I didn't pay attention to you.

I couldn't bare your company.

I didn't know much about you.

Maybe I didn't even meet you.

All I know is that you loved me,
no matter my
imperfections.

It's a shame to say that I didn't care for your aging heart

until the day you
left.

The day I had to say goodbye to someone I hardly knew
once
twice
thrice.

Then I grew up and realized what you mean to me
and couldn't even tell you.

I'm sorry I didn't appreciate you
for you always loved me
and I hope that you know

that I love you too.

teary eyes and inflated thighs
red cheeks and red sleeves
broken soul in a smoking hole
made by
a ring of lies in which I cry
cry cry cry but no one can hear you
''you'll be fine''

He's a loner.

He can't depend
and he's not dependable.

He has friends
but he keeps secrets.

He has a family...
outside his bedroom door.

No pets,
just projects.

No plants,
just homework.

No tears,
just a water bottle.

He's just a loner,
a thoughtful loner, indeed.

If we got that far what happens next?
Does our story continue or end right there?
Do we go back to our favorite page and start again?
Or do we turn the cover and start a new book?

Spring
Later, she came to me.
She had flowers in her hair
and wore a yellow skirt.
She approached slowly,
asking, "Are you hurt?"

Spring lifted me off the frosted floor.
Her touch immediately melted
the ice that I was trapped in.

Slowly I began to bloom.
Vines entwined my arms.
I was crowned with petals
and I smelled of roses.
Suddenly she was gone.

A voice whispered in my ear,
"You're Spring now, dear. Smile often until Summer comes."

You make my brain do crazy things.
You make my heart do crazy things.

I look  at you and just can't look away...
until you catch me and I don't know what to do.

It's difficult for me to control what I feel,
but I know I must be quite fond of you to feel this way.

It's black with bits of white and Grey resembling the tombstones of flames.
Lightning beneath the cinders illuminate the ashes with flashes of white light.
The sooty sky is so dull but it's still shines.

Hello there, you're a new face
Hello there, I see that you'll be taking my place
Fix their problems and lick their wounds

Keep their memories of me out of sight
as I'll be the reason they cry each night

Hello there,do me this favor
Let the love for me waver.

Sure, I'm short and stout,
but I bleed too

Sure, I am not the lovely colour of snowflakes, I am the colour of warm, runny caramel,
but I bleed too

Sure, I wear size medium to large,
but I bleed too

Sure, my hair is dull and doesn't reflect light in golden rays,
but I bleed too

I bleed too
because I'm also human,but I'll forever be
a
freak
to
you.

my heart kept beating
faster and faster.
then I crashed...
it all went black.
rivers of salty fluid
formed dams in the
hand which cupped my
face.
my heart ached and I
let out a shaky scream,
again and again.
thoughts of you
flooded my mind.
Oh, what painful memories...

Aren't we lovely?
Living on a land of life...



yet we're still living evilly.
Killing the land we live on that sacrifices itself for ours.



Aren't we lovely?
Living together as one...

yet we still separate each other into categories of race, religion and sexuality.


Aren't we lovely?
Living as rich and poor...

shouldn't we be equal?


Aren't we lovely?
Living happily day-to-day...


though those smiles are fake
and beautiful laughs are
forced.


Aren't we lovely?
Being educated together in large institutions...


yet we still treat one another according to a social hierarchy

that doesn't exist.



But I guess we're just humans,
living lovely, day-to-day lives

that probably aren't that lovely.

you want
you want
you want

and when you finally have,

you don't want it anymore.