?
Drown me in both
and my answer
you'll then hear.
446 · May 2018
moment too late
Oskar Erikson May 2018
i
am born with an emptiness that is unable to be translated into words.
struggle
through nights without looking inwards for fear of never looking out.
without
knowing the best way to patch up this piecemeal pockmarked heart.
you
the planned escape route to run away with once it all turns to dust.

                                                  its funny how we always see the wrongs
                                                    just that moment too late.
443 · Jun 2019
remnants
Oskar Erikson Jun 2019
what happens to the pieces left over after healing?
i'll put them up to be sold.
maybe it's immoral to try reap a profit from feeling
but you'll cherish what i can no longer hold.
441 · Feb 2017
SPRINTING
Oskar Erikson Feb 2017
i can only imagine a day
where you'd prefer to stay
                                                                        than sprint away.
So Run.
Run faster and faster and faster!
otherwise
my
begging may outpace you.
440 · May 2016
Memory
Oskar Erikson May 2016
In a different light,
i'm sure i could see you
in this strangers' face.

With another drink,
i'm sure you'd taste
the same as this stranger tongue.

With another day..or two..
i'm sure your laugh (your laugh)
will fade into this strangers' throat.

BUT IT WON'T.
with another, another with.
      cause we're both.
without each other.
440 · Mar 2019
trebuchet
Oskar Erikson Mar 2019
there's 3 varieties of rock
scouted from the hillside
at the foot of the launchpad.

I LOAD UP ANGER,
IN ALL OF ITS FROZEN AND FIERY SHARPNESS
WEIGHING DOWN THE MECHANISM
WITH ALL OF MY EXPECTATIONS
TO THROW AT THESE UNFEELING WALLS

to simmer and smoulder
before impact
like a whispered promise.

(i reach for silence)
(the underhandedness catching my fingers)
(drawing blood over the drawstring)
(sending another part of me in its flightpath)

it never reaches the sky
you can't fire a non-feeling
as much as we wish we could.

so-i-decide-to-settle-down-
in-this-trebuchet-
to-see-if-­throwing-myself-headlong-
will-let-me-break-through-or-break-me-
­
The castle walls remain up, the remains of a young man were recently disposed of by the guards, cause of death?  
Trying too hard.
440 · May 2016
No longer.
Oskar Erikson May 2016
If i could,
rewind time i would.
Not to change, or mess,
**** or bless
but to relive. Again.

The same mistakes and goals,
patch up the same holes,
live the bitter nights and
love the little fights.
To live. Once more.

There's one small issue.
Time travel's standard issue,
it's my heart will find you again.
When time's rewound and love's
refound, all good things must come
to an end.

Maybe one day, when i'm old and gray
you'll visit me.
to relive MY love
one final time.
Then once again. And again. And again.
Till no longer.
Time travelling hopeless romantic
439 · Mar 2018
Art Galleries
Oskar Erikson Mar 2018
Your
Kaleidoscopic, heart
Sent
Fractals, spinning
My
World apart.
439 · Feb 2017
Pathway
Oskar Erikson Feb 2017
Too busy
thinking I'm yours

to worry about loving from another source.
439 · Apr 2017
notes to never wake up to.
Oskar Erikson Apr 2017
pack up your clothes
remove your scent
this bed can be remade
this heart will be unbent
434 · Jan 2017
Detox
Oskar Erikson Jan 2017
You couldn't take me straight.
so like whisky, added icy words
dilute me to be a bit more palatable.
Downing one, two, three.
Until the fire trail
snaking down your throat into your stomach
sets alight.
Forcing up every digested detail
up into the atmosphere.
Detox.
You were Purer without me anyway.
433 · Nov 2016
Bonding (Revised)
Oskar Erikson Nov 2016
Alchemical Cruelty.
Turn my coal heart to gold.
Your love was an impossibility,
that every prophet foretold.
An oldie that i returned too
432 · May 2019
Love.
Oskar Erikson May 2019
i’ve never given you enough.
432 · Mar 2019
Losing out.
Oskar Erikson Mar 2019
If You could have been beside me
For a little while longer;
My heartbeats wouldn’t be so few
.-..-...-....-...-...-.-.-.-.-.————-
And these heartstrings
a little stronger
432 · Jun 2018
i can see the moon now
Oskar Erikson Jun 2018
i.
the waterways are leading me
to places i was too scared to adventure alone

ii.
one day this heart will heal
with this earth holding me up

iii.
one day all of these poems
will remind me of that empty feeling
of thinking about you.
Next page